After walking around the old dormitory area twice, neither of them spoke.
Jiang Cheng didn't know what Gu Fei was thinking or how he felt. He himself felt that he had countless things to say, but when he was about to speak, he couldn't say anything, and he didn't even have a word to his lips.
What they have experienced each other this month, they don't know each other, only judging from their complexion and state, Jiang Cheng could see that Gu Fei was not doing well.
"Go in and sit for a while," when turning to the third lap, Gu Fei finally pointed to a small cake shop on the roadside and said, "The wind is too big."
Um. Cheng Jiang responded.
But there is no sound.
Fuck me! He cleared his throat quickly and gave another hum.
This time there is a voice.
Is this still a stress response? Is Jiang Cheng really helpless, or is he a sequelae of stress? He just wanted to laugh when he heard it ringing and not ringing.
There was no one in the cake shop. Gu Fei bought two cups of hot milk tea and two pieces of cake and put them on the small table by the window.
Jiang Cheng sat down and just reached out and brought the milk tea in front of him, Gu Fei took the milk tea from him again: "I forgot to get angry or don't drink the milk tea, I'll go ask for another..."
"No," Jiang Cheng grabbed his coat sleeve and pulled, "It's not that serious, don't toss it."
Gu Fei hesitated and sat down.
The two faced each other with straws in their mouths, dumbfounded.
"Did you buy a new lens?" Jiang Cheng asked.
"Yeah." Gu Fei nodded.
"Originally," Jiang Cheng bit his straw and tried to slow down as much as possible to make his voice less dull. "I wanted to call you first, but I don't know if I can get through, so..."
"I changed back to my old phone," Gu Fei said softly, "I went to Pan Zhi and wanted to ask him where you are going on vacation, he..."
"Delete you?" Jiang Cheng smiled.
"Well," Gu Fei took a sip of the milk tea and pushed the cake in front of him, "This... It's delicious. I tried it when I bought it for Er Miao."
Jiang Cheng didn't speak, and took a bite of the cake.
No taste.
He couldn't say whether he was in good or bad mood at the moment, but was bored, very bored.
After forcibly gnawing the cakes, Jiang Yan wiped his mouth: "Let's... talk about business."
"Good." Gu Fei said.
"I'm making my own decision on this matter. I'm afraid you are under pressure, so I haven't told you." Jiang Cheng took a sip of milk tea, "I just want to see if Er Miao's illness can be resolved."
Gu Fei didn't speak, lowered his head and turned the cup.
"I went to several hospitals and asked the doctors. If Er Miao can't go there, there is no way," Jiang Cheng cleared his throat. "So I wanted to read the psychology book for myself first, and then I told Zhao Ke. This matter..."
Jiang Cheng glanced at Gu Fei, a little worried that Gu Fei would be upset because it was known to others, but Gu Fei had no particular reaction, and kept his head down.
"His sister Zhao Ke, who happens to be a graduate student in clinical psychology at University B, introduced Xu Xingzhi to..." Jiang Cheng swallowed.
"Xu Xingzhi?" Gu Fei raised his head.
"Just that..." Jiang Cheng cleared his throat again, "just that senior."
"Yeah." Gu Fei nodded and stood up.
Jiang Cheng was stunned, watching him go to the drinking fountain next to him to pick up a glass of warm water and then sit back.
"Just drink water." Gu Fei put the water in front of him.
"Oh." Jiang Cheng took a few sips of water.
The water is quite hot, and when the steam hits my face, my eyes feel a little hot.
"When you called the other day..." Jiang Cheng said here, suddenly remembering what Gu Fei said on the phone that day. Every sentence was like a needle, which pierced his heart for a while, even though he knew Gu Fei's Thought, but he stopped and slowed down, "I wanted to tell you, but I didn't have time."
"I'm sorry." Gu Fei said.
sorry. This is what Jiang Cheng didn't want to hear.
He doesn't know who is sorry. This is a matter of no right or wrong, and it is impossible to distinguish between right and wrong.
"Xu Xingzhi is the only person who can come to see Er Miao and treat Er Miao," Jiang Cheng took another sip of hot water. "Although he hasn't graduated yet, he is a student who is highly regarded by his tutor, so..."
Jiang Cheng bit his lip and looked up at Gu Fei: "I want him to try and touch Er Miao."
"Yeah." Gu Fei also looked at him.
"This matter needs your consent and your cooperation," Jiang Cheng said with some difficulty. "If you feel... inappropriate..."
"Good." Gu Fei said.
Jiang Cheng looked at him: "Do you agree? Are you willing to cooperate?"
"Yeah." Gu Fei nodded.
Jiang Cheng didn't speak, staring down at the heat coming out of the cup, and let out a sigh of relief.
But shortly afterwards, the feeling of fever in the eye sockets appeared again, as if this breath exhaled some barrier in the body, and tears welled up suddenly.
Before he even had time to react, two big tears just dripped into the cup.
Fuck me.
Jiang Cheng felt that he was sad from the bottom of his heart, and he had a strong desire to find out if there was a lacrimal gland surgery.
He had to keep his head low and wink desperately at the mouth of the cup.
"Brother Cheng," Gu Fei took a piece of tissue, hesitated and stuffed it into his hand, "I remember everything you did, I really..."
When Gu Fei stuffed the tissue into his hand, his fingertips touched his tiger's mouth.
It's very light, and it's hardly felt at all.
This is their only physical contact from October to now.
"Gu Fei," Jiang Cheng grabbed the paper and rubbed his eyes indiscriminately, then raised his head to look at him, "Do you know? I don't want you to remember this. You only remember it because you remember it too clearly. of."
Gu Fei looked at him without speaking.
"Before I come back, I think I have a lot to say," Jiang Cheng took a deep breath, leaned back in his chair, turned his head and looked at the empty street outside the window. He hadn't seen such a clean scene for a long time. I can see the cold in the air, and people slowly calm down, "I am a little excited now, I can't say anything."
"Me too..." Gu Fei held the milk tea cup in his hand, and unconsciously kept drawing circles on the table, "Yes."
"Let’s put aside everything else," Jiang Cheng said. "Xu Xingzhi will stay here for a few days. Let him contact Er Miao first to judge her condition and see if there is any treatment plan. How to continue treatment in the future." (End of this chapter)