Lan Xue's initial impression of the hospital was that it smelled like disinfectant. Her father brought her to the hospital, and a group of uncles in white coats kindly gave her delicious food. Her father was away busy, and she sat in the tall On the chair, I watched the doctors and uncles treat various patients.
Some of the faces of those patients were distressed, while others were hopeful. At that time, little Lan Xue didn't understand, but she only knew that when they left, they would say gratefully, "Thank you, doctor."
It's great to be thanked by so many people.
Lan Xue told her father that she wanted to be a doctor when she grew up.
My mother told her that being a doctor is hard and tiring, and she has to work the night shift at night. If there is any emergency, even if it is late at night, the doctor has to get up from the bed to rush over. Staying in the hospital, just like his father, the New Year's Eve dinner should be eaten as a family reunion, but he still has to operate on patients with sudden illnesses in the hospital.
She asked, being a doctor is so hard, does Ah Xue still want to be a doctor
Lan Xue was not afraid, she was small at that time, even if she stretched out her chest, it could only reach her mother's waist, her voice was tender and clear, "I want to be like my father, heal the sick and save the sick, no matter how hard or tired I am, I will not be afraid."
Mother also has to work, and sometimes she is too busy, Lan Xue has to stay with her father in the hospital, watching her father judge the condition, seeing the patients admitted to the hospital and discharged one by one, she is full of longing in her heart.
In the future, she will also be an excellent doctor to help patients recover.
One day, a group of people broke into the door suddenly. They splashed paint on the clean door of Lan Xue's house, blocked the door and insulted her. When her father was not there, little Lan Xue was very scared. She huddled in her mother's arms and looked at the door in horror.
When it was noisy, Dad came back and had a dispute with people outside. Mom went out to help, was pushed, and fell down clutching her heart.
Lan Xue cried in fright, she wiped her tears, and her father begged desperately in her ears: "Let me take her to the hospital first, get out of the way, please get out of the way!!"
"You put my son to death, you have to pay for it, if you don't talk about losing money today, don't even think about getting out of this building!!"
"Yes!! Lose money! Lose money!!"
The police came, and the ambulance came, but Mom, I couldn't wake up again.
Lan Xue looked at those hideous people, her heart was full of fear and loathing.
She doesn't want to be a doctor anymore, never again!
After sending off my mother, my father has to put on that white coat again.
The little child was crying and not letting him go to the hospital, "Why did Dad save those bad people, they are bad people!!"
"They killed mom, why did dad go..."
The man who was always smiling cheerfully had bloodshot eyes in his eyes. He looked at his daughter silently for a while, then slowly squatted down, looking at Xiao Lanxue at the same level.
His voice was hoarse and unpleasant, but it was forever engraved in the depths of Lan Xue's memory, "A Xue, Dad is a doctor, and a doctor's bounden duty is to save lives."
The little child sobbed, "But, but they would hit Daddy..."
As a doctor, no one would measure how many lives they saved, only to attack frantically after his men left a patient.
This world is so ironic and ridiculous, no one can remember how many people have been saved.
But the dead, even if it wasn't the doctor's fault, would be clearly blamed on him.
"Dad, don't want to be a doctor, okay..."
"But if no one is a doctor, then when people get sick, who will they come to see?"
The man who seemed to have aged a lot in a short period of time smiled wryly and patted his daughter's head, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, Dad will work hard and do better and better, so that they won't beat Dad."
Slowly, Lan Xue grew up, and although she clearly rejected this environment, she still applied for the medical university.
She still remembered the crazy and abusive woman in front of her. At the end of the operation, the patient's condition was not good. She went to observe with the instructor, and she carefully wrote down everything the instructor ordered.
Lan Xue even remembered the kind and grateful smile on the man's face, "Thank you doctor, I really troubled you."
The gentle smile turned into a ferocious face.
"It was you who killed my son! It was you!"
"My son talked to me well before the operation. After the operation, he will be gone. Are you negligent in your duties? If you don't treat my son well and give the right medicine, you know you need expensive medicine. I spent so much money in your hospital, you put my son to death, bah!!"
Lan Xue avoided her waving hand, and the woman's shrill voice seemed to be cut off, returning to that summer again.
The mother was rescued lying in the ambulance, the heart-piercing cry of the father, and the harsh voices of the troubled family members.
At this time, the movement here has already attracted the people around, and the doctor who was rounding the ward rushed over, "Madam, please calm down first..."
"Go away!!"
Obviously, a strong male doctor was not her target. Facing the pale and obviously weak Lan Xue, this middle-aged woman burst out with strong hatred.
She also knew that she was no match for the male doctor, and that Lan Xue in front of her was innocent, but she just wanted to vent her anger.
In order to treat their son's illness, they spent almost all their savings. Although the doctor said that he was not optimistic, they still had hope. After seeing her child die with her own eyes, she couldn't accept it.
That is her child, the child she has raised for more than ten years, he has just entered high school, his future should be very long.
College, job, getting married, having kids.
These should belong to her children...
Such a sensible child, knowing that she has the disease, refuses to seek treatment, saying that it cannot be cured anyway, but she is not reconciled. Such a well-behaved son, with excellent grades, is filial to his parents. A few days ago, he even came back with a scholarship.
The whole family sat at the dining table, happily thinking about the future, but why, it was her child who got that disease, why not her!
They went bankrupt and came to the best hospital, pinning all their hopes on the doctor, hoping that the child could recover.
Even if you spend all your money.
It's good to be alive, it's good to be alive!
She guarded the child on the bed. He was in great pain, but she still tried her best to comfort her mother with a smile. She wiped away her tears and collected some money to give to the doctor, hoping that they would be more devoted to the child.
"The hospital has regulations. We can't charge you. You can take it back and take it back. Don't worry, we will do our best."
Going back to the ward nervously, she even boasted to her son on the bed.
"They don't even want the red envelopes that Mom gave them. He must be a good doctor, and he will definitely be able to cure you."
She waited with hope, but then, what did she wait for
"It's all yours, it's all your fault!"
The doctor who was once admired and grateful has now become a sinner in her eyes. Facing the weak young doctor in front of her, unable to resist, she caught a glimpse of the portrait hanging in the corridor out of the corner of her eye. go up.
"I'm telling you! It was you who put my son to death!! You murderer! I want you all to go to jail!! All of you will be buried with my child!"
"ah-"
Seeing that the big portrait was about to hit the girl, there was a scream, and the nurse who couldn't bear it turned her face away, not daring to look any further.
Lan Xue subconsciously stretched out her arms to block it, and tightly closed her eyes.
The sound of glass shattering sounded, but she felt no pain.
Her shoulders were embraced by a warm hand, and she opened her eyes in a daze, wanting to see what was going on, but that hand gently covered her eyes, and her lover's low voice was next to her ear, "Don't be afraid, it's okay. "
The portrait that lost the glass layer landed heavily. Wei Mingyan slowly retracted the arm that was blocking the portrait. The sleeve of the white coat was already stained red with blood. He was protecting Lan Xue, who was trembling all over, with his left hand always covering her eyes. superior.
Blood dripped onto the ground drop by drop, and the eyes of the mother who had lost her son were full of glaring redness. She took a step back in a daze, her expression no longer as ferocious as before.
Wei Mingyan's expression was calm, as if he couldn't feel the pain in his right arm, and he looked at her with his eyes, "Before the operation, Zhao Yan once told me that he hoped not to have this operation."
Zhao Yan was the young man who died.
"His disease cannot be cured according to the current medical level. We have already told you clearly when he was admitted to the hospital. The initial treatment itself is very painful. He is only sixteen years old. It is already very difficult to endure it. What's more What he can't accept is the pain that will accompany him for a lifetime."
"Assuming the operation is successful, in order to prolong his life, he must be maintained with expensive drugs every day. The operation has a half chance of becoming hemiplegia. You told him that he would take care of him for the rest of his life, but you never thought about whether he would like it or not. so."
"Doctors are not gods. We also have people who cannot be saved and diseases that cannot be cured."
"If I remember correctly, he told you something before going for the operation."
The woman stared blankly at the young doctor with a calm expression in front of her, as if she had seen through him, and her son's weak voice sounded in her ears.
"Mom, if I can't wake up, don't be too sad, at least I don't have to hurt anymore."
"Take care of yourself and thank the doctor for me."
She couldn't accept that her child was gone, such a well-behaved and sensible Yanyan, he closed his eyes and never opened them again.
Since the discovery of the disease, the whole family has tried their best to treat the disease and went bankrupt, but they got such a result.
She can't take it.
A cavity of anger was vented on the once grateful doctor.
But, what did the doctor do wrong again...
Wei Mingyan covered Lan Xue's eyes, she wanted to break free, but her lover who had always been obedient to her firmly did not move his hand away.
Almost leaning against the man's arms, she heard a sudden cry of grief from the front.
"Yanyan!! Damn Yanyan!!!"
"Why did you just leave like this!!!"
The woman knelt on the ground, crying uncontrollably.
Wei Mingyan kept silent, and took Lan Xue directly to the nurse's station nearby.
"Doctor Wei!"
Seeing the man with the red right arm sit down, several nurses were shocked.
Lan Xue let go of her covered eyes, and also saw the dazzling bright red.
Looking at the wound that was obviously taken to protect her, her eyes turned red, "By the way..."
"Please give me a tetanus skin test, hiss..."
The handsome doctor finished speaking to the nurse at the side, then grinned and cut off the sleeve with scissors, "Axue, help me pick out the glass."
He turned his head aside a little aggrieved, not looking at his wound, and said in a low voice, "You can beat me for a while."
Lan Xuehong focused her eyes, carefully picked up the glass with tweezers, picked it up, her eyes were blurred by tears, her voice was already choked with sobs, "It's all my fault..."
If it wasn't for Wei Mingyan just now, these wounds would have appeared on her body.
Wei Mingyan turned his head back again, and looked seriously into his lover's eyes, "It's not your fault. Protecting your girlfriend is what a boyfriend should do. This is his responsibility."
Lan Xue stared blankly at the serious-looking lover in front of her, her heart was warm and sweet, and even more distressed.
Before the lover could say anything more, the young doctor's handsome face wrinkled into a ball in pain, "Hiss... it really hurts, Axue, I feel that although this is a responsibility, I need a reward to comfort me."
Seeing the man whose face was all wrinkled and still wanting rewards intermittently, Lan Xue cried and laughed, wiped the tears with the back of her hand, and asked with a choked voice, "Do you want to read together?"
"No." Wei Mingyan shook his head, and handed the left cheek to the girl, "If it hurts, you have to kiss it."
"Of course it would be even better if you kissed me and could read books together again."
Lan Xue was amused by Wei Mingyan's serious appearance of asking for a kiss. There were still tears in her eyes, she leaned slightly, and pressed a kiss on the doctor's fair cheek.
"Thank you, Mingyan."
She thought, in the future, she really doesn't have to be afraid.