Yin Mingzheng was very beautiful. At the age of fourteen, he had a childish appearance, pale skin, his body hadn't fully grown, and his frame was not big, just like a little girl. Due to long-term malnutrition, the whole person is thin and thin, like a weed growing hard in a dark corner, with thin and long branches, swaying when the wind blows.
He is going to be fifteen soon, and he is one of the oldest children in the first and third classes of junior high school.
Back then, the alcoholic father refused to let him go to school. If the neighborhood committee knew about the alcoholic father's virtues and specially reminded Yin Mingzheng's adoptive mother, and promised that going to school would not cost money, the adoptive mother hesitated to send Yin Mingzheng to primary school. Otherwise, Yin Mingzheng would be a child now. out-of-school children.
The adoptive parents are ignorant, and Yin Mingzheng goes to school a year later than his peers.
As for kindergarten, Yin Mingzheng had no chance to go to it. His family was too poor, and his adoptive parents didn't want to waste money.
At the age of three or four, when he was in kindergarten, Yin Mingzheng wandered around the community alone, unattended.
Shu Ning is one year younger than Yin Mingzheng. When he was more than three years old, Shu Ning went to Sun Flower Kindergarten in the community. He sat on the slide and played on the swing in the yard. He had great fun. Through the high fence, Shu Ning Several times I saw the little Yin Mingzheng standing outside the fence, staring eagerly at the children in the kindergarten through the green belt less than half a foot away.
There is a play area specially set up in the community for the children in the community to play.
In the afternoon, when the kindergarten was over, his grandma picked Shu Ning home. After passing by the play area, Shu Ning saw Yin Mingzheng sitting on the swing alone, all alone.
The community just after school became lively, full of children's laughter and laughter. The children rushed to the play area and quickly occupied the play facilities around Yin Mingzheng.
"Would you like to play?" Grandma asked Shu Ning, wanting to chat with the mother-in-law she knew.
Shu Ning nodded, "Yes."
He handed his schoolbag to grandma and rushed to the play area as well.
"Hey, this is my swing, come down quickly!"
The childish voice made Shu Ning, who was sitting on the seesaw, turn around, and saw a little fat man standing beside the swing, with his hips akimbo, pouted and shouted at Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng lowered his head, revealing a section of white and soft nape in the brand new blue clothes.
His swing was not as lively as a child's. The arc was very small and the speed was very slow, which made the little fat man very unhappy.
"Hey, do you hear that?"
The little fat man raised his hand to push Yin Mingzheng. He was tall among his peers and had great strength, so he threw Yin Mingzheng to the ground.
The little villain stood up from the ground, his eyes were dark, he stubbornly held on to the iron chain of the swing, pursed his mouth, and refused to let the little fat man use it.
The little fat man was furious, and reached out to push the little villain.
The little villain kicked the little fat man, the little fat man fell down, slightly dazed, and then howled loudly.
The crying and howling attracted the attention of the surrounding parents. The little fat man's grandma rushed to the swing to help the little fat man up, screaming like a baby.
With the support of adults, the little fat man howled even more, pointing at the little villain and said: "He hit me! Grandma, he hit me!"
Seeing that it was Yin Mingzheng, the short mother-in-law immediately yelled in dialect: "So it's you little bastard! #%￥#..."
Soon, the little villain's adoptive mother hurried over without asking, and bowed and apologized to the swearing mother-in-law as soon as she came, and kept saying sorry.
The little villain was pulling the iron chain of the swing, with tears in his eyes, and he held back the tears from falling.
He didn't speak until his mother came, and then he cried, "Mom, he pushed me first."
"Nonsense!" The mother-in-law denied it flatly, "Your child is very young. Sure enough, it's different if father has been in prison. He confuses right and wrong, and still refuses to admit that he beat someone!"
Shu Ning remembered that the little villain's adoptive mother's surname was Zhou, which seemed to be Zhou Juan.
Zhou Juan bowed and apologized again, pulled the little villain away, and scolded: "Apologize quickly!"
The little villain struggled and said: "Mom, he pushed me first, and I pushed him."
"Stop talking, apologize now!" Zhou Juan raised her voice and said sternly.
The little villain thought that his mother would be treated fairly when he came, but in the end he was asked to apologize, and his expression became more and more aggrieved. In the end, he couldn't resist the majesty of the adults, and said to the little fat man with tears in his eyes, "I'm sorry."
The little fat man held his head up, like a victorious little rooster.
Zhou Juan dragged the little villain away in a hurry, complaining as she walked, "I told you not to go out at home, can't you hear me? Running around every day, causing trouble!"
After the two left, the joyful atmosphere returned to the play area, and the little fat man sat on the swing with a smug face.
Shu Ning was too young at that time, so he didn't quite understand what happened. His little friend whispered in his ear: "That Yin Mingzheng just now, the clothes on his body seem to belong to me."
Shu Ning: "Huh?"
The little friend said seriously: "His father went to jail for stealing things, wouldn't he also steal my clothes?"
The next day when the kindergarten was over, Shu Ning and his friends went to the play area to play, and Grandma Shu Ning and Grandma Li chatted together again.
The two walked to the play area and saw the little villain sitting on the seesaw.
"Hey, come down, we want to play!" The child shouted.
The little villain sat silently at one end of the seesaw, without speaking.
At this time, as long as there is a child sitting on the other side, the seesaw can move.
However, no one went up, and the children were unwilling to play with the little villain.
Because the adults said that the little villain's father has been in prison and has a particularly bad personality. The little villain's family education is not good, so he can't play with him.
Shu Ning's grandmother also warned him thousands of times, for fear that Shu Ning would follow the little villain and learn bad things.
The little villain didn't say a word.
The children are very angry.
"Why is he like this?"
"We've been playing here all the time, and now he's taking it, we can't play."
"irritating."
Shu Ning's little friend stood up and pointed at the little villain's clothes, "Hey, Yin Mingzheng, did you steal my clothes?"
As soon as the words came out, several pairs of bright eyes looked at Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately retorted: "No, I didn't steal your clothes."
"That dress obviously belongs to me. My grandma bought it for me last month. The hat is very nice. I have worn it too big and haven't worn it since. How did it get on you?" The little friend said angrily, with a puzzled expression on his face. .
The little villain said: "Grandma Li gave it to me."
The little friend's grandma, Grandma Li, is a well-known warm-hearted grandma in the community.
"Why did my grandma give you the clothes? That's my favorite hat!"
"Grandma Li gave it to me."
The little villain just said.
The two quarreled louder and louder.
The voice attracted Grandma Li's attention. Grandma Li rushed over, heard the children's argument, and said to her little friend, "I gave the clothes to Yin Mingzheng."
"Why?" The little friend was very unhappy.
"It's too big for you to wear."
"No, I don't want to give it to him!"
"Qiao Qiao, don't mess around, I've sent them all away, and I can't ask for them back."
"No matter what, I want it! I want it!"
The other children also laughed, "Wow, Yin Mingzheng actually wears other people's clothes!"
One of the children said: "Last time my grandma said that Yin Mingzheng's mother picked clothes from the trash can for Yin Mingzheng to wear."
"Really? Picking up clothes from the trash can? It's so dirty!"
The little villain became anxious, and rode on the seesaw to retort loudly, "It's not a trash can, it's a trash can for clothes, it's not dirty!"
Clothes donation boxes are set up in the community, and people usually throw old clothes into it, and someone will clean it regularly.
Zhou Juan once picked up clothes in the donation box and was seen.
"A trash can is a trash can! Pick up other people's clothes and wear them, shame on you!"
The children were rowdy.
With tears in his eyes, the little villain got off the seesaw and walked out with his head down.
"Hey, my clothes!" The little friend was still crying.
The little villain raised his head to look at his friend, his eyes were red, he stretched out his hand to take off his blue coat, threw it at the friend's feet, and said loudly, "I'll give it back to you! Who cares about your clothes! Hmph!"
Grandma Li got a headache from being pestered by her little grandson. She originally spoke for the little villain, but now the little villain threw his clothes on the ground in front of her, and immediately became unhappy, "What tutor?"
"Grandma, don't give him the clothes in the future."
Grandma Li touched her grandson's head and said, "Okay, I won't give it to him."
After this incident, the little villain never played alms in the play area after school in the kindergarten again, whenever he saw Shu Ning and others approaching, he immediately walked away silently.
Occasionally Shu Ning would see him lying on the fence of the kindergarten staring at the children enviously.
At that time, the little villain was only four or five years old, and he didn't know how to hide his expression, and he couldn't hide the longing in his eyes. However, Shu Ning was only four years old at that time, so he couldn't understand the expression in his eyes.
This was all a long time ago, and now I suddenly recall it, it is very unpleasant.
Shu Ning didn't have a particularly deep understanding of the matter of wearing a book, because he was still young when he came to wear it, and he had already marveled at it at that time.
At that time, my thought was: I can wear books because I have resentment for the ending of the little villain Yin Mingzheng
So should I take care of him? Change his ending
No one answered him.
Later, he lost his memory, and the things he experienced during the amnesia were very real, and he developed feelings for this world. Recalling the past again, my feelings towards Yin Mingzheng became more complicated. In addition to the idea of "I should change Yin Mingzheng's ending by wearing a book" at the beginning, there is also a layer of guilt of "I squeezed him out, and I must make up for it" .
After receiving some education from the head teacher, several people came out of the office. Looking at the thin back of the little villain in front of them, Shu Ning wanted to speak up, but he didn't know what to say.
Zhang Chao touched him with his arm and lowered his voice, "What's the matter with you? Don't take this opportunity to kill him, save it for the New Year!"
Shu Ning stopped in his tracks, turned his head and said coldly, "Did he really spread the homosexual rumors?"
Zhang Chao didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, and looked away uncomfortably, "Of course it's him."
As an adult, Shu Ning could see the strangeness in him at a glance, and realized that he had wronged the little villain before, he was silent for a moment, and said: "Let's forget about it, and no one will mention it again."
Zhang Chao was stunned, "Don't worry about those rumors?"
"Rumors stop at the wise, as long as you don't care, it will disappear after a while."
Zhang Chao was silent.
The two walked into Class One and Three, and sat in the third row from the bottom.
The little villain sat in the penultimate row by the window, sleeping on his desk.
Shu Ning didn't know whether he should go over to say hello, but the students around rushed over and asked about his injury.
Shu Ning has a good-looking appearance and is usually sunny and energetic, so he is very popular with girls.
One of the girls asked Shu Ning: "What did the class teacher say? Yin Mingzheng is too much, this time he must be severely punished!"
Shu Ning frowned, raised his head, and said, "I fell down by myself, it has nothing to do with Yin Mingzheng."