Duan Feifei didn't speak, just looked at Jiang Kuo.
There was no expression on his face, no fluctuations were seen, and there was no particularly obvious emotion in his eyes.
Jiang Kuo couldn't judge Duan Feifei's reaction to his words at this moment, and he couldn't even be sure whether Duan Feifei understood what he said.
He was a little distressed and a little regretful.
It's not that I regret saying this proposal, but I shouldn't say it now, I should make an appointment with him after he goes to see his dad and give him a little buffer...
But maybe it was because they were both too troubled by this question, and even Duan Feifei, who was so tolerant and calm, would take the initiative to ask, and he answered the question as soon as he asked.
Duan Feifei was silent for a while, then lowered his head and sighed softly.
Jiang Kuo stared at him, although this decision was made by himself, and the proposal was also spoken by himself, but he still vaguely hoped that Duan Feifei could give the answer.
Say no.
Duan Feifei said no.
Stop following my ideas and say no! Say Jiang Kuo, you want to be beautiful!
You've slept all over, do you want to retire? There are no doors!
Be selfish.
Say no!
Duan Feifei raised his head, looked at him, and said softly, "Okay."
Jiang Kuo suddenly felt sore in his heart, and leaned back in the chair, his body slid down a short distance, and his hands covered his eyes.
Now he doesn't have all the emotions, not even disappointment, only distressed, especially distressed.
Even at this time, Duan Feifei didn't relax at all, didn't cheat at all, and didn't even ask why.
If you want to go in, go in, if you want to go back, go back.
If he hadn't known how much Duan Feifei cared about him, he might have wondered if this person really liked him.
"Jiang Kuo?" Duan Feifei gently touched his hand covering his eyes.
"It's okay," Jiang Kuo said, "I didn't cry."
"Yeah." Duan Feifei responded, and after a while, he spoke again, "I know there is a problem between us."
Jiang Kuo didn't make a sound, pressed his hand on his eyes, and sat upright on the armrest, looking at Duan Feihan.
"It's stuck here, it can't go up or down," Duan Feifei said, "It won't work if you don't solve it, and... it's mainly me... "
"There is no primary or secondary," Jiang Kuo said, "this thing is mutual, because of me, so you, because of you, so me, if you have to chase a source, that's me too."
Duan Feifei did not speak.
Jiang Kuo didn't know what to say for a while. He had been thinking about this for the past few days, and he felt that he had already thought clearly in his mind, but after opening his mouth, it was still a mess.
His combing was only aimed at himself, and once he faced Duan Feifei, it was all messed up.
"I don't know when I started to feel this way," Jiang Kuo leaned forward, his arms resting on his knees, and looked at Duan Feifei. The distance was very close, and he could see Duan Feifei's eyelashes and him. The self in the eyes, "I pressed fast forward, you are in a hurry, especially recently, when there are too many things, you will be very tired."
"I may," Duan Feifei tilted his head, "I don't particularly know how to go... I have never liked someone like this before, and I haven't received a response, I just want you to... "
"My character has been like this since I was a child. I am not interested in many things, but if I like it, I will get it immediately," Jiang Kuo paused, "I can get everything, I like you, and you like me, so in my It seems, then together, is there any reason not to be together?"
Duan Feifei smiled.
"But liking someone is different from liking one thing, an object. I don't want to talk about a college student-style love," Jiang Kuo said. , the sophomore separated, and then started to separate again with a different person, you can meet three ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends in a cafeteria... "
"Mr. Hu said you should report my ID number." Duan Feifei smiled.
"He doesn't even have a high school diploma... Although I don't really think about the future, I know what I want and what I don't want," Jiang Kuo said, "You are not ready, and neither do I. If we don't take this step back, we will break up. , When I can't stand the day I want to break up, I really can't go back, I can't go back."
"En." Duan Feifei lowered his head and rubbed his hands on his face.
"This period of time... I don't know how long it will be, let's go with the flow," Jiang Kuo said, "You don't need to think about whether you want to accompany me or not, you can do whatever you want, go wherever you want, I I'm not waiting for you to eat, I'm not waiting for you to do your homework, you need to worry about the people who are responsible for protecting, there is no me, but I may still be busy with you, go to the store, go to the factory Li... how do you say it, do you understand what I mean?"
"Understood." Duan Feifei sat up slowly, leaning against the back of the chair.
"You are still very ordinary, and I am still a star." Jiang Kuo said.
"Master." Duan Feifei said.
"Huh?" Jiang Kuo didn't understand.
"Master Xingchuiping Ye Kuo," Duan Feifei said, "I called you that when I heard you say this for the first time."
Jiang Kuo smiled: "That's right, the paragraph I was talking about called me that was very ordinary."
There were some words Jiang Kuo still didn't say. It wasn't that he didn't want to say it, but he just didn't want to say it now. Duan Feifei was always calm, with a smile that made him feel distressed, and even joked.
When he said that he took a step back, Duan Feifei still didn't want him to feel any pressure.
He gritted his teeth and wanted to take this step back, and it was precisely because he didn't want to see Duan Feifei like this, that easy-going, unrestrained Duan Feifei disappeared because of his urgency.
Duan Feifei needed time, but he didn't give it to him.
Of course, when we are together, we need to change and adapt. No two people can fit so perfectly, at least they are not, but change is not like this, it is not unconditional cooperation, not unconditional follow each other...
He hoped that this step back would allow Duan Feifei to relax, no longer carry his promise of "going all out without reservation", to understand little by little, show little by little, and see little by little.
Accepting this natural feeling calmly is not a surprise, but it should be like this, it is like this.
Duan Feihan's cell phone rang, and he took it and glanced at it.
"Is something wrong?" Jiang Kuo asked.
"No, today's business is over," Duan Feifei paused for a while, "Old Fan calls for drinking."
Jiang Kuo was stunned.
Fan Jiabao, you are looking for death!
Is it interesting to find a drink in the middle of the night
"Do you want to go?" Duan Feifei asked.
"Huh?" Jiang Kuo was stunned again.
… Excuse me, is it the two of us
Only then did he realize that Duan Feifei said "Old Fan called me to drink" instead of "Old Fan called me to drink".
"I'm not going," Jiang Kuo said, "I'm not familiar with him."
"Yeah." Duan Feifei nodded, poking his fingers on the screen.
"Are you going?" Jiang Kuo asked.
"What am I going to do," Duan Feifei smiled, "I don't know him too well."
"He's all helping you..." Jiang Kuo glanced at the dormitory door, "Is this not familiar?"
"I didn't look for him directly," Duan Feifei also glanced at the dormitory door and lowered his voice, "I asked Beard to help find some irrelevant people, he was looking for Lao Fan."
"Oh." Jiang Kuo responded.
"I've finished painting the walls today, and I'll ask someone to clean them tomorrow morning," Duan Feifei said. "The electrical appliances in Lao Fan's warehouse, I'll go and see my dad when I come back, and I can move them to the store."
"Tell Dong Kun and the others to help?" Jiang Kuo asked.
"Well," Duan Feifei nodded, "Let's see which ones are going to be moved."
"All." Jiang Kuo said.
Duan Feifei glanced at him: "Okay."
"By the way, I'll send you this email," Jiang Kuo turned on the computer and clicked on the document in the online store, "You have time to see if there is anything to change."
Duan Feifei came over and looked at it: "I can understand this thing, it's impossible to change it."
Jiang Kuo turned to look at him.
"Really." Duan Feifei said.
"Then pick what you can understand," Jiang Kuo said. "Just... in this stage of taking a step back, don't be affected by the online store and the new store."
"Yeah." Duan Feifei nodded.
Jiang Kuo sent the document to Duan Feifei's mailbox, then stared at the computer desktop for a while, then closed the computer: "Then I'll go back to the dormitory."
"Well," Duan Feifei replied, "Good night."
"Good night." Jiang Kuo got up and picked up the computer and walked to the door. He didn't dare to look at Duan Feifei. His voice was shaking when he said good night.
If you want, you can watch it tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, or any day.
After the dormitory door was gently taken by Jiang Kuo, the room was quiet.
Duan Feifei could hear his breathing in vain becoming a little heavy when the door was closed, and it seemed that at this moment he began to really think.
He looked at the door of the dormitory, and it took him a long time to slowly lean back on the back of the chair, and let out a long sigh.
Jiang Kuo didn't say all of his words, maybe because once he opened his mouth, his mind would suddenly become confused, and it was difficult to express everything he wanted to say in such a state. After all, Duan Feifei didn't really feel anything.
He is indeed not ready, or even not ready, to get along with each other, and slowly show all of himself in getting along.
Jiang Kuo grabbed him, and he was reluctant to let go, so he was in a hurry and just wanted to protect the feeling he never thought he had, and protect the person he didn't even dare to think about.
However, although everything came, he realized that he didn't know what to do at all.
I don't know how to relax with the people I care about, and I can't deal with intimacy. This is the part that Jiang Kuo didn't say.
It's not that he didn't mention it at all. Jiang Kuo once expressed the attitude of the old uncle's family.
He has always been so nervous, always so careful, with his family and with the people he likes.
When Jiang Kuo said "take a step back", he couldn't tell how he felt, but in his opinion, at least it was a matter of course.
But he has been waiting, and what he has been afraid to face is actually what Jiang Kuo said before, "If I have had enough, I will tell you." Before Jiang Kuo opened his mouth, he always thought that what he was waiting for would be a breakup .
Jiang Kuo is much more mature and calmer than he imagined.
The reluctance he felt at this moment was real, and it slammed into his heart deeply. In the few seconds before and after Jiang Kuo opened his mouth, he clearly felt how reluctant he was.
There is so much ease.
He had to admit that Jiang Kuo was right. If he continued, coupled with the pressure of his father's imminent release from prison, he really didn't know how to face Jiang Kuo in such a life, how to maintain his relationship and life. balance between.
Now Jiang Kuo has given him time and space, and I hope he can stop being so busy.
And he also hoped that Jiang Kuo would not be as "cautious" as him.
Now they step back.
Then slowly, relaxedly, show and explore.
The phone rang a few times.
Duan Feifei's thoughts were interrupted, he frowned, and glanced at his phone.
[Don't call Fan Jiabao] Then you should take the key from the aunt next door.
[Don't call it Fan Jiabao] The keys for the two-bedroom set are also placed there.
[Don't call Fan Jiabao] Take it and see for yourself
[Don't call Fan Jiabao] 303, Building 4
[Don't call Fan Jiabao] Is it polite to speak back
Duan Feifei had to take out three locks from his chaotic thoughts to sigh at Fan Jiabao's typing speed.
[Instructions are as follows] I didn't find a gap to answer.
[Instructions are as follows]Thank you
This set of two residences was casually talked about when discussing the beating of Lu Haobo that day. Dad had to have a place to live after he came out. The previous house was sold when he lost money to the lame family.
Originally, the old uncle meant that Dad could live in his house first. Anyway, they have always lived in the store, the house is rented out, and they can be taken back.
But now the market in Xindian is not allowed to live in, the old man and the others have to live in their own house.
As he was talking that day, he casually asked Fan Jiabao if he had any other houses besides the facade. As a result, Fan Jiabao happened to have two vacant houses that were not rented out, and one was right next to the market.
For my father, this house is very suitable. He is not willing to interfere in Niu Sandao's affairs, but the old uncle and the others will live far away from the new store. Even if you don't participate in Niu San Dao, you can relax a little psychologically.
After replying to the message, he took the phone and sent it for a while, it was rare to be so sleepy before eleven o'clock, but he didn't want to get up and go to sleep.
I just wanted to be so stunned, for fear that if someone moved, my thoughts would be stirred up again.
There are some emotions he didn't notice that he didn't think he didn't have been shaking little by little.
Just like a glass of precipitation water, as long as you move it lightly, the sediment at the bottom of the cup will be rolled up instantly.
The door was knocked twice at this moment.
He stared at the door.
It wasn't Jiang Kuo, Jiang Kuo habitually knocked on the door three times.
It wouldn't be Jiang Kuo. He just went back after talking, and even if he had something to say, he wouldn't come back to say it right away.
The person outside the door knocked twice, and a voice sounded: "Duan Feihan, are you there?"
It's Lu Haobo.
Duan Feifei closed his eyes, but the calm he tried to maintain was still broken.
He got up and went to open the door. Lu Haobo stood outside the door with a person from the video production team he had seen that day. When he saw the door opened, Lu Haobo raised his legs and planned to go inside.
Duan Feifei raised his arm and propped it against the door, holding it against the door, leaving only his face wide, just so he could see the bruises on Lu Haobo's face that had not subsided.
"Is something wrong?" he asked.
"That's it," the person in the production team smiled awkwardly, "Extraordinary, I just wanted to explain to you about that video."
"No need." Duan Feifei said as he was about to close the door.
Lu Haobo stuck his foot against the door.
Duan Feifei looked at him: "Take it away."
"He's here to apologize." Lu Haobo said.
"I won't say it a second time," Duan Feifei looked at the man, "I can't remember when I go back and look at the WeChat chat records and recite the whole text."
After he finished speaking, he kicked Lu Haobo's foot away and closed the door.
There was no sound outside the door.
Duan Feihan's calm has also been completely disrupted, he sighed and entered the bathroom.
brush teeth.
Looking at himself in the mirror, he was stunned.
Wash your face.
Halfway through the wash, he lowered his head and turned off the faucet.
He wanted to hear if it was true.
He cried inexplicably.
He propped up the washbasin and could clearly hear his silent cry.
Nor is it inexplicable.
He is miserable.
He felt uncomfortable letting a flamboyant and transparent person like Jiang Kuo constantly reflect on himself, and finally made such a decision.
He is also very happy.
Glad they still have time to come again.
Duan Feifei slept very unsteadily that night. The dream all night was chaotic and long. When he woke up in the morning, the alarm clock had already rang twice.
He quickly jumped out of bed, put on his clothes quickly, grabbed the meeting card after washing, and ran out of the dormitory.
When he went out, he habitually glanced at 119.
Tang Li was standing at the door doing radio gymnastics. At this time, Jiang Kuo hadn't gotten up yet.
He quickly walked out of the dormitory building, bought a box of yogurt at the school's small supermarket, and got on the bus.
Dad's condition for the past two months was okay. When my uncle called him a few days ago, he told him that the store was going to be demolished. Duan Feifei saw him now and felt that he was in a good mood.
"The third one told me," Dad said, "did you run down the new store?"
"I didn't run much with Duan Ling," said Duan Feifei, "It's going well, the landlord is very talkative, and they gave us a lot of refrigerators that can be used. I'll bring someone over to get them in the afternoon. "
Dad looked at him: "I'm a little out of spirit."
"Who?" Duan Feifei was stunned.
"You, is it me? I go to bed and get up early to exercise every day," Dad said. "Did something happen?"
"No, I'm just worrying about it." Duan Feifei said.
"Your online store," Dad asked, "is it going well? Your uncle said you're going to open soon?"
"Well." Duan Feifei nodded, "Did Uncle tell you this?"
"He said that you should have said it yourself," the father smiled, "but he couldn't help it, saying that you are very talented, have ideas, and have strong abilities. Come to me to show off his nephew, you say this People are not funny."
Duan Feifei laughed: "When I come back to see you next time, we will have the finished product. I'll bring you a pack for you to try."
"One bag is not enough, bring some more, and the supervisors will also share some." Dad said.
"Yeah." Duan Feifei replied with a smile.
"Go back." Dad said.
"Ah?" Duan Feifei was stunned, "I just came."
"Go back, you can go back and sleep a little longer," Dad said. "Work hard, work hard, but don't be too tired, you..."
Dad pointed to his face: "Three years older."
"Isn't it?" Duan Feifei touched his face.
"Go back and rest, you're exhausted." Dad said.
After being kicked out by his father, Duan Feifan went to buy a lot of dragon beard candy and mung bean cakes as usual, but it could not be regarded as a special purchase for Jiang Kuo. Except for Jiang Kuo and Dong Kun, the shops around the new store were all shared by others. Come on, the renovations are pretty noisy these days.
When he was buying candy, he looked at the glass again in the store, and when he came out in the morning, he didn't pay much attention to what he looked like in the mirror.
But it's not that he's tired. He's been very tired. It should be because he didn't sleep well last night.
If Dad can see it, Jiang Kuo can definitely see it, he is afraid that Jiang Kuo will be worried...
stop.
This is a matter of course. After talking about such a topic and taking such a step, how could there be no reaction at all? This is inevitable, and there is nothing to worry about.
It's not the time to think about it now.
"Why do we have to take a taxi, can't we just squat in the cargo compartment?" Liu Pang protested while standing beside the old uncle's car.
"Because it's illegal," Duan Feifei said, "hurry up and take a taxi."
Several people took a taxi and followed behind the truck.
"The seat cushion is at the back," Duan Feifei said to Jiang Kuo, who was in the co-pilot, as he drove the car, "If your butt is on the cushion, you can use it."
Jiang Kuo took the cushion back in his hand and looked at it, and found that it was a new little cushion. At first glance, it was not the style of the old man: "Is this new?"
"Well, yes..." Duan Feifei hesitated for a while, "Last time you said your butt hurts, I bought this, and it never worked."
"Oh." Jiang Kuo lowered his head and pinched up and down on the mat.
"Don't you use it?" Duan Feifei asked, "No one has ever used it."
"Cushion." Jiang Kuo put the cushion and sat on it. It was quite comfortable, and immediately became less upset.
The two of them didn't speak all the way, Jiang Kuo didn't fall asleep all night, and now it was like hypnotizing looking at the receding scene outside the window, and he was about to fall asleep halfway through.
"That's it, right?" Ding Zhe looked at the things in the "warehouse", "There's still a lot, are they all moved out?"
"Move them all out." Duan Feifei was very succinct.
"I have to have another barbecue in the evening," Ding Zhe said. "It's really physical work."
"You can eat whatever you want," Duan Feifei said.
"This has been moved, so there is no need to buy anything in the new store, right?" Liu Fatty said.
"Yeah," Ding Zhe moved his arms and walked to the freezer, "not to mention the new store, they probably don't even need to buy anything in that online store..."
Ding Zhe probably found himself talking bald when he was talking about it. After all, although everyone knew about it, it wasn't made public.
He paused, but in order to make this embarrassing scene less embarrassing, he insisted on finishing the bald words: "What's the matter."
The six people in the room fell into silence.
"Ah..." Dong Kun didn't know if he sighed or made a little movement as he wanted to speak.