Feeling at the bottom of the valley is not the worst experience. What is more uncomfortable than being at the bottom of the valley is that the mood drops directly from the sky to the bottom.
In a good mood, I fell to pieces.
It's been a long time since Jiang Cheng had such a strong feeling of being so strong in his heart, and he and Gu Fei sat on the chairs in the lobby on the first floor for almost ten minutes, but couldn't get over.
Li Baoguo’s disease can basically be determined, lung cancer, Jiang Cheng stared at his fingers, his lungs were not good, he coughed every day, and now there are words like radiotherapy and chemotherapy.
Jiang Cheng felt like he was sinking at the bottom of the whirlpool, surrounded by hustle and bustle, but his ears were terribly quiet.
He knew why Gu Fei didn't let him go.
There is only the money on his card, enough for tuition, enough for living, but he has no income. Before he can really support himself, every penny of expenses has to be taken from here.
He is not sure whether Li Baoguo still owes the money to the hospital, but once he passes, he can basically imagine what kind of situation he will face.
This is different from being surrounded and beaten by Li Baoguo. At that time, he was half for venting and half for Li Baoguo. He could rush over and fight with others, but now.
A security guard walked out of the elevator, trotted to the entrance of the inpatient department, greeted two policemen, and led them into the elevator again.
"Let's go." Jiang Cheng rubbed a few hands on his face and stood up. He didn't want to see Li Baoguo being taken out by the police for a while.
Gu Fei got up and walked out of the hospital with him.
After Jiang Cheng left the hospital, he walked directly to the bus stop, and Gu Fei pulled him: "Take a taxi."
"Oh." Jiang Cheng stopped, standing aside watching Gu Fei stop the taxi.
"Would you like to eat at my place?" Gu Fei asked him after getting into the car.
"No." Jiang Cheng only felt his brain swelled.
"Then I will accompany you to eat something?" Gu Fei asked again.
"I don't have any appetite now," Jiang Cheng closed his eyes and pinched his eyebrows. "I will go directly to Li Baoguo to wait for him. If he is taken away by the police, he should be back at night."
"Yeah." Gu Fei seemed to want to say something more, but after taking a breath, he didn't speak.
The car stopped at the intersection, and the two got out of the car.
Jiang Cheng looked at Li Baoguo's road, and since taking things from Li Baoguo that day, he has never walked that street again.
Looking at the past this way, the streets are in a dilapidated calm. In the warm yellow lights on the buildings on both sides, there are seemingly peaceful houses, and below, what kind of people are there and what kind of homes do they have? , Then no one can imagine.
"I've passed," Jiang Cheng threw his schoolbag over his shoulder, as if making up his mind, "Go back to the store, I'll call you when I'm done."
"Okay," Gu Fei replied, and Jiang Cheng turned around and was about to leave. He hesitated and called out again, "Brother Cheng."
"Huh?" Jiang Cheng looked back at him.
"I don't know what you think," Gu Fei said softly, "I said this sentence may not be appropriate, but I still have to remind you."
"Let's talk." Jiang Cheng smiled.
"Don't take the money first," Gu Fei said, "Li Baoguozhen doesn't necessarily use the money for medical treatment. You may not have seen a person who put his life behind many things, but he is."
Jiang Cheng looked at him and nodded after a while.
"He still has two children," Gu Fei said. "If you want to do what you want to do, first look at your brother and your sister's attitude before considering. You have to... learn to save your way."
"Understood." Jiang Cheng walked back and stood in front of Gu Fei and looked at him.
"Don't think I'm indifferent," Gu Fei said, "I grew up here, these people, these things, I see too much, I am used to judge this way, you don't need to be as extreme as me, but you can't be too naive. "
Although Gu Fei would have an unfamiliar illusion when he said such words, he still felt warm. Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand and scratched his arm: "I see."
When Gu Fei returned to the store, several people had already prepared the food. Gu Miao had already eaten, and Li Yan was arranged to go to the cottage to do his homework.
"What's the matter with Li Baoguo?" Luo Yu asked when he saw him come in.
"I don't know, lung cancer." Gu Fei went to the backyard to wash his hands, went into the hut and waited for a while with Gu Miao before coming out and sitting by the table, "Drink?"
"Drink!" Chen Jie took two bottles of wine from the ground and put them on the table, "I will wait for you to come back to drink."
"Didn't I have it?" Gu Fei said.
"Li Yan won't let you chant." Zhao Yihui smiled beside him.
"Take advantage of others all day long." Li Yan said.
"Take it," Gu Fei filled himself with a bowl of soup, "you didn't pay you any salary when you came to help."
"That's still different," Luo Yu opened a bottle of wine, pouring in one glass one by one, "Why didn't Jiang Cheng come here?"
"How could he come back," Li Yan snorted, "Come and listen to us discussing whether Li Baoguo is dying."
"Seriously, I didn't see it too much. He was like that all day long, and his face was ugly," Chen Jie said. "I came here last week and hit him for a night. The cards are bigger than fate."
"Have Li Hui and Li Qian come back?" Li Yan asked.
"I haven't seen it." Gu Fei said.
In addition to Li Baoguo desperately insisting on playing cards, other things seem to be really not caring. After eating, Gu Fei took the credit book and flipped through it. Li Baoguo bought yogurt since he came back. After that, I haven't been here again.
It's been a long time. It seems that this time I was really sick. Gu Fei closed the notebook. If it is really lung cancer... He has been coughing for a long time, and Gu Fei almost can't remember what it is like. Even his voice was hoarse for half a year. Judging from his usual life and time, if it was lung cancer, it would definitely not be an early stage.
He took out his cell phone and clicked on Jiang Cheng’s chat box. There was no news from Jiang Cheng, but Li Baoguo might not be back for just one meal... He slowly flipped up the message record and kept going. Turned over.
He didn't send too much news to Jiang Cheng. He sat in rows during the day and called directly at night when he couldn't post a few. However, he still remembered the situation and mood at the time for all the records.
"Does Jiang Cheng have some money in his own hands?" Li Yan sat next to him.
"Well, it's kind of, it was given to him by his adoptive mother before." Gu Fei said.
"Let him not be stupid and take the money out to see Li Baoguo," Li Yan said. "That person, he definitely won't use the right place, he just goes to play cards when he takes it."
"I told him," Gu Fei threw the phone to the cashier, "look at him."
"How do I feel hanging," Li Yan said, "His person is actually a young master from a big city. He probably can't imagine what kind of people can come out of the environment like a steel mill." (End of this chapter)