May 11, X
cloudy weather
Wu Yunfei didn't look in good condition yesterday, I'm a little worried about his performance today. But looking at the current situation, it seems that I was worrying too much. After just one night, this guy has returned to his previous full of energy.
I even suspected that what happened last night was just a dream, and I never told him that I was going home to see my parents.
The recording of the program is proceeding step by step. Although this guy's work was completed in a hurry, it is not obvious under the spotlight at all. It is as delicate as a work of art. Even the professional judges expressed that it is hard to believe that he has completed it in such a short time. Make such a high degree of completion within the work.
Naturally, I did not hesitate to praise myself, and praised his works greatly. Maybe because I saw his women's clothing before, I suddenly fantasized about his appearance in this skirt, and my heart beat a little faster.
He sure looks great in this dress!
I looked up to the stage, and my eyes just met his.
He smiled at me and blinked.
I was overjoyed by this little interaction, but on the surface I still maintained the aloofness of the big brother, pretending to be calm.
Unsurprisingly, he advanced to the next round very smoothly this time.
"Congratulations, you have successfully survived a round." I smiled.
"It's going to be another week of exhaustion." He yawned and said, "I almost forgot what it's like to sleep in. I wake up earlier than the chicken every day and go to bed later than you."
Isn't this sentence originally "wake up earlier than a chicken and go to bed later than a dog"
I suddenly had doubts about my image in his heart.
"I really admire that you can go to work day after day. I have only been working for a month, and I already feel like I don't know where the day is." He said, "I am still suitable to be a freelancer. Draw a few pictures, and spend money at home to salt fish."
"I will raise you in the future, you can salt fish as you like." I said seriously.
"Both the cat and me... You got rich recently?" he asked.
It should be regarded as getting rich, right
After all, I am already twenty-five years old, and I have a fixed relationship partner. My father is considering transferring some shares to my name.
In this way, in addition to salary and bonus, I can also receive a large dividend every year.
With the principal, you will have more confidence whether you are investing or doing anything else.
I think I'm still good at making money. As long as my father doesn't suppress me, I can get rid of poverty and become rich just around the corner.
Wu Yunfei smiled, but I didn't see a very happy look on his face.
"I have something for you." He said suddenly.
Have something for me? Is it a gift
I have some expectations in my heart.
It is indeed a gift, but it is not for me, but for the Yuan Devourer.
"Every time I make clothes, there will be a lot of waste left over. I just want to help the beast to make a few sets of small clothes, so that you can take pictures for fun." He said.
I took out the small clothes and looked at them carefully. The workmanship of each piece was extremely exquisite, even more beautiful than the works he participated in the competition.
"Originally I measured the size once, but I don't know what you ate it during this time, the little thing grows really fast." Wu Yunfei complained, "I can't help it, I dismantled the things I made before and reassembled it. Do it, and it's not done until now."
For some reason, I suddenly thought of the phrase "the thread in the hands of a loving mother, and the clothes on the wanderer's body".
Alas... Even the Yuan Devourer has put on the new clothes made by this guy, but I have nothing QAQ
"Why are you still jealous with a cat?" He laughed. "If you are so flattering, I will make clothes for you every season when I have time."
"Okay, then I will wear the clothes you made to show off on various occasions. When people ask me what brand it is, I will tell them that it is custom-made." I laughed.
"Then if someone asks where you ordered it from, how do you answer?" He asked.
"I'll just say that my wife made it for me. This is the only family, there is no semicolon." I said, "They will never try to have the same style as me in this life. It is absolutely impossible for them to exist!"
"Don't worry, I will definitely make you the brightest boy." He smiled.
However, smiling and laughing, he suddenly sighed.
I knew why he sighed, but he didn't dare to answer.
After a while, I asked, "When do you have time?"
"Tomorrow." He said, "Just tomorrow, early death and early rebirth."
tomorrow? !
Hearing his answer, I felt a little caught off guard.
Has he already thought about what to say
"This kind of thing can be hidden for a while, but it can't be hidden forever... Now they just let you bring your girlfriend home. What if you want to have a grandson after a while? I can't have one." He yawned and said .
Is he so relaxed? That being the case, why yesterday...
I felt a twinge in my heart when I thought of the touch of his tears dripping down the back of my hand yesterday.
"I've been under too much pressure recently, and my mood is a little bit broken. It has nothing to do with what you said." He said, "Isn't it just going to your house? It's not like I haven't been there before."
"Can that be the same?" I asked.
"Why is it different?" He asked back, "Anyway, I have never been a decent person in their eyes, and then you can just throw the blame on me... Tiger poison is not easy to eat, I don't believe that old man I really have the heart to beat me to death."
It should not be possible to beat him to death, but it is not good to beat him to the hospital.
His father is a man of kung fu, and he has played for a while after he got off the army, and his shots are neither light nor heavy.
When I first saw his father take action to teach him a lesson, I was frightened and silly, and it is still a lingering psychological shadow.
"Have you really thought about it? I'm sure I'll call tomorrow." I said, "Actually, I can delay it a little longer. Do you want to wait until this side is over before going back with me?"
He rolled my eyes at me and said, "Are you stupid? That photo is my appearance on the show, which means that your dad will know the truth no later than next Wednesday. According to my experience, you can be lenient if you confess. Resisting is stricter, and trying to conceal the crime is aggravated."
Hearing what he said, I dialed the number at home.
It was my mother who answered the phone. She was very happy that I would bring my sweetheart home tomorrow, and kept asking me where he was from and what he liked to eat.
"Actually, there is no need to prepare too much, just go back and have a light meal." I said.
"That's not going to work, it's the first time someone comes to the door, you have to make a good impression on her." My mother said, "And this is the first time you bring a girl home!"
Girls...
I began to think about the feasibility of letting Wu Yunfei wear women's clothing and come home with me tomorrow.
But he has been playing at my house since he was a child, and my parents are very familiar with him. Seeing him dressed like that, they probably think that he has been stimulated by something and has become a pervert who likes to wear women's clothes, right
"By the way, what's the child's name?" She asked, "And what's the date of birth? I'll find someone to put it together for you."
Wouldn't the horoscope of the combined birthday reveal the secret
No way, I had to bite the bullet and say that I don't remember the other party's birthday.
"Look, it doesn't look like you're serious about pursuing someone, but you can't even remember your birthday." She complained, "I think when I fell in love with your dad, every time there was an anniversary, he would arrange it in advance. Start preparations in a few days, it's too romantic."
I'm sorry that I didn't inherit the romance of my father...
"It's fine if you can't remember your birthday, but what about your name? You can't even remember your name, right?" Mother asked again.
Of course I know this guy's name, but the point is that my mother also knows this name!
As soon as she heard the word "Wu Yunfei", she could immediately take a seat.
"His name is... Feifei." I said bravely, "The name is just a title, don't pay too much attention to it."
"Feifei? It's a cute name." She said, "What's your full name?"
"I can't remember clearly." I said vaguely, "I usually call him Feifei, but I rarely call her by her full name. I can't remember it when I ask it out of the blue."
"Do you really like her? Not only can't you remember the birthday, but you can't even remember the name. No wonder you haven't caught up with him after so long."
My mother was nagging me on the other end of the phone, just to make me pay more attention to other girls, and my hot and cold attitude easily made the other party feel insecure.
I murmured vaguely, and finally hung up the phone after a long time.
I didn't carry Wu Yunfei's back when I called, so he was listening from the beginning to the end.
Seeing me hang up the phone, he suddenly smiled ambiguously and said, "Why didn't I know that you usually call me Feifei?"
"I... wanted to call you that." I explained, "but suddenly I changed my name, I'm afraid you won't realize that I'm calling you."
"Now that I know, you can tell me to give it a try." He said.
He was lying on the bed, looking at me provocatively, with an extremely enchanting posture.
I suddenly wanted to rush over to hug him... and then...
"Feifei... I like you so much." I leaned into his ear and said, with feelings that I couldn't explain myself, "You promised to give me a chance, so no matter what happens tomorrow, You can't break your word."
He was silent for a long while, and asked me what kind of behavior in my eyes was breaking my promise.
"You can't refuse me until I confess my love next time." I said.
He saw through my mind at a glance, and said with a smile: "Then what if you spend so much time with me and don't confess your love for decades? I'm already thirty years old. If my life span is shorter, I'll be halfway through my life. I can't wait." Get up."
I suddenly felt sour in my heart, and compromised: "Before I confess, you can like others, or you can be with others... as long as you don't reject me."
As long as you don't refuse, it's considered a thought, right
Sometimes I feel that my thoughts are very strange. When I follow the series, I never watch the last episode, and when I play games, I always leave a few endings, as if this can never end.
As long as the ending is not played, the game is not over... right
"I can't afford it, and you can't afford it either." He said, "I come and go naked, and you still have property waiting to be inherited... One month, counting from now, let's both think about it carefully." Let’s take a look at this matter, and we will see the outcome on this day next month.”
One month is simply not enough!
We only have two days a week to see each other, even if we can spend sixteen hours a day together, we only have five days together.
What can you do in five days? !
"Can you extend the time?" I asked, "Is it okay for a year?"
"Do you have to think for so long?" He said, "You are about to collapse as a decisive and resolute person."
Of course, you can act vigorously and resolutely when dealing with other things!
Everything that can be clearly priced seems to me to be an easy decision.
But feelings are priceless, and one wrong step is all wrong, so how can we not be more careful
"I have been able to understand a lot of things in a month." He said, "Aren't you willing to rely on me even for such a small matter?"
There is no way, I can only grit my teeth and respond to what he said.
One month... I should make him like me, right
May 12, X
sunny
Today is the day to go home.
I was so nervous that I didn't sleep well all night, but Wu Yunfei was calm and composed, and even made himself a nice hairstyle in the morning.
"After all, I'm going back to meet my parents. I still have to be decent," he said.
He has always had that kind of long hair, which can be styled in many different styles, but if he doesn't take care of it carefully and let his hair hang down softly, at first glance he looks no different from a girl with short hair.
"It would be great if you were a girl." I couldn't help but sigh with emotion.
If Wu Yunfei had been a woman from the beginning, probably we would not have faced the predicament we are facing today, would we
"If I were a woman, we might even have children by now." He said, "I was 27 when you were 22, which happens to be the golden age for childbearing."
"Do you like children?" I asked.
To be honest, before today, I really didn't think about things like family inheritance.
Perhaps subconsciously, I still feel that I am a child who has not grown up
"I don't know...but the process of raising you was very fun." He said, "Watching you grow up little by little, you can walk and talk slowly, and then grow into a young talent, and become the idol in everyone's eyes. Boss."
I don't know what kind of jealousy I'm eating, but I always feel sour when I hear him say that.
"It's not common for me to be such an excellent person. If you raise another child, it may not grow up to be like me." I said.
"I know, you are unique." He smiled, "Many of my friends around me are married and have children, sometimes when I see their children, I think of you when you were young, you were much better than them , even if I put you aside for a day and ignore you, you can still be alone for a day in a daze, and you don’t know how to cry when you’re hungry.”
"Is there such a thing?" I don't remember such a distant thing at all.
"Yes." He said, "At that time, you gave me a lot of face. You only gave me a smile when you saw me. If others teased you, you would ignore it."
After a pause, he continued: "The first thing other children said was either Dad or Mom, but you are different. The first thing they said back then was to ask me where I am."
"How do you know?" I asked.
"Your mother told me." He said, "You will leave later, and you will follow me wherever I go, and you can't even shake it off."
"Nonsense, obviously you are the one who took me to wander around, I don't even want to stay at home." I said.
"That was later." He said, "You were the one who ran after me in the beginning."
According to what he said, after so many years, I really haven't improved at all.
I ran after him when I was a child, and I still chased him when I grew up.
But at that time he was willing to stop and wait for me, and even took the initiative to play with me, now
Thinking of that inexplicable January appointment, I feel extremely melancholy.
In this way, near noon, the two of us drove to my house.
I took a deep breath at the door and rang the bell.
It was my mother who came to open the door. When he saw me, he looked behind me expectantly, but only saw Wu Yunfei.
"Yunfei is here too." She smiled, "It just so happens that Lao Wu is here today, you two have a good chat."
"It is indeed necessary to have a good chat." Wu Yunfei smiled meaningfully and said.
I felt him trembling slightly, so I grabbed his hand.
"Don't be afraid." I whispered, "I'm here."
"Yeah." He responded.
My mother saw the interaction between the two of us, but didn't say much.
In her opinion, we should be brothers, right
"By the way, didn't you say you were bringing your girlfriend back today? Where is he?" My mother asked.
Seeing her expectant expression, I suddenly couldn't bear to tell her the truth.
But if I like it, I like it. What can I do
"Let's go into the room and talk." I said, "Things... are a bit complicated."
The mother's expression suddenly became a little dignified, and she hesitated to speak.
"Let's go into the room and talk about it." I said, "Everyone is waiting."
Although it is said to be "everyone", there are actually only four people besides Wu Yunfei and me.
My dad and my mom, his dad and his mom.
Aunt Wu was very excited when she saw Wu Yunfei, she pulled him to greet him, as if she was a loving mother.
Uncle Wu was just the opposite. The moment he saw Wu Yunfei, his expression darkened. If it wasn't for my father's face, he might have slapped the table and left by this time.
"Where's your girlfriend?" My father asked, "Did she let you go?"
"No."
"Have you had a fight?"
"nor."
Father frowned, apparently a bit confused about what was going on.
"Stop standing, sit down, what's going on?" He asked, "You didn't tell us the details of the girl, and we don't know her details."
I glanced at Wu Yunfei, at this moment he was pulled by Aunt Wu to sit on the sofa.
"Actually, you know his details." I said, "Sorry, I lied to you... In fact, you know the person in the photo, he is an acquaintance."
"Acquaintances would be easier." My father said with a smile, "Don't worry, although I lived among thousands of flowers when I was young, I have always paid attention to it, and there is absolutely nothing left in the sea."
"I can prove it." Uncle Wu said, "He only has a child like you, and there will never be a sister or something out of thin air."
I have to say that my dad's imagination is really rich, but what he said was not what I was worried about.
After hearing my denial, my dad thought for a while, and then said: "Well... our family has always been kind to others, and we believe that there is no righteousness in business, and the tragedy of Romeo and Juliet cannot happen to you."
I shook my head again.
Uncle Wu couldn't bear it any longer, and said, "Why do you look like a boring gourd jar? If you have something to say boldly, you, Uncle Wu, will support you."
I have heard this sentence countless times since I was a child, but this time he really couldn't support me.
I took a deep breath and said, "The person in the photo...is actually Wu Yunfei!"
After finishing speaking, the room suddenly fell into a mysterious silence.
"Bah! Did I give birth to a son or a daughter? Take off your pants and let me see if you wear handles or not!"
As he spoke, Uncle Wu stood up abruptly.
My dad quickly held him down.
"This is the program group's arrangement, what does it have to do with me?" Wu Yunfei sneered.
The two of them are like this. They usually look kind and friendly, but when they meet, they suddenly turn into violent tempers.
"Calm down, this is really an arrangement of the show crew." I said, "He was quite reluctant to dress up like that before, and I have done his ideological work for a long time."
"Yes, yes, it is admirable to dedicate oneself to art." My dad echoed.
Immediately afterwards, he changed the subject and pointed the finger at me.
"If you said it was Yunfei earlier, wouldn't that be the end of the matter? Why did you lie to me and say that it was the person you like, which made me happy for nothing." He said.
"Yes, you are still young, even if we can't find a suitable partner for the time being, we won't force you too much." My mother added.
My mood is a bit complicated, but I still decide to tell them the truth of the matter.
"I didn't lie to you." I felt that I had never been so nervous before, and my hands trembled unconsciously, "I like Wu Yunfei, the kind of liking I want to marry him."
To my surprise, everyone was extremely calm, and even Uncle Wu didn't slap the table and stare.
After a while, my dad couldn't help laughing out loud.
"Don't make trouble." He said, "I don't know what tricks you two brothers are playing, but this is too fake, even if it's a prank, you should choose a more realistic topic."
Everyone nodded in agreement, bluntly saying that this matter sounds too fake, and there is no sense of substitution at all.
I glanced at Wu Yunfei, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.
Does he regret it
"I guarantee with my personality that what I said just now is true." I said, "I like Wu Yunfei, the kind that I want to marry him."
Everyone gasped, and their expressions gradually became serious.
"Stinky boy, what the hell is going on here?" Uncle Wu pointed at Wu Yunfei, shaking his hands in anger.
Probably in his opinion, all of this is Wu Yunfei's fault, right
"I liked him first, he...hasn't promised me yet." I said, "It's just my wishful thinking now."
"I can't help it, my charm is irresistible." Wu Yunfei said irritably, "He accidentally fell in love and couldn't extricate himself. I can't stop it."
He really deserves this look.
Sure enough, Uncle Wu made a move.
I stood in front of him with lightning speed and received a hard punch.
Martial arts practitioners are really extraordinary, but my eyes were blackened with one punch, and I fell to the ground and couldn't get up for a long time.
"You are stupid! I have been beaten since I was a child, and I have skills in being beaten. You are doing it for real!" Wu Yunfei said.
"He is willing to be beaten for you, who can blame him?" My dad said with a cold snort.
I felt my face was wet, and I touched it and found that my hands were covered with blood.
This is the first time I've been beaten to the point of bleeding...
"Fortunately, it doesn't hurt very much." I murmured.
"That's a hit, you should feel the pain later." Wu Yunfei said, "Do you think you are stupid?"
I'm probably really stupid, right? Even though he was beaten, he felt inexplicably happy.
"Ayao, come with me, I have something to ask you."
Hearing my father's call, I wanted to get up from the ground, but I felt top-heavy.
"Could it be a concussion?" Uncle Wu said worriedly.
"I told you a long time ago not to hit the child at every turn, but you just didn't listen. Now you know how distressed you are?" My dad said.
"It's different, our bastard doesn't beat Fang Jiewa for a day, and even if I don't beat him, he will go out and look for it himself." Uncle Wu said.
He looked at me in a trance, stretched out his hand and shook it in front of my eyes.
"Ayao, what is the forty-eighth digit of pi?"
"Huh?" I didn't respond immediately.
"It's over, I beat your son into a fool." Uncle Wu looked quite annoyed, as if he wanted to beat Wu Yunfei to vent his anger.
"Don't hit me." I grabbed him and said, "If you still don't feel relieved, just hit me again."
"I wasn't sure just now, but now I'm really stupid." My father said, "Old Wu, calm down, I'll ask Ayao, and you can talk to Yunfei to see what's going on. "
Although Uncle Wu still looked very upset, he didn't continue to do anything.
"Don't worry? Come with me to the study." Father said.
I followed silently, feeling some pain in my legs when going up the stairs.
Probably it was accidentally knocked somewhere when it fell just now.
"Does it hurt?" My father glanced at me and asked.
"It didn't hurt just now, but it hurts a little now." I said.
"It will hurt more later... Do you regret being beaten for him?" He asked again.
I shook my head.
"You were beaten for him, do you feel that you are particularly great and selfless, and that you are a good friend." He sneered, "Do you think that he will miss you if you do this?"
"I didn't think so much." I said.
I really didn't think that much at the time, I just simply didn't want him to be beaten.
"Although you don't want to admit it, you subconsciously want to use his guilt to blackmail you to achieve your own goals." He said, "You can't deny that if you didn't suddenly run out and get beaten, the two of them would still be like each other." It ended as usual."
I was silent.
Maybe my lord father is right, but why did he tell me this
"I just want you to understand that your feelings for him may not be as pure as you imagined." He said, "Of course, I don't think you are in love either."
My head was a little dazed, and the wounded area began to hurt more and more, and it was difficult to even speak.
"You don't need to talk, just listen to me." He said, "This is your business, you make your own decision... I just want to clarify my point of view."
I nodded, motioning for him to continue.
"What is love? It's very simple. When you see a woman wanting to hook her up, the ultimate goal is to fuck her." He said, "Do you want to fuck Wu Yunfei?"
I don't know how to answer.
Maybe at some point I vaguely had such an idea, but generally speaking, my emotional dependence on him is far greater than my physical desire.
"Have you ever thought about it, in fact, your feelings for him are probably family affection or friendship, but you mistakenly think it is love." He said, "You two grew up together since you were young, maybe you just depend on each other habitually .”
I can't deny the situation he said, after all even if Wu Yunfei rejects my confession, he is still my very important family and friend.
But at this moment, I can be sure that my feelings for him are love.
This kind of feeling is different from the past, although I can't tell where it is different, but I can tell the difference.
"Does it have to be Wu Yunfei?" After a while, my father suddenly let out a heavy breath and asked, "It's very difficult for me to be together, what will I do when I meet you, Uncle Wu?" Say hello? In-laws?"
Before I could answer, he paused, and then said: "If you two break up in the future, it will be more troublesome, and you will look down and see each other during the holidays... In fact, friendship is often longer than love."
"But..." But I don't want him to be with others!
It's selfish to say this, but it's the truest thought in my heart.
Obviously I made an agreement with him, as long as he doesn't reject me, I won't care even if I like someone else.
But how could you not care
In the final analysis, it is because I am not reconciled... I am not reconciled that there are other people besides me in his eyes...
"I'll give you a few days off, think about it yourself, and heal the wound on your face by the way." He said, "At the end of the day, it's just that you shave your head and pick it up. I don't think Yunfei treats you like that at all. mean."
"He has..." I feebly argued.
Even though he didn't say it, I can feel that he likes me too.
"He's doting on you and playing with you." He said, "Otherwise, if you try to break up, I guess he will applaud and send you off. I wish you happiness."
I felt aching in my heart, took a deep breath on the spot, and said, "I just want to ask a question."
"Just ask."
"Without considering any external factors, do you accept that Wu Yunfei and I are together?"
"No." He said, "I hope you can find a woman to marry."
Although I had expected this answer a long time ago, I still felt as if I had fallen into an abyss.
"What if I insist on falling in love with him? What if I say he must?"
"You have always been my proud son, but you should not accept homosexuality very well in society now." He said, "I don't want you to be involved in scandal... Don't forget, you are the news of the group spokesman."
I see what he means.
If a scandal about my homosexuality breaks out, it may affect the group's public image and lead to a series of consequences such as stock prices falling.
He wanted me to think twice about giving up my feelings for Wu Yunfei.
"Would you agree if I could undo the negative aspects of this?" I asked.
"Young man, it's good to have self-confidence, but don't overestimate yourself." He said, "If you succeed, I will arrange the wedding for you personally, but if you fail, you can't make it up according to the orders of your parents and the words of the matchmaker." What kind of moth came out."
"Okay, it's a deal." I said.
As long as you give me a chance, there is nothing I can't do!
No matter if it's chasing Wu Yunfei within a month or something else, it's all a matter of course!
If I can't do this, what kind of boss am I
The author has something to say: Feng Feng: The face hurts, the legs hurt QAQ needs to be kissed by Feifei to heal
Feifei: Serve it right! Who told you to rush out and get beaten! Do you know it hurts now? (Gently apply the medicine) Huhuhu, cast a spell on you, the pain will fly away~
Feng Feng: It’s amazing o*￣▽￣*o It doesn’t feel so painful anymore
Feifei: Really? (This guy won't really be beaten stupid, right?)
Feng Feng: It's fake... it still hurts and needs your careful care