Jiang Cheng didn't want to answer this call. Since he was here, no, it should be said that after knowing that he was adopted, he found it difficult to face Shen Yiqing again, and he was unwilling to face Shen Yiqing again.
There is no major contradiction between him and that family, but the various strict and almost harsh disciplines since childhood, the atmosphere that makes it so cold that he can’t really relax when he goes home, plus the hidden Li Baoguo’s in his body. The mark of... Maybe because of these, he probably entered the so-called rebellious period from elementary school, and continued to be "rebellious" until he finally left, and he did not end his betrayal.
He doesn't know what kind of atmosphere the people at home are like when he is not at home, but as soon as he enters the door, he can feel irritable and subconsciously explode the thorns all over his body.
His home gave him the warmth and relaxation, and it was even far worse than Pan Zhi's home where his parents played mahjong most of the week.
In addition to academic performance, he probably has nothing to satisfy his parents anymore. The relationship with his parents is like being forced to participate in a war commanded by them, but he has never won.
Therefore, he has always valued his grades very much. No matter how "muddy" he usually is, he will go all out when facing exams. This is his only stronghold in the "war" of more than ten years.
But the last explosive dispute still broke the last trace of emotion between him and that family.
He had always thought that Dad... Jiang Wei’s hospitalization of pneumonia had nothing to do with him, but it happened after the dispute that they almost broke up, and the content of the dispute was nothing more than an absenteeism. For Shen Yiqing, he always treated this. It all boiled down to him being full of anger.
Thinking about it now, maybe it's not completely irrelevant.
Perhaps it is because of long-term depression. The adopted children have never been integrated into the family. They will always resist like a time bomb under their education, and they will be very tired.
Jiang Cheng took the black phone beside the bed and remained silent.
If he doesn't know that he is not his biological person, if he doesn't come back here, he may continue to struggle in that home as before, and continue to resist violently.
Now it seems that a story has finally escaped. When standing aside and looking back, it seems that there is an answer no matter whether it is his own behavior or the behavior of everyone in the family.
The phone rang again, still Shen Yiqing.
Jiang Cheng took the phone and looked at it for a while, swiped his finger on the screen, and answered the phone: "Hello?"
"Xiao Cheng?" Shen Yiqing's voice was over there.
"Yes." Jiang Cheng replied.
Gu Fei got up and walked out of the bedroom, gently closing the bedroom door.
Jiang Cheng leaned back in his chair, actually counting time, and the time he hadn't contacted was not too long, and Shen Yiqing's voice over there became a little strange.
Suddenly, he was a little confused. He wanted to be intimate. After more than ten years, he didn't succeed. He wanted to become stranger, but it was so simple.
"How is your situation now?" Shen Yiqing asked.
"Very good." Jiang Cheng replied.
"Then... Where's Li Baoguo?" Shen Yiqing asked again.
Jiang Cheng twisted his eyebrows. He didn't want Shen Yiqing to know about it. He was afraid to be asked again, what's going on, why, and then...
Without waiting for Jiang Cheng's answer, Shen Yiqing said again: "Did he... committed suicide?"
"Yeah." Jiang Cheng replied.
"What's the matter?" Shen Yiqing's voice could imagine her frowning.
"I don't know," Jiang Cheng closed his eyes. "He has lung cancer and has no money to treat."
Shen Yiqing was silent for a while before speaking again: "Does it have anything to do with you?"
"What?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.
"He committed suicide, does it have anything to do with you?" Shen Yiqing asked.
"Fuck me?" Jiang Cheng was shocked.
From the receiver, Shen Yiqing sighed very dissatisfied with his swearing: "You tell me the truth, although you are not in this house now, but..."
"What am I telling the truth?" Jiang Cheng felt that he had probably recited the book all night and now his mind was a little unconscious. Shen Yiqing couldn't think of any logic for this question, "What am I telling the truth? What truth do you want to hear? ?"
"Xiao Cheng," Shen Yiqing said, "Your brother called me."
"Who the hell is my brother!" Jiang Yan roared, and the chaos of understanding everything and nothing made him feel like he wanted to blow up in an instant.
"Calm down!" Shen Yiqing also raised his voice, "I don't want to hear you shout hysterically again!"
Li Hui called Shen Yiqing, which is not surprising.
What Li Hui said to Shen Yiqing, I don't know, it is not strange to say anything.
No matter what Li Hui said, Shen Yiqing did not believe it.
But the reason Jiang Cheng suddenly broke out was that Shen Yiqing didn't believe him either.
Her call is just to verify.
Why did Li Baoguo commit suicide less than a year after he came back.
Why did Li Hui call and say...
"All right, I'm calm." Jiang Cheng took a deep breath and touched his body. He didn't feel the smoke. He got up and opened the bedroom door.
Gu Fei was standing by the window in the living room watching the moon when he heard the door ring back.
Jiang Cheng walked over, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took a cigarette in his mouth, and Gu Fei took out the lighter and helped him light the cigarette.
"Can you tell me what Li Hui said first?" Jiang Cheng turned back to the bedroom and closed the door.
"You..." Shen Yiqing should have heard the sound of the lighter, and also heard what he said with a cigarette in his mouth.
"I smoked," Jiang Cheng said, "I'm sorry, I can't help it now."
sorry.
This is probably what he said most at home before. Every time he "occupies the high ground" failed, he would release this sentence first.
Over time, the number of times has increased, and the three words sorry sometimes even bring an angry breath in his heart, just like when he was on the river bank that day, he shouted a string of sorry to Gu Fei like venting, just like now He would say sorry to Shen Yiqing in an upset.
Sorry, on some occasions, it became his way of expressing emotions.
Somewhat ridiculous.
"Li Hui said you took Li Baoguo's 30,000 yuan," Shen Yiqing didn't go around any more, and said directly, "Is Li Baoguo's life-saving money true?"
Although Jiang Cheng could almost guess what Li Hui said, it was nothing more than money, money, money, but when Shen Yiqing suddenly heard this, he still felt stuck in his heart.
There was a buzz in his head, and his chest was suffocated, so that he suddenly wanted to laugh. (End of this chapter)