March 29, X
sunny
Today Wu Yunfei dug out an old photo album out of nowhere, it was full of photos of me when I was a child.
"I didn't expect you to bring this thing here. I thought you left it at your parents' house." He sighed while flipping through the pages.
This photo album was originally kept at my parents’ house, but because my mother always likes to show my relatives and friends the “black history” of my childhood, in order to maintain my image in everyone’s eyes, I quietly put this photo album when I packed my luggage during the Spring Festival. Put it among the clothes, and secretly brought it back.
"Don't look, it's not like you haven't seen what I was like when I was a child. What's there to see?" I glanced at him and said.
"Revisit your cute childhood look." He said.
When he turned to a certain page in the photo album, he suddenly paused, and then laughed out loud.
"You still have this photo! I thought you had already destroyed it!"
I leaned over to take a look, and it turned out to be a nude photo of me when I was a child. In the photo, I looked like I was only three or four years old, and I was sitting in the sink of washing vegetables with my legs in my arms, with a confused expression on my face, and I looked pitiful.
"You still have the face to smile! Wasn't it because of you that I behaved like this back then?"
As I said that, I punched him with a gesture, but I didn't expect this guy to dodge past deftly.
"A gentleman uses his mouth but not his hands, and I couldn't be entirely responsible for that incident at that time." He argued.
It's not bad for him. Does that matter still depend on me
If I remember correctly, this should have happened when I was in kindergarten.
At that time, although he was only in the second grade of elementary school, he was already like a big brother to me. I admired him so much in my heart that I almost obeyed him.
Therefore, when he proposed to go outside to play, although I hesitated in my heart, I still nodded and agreed.
Facts have proved that I was too naive at that time to believe this sand sculpture's statement that the weather is good.
"The morning glow does not go out, and the evening glow travels thousands of miles. Last night's glow was so beautiful, it must be a good day today."
Is the weather nice? As soon as we went out that day, there was a thunderstorm and we were drenched like a drowned rat.
I said I would go under the big tree to take shelter from the rain, but this guy told me that standing under the tree in this kind of thunderstorm weather would be struck to death by lightning. He also said that a friend of the teacher accidentally walked under a tree in this thunderstorm and was split into coke by lightning.
Later, I went to ask other people, only to know that the probability of being struck by lightning while standing under a tree is almost negligible.
But at that time, I really believed in his evil, and foolishly stood with him in the heavy rain waiting for the sky to clear.
At that time, I didn't know how to look at the watch. I just felt that it had been raining for a long time, and my body was so cold that I felt drowsy.
I told him that I was a little sleepy and wanted to sleep for a while, but this guy burst into tears immediately, saying things like "don't sleep, don't die".
Now that I think about it, that scene was really dramatic.
A young child, holding a younger child in his arms, sat in the pouring rain and wept bitterly.
It is estimated that TV dramas are afraid of being reported for child abuse, so they dare not shoot like this
Having said that, it is also to blame that the place he chose was not good.
The park is in the process of being built, and the pavilion has not been fully erected. Apart from the trees, there are only sand piles, earth piles, gravel piles and cement pipes around.
Since there was really no place to shelter from the rain, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, the two of us could only climb into the cement pipes to shelter from the rain.
The inside of the cement pipe is dark and has a strange smell.
I was cold and scared, and I couldn't stop shivering.
This guy must have been scared at the time, but he still pretended to be relaxed and told me jokes.
I can't remember exactly what he said, except that it wasn't funny at all.
Finally, I couldn't help sobbing softly.
"Don't cry, I won't tell you jokes, can I sing for you? I sing very well," he said.
This guy is lying again, in fact, he sings out of tune. However, due to the relatively good sound conditions, I can't say how unpleasant it is. I fell asleep listening to his singing without knowing it.
But I feel like I just closed my eyes for a long time, and this guy woke me up.
"Don't sleep, if you sleep at this time, you will never wake up again, you will die!"
Is it so easy for a person to die
At that time, I didn't have any concept of life and death, but after hearing what he said, I still cheered up and tried to open my eyes wide.
"You can't go on like this, you're going to fall asleep again soon." He said, "Or else, let's chat, just talk about anything, if the other party doesn't answer, try to wake him up, the two of us No one is allowed to sleep."
Chatting sounds like a very simple thing, but what common topics can a primary school student have with a three-year-old
He could talk to me about what happened at school, but I had nothing to talk to him about.
"By the way, what do you want to do in the future?" he asked.
This topic is suitable for children of all ages. As long as the other party can speak, they will basically have aspirations for their future.
But at that time, I didn't know if I was too scared, and I couldn't think of what my dream was for a while.
"My dream is to play with you forever."
I expressed the most simple thoughts in my heart.
However, this guy was not satisfied with my answer, and told me that when you grow up, you can't just think about playing all day long.
"When you grow up, you have to go to school. After school, you have to go to work. After you go to work, you have to marry a wife and have children." He said, "In life, there are many things to do besides playing!"
It’s really ironic when I think about it, the guy who told me that life is not just about playing, after so many years, still has the mentality of playing in the world, as if he didn’t grow up.
But to me at that time, what he said was profound and reasonable.
"Going to school is like you, and going to work is like dad, so what about marrying a wife and having children?" I can't understand the meaning of marrying a wife and having children.
He didn't seem to be able to explain it well, so he told me that marrying a wife and having children means being with the person you like forever.
"Then how about I marry you in the future?" I said, "I will earn a lot of money, live in a big house for you, and buy a lot of toys."
"But now I also have a big house and toys." He smiled, "It's okay for you little girls who promised to cheat the kindergarten, I don't care about these things you gave me."
I was a little sad because I couldn't think of anything else I could give him besides these.
Every time Dad gave Mom a gift, she would be very happy, why is this guy not rare
"Then what do you like?" I asked, "I'll marry you when I find it."
"If you like someone, you have to write a love letter to him! Wait until you learn how to write first!"
At this point in the memory, I found that Wu Yunfei's expression became a little melancholy.
I asked him what was the matter, and he said that he had waited for so many years, not to mention love letters, he had never received even a letter written by me.
Who said they haven't received it? !
What year did I not make him a greeting card before I started high school? Even my own father didn't have this treatment!
"I keep those greeting cards." He said, "What about the ones I gave you?"
"Throw it away!" I said.
In fact, I also keep all the greeting cards he gave me, but collecting greeting cards should be something only girls do, right
It's embarrassing to say it...
"Did you throw it away? Think about it, you have so many documents, it takes up space to keep such useless things." He said, "Speaking of which, the greeting card I gave you still has my earliest design drafts on it." , It’s black history, I was thinking about how to ask you to help me destroy them, but I didn’t expect you to do it in advance, we have a good understanding.”
"Actually, your early design drafts are also quite good. It can be seen that you have put your heart into the drawing." I said.
I remember that the first set of clothes this guy designed was a wedding dress. I laughed for a long time at the time, saying that he designed two clothes for the groom, but no clothes for the bride, and the bride would cry.
Thinking about it now, did this guy realize he was GAY at that time
"The first time you mentioned to me the dream of being a designer, it seems that it was also in the cement pipe?" I thought for a while and said.
"You have a pretty good memory. I thought you couldn't remember things from such a long time ago." He laughed. "Your wish at that time was simple. You just wanted to be an ordinary office worker and wait to die."
"From a certain point of view, both of our wishes have been fulfilled." I said with emotion.
This guy is now a cutting-edge fashion designer, and he will be recording a show soon; and I have become a wage earner under my father. almost.
In any case, the two of us talked a lot in the cement pipe that day, and most of the original imagination has now become a reality.
Finally, the rain finally stopped. After I saw the sun, my hanging heart finally fell, and then I fell asleep in a daze.
According to Wu Yunfei, he was the one who carried me back after all the hard work.
Because of the dirt in the cement pipes, the two of us looked miserable, like street children.
In order not to be discovered by his family, he took off all the clothes on me and himself as soon as he entered the house, and hid them in the closet of the storage room.
Because I was wet, he didn't dare to put me on the sofa or bed, for fear of being scolded if there were water spots on the fabric.
After thinking about it, he decided to put me in a place that was already wet, so that even if there were water marks, I would not be found.
Sometimes I really don't know whether to call him smart or stupid. Since this guy can think about the problem of water marks, why can't he dry me and put me in a warm place? !
I woke up from the cold, and when I woke up, I was in a daze, not knowing where I was.
And it was at that time that he took such a photo of dark history.
"Couldn't you have brought me a dress when you had time to take pictures?" I still get angry thinking about it. "Feeling like a lucky guy to grow up with you."
"Didn't I get you clothes later, and you were sleeping soundly in the pool at that time, so I always felt it was a pity not to take a picture." He curled his lips and said, "If it wasn't for me, you probably I will never have the experience of sleeping in a pool in my life.”
"Most people would not want to have this kind of experience!" I complained.
I just remember that I was sick for a long time after that day, and this guy was also severely punished by his father.
However, this photo was accidentally preserved, and later entered my childhood photo album.
Does mother also think this photo is very interesting
March 30, X
cloudy weather
Since I saw the photo album yesterday, this guy has been going crazy for some reason, and he must be called Brother Yunfei like I was when I was a child.
How could such a shameful name be called out
I say no to that.
"When you were young, you always chased after me and called 'Brother Yunfei', which was so sweet. But now that you have grown up, I don't even deserve a name in your mouth, either 'you' or 'hey', nothing at all Unkind, like an unfamiliar stranger." He said.
In fact, he misunderstood. I would not be so rude when calling someone else.
If I really didn't know him, I would probably call him "Mr. Wu", right
"There are so many people surnamed Wu in the world, who would have known you were calling me! You should call me Brother Yunfei." He said.
Does this guy have any special attachment to this title? It's been a long time since I called him that!
"Can't I call you by your name directly?" I said helplessly.
"It's not a census. It's too unfriendly to call people by their first and last names." He curled his lips and said.
Unfriendly? Most of the time I call people by their first and last names!
There are so many people in the company, if they call vaguely, who knows who I should call
"Look, it's because you always call people by name and surname like this, that's why they call you cold." He said, "You can use Xiao Zhang from the Finance Department and Xiao Li from the Propaganda Department to replace your names. "
"Then what if there are many people surnamed Zhang or Li?"
"Then you can use a more affectionate address. For example, the oldest one is called Lao Li, the middle-aged one is called Da Li, and the youngest is called Xiao Li."
It's so troublesome...
I have never liked to deal with people, and it is simply an impossible task for me to remember so many people at once, and to know their age.
"I thought about it, and it's more convenient and quicker to call by name."
The name is taken out to be called by people. If it is not called, does this thing still have meaning
But speaking of nicknames...
I whispered "Brother Yunfei" in my heart, and my cheeks felt a little hot.
If it's to make him happy, it doesn't matter if you just call him that, right
I contacted him several times in my heart, looked at his back, took a deep breath, and shouted: "Yunfei..."
"Um?"
Before I could say the word "brother", this guy turned his head and looked at me with a confused face.
"You have something to do with me?"
"It's okay." I said, "I just think it's good to be called Yunfei, anyway, that's what your mother called you."
I don't know if it's an illusion, but I think this guy seems to be blushing a little bit.
"Well, I also think this title is good."
March 31, X
cloudy weather
Today, the assistant sent me the latest information of "Super Designer". I just opened it and took a look, but I didn't expect to see an unexpected name.
"Wen Miao... this little girl is still here." I murmured.
If I remember correctly, this little girl should be the one who uploaded my rumor on Weibo before. I thought she would be refrigerated after going through that incident, but I didn't expect that looking at the current posture, it seemed that she was going to focus on her.
"Maybe everyone really thinks of her as your underground lover?" Wu Yunfei joked, "Anyway, you didn't make any statement, so others can't think too much about it."
"But how do you make a statement about this kind of thing?" I was a little distressed.
Last time I directly left the matter to the operation team to deal with, they just suppressed the matter, and did not issue a statement to clear up the relationship between me and the other party.
Nowadays, the little girl hasn't done anything wrong, so it's not good for me to target her like this
"It's really not good, so you can wait for her to appear as a victim the next time she hurts you, and you can say what she says about you." Wu Yunfei laughed, "For example, she is addicted to your beauty. If you want to spread rumors maliciously and ruin your reputation, it is best to shed a few tears while talking, and behave like a pitiful flower."
"Fuck you!"
Just thinking about that image gives me chills.
But having said that, although it was true that the little girl did something wrong last time, she also took this opportunity to gain a certain amount of popularity. If she settles down here and has relatively strong professional ability, then the company is understandable to push her.
Reason tells me that all this is justifiable, so I should calm down.
But I still feel very uncomfortable.
Didn't they consider my feelings when they pushed this girl? Originally, taking time out to record shows every week was troublesome enough, but now I have to face people I don't want to see.
Oh, how poor I am.
"Okay, don't get cheap and act like a good boy. The little girl has beautiful features, and you are very lucky to have an affair with you." He said, "I really don't know why you are so sad."
This is probably an intuition, right
I always feel that if I get involved with this girl, I will encounter super troublesome things.
"You two are innocent, what kind of trouble can you encounter?" He smiled, "Are you afraid that this girl will accidentally become pregnant and ask you to be her successor?"
"She probably doesn't have the guts..."
I don't know what I'm anxious about, but I feel inexplicably upset just seeing this girl.
"Your reaction is simply a powerful interpretation of 'woman, you have attracted my attention'." He said, "You have noticed her, and the next step is to fall in love through various chances and coincidences..."
"Impossible!" I interrupted him a little annoyed.
In terms of presence, this guy dangles in front of me every day, so I should fall in love with him first, right
I was taken aback by my own thoughts.
Ever since I found out Wu Yunfei is gay, have I had any unreasonable thoughts about him
But he is GAY, and I am not GAY!