Yin Mingzheng wondered if he had done something wrong before. Every time Yin Qiang beat Zhou Juan, he rushed out to stop her and shared Zhou Juan's damage, so that Zhou Juan lost her mind and felt that she was not good enough for Yin Qiang. Yin Qiang is the angel who saved her from the fire and water.
Or is divorce and losing face in front of family members more terrifying than being beaten
In the past, he didn't understand but respected Zhou Juan's choice, but after being thrown into the hospital and almost died, it became more and more difficult for him to empathize with Zhou Juan, and the details that he ignored before always came to mind.
For example, when Zhou Juan was beaten, she always hid in his room, and he rushed out to fight Yin Qiang, but Zhou Juan stood aside and did not help.
Not to mention material deprivation, he remembered that the community came to his home to remind him that it was time to go to school at his age, and Zhou Juan sent him to school after confirming that he would not spend money.
one piece...
Yin Mingzheng closed his eyes, not thinking about it.
After Zhou Juan revealed her true inner thoughts to Yin Mingzheng for the first time, she was a little unable to face him. Seeing Yin Mingzheng every day, she felt that he had undergone subtle changes again. That feeling was very similar to Yin Qiang.
When she stood in front of Yin Mingzheng, she had a feeling of facing Yin Qiang, cramped, uneasy, and fearful.
Facing Yin Qiang, she knew that she was afraid because of violence, but she didn't understand why she was shorter in front of Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng wanted to take away her ID card and took her to the stock market to open an account, but she didn't resist.
In a blink of an eye, the winter vacation is over, and junior high school begins.
After Shu Ning came back from the Northeast, he followed Ms. Cai back to his grandma's house to visit relatives. After finishing the visit with relatives and returning home, the classmates formed a group again. villain.
He didn't know how to date either.
After all, when the little villain came to pay back the money that day, I made him angry again.
Every time he wanted to get close, he always made the other party unhappy, Shu Ning didn't know what to do. He and the little villain seem to be born against each other, and they can't always get close.
After school started, Shu Ning earned a lot of extra money through part-time jobs. With the New Year's money from his grandma and grandma's family, he became a little rich man again. After giving Ms. Cai five thousand, it would be no problem to raise a little villain.
When school started, I had to buy new reference books, food, etc. Shu Ning contacted Zhou Juan to send money and items, and also asked her to sign the slips that she hadn't signed before.
Without Yin Qiang's oppression, Zhou Juan hid away and didn't go to work, so they made an appointment to meet at the community fountain at seven o'clock in the evening.
At seven o'clock in the evening, Shu Ning handed her the money, asked her to sign the note, and brought her the milk and calcium tablets, and asked, "Did Yin Mingzheng eat well, drink milk, and take calcium tablets?"
Zhou Juan: "Yes, he eats it every day."
Shu Ning breathed a sigh of relief, "Then see you next Tuesday. If the time is changed, I will let you know in advance."
Zhou Juan: "OK."
The two separated at the fountain, Shu Ning turned around and left, Zhou Juan carried the milk nutrition and walked slowly.
After walking a few steps, a familiar voice came from behind, "Mom."
Zhou Juan turned her head and saw Yin Mingzheng standing not far away with a schoolbag on her back, as if she had just returned.
I don't know if I saw it or not.
Zhou Juan looked back at Shu Ning again, the child had gone far away.
"I'll help you." Yin Mingzheng walked over.
"Oh, good." Zhou Juan handed him the milk.
Yin Mingzheng walked forward carrying the milk, Zhou Juan followed behind him anxiously, "Mingzheng..."
Yin Mingzheng: "Huh?"
Zhou Juan thought about it and said, "Did you see it just now?"
Yin Mingzheng: "See what?"
Zhou Juan explained with no money here: "Just now I bought something and couldn't carry it, but Shu Ning kindly helped me carry it for a while."
Yin Mingzheng: "Yes."
Zhou Juan observed his expression for a while, and seeing his calm expression, she finally felt relieved and laughed, "Let's go, let's go home quickly."
Yin Mingzheng didn't speak, his eyes were deep.
When he got home, he opened the Q group on his phone, clicked on Mushroom Head, and was silent for a long time without saying anything.
No proof.
Indeed, it is very likely that Zhou Juan bought something and asked Shu Ning to help carry it.
Don't think about it.
If those things were all sent by Shu Ning, then what is his gratitude to Zhou Juan
What is he in Zhou Juan's eyes
Has he been abandoned long ago
Yin Mingzheng couldn't accept it.
Once it is proved that Zhou Juan abandoned him a long time ago, then he is a toy who has no parents or parents!
His gratitude, the so-called deep love between mother and child, and his imagination about the future are all jokes!
He's just a piece of trash of unknown origin, nobody wants it, shouldn't exist, and has no value at all!
Taking a step back, Shu Ning bought those things today, it doesn't mean Shu Ning bought those miscellaneous things in the past, right
Zhou Juan should like him, although not as much as she likes her own, but she definitely likes him.
Yin Mingzheng took a deep breath, put down his phone, turned on the computer and continued programming.
The money in the owner group has been repaid, and the 30,000 yuan in the school has not been repaid.
If he doesn't pay it back, he will always bow down.
It's just that after the Chinese New Year, programmers have returned to their posts one after another, and there are too many orders on the Tianmazuo forum, which is difficult to answer.
Gotta make money in another way.
He clicked on the simulation software to check the transaction status of the day, and the tracking was good. He used the program he wrote to capture the data, and then based on the data analysis, the general trend was judged accurately.
He also wrote a software that captures the data published by domestic authoritative websites, as well as foreign data. As soon as the official data comes out, it can immediately capture, summarize and classify.
He then aggregated according to classification.
After a period of simulation, it was found that the effect was good.
Now large transactions, oil, gold, silver, and virtual currencies are very active. After a period of tracking and analysis, when he saw the tortuous curve on the software, he suddenly had a strong intuition that oil will rise in the future.
This intuition was particularly strong, and he had never had such a feeling before.
It was as if there was a voice in his head telling him to do this, and he would regret it if he didn't.
Yin Mingzheng frowned, not sure.
After hesitating for a day, the voice in his head became more intense, telling him that the opportunity was about to disappear. He finally chose to listen to the voice in his mind and spent 30,000 yuan to buy long oil positions.
Oil skyrocketed, and Yin Mingzheng followed the voice in his head to operate, earning 8,000, and the total was 38,000.
The first victory made him understand that the voice in his head was right.
This is an opportunity to make money faster than programming.
He wrote another software and began to capture more detailed data of commodities and international trade data, and participated in the tense finance by listening to the voice in his head.
He found himself enjoying this exciting game.
Since the brain injury, his emotions are very indifferent, and it is difficult for things to arouse his emotions. He thought he had lost his emotions, but now he finds that this is not the case.
The more exciting it was, the more he could feel the beating of the heart and the pulsation of the blood.
He was almost obsessed with this game, and regained a little bit of the feeling of being able to laugh out loud before.
A month later, when he came back to his senses, his capital had accumulated to 300,000.
Three hundred thousand, a number that he never even dared to think about before, is now just a pure number in his eyes.
Ah, so I already have money.
However, there seems to be no difference between having money and not having money.
Yin Mingzheng stared at his account, his fair face was expressionless, and his two pitch-black eyes were as calm as two inorganic black gemstones.
He thought he would be ecstatic and elated, but there was nothing, his emotions were as calm as a pool of stagnant water.
After the delivery, he put away the money in a dull manner, returned the money to Zhou Juan's card, then took it to his own account, opened the list in the class group, imported the amount of class donations with a small program he wrote, and distributed red envelopes in batches.
The class group exploded!
[Yin Mingzheng, what the hell are you doing?]
[Our donation is not borrowing money, pay it back?]
Long Qiao and Wang Shenshen jumped up and down in the group.
The words of the two resonated with the students.
[It's only twenty yuan, you're too embarrassed to pay it back, but I'm too embarrassed to accept it!][That's right, Yin Mingzheng, don't do this!]
A few students from good families made a fuss, but most of them didn't say a word.
Originally, it was a matter of donating money. It was said to be voluntary, but the head teacher really wants to donate. Seeing that other students have donated, how can you be ashamed not to donate
Donate for a fire in a certain place, donate for an earthquake somewhere, donate for a child who is seriously ill, donate for a certain mountain event... If the task is assigned by the superior, the minimum donation amount for each person must be stipulated below.
I often mess around, not to mention students, parents and teachers feel very uncomfortable. If the amount of donation is small, the students pay their own pocket money. If the amount of pocket money is small, there will inevitably be complaints.
It's just that everyone doesn't talk about it.
Especially for those with ordinary family conditions, it is even more heartbreaking.
For junior high school students, ten or twenty yuan is also very expensive!
Yin Mingzheng was able to return the donation. Some people were very happy in private, but they were too embarrassed to show it and kept silent in the group. As a result, only those who jumped the most in the group were those who shouted that they would not refund the donation.
Yin Mingzheng seemed very strange to everyone. He used to be a gangster, killing Matt, wearing golden hair first and then purple hair.
Later, he was beaten into the hospital and his life and death were uncertain. The experience was quite sympathetic. Everyone actively donated money, but the person did not say any words of gratitude after waking up.
Look at those people who were donated, all of them cried like tears in front of the camera, thanking the society and the masses non-stop, but Yin Mingzheng was not good at all, and didn't even say thank you.
Everyone is not good at commenting on him in private, just one word - strange.
As a result, refunds have now suddenly started again.
Everyone is even worse.
Moreover, if you can get 30,000 at once, where the money comes from is also a problem.
In short, Yin Mingzheng is full of confusing and weird elements.
Yin Mingzheng didn't care so much, he carefully checked the amount according to the names on the list, packaged them up and sent them to the head teachers in batches according to the class, and asked the head teacher to refund.
Even the teacher's money was refunded.
It was really neat and neat, and didn't leave a penny.
"Do you know? Yin Mingzheng even returned the money raised by Didi."
"Really? Didi Chip has hundreds of thousands."
"I heard that the donations in the community have also been refunded."
"Where did he get so much money?"
"I do not know."
"It's strange that so much money suddenly popped up out of nowhere. If he was really rich, he wouldn't ask people to donate money, right? His parents said that they didn't care about him, and didn't even pay the fees."
"While I admire him, I also suspect that the source of his money is improper."
"You won't borrow usury?"
"Or an improper way?"
"Don't tell me, he's pretty good-looking, and some people just like that. There was a pervert who followed him all the time, and was killed by Yin Qiang. Maybe his looks are particularly charming in the eyes of some people. "
As soon as Shu Ning came out of the bathroom, he heard a few classmates discussing in the corner, and couldn't help but get angry, "What are you talking about?"
Several people turned their heads to look at him at the same time, with embarrassing expressions on their faces.
"When Yin Mingzheng made a donation, someone said that he was forced to donate, but now that the donation has been refunded, you're complaining?" The more Shu Ning said, the more angry he became, "Even if he suddenly became rich, he must think of the worst? Could it be that he can't win the lottery to make money? No. Someone funded it? Can't a rich relative suddenly appear? Do you have to think of some inexplicable bad things!?"
"No, no!" The boys felt ashamed.
Shu Ning said angrily: "It's also thanks to his pure nature, he can still maintain his original intention in such an environment, and he can refund the donation in a stroke. If it were you, would you want to refund it? I'm afraid he would have gone to eat, drink and have fun with the donation!"
Several boys lowered their heads, their faces flushed, "Yes, I'm sorry."
"Say sorry to Yin Mingzheng!" Shu Ning glared.
Cheng Xiaoyu and a group of girls also ran over when they heard the commotion, and after hearing about the process, they condemned the boys.
"How can you spread rumors? It's pathetic for Yin Mingzheng to be harassed by a pervert, but you still arrange him, damn it!"
"Is there something wrong with being beautiful?" A certain girl was furious, "Back then Zhuzhu was also beautiful, but you boys couldn't catch up with her, so you just made up things randomly, disgusting!"
"That's right! I just talked a few words with boys from other classes, and rumors were spread!"
In terms of being slandered because of their appearance, girls have more victimization experiences than boys, and they immediately empathized, filled with righteous indignation, and scolded those boys bloody.
Seeing the honest looks of the boys, Shu Ning finally calmed down. He didn't know where the little villain got so much money. Could it be that the Wei family found out his identity and gave it to him
But why didn't you take him back? Not revealing your identity
Regardless of the other side, in short, this rumor must be curbed.
Shu Ning raised his eyebrows and said, "Listen up! I know where Yin Mingzheng got his money from."
Several boys raised their heads.
The students watching in the corridor also raised their heads.
Shu Ning: "Yin Mingzheng was hospitalized that day with insurance, and it didn't cost much. I handled his discharge procedures, and I know best!"
"At that time, there were still a lot of donations left, so I asked Yin Mingzheng what to do with the money. Zhou Juan, Yin Mingzheng's mother, wanted to keep the money and use it as medical expenses. Yin Mingzheng said no, I can't owe it to others. Love, the donation must be returned.”
"So, the money you received is your donation! Don't think about where he earned it, because he didn't spend it! The money is returned by him as it is, and it belongs to you, understand? Stop talking about money Where did it come from!"
Long Qiao and Wang Shenshen looked like two guards on the left and one on the right, raised their eyebrows and said, "Apologize if you understand!"
A few boys were having sex, and when Shu Ning saw that the boy who said "Yin Mingzheng is liked by a pervert" wanted to slip away, he stepped forward and grabbed his collar, "Want to run? Follow me! Go and apologize in front of Yin Mingzheng."
"I was wrong, I was wrong!" The boy repeatedly begged for mercy.
When the students in the corridor heard Shu Ning's words, they all looked at the boy with contempt.
"Let him go." A cold voice sounded.
Everyone turned their heads.
A young man in a blue and white school uniform stood at the end of the corridor. He had black hair and black eyes, and his face was as white as jade. He was so beautiful that he seemed to be shining.
"A sincere apology, I don't need it," he said.
Shu Ning was taken aback, and let go of the boy.
The boy walked up to Yin Mingzheng, said "I'm sorry" hastily, and ran away.
"Ming Zheng..." Shu Ning awkwardly raised his hand in greeting.
Yin Mingzheng walked up to him and said, "You don't need to do this in the future."
No need to stand up for him, no need to explain.
He doesn't care about other people's opinions, those are not important, if he can really understand you, he can understand without explaining, and if he can't understand, explaining is useless.
And he didn't want to let Shu Ning run around anymore, he already owed enough.
Shu Ning rubbed his nose, yes, he was rejected again.
The class bell rang, and the students in the corridor went back to their classes one after another. Shu Ning's remarks naturally spread, and many people condemned the boys.
Rumors of unknown sources of money were self-defeating.
Yin Mingzheng didn't pay attention to other people's opinions. He used to be a little hurt when he heard other people's slander, but he didn't care in general. Now he is indifferent, let alone care.
Although he told Shu Ning not to stand up for him, but Shu Ning's defense made him very happy, it was like a sugar orange was stuffed in his mouth, it was sweet.
It's just that now he is not very good at moving expressions, even if he is happy, he can't smile as brightly as before. To others, he is calm and seems a little angry.
Of course, it's normal to be angry at being slandered.
The two sat on the chairs, the class teacher's voice was so hypnotic, Shu Ning observed the little villain's expression, and asked in a low voice: "Don't take what those people said to heart, most of the students admire your decision."
The little villain turned his head slightly and said, "Mmm."
The well-behaved appearance makes Shu Ning's heart melt.
I really want to add a WeChat and QQ mobile phone number, but unfortunately I can’t even talk too much, otherwise I will mess with Zai Zai again if I’m not careful.
The little villain kept looking at him, and Shu Ning subconsciously straightened his back.
After a while, the little villain's voice came, "Can I add you on WeChat?"
Shu Ning thought he had heard wrong, turned his head, "What?"
The little villain stared at him quietly, and after a while he said, "Can I add you on WeChat?"
Shu Ning finally confirmed that he heard correctly, the little villain took the initiative to add him on WeChat!
After staying for a while, Shu Ning couldn't suppress the excitement on his face, and took out his phone, "Okay!"
Yin Mingzheng slowly loosened his clenched fist, took out his cell phone, and exchanged business cards with him.
After adding, the little villain's beautiful eyes stared at him for a while, and with a ding, a red envelope appeared on Shu Ning's phone interface.
Seeing the red envelope, Shu Ning felt as if a scoop of cold water had been poured on him, and the smile on the corner of his mouth froze.
The little villain has turned back to listen to the class seriously, with a serious expression on his face.
After a while, Shu Ning also turned his face to the head teacher, seemingly listening to the class seriously.
I made a mistake, thinking that the little villain wanted to be friends with him, but in the end, he just wanted to pay off his debts.
Yin Mingzheng quietly lowered his head to play with his mobile phone. On the screen, the cartoon head of mushroom was very cute.
He laughed silently.
Ding
[Why did you send me so much money?]
[I didn't donate so much.]
Shiitake said.
The smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared, and Yin Mingzheng pursed his lips.
[Calculated.]
Shiitake mushrooms: [There really aren't that many.]
Yin Mingzheng: [I checked at the hospital and paid 20,000 yuan in advance on the day of admission.]mushroom:[…]
Shu Ning looked up at the little villain, he actually went to the hospital to investigate. Damn, the little villain has an amazing IQ now, so he can't be fooled.
Yin Mingzheng: [Thank you.]
Shu Ning stared at the two "thank you" for a while, sighed, and suddenly felt the little villain's sensitive heart, and said: [You're welcome.]Yin Mingzheng:[If it wasn't for you, I might have died. You have saved my life.]Shu Ning was moved. It turned out that the little villain was usually cold and thought he didn't like him, but his heart was full of gratitude.
Shu Ning: [Seeing injustice on the road, draw your sword to help, you are my classmate and neighbor, you should.]When Yin Mingzheng saw this heroic words, his eyes were full of smiles.
It was rare for him to have such a pleasant chat with Shu Ning, and he tried hard to think about how to continue the conversation, but found that he didn't know how to do it.
He has always been the king of the cold. In his previous life, others were always sneering at him, and he was also used to treating others coldly, so that he didn't know how to chat with them.
Seeing that the topic could not be continued, Yin Mingzheng was a little anxious, frowned slightly, and secretly looked at Shu Ning who was listening to the class carefully.
The boy's profile is healthy and handsome, sunny and handsome, making people feel good just looking at it. Everyone likes such a person, no wonder he has many good friends.
Yin Mingzheng thought for a moment, opened the webpage and searched for how to chat on WeChat to get closer, and the first thing that popped up was that you can use modal particles, emoticons, etc.
Now that he has paid off the loan, he can sit on an equal footing with Shu Ning.
Yin Mingzheng tentatively said: [Thank you duck.]
Shu Ning lowered his head, seeing that "Thank you duck", he turned his head to look at the little villain in disbelief. Such a cute sentence was actually sent by a cold little villain
Ah, Zai Zai is so cute, so cute!
He hastily said: [You're welcome!]
Those three words are full of excitement and fatherly love.
Yin Mingzheng was happy to see Shu Ning returning to him, but he was stuck again, not knowing how to continue the conversation.
Until after school, Yin Mingzheng couldn't figure out how to continue the topic.
Shu Ning looked through the chat records with Yin Mingzheng for a long time, and was so excited that he rolled on the bed.
He finally added Zai Zai's WeChat!
For Zai Zai's sake, let's buy some delicious food for Zai Zai.
In the blink of an eye, it was Tuesday, Shu Ning didn't have the heart to study, all he could do was go to the supermarket to buy things for Zai Zai later. Yin Mingzheng wanted to talk to him several times, but he didn't know how to speak.
Looking back at the beginning, Shu Ning kept talking to him, but he treated him indifferently and broke up with him, Yin Mingzheng regretted it.
Now Shu Ning doesn't talk to him much anymore.
Yin Mingzheng wanted to tell him that we will not break up our friendship.
This is ashamed to say, but also inexplicable.
He thought about it for a day, worked up his courage, and decided to follow Shu Ning after school and talk to him.
The school bell rang, and the class was restless.
Shu Ning packed his schoolbag a long time ago, one leg has been extended out of the chair, and he is ready to rush out of the classroom at any time.
Just as the teacher said get out of class was over, before Yin Mingzheng could speak, Shu Ning's figure in blue and white school uniform flew away like an arrow.
Yin Mingzheng sat in his original position for a while, packed his books, and silently followed behind the crowd.
Shu Ning was nowhere to be seen in the crowd, Yin Mingzheng searched for a moment, and a look of disappointment flashed across his eyes.
There is a thin drizzle in the sky. In Chuzhou City in winter, it is raining continuously, which always makes people wonder whether they should take an umbrella or not.
Opening an umbrella is a waste, not opening an umbrella will make your hair wet again.
Yin Mingzheng's mood was as wet as the street.
On the sidewalk, a small number of people hold up colorful umbrellas, and the wet ground reflects the light in fragments.
He crossed the road with his schoolbag on his back, thought for a while, and remembered that the paper towels and soy sauce at home were used up, so he decided to go to the supermarket and buy some delicious food for improvement. Zhou Juan has been working hard recently.
The biggest supermarket nearby is the holiday supermarket.
Yin Mingzheng entered the supermarket with a basket among the crowd. At the entrance was a display rack for daily necessities. Yin Mingzheng casually picked up a bag of toilet paper and put it in the basket, and walked along the display rack to the area where you can buy food seasonings. While walking and watching, out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly saw a familiar figure squatting in the food area, holding a tin bucket and bowing his head. Look, it looks like powdered milk.
Blue and white school uniform, short blond hair, sideways face, tall and handsome nose.
Shu Ning.
Shu Ning looked at it for a while, then put the tin bucket into the cart, then left the display rack, went to the next door to get a big gift package of nuts, and took a lot of jerky and jerky, and small bread.
Yin Mingzheng blinked, followed behind him, saw him take a carton of milk, and finally went to the health care product area to get a bottle of calcium tablets.
The packaging of calcium tablets is very familiar.
Yin Mingzheng's hands trembled slightly.
Shu Ning pushed the cart and left.
Yin Mingzheng stood there blankly, his mind was in a mess. The supermarket is very lively, and there are more and more people. The bustle seems to have become the background, and people and things are blurred.
It was not until someone bumped him behind him that Yin Mingzheng came back to his senses.
"I'm sorry." The pusher was a young girl. The pusher was a bit big, and she accidentally bumped into Yin Mingzheng.
Yin Mingzheng didn't say anything, just left with the toilet paper, and finally went to the fresh food section to buy some meat and vegetables before leaving the supermarket.
When he got home, Yin Mingzheng cooked the meal as usual and put it on the stove to keep it warm.
It's seven o'clock.
Yin Mingzheng sat on the stool in the living room and waited.
At 7:20, the key sounded and the door was unlocked. Zhou Juan walked in from the outside, carrying a large bag in her hand.
"I'm exhausted!"
Zhou Juan put milk and a large plastic bag on the table, "There are too many things!"
She let out a breath, and when she saw Yin Mingzheng, she said, "Son, mom bought you something good, take a look."
Yin Mingzheng stood up silently, walked to the table and opened the plastic bag.
Dried meat, small bread, nut spree, nutrition powder, calcium tablets, and a tin bucket.
Yin Mingzheng picked up the tin bucket and suddenly smiled, "It turned out to be oatmeal, but I thought it was milk powder."
"What milk powder?" Zhou Juan asked.
Yin Mingzheng stopped laughing, turned his head, and asked, "Mom, are you really buying these things?"
Zhou Juan was taken aback for a moment, then said, "Of course I bought it."
"I have Shu Ning's WeChat, you can ask him immediately." Yin Mingzheng took out his phone.
Zhou Juan said unnaturally: "Hey, why did you ask him?"
"He told me all about it."
Zhou Juan was taken aback for a moment, thinking that Shu Ning had said everything, she frowned, "This man is real! He has been telling me not to say it, but now he wants to say it again!"
Yin Mingzheng stared at her silently.
Zhou Juan was uncomfortably stared at by him, and explained: "This time, it's not my mother who wants to lie, it's Shu Ning who asked for it. Someone will subsidize you, give you 200 lunch fees every week, and give you milk calcium tablets for nutrition every month." He said that you have a lot of self-esteem, if you tell others about funding, you will refuse, so let me not say it.”
"Shu Ning is the person in charge of donations in your class. He is in charge of allocating donations... Son, deal with Shu Ning well in the future and ask for more donations to improve your life. Mommy earns money alone..."
Yin Mingzheng stared at the chandelier above his head, and suddenly felt that the light was very dazzling.
"The lunch fee is a donation?" His voice was rough.
Zhou Juan nodded, "Yes."
"Bread, milk and snacks are also donations?"
Zhou Juan nodded readily, "Yes."
Yin Mingzheng recalled the previous details, his eyes gradually darkened, "Is there any more?"
Zhou Juan was taken aback for a moment, then looked away.
Yin Mingzheng's face was as cold as jade under the white light, "If you don't tell me, I will ask him."
"Hey." Zhou Juan sighed, knowing that she couldn't hide it, she pointed to his shoes and said, "The shoes and trousers you are wearing now are all donations... Originally there was a down jacket, but Yin Qiang took it, just that one Blue cropped down jacket."
"There are also new mobile phones and computers, all bought with donations..."
Yin Mingzheng's hands trembled more and more, and his eyes gradually turned red. He thought that he was indifferent and would not be sad, but now he realized that he was wrong.
The bottom of my heart seemed to be stabbed by someone, and the blood was gurgling.
Something flowed away with the blood, and the body was soaked in that liquid, sour and painful.
"Then mom, what did you buy me?" He asked softly.
Zhou Juan was taken aback.
Yin Mingzheng asked again: "Birthday presents and New Year's presents are all given by others, right?"
Zhou Juan's face gradually became embarrassing.
Yin Mingzheng: "In the hospital, you really abandoned me, didn't you?"
Zhou Juan took a step back and said, "Didn't you forgive me?"
Yin Mingzheng nodded, "I said so."
Because you are kind to me, I choose to forgive, but now I find that those good things are all illusory.
Strip away those "good", and the rest is nothing but blatant abandonment and indifference.
Zhou Juan didn't take it seriously: "That's not the end. The past is over, now that you know about the donation, continue to pretend not to know, and reveal the difficult family situation with Shu Ning intentionally or unintentionally. It's easy to use, and if he hears that it's difficult, he will allocate more funds to us... "
Zhou Juan was talking in a rambling manner.
Yin Mingzheng observed her face carefully, he didn't show any remorse, and he didn't care about the harm he had just said to him. Her emotions were similar to "ah, you found it", "well, if you find it, you will find it, it's nothing", and then quickly focused on the interests, hoping that her son would cooperate to dig more donations.
The wound in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, and more and more things are leaking out.
to drown him.
The previous conjecture came true, and he was indeed a piece of rubbish of unknown origin that no one liked from the very beginning.
Why
"Since you don't like it, why did you adopt me?" Yin Mingzheng's eyes slowly turned red.
Zhou Juan was shocked, "What?"
Yin Mingzheng's voice was extremely dry, "If you don't like it, why should you adopt it?"
Zhou Juan gradually realized what was going on, and said anxiously, "Mingzheng, what are you doing?"
Yin Mingzheng stared at her, his body trembling slightly, and his emotions became more and more depressed, "I don't understand, since I don't like it, why don't you let me die? You and Yin Qiang can't live together? Why do you have to bring me?"
The tide in the body is surging and brewing.
Zhou Juan: "Hey, you child, why do you talk more and more shamelessly?"
"Outrageous?" Yin Mingzheng tilted his head, as if meeting her for the first time, "What's outrageous?"
"I'm your mother! You can't question me like this!" Zhou Juan said.
"But you don't love me."
"Of course I love you." Zhou Juan said quickly, "Don't think about it!"
Yin Mingzheng shook his head, "I already knew that you don't love me, but I've been lying to myself."
Zhou Juan felt that he was not in the right state, and called out: "Ming Zheng..."
The waves finally hit the cliff with a loud noise.
"Don't call me!" Yin Mingzheng burst out suddenly.
Zhou Juan was startled and backed away.
Yin Mingzheng gasped for a moment, and said, "Very well, since you have abandoned me long ago, and I am not your own, then we will make a clean break."
Zhou Juan didn't understand at all: "Mingzheng, you're so good, why are you making a fuss all of a sudden?"
"Pretty good?" Yin Mingzheng pointed to his head, "Don't you know that my brain is sick?"
He walked into the living room and kicked it on the sofa, "I don't like this sofa for a long time, that Yin Qiang sleeps here every day!"
He went to his room again and pushed open the door, which slammed against the wall with a loud bang.
"I hate it when you hang clothes in my room! It's annoying! You know that?"
"I hate that you put the sundries in my window sill, you have to come in with a basin, you have to come in with a box, and you have to say a few words when you come in!"
"I hate putting garbage behind the refrigerator, and I hate giving it to Yin Qiang every time I take it to the scrap market for money!"
"I hate how Yin Qiang puts wine bottles all over the floor!"
"Hate the smell of alcohol in the house!"
"I hate that you only cry every time you are beaten, you never dare to resist, you have to save me every time!"
"Everything in this house is disgusting!"
Yin Mingzheng gasped for breath, his eyes filled with undisguised disgust.
"If it wasn't for you, I would have left home long ago, gone far away, and never came back!"
"I stayed because of you in this family!"
"But now, you tell me that the good things you did to me before were all fake, and you have abandoned me long ago."
Zhou Juan was overwhelmed by his words, Yin Mingzheng was so well-behaved before, would protect her, and never said harsh words, but now, he yelled at her.
Yin Mingzheng gradually regained his composure, his eyes were cold, "If you abandon me, I will abandon you too."
Hearing this sentence, Zhou Juan suddenly became uneasy, "What do you mean, Mingzheng?"
Yin Mingzheng stared at her, "What do you mean, you understand."
Zhou Juan shook her head, "I don't understand, I don't understand."
Yin Mingzheng walked into the small room, opened the metal cabinet, grabbed two pieces of clothes and stuffed them into the schoolbag, and put the computer away into the computer bag.
Zhou Juan snatched his schoolbag, her eyes wide open, her face was as pale as paper under her messy hair, "Mingzheng, what are you doing?"
Yin Mingzheng stood up, and the young man was unknowingly taller than Zhou Juan, with a slender figure, not a figure that makes people feel safe at first glance, and looks very fragile.
And yet he stands there, no one can ignore him.
The back is straight, as if an invisible steel bar is supporting his back, supporting the whole body, breaking the fragility caused by slender and thin, very strong and firm.
"I'm leaving you."
he said seriously.
Zhou Juan choked for breath, her pupils constricted slightly, as if someone had punched her hard.
It was the first time Yin Mingzheng said that he wanted to leave her, and what he said before was "take her away".
He never said he was going to leave, so he was very real and solemn.
Zhou Juan became short of breath because she realized that the boy was telling the truth.
"Why? Mingzheng, stop making trouble."
Yin Mingzheng snatched the schoolbag from her hand, lowered his head and stuffed the odd things on the bed, "You were the one who abandoned me first."
"No!" Zhou Juan subconsciously denied.
Yin Mingzheng laughed, and the sound came to Zhou Juan's heart, her heart trembled, and she couldn't help biting her lips.
She was a little confused, she did decide to abandon Yin Mingzheng when he was hospitalized.
Now, she is abandoned by Yin Mingzheng, why is she afraid.
A sense of dread of losing one's backbone.
Before she knew it, she had regarded Yin Mingzheng as her protector, her backbone. When she was beaten by Yin Qiang, she knew that Yin Mingzheng would definitely protect her.
Every day when she came home from exhaustion, she knew that Yin Mingzheng would prepare a meal and wait for her.
Yin Mingzheng hardly cried or made noises, he was very sensible, because of his existence, the family barely maintained.
Zhou Juan realized this at this moment.
Yin Mingzheng took his computer bag, his schoolbag, and his mobile phone, and walked out of that nasty room.
"Yin Mingzheng! You can't leave!" Zhou Juan stretched out her hand to stop him, "I am your mother, and I have raised you for fifteen years. If you leave as soon as you say, do you have a conscience?"
She didn't want Yin Mingzheng to leave, she was the only one left, what should she do in the future
Yin Mingzheng looked her up and down as if meeting her for the first time, and said after a while, "Didn't you abandon me first?"
Zhou Juan cried: "We have no money! One hundred thousand, how could there be one hundred thousand! There is nothing we can do!"
Yin Mingzheng pointed to his head, "Do you still remember how I was injured?"
Zhou Juan's eyes were red, and her eyes were full of bewilderment.
Yin Mingzheng said: "I was injured to save you. If it wasn't for me, you would have died that day, don't you remember?"
Zhou Juan opened her mouth, her heart felt swollen and painful, but she couldn't refute.
Yin Mingzheng said slowly: "Have you ever thought about it, if you were the one who was rescued that day, and Yin Qiang and I gave up treatment, how would you feel?"
Zhou Juan stood there blankly.
The boy bumped her away with his shoulder and left without hesitation.
Zhou Juan came back to her senses, rushed up like crazy, and grabbed him, "Mingzheng, don't go!"
"Please don't go!"
She has lost Yin Qiang, and she can't lose anyone else!
Moreover, she now realizes that Yin Qiang is not her pillar, but Yin Mingzheng is!
For the first time, she thought, if there was no Yin Mingzheng, would she really be able to live with Yin Qiang for so many years? Is it really Yin Qiang who she relies on
She needs Yin Qiang, but only needs a face-saving husband who returns to her hometown, and Yin Mingzheng is the one she can really rely on.
Yin Qiang never cooks, Yin Mingzheng can do it; Yin Qiang never cleans, Yin Mingzheng can clean; Yin Qiang only asks for money, but Yin Mingzheng will make money for her; Yin Qiang only beats people, Yin Mingzheng will protect her; sad Yin Mingzheng would comfort her...
If he left, she would really be alone!
"Mingzheng..." Zhou Juan cried until tears and snot flowed down her nose.
She cried so often that it became a habit to cry when something happened.
No one felt her tears, only Yin Mingzheng would protect her and comfort her.
But now, the young man who used to rely on stood at the door, looking at her coldly, without the slightest emotion in his eyes.
"I don't owe you anything."
He said a word, opened the door, and left the home that he wanted to leave long ago without hesitation.