"Brother Cheng, applaud." Gu Fei in the camera said a word while standing in front of the wooden stick "microphone".
Only then did Jiang Cheng regain his senses. He held the phone with one hand, and patted his leg a few times with the other. Then he put his hand to his mouth and whistled loudly.
Gu Fei jumped off the stage with his guitar on his back and walked towards him. Just when he was about to close the video, Gu Fei said, "Don't worry."
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.
Gu Fei didn't stop until he walked in front of him, and grabbed the guitar: "There's still a paragraph."
Jiang Cheng didn't make a sound, and Gu Fei's hand could just be captured in the video on the mobile phone. His fingers were on the strings of the piano, followed by a ring finger.
Very slow, every note can be heard clearly.
Then the speed gradually increased, and the notes jumped out from his fingertips one by one, gradually connecting into one piece.
As the speed of the wheel fingers got faster and faster, Gu Fei's left hand gliding over the strings brought out a beautiful ending sound and the musical sound was perfectly combined.
Jiang Cheng's mood, which had not been completely calmed, was stirred up again. In a trance, he saw Gu Fei's fingers in the camera bringing out an afterimage. In addition to the beautiful music of the guitar, there was also Gu Fei's beautiful hands that made his eyes sore.
When the music finally stopped, Jiang Cheng still maintained his previous posture, until Gu Fei reached over the phone and wiped his face lightly, then he suddenly realized that he didn't know why he was crying.
No, this cannot be called crying.
It's just tears.
Because of surprise, because of moved, because of incredible, because of this dilapidated and sunny stage, because of this memory engraved in my heart for a lifetime...
Mainly because Gu Fei was too handsome.
handsome cry.
It was Gu Fei.
"Ri," Jiang Cheng turned off the video, raised his hand to wipe the tears off his face, "Finally, I have to show off my skills."
"It's usually dazzling at the beginning, and the audience will scream," Gu Fei smiled, "I forgot just now, I was too nervous."
"Are you nervous?" Jiang Cheng pulled up the hem of his T-shirt and pressed his eyes, making sure there were no tears on his face before standing up, "You're nervous too."
"Look who it is," Gu Fei said, "It's my boyfriend sitting here."
Jiang Cheng sniffed, then wrapped his arms around him and kissed him.
There was a guitar between the two, with a half-pulled sky above their heads, broken bricks and debris under their feet, and a half-buried auditorium behind them.
The kiss in this case has no emotion at all, the position is uncomfortable, and the environment is slightly magical.
But Jiang Cheng still felt like he was listening to Gu Fei sing before, and the moment he touched Gu Fei's lips, he sank and became dazed.
There was a "bang" sound from the side, pulling Jiang Cheng back from the fluttering, first stunned, then startled, almost bit Gu Fei's mouth.
The sound came from the left side, the left side was a broken wall, no one would climb in from there, and this movement was not something that anyone could climb out of…
When he turned his head, he didn't see anything, but saw dust more than two meters high from the ground.
"Walk around..." Gu Fei immediately pushed him towards the door when he saw it, a little anxious, "Go out, hurry up!"
The ashes had already come over, and Jiang Cheng felt that he could smell the choking smell of dust. Seeing his nervous appearance, he was suddenly startled: "Fuck me? Are you going to collapse!"
"Get out!" Gu Fei shouted.
"Fuck, fuck... how do you say it collapses!" Jiang Cheng hurriedly ran to the door, "What the hell is this building..."
When he ran to the door, he turned his head and found that Gu Fei was not following behind him. He broke out in sweat in an instant, turned his head and rushed back without thinking.
"Gu Fei! Gu..." As soon as he shouted, he collided with Gu Fei.
Gu Fei hugged him and pushed him out.
Back in the clear sunlight, Jiang Cheng gave Gu Fei a smile.
"Fuck?" He looked at Gu Fei, then turned his head sharply to look at the house, "Fuck!"
The house didn't collapse at all, not to mention it didn't collapse. After the dust was blown away by the wind, everything was calm again, and it was still half of the auditorium standing quietly.
"A piece of the broken wall fell." Gu Fei said with a smile.
"I thought the house was going to collapse!" Jiang Cheng glared at him, feeling that he was so frightened by the fallen wall that he was so shameless.
"With such a big ash, I just wanted to go out quickly," Gu Fei said, "and then suddenly I wanted to tease you."
"...See what I'm going to be in a hurry if I don't see you coming out." Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue.
"No, I just wanted to scare you out," Gu Fei smiled, "I found the piano bag halfway through, so I went to get it, but..."
Gu Fei hugged him: "Seeing how anxious you are, I'm still quite..."
"Don't be moved," Jiang Cheng said, "I just went in to see that the house hadn't collapsed. If it did collapse, I would definitely step back 100 meters and dial 119."
"En." Gu Fei laughed.
"Laugh," Jiang Cheng said, "laugh louder."
"Hahaha!" Gu Fei raised his head and laughed three times, "Is it loud enough?"
"...Enough, take it." Jiang Cheng sighed.
When he was walking back along the road, Jiang Cheng couldn't help but turn his head to look at the dilapidated house.
From this angle, you can no longer see the stage, you can only see the messy stones and grass outside, as well as the collapsed roof and broken walls.
If Gu Fei hadn't brought him here, he probably would never have imagined that under such a dilapidated appearance, he would have left such a beautiful memory.
"I'm going back to the store in a while, my mother guesses that the store will close again at this point." Gu Fei looked at his phone.
"I'll go too," Jiang Cheng said, "I'll eat at the restaurant tonight, and ask Gu Miao to come over."
"Well," Gu Fei nodded, "what do you want to eat?"
"I don't know," Jiang Cheng shook his head and rubbed his stomach. To be honest, he was really turbulent this afternoon. Now he feels calmer, but his mind is empty, let alone what he wants to eat. I can't even read the book for a while, "I don't even know if I'm hungry or not."
"Shall we make dumplings to eat?" Gu Fei said.
"Okay." Jiang Cheng nodded.
Gu Fei's mother was not in the store, but the store door was not closed. When Jiang Cheng followed Gu Fei in, he saw Li Yan sitting behind the cashier and playing with his cell phone.
"Why are you here?" Gu Fei said.
"The world has really changed," Li Yan said. "You actually ask me this question."
"Ask whatever you want." Gu Fei put the guitar on the small floor.
"Are you holding a guitar?" Li Yan glanced at him and was stunned, "I rely on you to play the guitar, am I right?"
"It's a cello." Gu Fei walked out, looked over the shelf, and brought a bag of flour over, "I'll make dumplings in a while, let's go with you."
"I don't," Li Yan glanced at Jiang Cheng, "I'll leave now."
"Let's eat together," Jiang Cheng said, "It's already at this point."
"Do you think he really wanted me to eat?" Li Yan said, "He just asked someone to help with his work."
"Eat or not?" Gu Fei looked at him.
"Eat! Tell me, should I chop stuffing or mix noodles?" Li Yan asked.
"You roll the skin." Gu Fei said.
"Okay," Li Yan nodded, and continued to play with his phone, "call me when it's time to roll the skin, I'll play for a while."
Gu Fei took the meat from the freezer and went to the kitchen. Jiang Cheng picked up the flour bag and went to the kitchen to make noodles. When he walked past Li Yan, he hesitated and glanced at Li Yan's phone.
Sure enough, the mentally handicapped love is eliminated.
"How many times?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"It's three levels faster than Dafei again," Li Yan raised his eyebrows at him, "How about it, you'll chase him back tonight?"
"I didn't help him play." Jiang Cheng said.
"Come on, if you don't help him play, he is at least 7 levels slower now," Li Yan lowered his head and continued to play, "Since I met you, the speed of passing the level is as fast as a fart. Who else is it if you are not."
"It's not me, I've never been slapped." Jiang Cheng said.
Li Yan put down the phone and looked at him: "Hey, did you find that you owe more than Da Fei?"
Jiang Cheng smiled and wanted to go to the kitchen with the flour in his hand.
"Hey, Jiang Cheng," Li Yan called to him in a low voice, "Why did you two go just now?"
Jiang Cheng turned his head to look at him, but didn't say a word, Li Yan's question suddenly became sharp, what were we doing just now, we were in love, and we were touching and beating.
"...I mean," Li Yan guessed that the angle of the question was inaccurate, so he adjusted it, "Has he played the guitar?"
Jiang Cheng still didn't say a word. After the matter of "composing Gu Fei", he was very sensitive to anything about Gu Fei. He didn't know if Gu Fei was willing to let Li Yan know, even if he knew how much Li Yan was. The relationship with Gu Fei is very strong.
"He hasn't played the guitar publicly for at least two years." Li Yan glanced at the kitchen.
This should be true, after all, if the average person's guitar didn't need to loosen the strings for a long time at most, Gu Fei's guitar would just have the strings unloaded.
"Public?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"Yeah, no one knows if there is someone in the middle of the night holding a guitar and playing solo to the moon." Li Yan said.
"Oh." Jiang Cheng smiled.
"What about you?" Li Yan looked at him.
Jiang Cheng looked at him for a while, then turned around and walked quickly towards the kitchen.
"Damn," Li Yan was a little unhappy, "running so fast!"
"It's a fart." Jiang Cheng said.
"What did you two say?" Gu Fei asked in the kitchen.
"What the hell," Jiang Cheng said, carrying the flour into the kitchen, Gu Fei handed over a basin, and while pouring the flour into it, he whispered, "Have you not played the guitar for a long time?"
"Li Yan asked you?" Gu Fei looked at the flour.
"Well," Jiang Cheng continued pouring flour, "I didn't tell him, but he can guess it, right?"
Gu Fei reached out and lifted the flour bag: "Okay."
Jiang Cheng put the flour bag aside, Gu Fei came over and kissed his ear: "Don't be so careful, I'm tired."
"Then I'm not afraid of you..." Jiang Cheng glanced at him, put his hands on the desk, and pressed his voice against the wall to imitate his tone, "Then what? Brother Cheng, then?"
Gu Fei laughed on the side, Jiang Cheng turned around, laughed with him for a while, then sighed and touched his face: "Gu Fei."
"Ah." Gu Fei responded.
"I really don't know, and I really didn't mean to torment you," Jiang Cheng pinched his chin, "I'm sorry."
"Don't say that," Gu Fei said, "I really don't blame you, it's just my own thoughts."
"Anyway," Jiang Cheng thought for a while, "if you say it, I'll understand, I just want to say it..."
He paused for a while, then suddenly approached Gu Fei, almost touching the tip of his nose, "Gu Fei."
"Hey." Gu Fei's eyes met for a moment, then quickly separated to look behind him.
"It's not that I want to kiss you, I think too much," Jiang Cheng couldn't help but be amused, "I have something very serious to tell you."
"Go ahead." Gu Fei smiled.
"Close your eyes," Jiang Cheng said. After Gu Fei closed his eyes, he said again, "Open it."
"If you want to close your eyes, I will accompany you, if you want to open your eyes, I can hear you," Jiang Cheng said, and after clearing his throat, he hummed softly, "I think, with you on the left shoulder, and on the right shoulder Smile… "
Gu Fei looked at him and did not speak for a long time.
"Am I right?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"I found that you are very cool," Gu Fei said, "Did you write down this song again?"
"No," Jiang Cheng said, "I just remembered this sentence, and I forgot everything else."
"How do you remember that song? You can't remember what I sang to you alone?" Gu Fei narrowed his eyes.
"Nonsense, I'm still dizzy now," Jiang Cheng said, "If you didn't come here to show off your skills, I might have two more words to remember. If you're done, I'll have to use this sentence, because that's what you're showing off. Pigs can remember it too."
"Ah," Gu Fei nodded while holding back a smile, "Yes."
Jiang Cheng sighed and said nothing.
Gu Fei didn't speak, he just stood quietly with his face close to him.
"Gu Fei..." Li Yan's voice came from behind, "I'm sorry to continue."
When Jiang Cheng turned his head, there was no one behind him. Li Yan probably flashed back to the store at the speed of light.
"It's alright," Gu Fei added water to the flour basin, then turned his head and shouted towards the door, "Li Yan!"
Li Yan reappeared at the back door, showing his head and looking over here: "Gu Miao hurt her hand, I said to disinfect her, but the little girl ignored me."
Gu Miao hurt? Jiang Cheng was a little surprised, but Li Yan didn't seem to be in a hurry.
"Brother Cheng, go and help her get it done," Gu Fei said calmly, "she probably doesn't want to talk to me either."
"Why?" Jiang Cheng looked at him, guessing that Gu Miao's bumps and bumps had already taken them off.
"Today I said that I would send me a message when I went out to skateboard," Gu Fei said. "She sent it to me. I guess I didn't hear it, and I haven't replied to her now, so I'm sure to be angry."
"...I didn't hear any movement on your mobile phone either." Jiang Cheng was stunned, probably it was a message from Gu Miao when the two of them were immersed in a romantic, broken stage performance and couldn't extricate themselves.
"Go ahead and try," Gu Fei smiled at him, "Maybe she cares about you."
Gu Miao's injury was not serious, but she was bleeding. Li Yan wanted to flush her with physiological saline, but she had been standing in the open space in front of the cashier, holding the skateboard motionless.
"Er Miao?" Jiang Cheng went over to crouch down and waved at her.
Gu Miao stared at him, and ignored him with no expression.
Jiang Cheng smiled at her again. When Gu Miao opened her eyes so wide, she could clearly see her eyelashes, which were exactly the same as Gu Fei's.
"Er Miao," Jiang Cheng thought about how to make Gu Miao understand his words. After thinking for a while, he lowered his head and blew on his hand, "Er Miao, my hand hurts, do you know what to do?"
Gu Miao's eyes fell on his face.
"Er Miao?" Jiang Cheng felt happy for a while, and continued to whisper to her, "You..."
Before he could finish speaking, Gu Miao raised his hand and lifted the saline bottle that Li Yan had placed on the small table next to it to the ground.
Before Jiang Cheng could speak again, Gu Miao overturned the small table again.
"Gu Fei!" Li Yan shouted at the kitchen, "Your sister is going to rebel!"
"Let her stand." Gu Fei said in the kitchen.
Jiang Cheng stood up, turned around and went to the kitchen.
"It's supposed to be your fault, if she's angry," Jiang Cheng frowned, "Would you like to apologize to her?"
"Well," Gu Fei nodded while meeting face to face, "in a while."
"I'll come," Jiang Cheng said, "she's already like that, you go and coax first?"
Gu Fei stopped, sighed, turned around and hugged his shoulder, leaning on him and didn't move.
Jiang Cheng didn't speak, and rubbed his back.
Suddenly feeling a little uneasy, Gu Fei's appearance... Could it be because he... woke him up
"I'll go in a while," Gu Fei lay on his shoulders, "she's a little bit more energetic in a while, I'll coax it to work."
"...Oh." Jiang Cheng hugged him tightly.
"Little girl is too stubborn," Gu Fei sighed, "I get angry when my ass is a big deal, and sometimes I want to beat her when I get annoyed."
"Have you been beaten?" Jiang Cheng smiled.
"No, I haven't yelled before," Gu Fei let go of him, turned around and continued to talk to each other, "Sometimes I just want to dry her up. She has a temper, and so do I."
However, Gu Fei's "temper" was obviously not as good as Gu Miao's temper. After making up, he went into the store to coax Gu Miao.
It was not until Jiang Cheng and Li Yan had chopped up the stuffing and adjusted them, and went to the store together to start making dumplings, Gu Miao finally returned to normal and sat at the table to watch them make dumplings.
Jiang Cheng looked at Gu Fei who also came over to start making dumplings. He couldn't tell that he was tired. His mood was quite normal, but maybe his mentality was different. of powerlessness.
In the past, I just felt that Gu Fei was so tired, but now I suddenly realized how powerless Gu Fei was when he said those words by the river.
Gu Miao is not always like this, sometimes good and sometimes bad. When he saw her at the train station, he didn't even notice any difference between Gu Miao and other children, except that he didn't speak. After that, he could play skateboard with Gu Miao. , eating together, playing games, and laughing at him. When he thinks of these, his mood suddenly rises. Gu Miao like this makes people feel hopeful, and it doesn't seem that bad.
But when I heard Gu Miao's scream, saw her refusal to communicate with people, saw her indifferent expression to the outside world, and thought of the rabbits she painted one after another, I thought that just now I was full of thinking that Gu Miao would give me A response, but when she overturned the table, it would sink suddenly, as if she was suddenly pulled back to reality from fantasy.
After this kind of ups and downs, it is a deep sense of powerlessness.
Gu Fei may have experienced countless ups and downs, and finally decided to give up hope of nothingness.
After eating the dumplings, Li Yan left. Jiang Cheng sat in the store, watching Gu Miao walking back and forth through the shelves on his skateboard.
Gu Fei sat behind the cashier and settled the bill. He didn't know how much money his mother took from the store this month, and how much was left. Anyway, Gu Fei didn't look very good when he settled the bill.
Money, apart from Gu Miao, was probably the heaviest mountain that weighed on him.
Gu Fei didn't even have a way to keep Gu Miao receiving rehabilitation treatment, just in this small broken city, the level of treatment is not necessarily high, and there is no way to carry it out for a long time.
Jiang Cheng frowned.
"Twice you took pictures of the money people gave me," Gu Fei said while pressing the calculator, "I will transfer it to you tomorrow?"
"I thought it was all over, didn't I?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.
"I sold you, and you're still so happy that you want to sleep with me," Gu Fei glanced at him, "Don't you remember anything?"
"Fuck off," Jiang Cheng said, "I don't spend money indiscriminately, I don't lose money, I don't need to keep accounts."
"It makes sense, Xueba." Gu Fei said.
"Yes, scum." Jiang Cheng said.
After saying this, his heart suddenly moved, he stared at Gu Fei and hesitated for five minutes before opening his mouth: "Gu Fei."
"Huh?" Gu Fei looked at him with the pen in his mouth.
"Otherwise, don't give me the money," Jiang Cheng said, "Just… leave it there, you can save it for me."
Gu Fei didn't speak, the pen in his mouth swayed back and forth.
After a while, Jiang Cheng saw the corner of his mouth twitching, and picked out an inconspicuous smile.
"Is it okay?" Jiang Cheng glared at him.
"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei took the pen in his hand and turned it around, "I should have done some great things in my last life, and I can only meet you in this life."