Maybe it was because he started to get used to the separation, or maybe it was because he worked so hard these days and didn’t sleep last night. After sending a message to Pan Zhi and chatting with Gu Fei, Jiang Cheng fell asleep with his bag in his arms.
He slept until the eldest sister next to him pushed him a few times, and then he jumped up with his bag and stood up.
"Ouch," the eldest sister was so frightened by his reaction that she almost threw herself into the corridor. "Young man, you're going to scare people to death."
"I'm sorry, I slept too hard." Jiang Cheng quickly patted his face and sat back after confirming that there should be no trace of saliva.
"That's right, I'll be at the station soon. If I don't call you, are you going to sit back again?" said the eldest sister.
yes.
Jiang Cheng smiled.
It's good to sit back again, and I'll be surprised when I open my eyes...
There were several messages on the phone, and Gu Fei had one.
- i started sleeping boyfriend
Looking at the time, it was sent about two hours after driving, Gu Fei guessed that he went back to accompany Gu Miao first and then went to sleep.
He should be sleeping soundly by now, Jiang Cheng hesitated for a long time, sending a message for fear of waking Gu Fei, so if he didn't send it, he was afraid that Gu Fei would not be able to sleep soundly and just wait for the news.
Finally got one back.
-I'm here, Pan Zhi picks me up, don't reply to messages, sleep well
-Um
Gu Fei still returned, and within a few seconds, he really didn't fall asleep, or he didn't fall asleep at all, Jiang Cheng smiled, and looked at the other messages.
It's all Pan Zhi's.
- where is grandpa
- coming soon
-Where are you? Is your phone out of battery
- no signal
- scumbag
- Jiang Cheng, do you have any fucking humanity! !
-Break out!
- Don't reply, break up with friends, go back to school by yourself, and have an abortion by yourself next week! Stop looking for me!
Jiang Cheng was amused while watching, and dialed Pan Zhi's number.
"Hello." Pan Zhi answered the phone and said very politely.
"Grandson," Jiang Cheng said with a smile, "I still have about ten minutes to stop."
"Your grandson is not here, who are you looking for?" Pan Zhi said, "You made the wrong number."
"I'm looking for the most handsome, dashing, and suave guy in the world, Pan Anpan," Jiang Cheng said.
"Fuck," Pan Zhi said, "don't flatter me! Are you afraid that you will get lost when you go back! Lu Chi!"
"I just fell asleep," Jiang Cheng said, "I fell asleep as soon as I got in the car."
"Touch your pocket and see if your wallet and mobile phone are still there?" Pan Zhi said immediately.
"Yes," Jiang Cheng said, and subconsciously touched his pocket, his wallet was still in his pocket, and then touched again, "I'll fuck my hand..."
"Your phone is in your fucking hands, you idiot!" Pan Zhi interrupted him and said quickly.
"Are you fucking waiting for me here?" Jiang Cheng made him scold him for all the scolding.
"Yeah, I'm sorry to be seen by you!" Pan Zhi said.
"I'm about to get off the bus," Jiang Cheng looked out the window, "I'm in the station, which exit are you at?"
"You don't care which exit, I said you couldn't find it, so I'll just pick you up at the exit last time," Pan Zhi said, "The most handsome and handsome one standing in the middle, you should You can see me right away."
“… Hmm.” Jiang Cheng hung up the phone.
The car stopped, Jiang Cheng sat still with his bag in his arms, watching the people in the carriage get off one by one, and then walked past the car window.
It wasn't until everyone was empty that he stood up and walked out slowly.
Pan Zhi can indeed be seen at a glance at the exit, and he has always dressed like an international friend who is at the forefront of fashion.
Jiang Cheng waved at him, Pan Zhi clasped his arms and didn't move, until Jiang Cheng walked in front of him, and he said, "I thought you were lost when you left the station, why didn't you follow the next train? come out together!"
"Have your anger gone down yet?" Jiang Cheng said.
"Qiu Gao is dry," Pan Zhi took a step back and looked him up and down, "You look good, do you have the urge to take a year off from school to fall in love and come back again?"
"No," Jiang Cheng said, "Am I that kind of person? My goals are very clear."
"What goal?" Pan Zhi asked.
"The goal you can't reach." Jiang Cheng said.
"Fuck." Pan Zhi said.
Study hard, make good money, see hope or not, hold on to Gu Fei and find a good doctor for Gu Miao... Although these goals are very few about themselves, they are all the same to him. .
Pan Zhi took him to school and didn't go back to school, but went to eat first.
He and Pan Zhi hadn't eaten and chatted like this for a long time. Jiang Cheng actually missed the days when he and Pan Zhi talked so much, and when they couldn't go on, they just froze together or played with their phones on their own.
There was really no pressure at that time. Except for the surprise review at the end of the term, every day was very casual.
In addition to the pressure of studying now, the anxiety about the uncertain "future" and the expectation of the invisible hope are all pressures. When you don't think about it, you feel indifferent, and when you think about it, you will be under heavy pressure. down pressure.
"Have you told Gu Fei what you asked about the doctor?" Pan Zhi asked.
"I haven't said it yet, why?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.
"Let's not talk about it, tell him after you have a definite plan and answer," Pan Zhi said, "It's just a very specific disease. If you ask a doctor from such a distance, there may not be a solution, not to mention this kind of psychological problem. If there is no way, Gu Fei will be very disappointed."
"En." Jiang Cheng nodded.
He also thought about this, so he thought about it for a few days, but he never mentioned it to Gu Fei.
"I didn't make you a friend for nothing, I can think of this for me," Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand in front of Pan Zhi, "Thank you very much."
"You're welcome," Pan Zhi shook hands with him, "After all, I have an invisible red scarf on my chest."
Jiang Cheng took out a small box from his bag. It was a gift for Pan Zhi when he and Gu Fei went shopping.
There was a soft pottery shop next to the bean-pin shop last time. He and Gu Fei went in and burned a five-pointed star and two small flowers for Pan Zhi.
Pan Zhi was happy when he opened the box: "Grandpa, you are really creative."
"You don't lack anything anyway," Jiang Cheng said, "I can't even give you a girlfriend."
"Wait," Pan Zhi put away the box, "I'm going to bring a girlfriend home for the Chinese New Year this year, and I'll bring it back to you for a purpose."
"Is that little Bundou who answered the phone at the front desk?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"Front desk? Little Bundou? Who?" Pan Zhi was stunned.
"I admire." Jiang Cheng clenched his fists at him.
Sometimes he really envied Pan Zhi. He passed through thousands of flowers without any leaves touching his body, and he didn't care about being pricked by bees occasionally.
It's probably been too long since they chatted. They chatted while eating, and they were still chatting when they had nothing to eat. Finally, Pan Zhiyi waved and called the waiter: "Give me the menu and add two more dishes."
"Still eating?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.
Pan Zhi didn't speak, took the menu with one hand, and held the phone in front of him with the other: "It's time for dinner."
"...Fuck." Jiang Cheng said very sincerely.
Gu Fei hadn't sent any news, so he never paid attention to the time. Now that I think about it, Gu Fei slept really soundly.
In order to fulfill his unfulfilled ambitions these past few days, Gu Fei has done all his physical work, so he is probably exhausted.
Not to mention Gu Fei, his legs are all sore, and his waist is a little sore... It seems that even for this reason, he should continue to follow Zhao Ke to the morning run.
Halfway through dinner with Pan Zhi, Gu Fei's news finally came.
- good morning boyfriend
- did you sleep well, boyfriend
- The more I slept, the more I wanted to sleep, I struggled to get up and have a meal before going to bed
- I also eat, and I have eaten with Pan Zhi since lunch until now.
-. . . It's good to save money on two sets of tableware.
-HHHH that's right! Then you go to eat, then go to sleep
-Um
When they finally walked out of the restaurant with Pan Zhi rubbing their stomachs, Gu Fei sent another message.
- i continued to sleep
- Go to sleep, do you feel like your body is being hollowed out
-Yeah, I feel like I have to shoot an empty gun now
-Depend on! Pay attention to quality
- i really fell asleep
- well , good night boyfriend
- good night baby
- baby
"I'll take you back to school," Pan Zhi gave him two chewing gums, "I'm afraid you don't know how to get there."
"I won't." Jiang Cheng sighed and put the chewing gum into his mouth.
"Then tell me, where is the subway entrance?" Pan Zhi looked at him.
Jiang Cheng hesitated for a moment and pointed to the right: "In front."
"That's the back," Pan Zhi said. "We came from there."
"Front." Jiang Cheng immediately changed direction and pointed.
"Let's go, Grandpa." Pan Zhi turned and walked back.
"Didn't you say it's over there?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.
"I just told you that it's in front, I didn't say the subway was in front," Pan Zhi said, "Don't be embarrassed by R."
"Fuck." Jiang Cheng turned around and followed.
When I returned to the dormitory, no one in the dormitory was there before the closing time of the library.
Jiang Cheng went in and opened the suitcase. Just as he was about to pack it up, Zhao Ke's voice came from the bed next to him: "Jiang Cheng?"
"Damn it," Jiang Cheng was taken aback, looking up to see Zhao Ke sticking his head, "Didn't you go to the library?"
"I was taken to dinner by my sister today," Zhao Ke said. "When I came back and went back, there was no seat... I was in a good mood when I went back."
"Well, it's okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.
"It was heartbreaking when we parted?" Zhao Ke said.
Jiang Cheng looked up at him.
"Abusing dogs every day," Zhao Ke said, "Have you been abused?"
"No," Jiang Cheng laughed, "How much resentment do you have?"
Zhao Ke gestured: "It's probably that big."
"Hey," Jiang Cheng sighed, stood on the stairs and looked at him, "I really want to ask you."
"Ask." Zhao Ke nodded.
"You treat your goddess as a goddess," Jiang Cheng said, "Do you still want to find a goddess to be your girlfriend?"
"Girlfriend." Zhao Ke said.
"Then you confess," Jiang Cheng said, "I don't think she hates you, doesn't she laugh at you every time you meet?"
"You don't understand," Zhao Ke frowned. "She and my sister have been best friends since kindergarten. Can you imagine that she watched me grow up, and she knew that I wet the bed when I was a child."
"You still wet the bed?" Jiang Cheng said.
"As a law school student, do you have a focus?" Zhao Ke looked at him.
"Are you still wetting the bed?" Jiang Cheng asked.
The expression on Zhao Ke's face was unpredictable for several seconds, but he answered very sincerely: "I don't pee anymore."
"What are you afraid of when you don't pee?" Jiang Cheng jumped down and continued to pack his luggage, "I think your goddess should be more than your own goddess. You haven't been able to get the moon for so many years near the water tower. already."
Zhao Ke didn't say anything. After a while, he asked, "You and your, uh, boyfriend..."
Jiang Cheng turned his head.
"Who confessed first?" Zhao Ke finished his question.
"Me," Jiang Cheng thought for a while and then smiled, "That's right, it's me."
Such memories are still wonderful.
I didn't think it at first, but after I said it, my mind was full of tension and confusion, but when I think about it now, I can't help feeling emotional.
Fortunately, he opened his mouth.
With Gu Fei's character, he would never open his mouth. Even before he opened his mouth, Gu Fei would not take the initiative.
Fortunately.
Or miss it.
When he thought that he might have missed Gu Fei, he felt that his decision to speak first was very wise.
And very handsome.
"What did you say?" Zhao Ke asked again.
"Just ask..." Jiang Cheng was suddenly a little embarrassed after being asked like this. After all, he had never mentioned the details to anyone. He cleared his throat, "Have you ever thought about making a boyfriend."
"... so direct?" Zhao Ke said.
"Otherwise," Jiang Cheng said, "I won't know any other euphemisms."
"Okay," Zhao Ke rolled over and lay back on the bed, "Have you ever thought about making a boyfriend, have you ever thought about making a boyfriend, have you ever thought about..."
"You can think of other words," Jiang Cheng said. "You shouldn't have to recite my words in full for such a sentence."
"Have you ever thought about..." Zhao Ke turned over again, "Be my girlfriend?"
"Yes." Jiang Cheng nodded.
"No," Zhao Ke turned back again, "I still have to leave some leeway for myself. If she says she has thought about it and wants to talk to that person, I would like to congratulate her."
"Stupid." Jiang Cheng said.
He admitted that he had a bit of this meaning at the beginning, but after all, they were two men, one man and one woman were completely unnecessary. Look at Pan Zhi, every time it was a straight shot, the opponent was basically powerless.
The seven-day vacation, whether it's a single dog or a pair of dogs, feels like a flash.
From the first day of class, the people in the dormitory quickly returned to the previous rhythm. They had meals, self-study, and reading. Jiang Cheng had two more things than before. On weekends, he went to make up lessons for that second-year high school girl with magical self-confidence, and followed Zhao Ke every day. Morning run.
After running for less than a week, Jiang Cheng knew why Zhao Kelei couldn't stop running, because his goddess ran every other day in the morning.
Every time the goddess saw them from afar, she would laugh and wave, Zhao Ke would rush forward like a startled rabbit. It had been a week since the last confession and discussion, and he didn't dare. Go up and confess.
Jiang Cheng didn't give him any more encouragement, it was interesting to watch other people's secret love and Minglian, he felt that he had a special sense of accomplishment like someone who had come here, and sometimes he could just disperse his thoughts of Gu Fei a little.
If it goes on like this, the few months will not necessarily be so hard. After all, something new happens every day, and everything will bring back the best memories between him and Gu Fei.
The only bad thing was that when he went to the hospital to consult Gu Miao's condition, he didn't get the answer he wanted.
He and Pan Zhi went to two hospitals in two days, and the doctors were very cautious. They couldn't make a judgment on this kind of case that only relied on oral description without contacting himself.
If there is no way to bring Gu Miao out, it will be difficult to accurately determine the cause, let alone come up with a targeted plan.
"Is there any way I can bring Gu Miao to such a far place?" Jiang Cheng sat on the sofa with a cigarette in his mouth.
This is the house that Pan Zhi rented by himself. It is very small, but the house is very new and it is very comfortable to live in. This is the first time he has come here.
"Is she totally unacceptable? How about forcibly holding it out?" Pan Zhi asked.
"Let her go to another bed, she can scream for ten minutes, she is very angry," Jiang Cheng frowned, "Even if she can ignore her screaming and let her scream all the way and force her out, what if she is serious? When I go back this time, she has ignored me."
"Ignore you?" Pan Zhi was stunned.
"Gu Fei said it was self-protection, and he was afraid of losing, so he wouldn't accept it anymore," Jiang Cheng took a deep breath and pinched the butt of the cigarette, "If I had money, I would ask a doctor to visit the doctor, no, ask a doctor permanent."
"You don't even have enough money to hire a doctor to treat her normally," Pan Zhi said. "This kind of cost is not low, and it's long-term."
"Well," Jiang Cheng smiled, "So I have to make money."
"Cheng'er," Pan Zhi looked at him, "you..."
Jiang Cheng waited for him to speak, but Pan Zhi was silent.
"What am I?" He also looked at Pan Zhi, "Just say what you want to say, we don't have to play between the two of us."
"Just, is it worth it?" Pan Zhi said, "Dating in love is in love. With this person, you are only 19 years old..."
Pan Zhi didn't say any more, but Jiang Cheng knew exactly what he meant.
"I'm just in love, with Gu Fei, I don't have to do anything for Gu Miao," Jiang Cheng bit his lip, "But if Gu Fei wants to take care of her, I can't ignore her."
"After you think about it, these things will only get deeper and more entangled. One or two years, three or five years, Gu Miao has been bad, and you have been like this?" Pan Zhi said, "Maybe It's me being too realistic, I sometimes get scared, if one day you get tired, then you can't leave..."
"Pan Pan," Jiang Cheng raised his hand and snapped his finger on Pan Zhi's mouth, "I intend to be naive, after all, innocence is too short in one's life."
Pan Zhi covered his mouth, stared at him for a while, and finally gave him a thumbs up, and said sincerely from his fingers: "I respect you as a grandfather."
There was no progress in Gu Miao's matter. Although Jiang Cheng knew that it was nothing, if progress could be made so easily, Gu Fei wouldn't have to work so hard.
But thinking about it this way, he would still feel a little disappointed, as if he tried hard to support Gu Fei, but he couldn't.
Gu Fei had already sent Gu Miao to continue participating in that rehabilitation treatment, and sometimes he would send him a small video, Gu Miao was still so beautiful and so cool.
- this time it didn't work too well
-I can see that she had a good time when she went there last time, but this time there seems to be no reaction
-Well, basically I don't want to interact with people
-Because of me
-Brother Cheng, don't always ask yourself for a problem first.
-. . . .
- I never think I'm wrong when she's angry with me, she's not a normal kid, can't think in a conventional way
- Okay, so is this treatment still going
- Continue first, the money has been paid, and see if there is any improvement after a while
Jiang Cheng was lying on the table, holding the book, but stared blankly at the screen of his mobile phone for a long time, and he could see his face as if he was in a trance on the black screen.
Thanks to his handsome looks, he won't appear to have an IQ of only 20 when he is in a daze.
Zhao Ke, who was sitting next to him, flicked a small piece of paper onto his face, he turned his face, and gave Zhao Ke his middle finger.
"Are you wasting resources?" Zhao Ke whispered.
Jiang Cheng didn't speak, he put the phone back in his pocket, lowered his head and started taking notes while reading a book.
I don't think about it anymore, anyway, all I can do now is to save more money. In addition to my own expenses, save as much as possible. No matter what kind of treatment Gu Miao receives in the future, money is a big problem.
Money, money.
Brother Cheng is rich.
When he came out of the library, Zhao Ke suggested to buy something to eat. Jiang Cheng didn’t want to eat, but he went with him anyway. Anyway, his mind was a little bored at the moment, and he couldn’t sleep when he returned to the dormitory.
"What happened to you these days?" Zhao Ke asked after walking for a while, "Did something happen?"
"No." Jiang Cheng replied.
"That's good." Zhao Ke nodded.
Jiang Cheng turned his head and glanced at him, suddenly wanting to laugh a little, this person sometimes sticks to the principle of "don't ask a question if it's none of my business" very well.
In fact, Jiang Cheng really hoped that Zhao Ke would ask a few more questions at this moment. Except for Pan Zhi, he had no one to say about this matter, and Pan Zhi obviously didn't want him to invest too much in these matters and get too involved.
Although he could hold back many things, and he didn't have the habit of talking to others, in this new environment, he was indeed a little panicked.
Just like when he first arrived at the steel mill, that feeling of wanting to grab something but not knowing where to grab it.
"Really not?" Zhao Ke suddenly asked again.
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, and Zhao Ke was also looking at him. After staring at each other for a while, he sighed softly, "Actually... it might not be a big deal for others."
"I'll listen." Zhao Ke said.
"It's... my friend's sister," Jiang Cheng frowned, "a bit autistic... Maybe it's autism, I've never been able to..."
"Want to bring it over to see a doctor?" Zhao Ke asked.
"I can't get over," Jiang Cheng said, "she can't accept the change of environment, and she can't change the bed. I went to the doctor to ask, but I couldn't see anyone, and they had no way to judge."
"That's for sure," Zhao Ke said, and after thinking about it, he stopped, "My sister."
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked at him.
"If you want, you can ask my sister." Zhao Ke said.
"Your sister..." Jiang Cheng suddenly felt a faint excitement in himself.
"My sister is studying clinical psychology," Zhao Ke said. "I still want to take a class next semester. Would you like to join me?"