After eating, the two of them casually walked around the school, which was considered a walk. Gu Fei said that he could familiarize himself with the terrain, but Jiang Cheng felt that there was nothing to be familiar with.
With his current mood, he usually doesn't have the mood to wander outside the school without mentioning the school gate, and he doesn't have the mood to wander around the school. He has already foreseen the trajectory of his life in the future.
Eating and sleeping in class.
I want Gu Fei.
From day to day, you can see each other when you open your eyes, but you can't touch or touch each other.
The distance in between is more than a few hours' drive, more than ten or twenty days from now to November.
After the walk, the two of them returned to the hotel, and Jiang Cheng took the wrong turn three times on the way.
"I think you're all right, so don't leave the school easily," Gu Fei lay on the bed and tugged at his phone, "It's not easy to get lost."
"I'll be back if I ask someone," Jiang Cheng leaned over beside him, "Besides, I really have no interest in going out."
"It's good to get used to, you'll get used to it, so many times when I go to school, I feel like crying and crying, and it's all right, isn't it?" Gu Fei pulled his shirt up and touched his back. " It will be good to get acquainted with classmates by then.”
"Do you think I'm the kind of person who can get acquainted with people casually?" Jiang Cheng said.
"You can get acquainted with the people in your dormitory," Gu Fei smiled. "Although his temper is a bit stinky, it is generally reasonable."
"Hopefully," Jiang Cheng closed his eyes, "My boyfriend pinches his waist."
"Don't pinch," Gu Fei refused. "If you pinch, you will feel a reaction, but now I'm not in the mood to roll the sheets, and the ups and downs will affect your sexual ability..."
"Fuck you, shut up," Jiang Cheng stretched his arms and glared at him, "I say you are shameless now, do you have any opinion?"
"I've always had no opinion," Gu Fei laughed, "I just said that you are also shameless."
"Fuck off," Jiang Cheng lay down on the pillow, "I, an innocent boy."
"Hey, have you ever seen a cartoon? I can't remember the name, but I know how to sing." Gu Fei said.
"Let me sing, I might know." Jiang Cheng said.
Gu Fei cleared his throat and began to sing: "Little mouse, little mouse wearing blue clothes, jijijijijijijijiji..."
"Big-faced cat, big-faced cat with long whiskers, meow, meow, meow..." Jiang Cheng immediately took the next sentence, "I don't know, this is a big-faced cat and a blue-skinned mouse."
"One has a slender and long tail with a screeching screeching screeching face, and the other has a bragging face, a meow meow," Gu Fei looked at him, "A cat with a big face? Isn't it really called Jiang Chengcheng and the blue-skinned mouse?"
"I... shit!" Jiang Cheng was shocked when he came back to his senses, "Gu Fei, I really like you! It takes so much effort to scold someone, why don't you fly around the sun in the sky and come back? ?"
"There is no sun now." Gu Fei said.
Jiang Cheng couldn't hold back his joy any longer, he lay on the pillow and laughed for a long time: "Fuck."
Gu Fei was not in the mood to roll the sheets, Jiang Cheng felt that he was similar, although he really wanted to hug Gu Fei fiercely, kiss, bite, lick, rub... But instead of that frenzied chaos, he wanted to be so quiet now. Quietly beside, talk, or be silent.
Although he could clearly feel the pain before parting because he was sober, but also because he was sober, he could savor the time with Gu Fei more carefully.
Some things are clearly remembered very firmly, but I still want to remember them more firmly. I am always afraid that I will forget them when I turn around, and forgetting even a single cent will be unbearable.
This night, he still hadn’t slept much, and this time Jiang Cheng didn’t even pretend to fall asleep. As soon as Gu Fei moved, he moved. Gu Fei turned right and he turned right to hug him. Gu Fei turned left, and he also quickly Turn to the left, and then pull Gu Fei's arm from behind him.
"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei smiled lightly, "Tomorrow I can sleep in the car for a while, can you sleep in the dormitory, in and out."
"I don't need to sleep," Jiang Cheng said. "When I was studying, I slept for four or five hours a day and I didn't die. You take care of me."
"I'll go back and change to a phone plan, pick one with more traffic." Gu Fei said.
"Well, I'm going to change the package too," Jiang Cheng said, "I'll rely on it in the future... By the way, can I discuss it with Gu Miao? Change your profile picture to your own photo, and I can see you as soon as you send a message. s face."
"Okay." Gu Fei said.
"That's right." Jiang Cheng thought about it and took out his mobile phone again.
"Hey," Gu Fei raised his hand to block the light on the screen that suddenly lit up, "Brother Cheng, the last bit of drowsiness made you toss and die."
"Aren't you going to sleep in the car tomorrow," Jiang Cheng clicked on WeChat, "I'll change the chat background, come, can you pick a photo for me?"
The cover of Jiang Cheng's WeChat Moments was a photo of the two of them together, and Gu Fei picked out the selfie he took on the roof that day for him to use as the background for the chat.
"You're so handsome," Jiang Cheng said, "I changed yours too."
"Well," Gu Fei touched his mobile phone, "I almost didn't change my avatar."
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng turned his head, "When did you do it?"
"When I was playing with Gu Miao that day, I had nothing to do. Anyway, I have a lot of pictures of you here," Gu Fei said, "I took good pictures."
"Fuck," Jiang Cheng laughed, "I don't think you are ugly."
After taking the photos, the two of them lost sleep at all, so they hugged each other and chatted until the sky was bright.
To say that he was not sleepy was actually inaccurate. He should still be a little dazed, because after getting up, washing up and eating breakfast, Jiang Cheng once again felt the reluctance that hadn’t come out all night.
Now fully awake, this unbearable reluctance started to slowly drown him like a rising tide.
Gu Fei’s train was earlier, and taking his luggage to the dormitory at this moment might cause a disturbance to his classmates, so Jiang Cheng left his luggage at the hotel front desk, and then took it to the dormitory when he came back.
"Let's go, go to the station." After Jiang Cheng thanked the front desk, he grabbed Gu Fei's bag, turned around and walked out of the hotel door.
Gu Fei only brought a change of clothes, and the bag was very light, just like his current footsteps, so light that he felt faint.
"I'll take it." Gu Fei caught up with him.
"No." Jiang Cheng put the bag on his back.
Gu Fei didn't speak anymore.
From entering the subway to exiting the subway, neither of them spoke again.
He clearly felt that he still had a lot to say, but he didn't say a word along the way.
They didn't arrive at the station too long in advance, and within a few minutes of finding the pit stop, it was possible to enter the station there.
"Come in." Jiang Cheng handed the bag to Gu Fei.
"You can wait a little longer," Gu Fei looked at the time, "I'll enter after this group of people has entered, so as to save the crowd."
"Okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.
"It's time for me to report back when I go back, and then look at the school's arrangements. If there's nothing to do, I'll come and see you on the weekend." Gu Fei said.
"En." Jiang Cheng responded.
"Actually, it's not too much trouble to come here," Gu Fei said. "Leave early in the morning, you can arrive after noon, and you can go back the next night."
"En." Jiang Cheng rubbed his nose.
"Yesterday that classmate was called Zhao Ke." Gu Fei said.
"Well," Jiang Cheng laughed, "I haven't forgotten, he's still handsome, right?"
"Yes," Gu Fei said, "very handsome."
Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue: "I'll hurry back to the dormitory in a while to have a look."
"What's the hurry?" Gu Fei also clicked his tongue, "I can look at it for several years, maybe I can still see the light."
"Your uncle." Jiang Cheng was delighted.
There were a lot fewer people entering the station over there, and the broadcast was still repeating the information about the station.
"Let's go." Jiang Cheng said.
"En." Gu Fei turned his head and glanced over there, but didn't move.
"Let's go." Jiang Cheng said again.
"Don't you fucking urge me." Gu Fei said.
"I'm about to collapse." Jiang Cheng said.
Gu Fei sighed softly: "Then I'll go in and drive to send you a message."
"Sit down and send." Jiang Cheng said.
"En." Gu Fei responded.
"Don't look back at me for a while." Jiang Cheng said.
"Understood." Gu Fei nodded.
The two didn't make a sound, Gu Fei stopped for a while, then turned around and walked towards the entrance.
Jiang Cheng stared at his back, watching him move forward step by step.
come back.
Not looking back.
Look back, fuck it, am I still standing here
Don't look back.
It's very embarrassing to cry in the crowd in the public eye.
back! head! what!
The back of Gu Fei carrying the bag disappeared.
Jiang Cheng hurriedly took two steps to the side, only before he could see the corner of his clothes and the bag on his back when he turned.
Gu Fei never looked back, he didn't even give him a side face, and he walked so fast that Jiang Cheng felt that he had only blinked three times in total, and this person would no longer be able to see.
So obedient.
I really don't look back.
That didn't let him go so fast, why did he go so fast
Jiang Cheng sighed softly, turned around and left the entrance.
From the entrance of the station to the subway entrance, it was quite a long distance. Jiang Cheng didn’t pay attention when he came, but when he went out, he found that no matter how he walked, he couldn’t get anywhere.
He looked up at the sign.
... the opposite.
He hurriedly turned around and walked away, feeling that he could go as far as eight miles away, but he still didn't get anywhere.
The phone vibrated, and Gu Fei's message came over.
- I sat down and there was a fat uncle next to me who felt like his flesh was about to spill over to me
Jiang Cheng smiled at the screen for a long time. These words matched Gu Fei's backlit profile in the background, and he could imagine how Gu Fei looked when he said those words.
- did you get into the subway
Gu Fei sent another sentence.
- i haven't found my way out yet
Gu Fei's phone came a second later: "It seems that sense of direction and road memory really have nothing to do with IQ?"
"I walked back to the entrance." Jiang Cheng said with a smile.
"Look down," Gu Fei said, "Is there an arrow on the ground?"
"Ah." Jiang Cheng lowered his head.
"Follow me, boy." Gu Fei said.
Jiang Cheng's depressed mood became much more relaxed because of Gu Fei's call.
When Gu Fei was not staying in the rental house for the night, the two of them often called. After a long time, he suddenly felt a familiar feeling that Gu Fei was still by his side.
He raised his head and took a few deep breaths, then shook his arms.
Go back to school.
start a new life.
"What time do you arrive?" Li Yan asked.
"It's half past one," Gu Fei said, "Do you drive Liu Fan's car?"
"Well," Li Yan responded, "he's going too, he'll drive."
"How uncomfortable is it to squeeze four people in that broken car." Gu Fei sighed.
"Er Miao doesn't occupy any space," Li Yan said. "After picking you up, go straight to the restaurant and make an agreement with them."
"Can you do it tomorrow?" Gu Fei looked out the window, there was no one on the platform, only a flight attendant was still standing there.
"No," Li Yan said, "I'm afraid I won't interrupt you, you won't survive tonight."
"You think I am you." Gu Fei said.
"I know you too well," Li Yan said. "You are just holding back and suffocating to death."
"...I'll call you soon." Gu Fei said.
"En." Li Yan responded.
Gu Fei hung up the phone, and as soon as the phone was put back in his pocket, the car moved forward gently.
He was a little surprised, wondering if the radio didn't say he was going to drive, or he didn't hear it.
Just didn't hear it.
He couldn't hear the radio because he made a phone call with Li Yan.
He can only be because his mind is too messy.
Don't look back at me for a while. Jiang Cheng said.
Jiang Cheng didn't say these words, and he wouldn't turn his head. He was afraid that if he turned around, his boyfriend who had developed tear ducts would cry at the entrance.
Then he might not be able to bear it.
The two old men were crying at the entrance to the station. This scene was too attractive.
He didn't want to be seen in such a scene.
From entering the station to getting on the bus, to calling Jiang Cheng, to answering Li Yan's call, and finally to the moment the car started, he was in a state of numbness throughout the whole process.
bored.
I don't know what I'm thinking.
I don't know if I feel sad, sad, or something else.
Stuffy and empty.
When he came over, Jiang Cheng was on his left, but now when he turned his head to the left, what he saw was the fat uncle's cheeks that were almost covering his nose.
He could only maintain the posture of turning his head to the right and looking out the window.
The scenery outside the window slowly accelerated the speed of receding, and staring at the nearby things for a long time, there will be a feeling of dizziness.
He pulled the curtains back and closed his eyes against the window.
The car drove fast, and the distance between him and Jiang Cheng gradually widened.
One to one, two directions, he accompanied Jiang Cheng to where he should go, and now he turned his head and ran to the small city where he had lived for 19 years and would continue to live.
Can't tell what it's like.
In fact, there is no taste at all.
There was no emotion either, all emotions, joy, sorrow, loss and loneliness, disappeared the moment he turned around and walked into the pit.
I'm down, I'm going to fly
I am confused up, I hear you down, the world is empty
He reached into the bag and felt it for a long time, found a toffee in the side pocket, peeled it and put it in his mouth.
Then he took out his phone and sent Jiang Cheng a message.
-boyfriend, the car is on
- Pay attention to the bag when making up for drowsiness
Jiang Cheng's news was answered very quickly, and it was estimated that he had the phone in his hand all the time.
-OK
- when it arrives tell me
-Well, Li Yan and Liu Fan brought Er Miao to pick me up and have dinner with them at noon
- How about I go to the school cafeteria at noon to have a taste
- ok , then i will sleep
-Um
Jiang Cheng took the phone all the way, for fear that he wouldn't hear Gu Fei's message, so he put the phone back in his pocket after he finished sending the message to Gu Fei.
It was only now that he was in the mood to look around, feeling that he hadn't seen so many people for a long time.
High-rise buildings, busy streets, and crowds of people around him, he has been away from these bustling and lively for a long time.
For more than a year, he has basically been working in the steel mill. It was fine during the day. After dinner time, the cars and people around him disappeared at a speed visible to the naked eye. In the place after the era, there is only quietness and loneliness.
But now, when he suddenly returned to the hustle and bustle like seeing the sun again, he was a little uncomfortable.
There were too many voices in his ears and too many scenes in his eyes. At this time, he would subconsciously worry that he would not be able to see Gu Fei when he turned his head.
... now really can't see it.
After he went to the hotel to pick up his luggage, Jiang Cheng slowly returned to the dormitory as if he was dragging a suitcase of disappointment.
Everyone in the dormitory seemed to be there. Except for his bed and table, everything else was put on it, but no one was there. Only Zhao Ke was playing on the computer in the room.
After saying hello, Jiang Cheng glanced at the computer screen and was actually playing the computer version of Lianliankan.
"You..." Jiang Cheng's brain seemed to be filled with paste at this moment, and he almost spit out the word "mentally handicapped", "Do you like to play this?"
"Yeah." Zhao Ke replied, and he probably didn't need to say more. The mouse in his hand was clicking, and he didn't know what international e-sports competition he was participating in.
After Jiang Cheng put all his belongings away, he didn't know what to do.
Gu Fei should be making up for his drowsiness at the moment, he didn't want to send a message to Gu Fei to disturb him to sleep... After standing in front of the table for a long time, he reopened his suitcase and took out his notebook.
Let's sort out all the photos that Gu Fei took.
Putting the notebook on the table, he found something sandwiched between the screen and the keyboard as soon as he sat down. When he opened it to see clearly, he was stunned.
A red envelope
I rely on
Gu Fei put the red envelope he left here
When did Gu Fei discover the red envelope
how is this possible!
He quickly grabbed the red envelope, and when he got it in his hand, he realized that it was not the one reserved for Gu Fei. The red envelope was written with good luck and good luck, and the words on this red envelope were... Shoubi Nanshan.
This was given to him by Gu Fei.
When he opened the red envelope, his fingers were shaking badly, and he didn't know what to shake.
There is a stack of money in the red envelope.
He counted.
A total of 8,000 yuan, the same as what he left to Gu Fei.
Heartfelt, mate.
At this moment, he really couldn't describe his feelings, he wanted to laugh a little, but after staring at the stack of money for three seconds, tears came out.
Zhao Ke, who was next to him, turned his head and glanced at him, and continued to play the game without speaking.
Jiang Cheng stuffed the money back into the red envelope, not caring about his image, grabbed a tissue and pressed it to his eyes, forcibly pressed the tears back, and then blew his nose.
Zhao Ke quickly stretched out his legs and kicked a small trash can next to him.
Jiang Cheng threw the paper in, and only after regaining his senses did he feel a little embarrassed.
Just like his own, it is estimated that Zhao Ke thinks that he is poor and crazy.
"A windfall?" Zhao Ke asked.
"Ah." Jiang Cheng responded, indeed quite surprised.
"It's not a small number," Zhao Ke turned to look at him, "I cried with excitement."
roll.
Jiang Cheng also turned to look at him.
"Not excited?" Zhao Ke asked.
Jiang Cheng did not speak.
"Before I came, my sister gave me 2,000 yuan," Zhao Ke continued to play with the mentally handicapped, "She made herself cry."
Jiang Cheng originally didn't want to talk anymore, but he still couldn't help laughing.
Zhao Ke started a new round of da da da, and did not speak any more.
Jiang Cheng took out his mobile phone, took a photo of the red envelope, and sent it to Gu Fei.
- thank you boyfriend
He didn't want to ask Gu Fei why he gave him money, and he didn't want to be hypocritical and say that I don't need the money, why don't you keep it for yourself, no matter what reason Gu Fei gave him for, and whether he needed it or not, it was like a person who kept it in his heart. Small heater.
Gu Fei was probably sleeping and came back after a few minutes.
- Don't hold back if you want to eat big five
- uh , are you making up for a nap
-It didn't make up too much, I would wake up after a while, and there was a child in the back crying all the time
-so poor
- Are you in the dormitory
- here, it's just me and Zhao Ke, those two aren't there
-Yo
-yo fart
- see what he looks like
- If you don't tell me, I forgot, I'll take a look later
It took more than an hour to chat with Gu Feidong like this, and the crying child at Gu Fei fell asleep. Only then did Jiang Cheng put down the phone and let Gu Fei continue to make up for his sleepiness.
He stretched against the back of his chair.
This will be the case from now on, I will send messages every day when I have time, and if I can't stand it, I will make a video...
"Go out for a walk?" Zhao Ke ended the mentally retarded battle and stood up.
"Where to?" Jiang Cheng asked.
It's only now that he can see what Zhao Ke looks like. It's okay. He's not as handsome as Gu Fei has been talking about, but he's almost the kind of handsome guy who can be seen with two or three glances in the crowd. .
It's not even better than Gu Fei.
"In the school," Zhao Ke said, "look at the cafeteria, supermarket, coffee shop, library, and everything."
In fact, Jiang Cheng didn't really want to go there. His current mood was not interested in these things, and he didn't know Zhao Ke well, so he couldn't say anything at all. Two silent strangers wandered around the school, thinking about it very much. Awkward.
"Let's go." Zhao Ke turned around and put the computer in the cabinet, and walked out of the dormitory simply.
"Hey!" Jiang Cheng called out to him, but there was no response.
Finally, I had to stand up, pack my things, and go out.
"Let's go to the cafeteria first," Zhao Ke said while looking at his phone, "You can go to eat at noon."
"Yeah." Jiang Cheng has no appetite, and his current mood doesn't have any good associations when it comes to the cafeteria, but after all, it's a very important place, so it's okay to go and have a look.
"There are a lot of canteens," Zhao Ke said. "I'll see how to get there. It's more convenient."
"You..." Jiang Cheng glanced at his cell phone, this person actually kept a large plane map of the school, with various buildings marked on it, "Have you prepared this?"
"Well, there are also various introductions. It is more convenient to take these wasteland reclamations." Zhao Ke said.
Jiang Cheng smiled, a person playing Lianliankan, what kind of wasteland is still open.
"Add a friend," Zhao Ke shook his phone, "it's easy to get in touch."
"Oh." Jiang Cheng took out his mobile phone.
Sometimes, people often encounter some unexpected accidents.
The lock screen and desktop of Jiang Cheng’s phone are all Gu Fei. He changed it last night. He didn’t think much about it at the time, so he just changed it. Until now, in front of Zhao Ke, Gu Fei appeared on his phone again and again. When he saw his face, he realized that he had not yet figured out how to deal with such an embarrassing situation.
He glanced at Zhao Ke, who was also looking at him.