"No, you lied to me, these are illusions, none of these are real, you lied to me..."
Bai Yumu muttered almost like crazy, "If she is really waiting for me, how could I be fine for so many years!!"
As if he had caught a big trick, his eyes were red, bloodshot around them, not like the usual handsome man, on the contrary, he looked more like a ghost than a ghost.
"Hahahaha you lied to me, I know you lied to me!!" Bai Yumu's eyes widened, every word seemed to be squeezed out of his throat, and he pointed at the woman on the ground with his fingertips, "This is the proof! !"
"I'm still alive and well, that's the proof!!"
Wei Mingyan looked at the person in front of him indifferently, and his crutches slid across the ground, along the uneven ground, skipping over the coffee table which was clean but still cleaned up even though it was broken, and finally reached the corner.
The black cane landed there, just tapped lightly, and a woman's back appeared there.
She has long hair shawl and is wearing a goose yellow dress. She is smiling and coaxing a child in her arms.
"Xiaomu won't cry, Xiaomu won't cry, the pain will soon disappear after taking the medicine, come and feed you the medicine..."
"Mom, it hurts so much, so uncomfortable..."
"Good boy, mom is here, so I ran to mom when it hurts, Xiaomu doesn't cry, good boy..."
The woman coaxed gently, and patted the back of the child in her arms with her beautiful and slender fingers, watching him close the eyelashes that were wet with tears, his eyes were full of love.
The child closed his eyes and promised in a childlike voice: "Mom, Xiaomu will build a big house for you when he grows up."
"Mom doesn't live in a big house. Mom wants Xiaomu to grow up well and study hard. In the future, when Xiaomu has her own child, mother will help you take care of the child."
The child's little hand grasped the woman's beautiful black hair relyingly, and fell asleep with trembling eyelashes.
Bai Yumu's eyes were full of blood, looking at the scene in front of him almost collapsed: "Why are you showing me this! I don't want to see it, get out, get out!!"
He stretched out his hand to swipe, but the picture didn't let his hand pass through like before, just a light slap, and the beautiful young gentle mother disappeared like a puff of smoke.
Bai Yumu froze in place, staring blankly at the corner of the wall where there was nothing, his expression went blank.
Just, is it gone
He has not seen her for many years.
She is so gentle and beautiful...
The sound of the crutches falling to the ground, Bai Yumu hastily withdrew his expression, his eyes were dark and his voice was already hoarse, "Who the hell are you, why did you show me this!"
"You should ask why what you want to see most in your heart is your mother."
Wei Mingyan waved the dust that didn't exist on his body, and looked at Bai Yumu with a trace of pity in his eyes.
"It's not what I want to see!!"
The man who was almost crazy roared, his neck was red, and all the veins burst out. At this moment, he was more like a monster than a person.
"I don't want to see her, I want her dead, I've wanted her dead for a long time! She's dead, I almost didn't laugh out loud, how could I want to see her..."
"Because you know she loves you."
Bai Yumu's eyes froze.
With a stiff face, he turned his head little by little, and looked at the tall and handsome Taoist priest who was leaning on crutches.
"People's uniform inferiority, like to vent on the closest people, you vented the dissatisfaction you received at school and among your friends to your mother.
Isn't it because she loves you? "
"No, no, she is annoying and always quarreling with me. If she loves me, she should die by herself instead of dragging me down!"
"I'm so young, why should I serve a jar of medicine, do you think it's fair? Huh??"
The yellow dog squatted beside the Taoist priest, calmly looking at the man who was about to collapse in front of him with his big moist eyes.
"Ah, yes, you left this house after your mother died, you just brought some clothes, and flew away like a free bird, you worked, part-time, supported yourself, and never thought of coming back Take a look here."
"Of course, I don't know what she did for you."
The man stepped forward, Bai Yumuhong stared, and retreated step by step. He retreated to the side of the bed, watched Wei Mingyan stretch out his hand, and opened the small cabinet on the bed. Inside lay an embroidered picture quietly.
He unfolded it and stroked the stitches on it. The fine and dense stitches were weaved together to form this large picture that could almost cover two beds.
"Ten years ago, such a picture was very rare..." The slender and white fingertips lightly skipped over each character, and under Bai Yumu's unbelievable gaze, he said softly:
"Sell this, and your tuition and living expenses for the next three years will be covered."
"pity."
The hand of the handsome daoist stopped at a gap, and he said with some regret, "The person who embroidered this is already dead before the work is finished."
He turned around, there was neither joy nor sorrow in his beautiful eyes, but it fell on Bai Yumu's body, but it was like a hot red iron hitting his body, and his whole body was trembling with pain.
"After she got sick, you didn't take the initiative to care about her anymore. For two years, she embroidered this for two years, during the day and at night. You came back from the Internet cafe and saw her sitting on the bed embroidering this picture. Did you say a word to her
Reluctant to take good medicine, reluctant to go to treatment, and take care of you even when you are sick, do you think she doesn't love you? "
Wei Mingyan sneered, "You're lying to yourself."
"I don't want to bear the responsibility of killing my mother, and I don't want to face the fact that you have lost the only person who loved you, so you tell yourself that she doesn't love you, she sucks your blood like a leech, in fact, leeches don't love you at all. It's you."
"No, that's not the case..."
"In just half a month, she will be able to complete this picture and sell it in exchange for your future, future, and she herself will naturally leave quietly and with peace of mind."
"It was you who ruined the life that originally belonged to you."
"No, no, it won't be like this..." Bai Yumu's face was ferocious, and tears of unknown emotion slid down his face like raindrops.
His skin has long been ruined by the ugliness hidden underneath, and his current appearance is not even as good as a toad.
"You lied to me. You want me to regret it, so I won't regret it. These are all fabricated by you. They are not true, no..."
Wei Mingyan raised his eyebrows, "That's right, you don't know, and I don't know either, so where did you know these things?"
Bai Yumu raised his head abruptly.
Behind the handsome Taoist priest, stood a woman.
Her face was very pale, her hair was withered and yellow, and she looked at him with sad eyes.
"Xiaomu..."
He froze, trembling hands, walked over in a daze, "Mom..."
—"Xiaomu, eat, come, mommy will feed you..."
——"Our Xiaomu is so good. My mother will teach me. In the future, Xiaomu will be a scientist, an engineer, and the most powerful person..."
—"Don't cry, don't cry, mom is here, mom is with you, it doesn't matter if your grades are almost okay, mom knows you have worked hard..."
—"Why are you bullying my Xiaomu!"
— "Whoever bullies my son! I will fight with my life!"
—"Xiaomu, don't take part-time jobs anymore, your mother can support you by being an embroidery worker..."
—"Xiaomu, Xiaomu, mom is thirsty..."
—"Xiaomu..."
Bai Yumu's hand fell on the woman's cheek, cold and rough.
But, he touched it.
"mom… "
He murmured, tears falling down layer by layer.
"I, I thought, would never see you again..."
"I miss you so much, I regret so much, I miss you..."
The woman was in tears, her eyes were full of bitterness, but there was a happy smile on her face, "Mom knows, Xiaomu is a good boy."
"Sorry, sorry mom..."
He trembled, "I know I was wrong, mom, don't leave, you stay with me, after you leave, I will be alone... very hard..."
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Mom..."
"Mom, I beg you to forgive me, I beg you..."
The woman shook her head slowly, and said softly under her son's pale face for a moment, "Mom doesn't blame you."
Bai Yumu stared blankly at his mother, and burst into tears in an instant.
"mom… "
"Sorry to interrupt."
Wei Mingyan looked at this touching picture of mother and child meeting, and chuckled, "People have their own rules, and ghosts have their own rules."
"Do you know why Ms. Bai has not been reincarnated for more than ten years?"
"Because of debt."
"As your own son, if you watched her die with your own eyes, you are in debt.
Debt will make you impoverished for the rest of your life, and you will have no children in your life. Even if you die, you will have to suffer for more than five years. In the end, you will pass away with a stinky body under the scolding of everyone. "
Under Bai Yumu's bloodshot eyes, the handsome Taoist clapped his hands, "Then, why are you not only not miserable, but also quite beautiful?"
"Because your mother gave up the chance to enter reincarnation."
"If she has no obsession but does not enter reincarnation, she will experience the pain of death repeatedly. Twice a day, the sun rises in the morning and the sun sets at night. She is trapped in a small room, again and again, in this place where even ten centimeters away In the puddles that don’t exist, the process of drowning is repeated.”
"And you are still saying that she doesn't love you."
Wei Mingyan was leaning on crutches, and his lips curled up slightly, "As for me, it's best not to be careless. Seeing that you have this misunderstanding, I will help you solve it. Don't be too grateful."
After all, he still has to get back from Bai Yumu for his hard work.
"Repeated death..."
Bai Yumu's eyes were blank, and he muttered, "Repeat...death..."
Drowning in water, again and again...
For him, all for him...
——"Mom's Xiaomu, you have to grow up well..."
— "Will Mom always watch me grow up?"
—"Of course, Xiaomu is my mother's favorite baby, and my mother will always help you and protect you."
— "Because mom likes Xiaomu very much?"
—"Yes, mom likes Xiaomu the most, does Xiaomu also like mom the most?"
—"Well! Xiaomu likes her mother the most, and Xiaomu also wants to protect her mother!"
He said, to protect mother.
But he, with his own hands, killed his mother...
Those who love him, those who love him, will protect his mother...
— was killed by him.
But even so, she still guarded him painfully in her own way.
The heart that hasn't hurt in more than ten years, as if he wants to return the pain on this day, he presses the heart, tears dripping on his hands.
One drop, one drop, another drop...
"Mom, you go to reincarnation, don't stay here, go to reincarnation..."
Hearing Bai Yumu's hoarse voice, Wei Mingyan moved his fingers slightly on the crutch, and his smile deepened.
Conscience, I'm back.
But it seems, a little late.
Bai Yumu begged frantically, but her mother just smiled with a pale face, stroked her son's cheek, and shook her head silently.
"Mom, I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm just poor. Go to reincarnation. Are you okay?"
"We agreed, I will protect you... I grow up, I can protect you, you go to reincarnation, please go to reincarnation..."
He knelt on the ground, crying and begging with tears all over his face, but he would always agree to her mother unconditionally, but he still refused to agree.
Wei Mingyan's magnetic voice sounded faintly and slowly, "She can't go to reincarnation."
Bai Yumu froze.
"Why can't I go, why, she didn't do bad things, she didn't..."
"A soul has only one chance to go to reincarnation. She gave up for you at the beginning, but now even if she wants to go, she can't go."
can not go…
Twice a day of death, repeating, constantly...
Bai Yumu collapsed on the ground, he desperately crawled towards Wei Mingyan, grabbed his leg, and prayed that he most disdained to do before.
"Master, I beg you, you are a good person, you let my mother go to reincarnation, I beg you..."
"She, does her reincarnation need anything else? My life, do you think I can take my life? I'll die and let my mother reincarnate, okay? I beg you, please master..."
He kowtowed continuously, and kowtowed heavily, his originally fair forehead quickly turned purple, red and swollen, but Bai Yumu seemed to be unable to feel the pain, and kowtowed desperately while begging.
The woman stood where she was, looking at her child with satisfaction and distress in her eyes.
"Xiaomu, it's useless..."
"If you live a good life, Mom will be very happy... Mom knows that Xiaomu is kind. You have to live a good life outside and be a good person, you know..."
Seeing the man grabbing his shoes and kowtowing desperately, Wei Mingyan sneered, "You've been stuck here all this time, and you still don't know how Bai Yumu has been these years, right?"
"Need me to tell you?"
"don't want!!!"
Bai Yumu raised his head, his embarrassed face was full of panic, "Don't, don't tell my mother..."
He didn't want his mother to know what kind of person he had become.
"Don't worry, even if I tell her, she won't be able to stay for long."
Wei Mingyan leaned down slowly, looked at the man in front of him at the same level, slightly raised his lips, and said almost cruelly:
"The soul is not immortal. She has been tortured for so long and is about to dissipate."
"Do you understand the feeling of the soul dissipating?"
"Memory, body, appearance, all will disappear, and your mother will leave completely."
"because of you."
"No, no..." Bai Yumu's heart ached and he almost fainted, but just listening to the words of the person in front of him, his whole body was trembling with fear.
"Don't, don't let my mother disappear... She is a good person, she should be reincarnated, mom, mom..."
He almost crawled to his mother's side with hands and feet, and hugged her tightly. The woman smiled and patted his back gently as if coaxing him when she was a child.
"Xiaomu, mom doesn't regret it."
"No, no, no, mom, don't go, I'll go for you, I'll go for you, I'll disappear for you, don't go, mom..."
Wei Mingyan looked indifferently at the crying man, and the crutch fell to the ground with a loud sound.
"Ms. Bai, you should go."
With this sentence, the cold soul of Bai Yumu's subordinates dissipated little by little.
-"mom!!!"
He knelt on the ground, almost overwhelmed by pain.
"Don't, don't, please, don't leave me..."
Wei Mingyan was leaning on a cane, with a yellow dog sitting beside him, looking indifferently at the man on the ground as if his whole body had been drained of energy.
The most painful thing is not losing someone who loves you.
It's about losing the person you love and are willing to bear for her.
For Bai Yuki, this is just the beginning.
The debt he owes is not just this little bit.
"Aww!"
The yellow dog barked, and the Taoist turned around slowly, pushed open the wooden door unhurriedly, looked at the nail prints on it, and slowly smiled.
He closed the door and came under a willow tree.
"Go to reincarnation."
The woman stretched out her hand and looked at herself in confusion, "Doesn't a soul only have one chance to reincarnate?"
"You have a grandson who is willing to give you the chance of reincarnation."
"My... grandson? What about him?"
"Yes." Wei Mingyan's smile remained unchanged, "I already have a new life, so naturally there is no need for reincarnation."
"Xiaomu..."
"Go to reincarnation, if you drag it on, you really have no chance."
The handsome Taoist priest stretched out his crutches and nodded, and the woman's soul left little by little. He stood under the tree and smiled softly.
"Of course I lied to him."
"Isn't he the one who likes to lie the most?"
"Then give it a try, and feel like being cheated."
The yellow dog looked up at the man, wagged its tail and barked, "Wow!"
Wei Mingyan stretched out his hand and touched its head, with a gentle voice, "This is a white lie, isn't it?"
"Wow woof!"
"Although I don't understand, I know you are praising me."
Wei Mingyan stood under the willow tree and nodded in satisfaction.
He is still so kind today.