It's a kiss.
Yu Qiu stuck out his tongue foolishly, and licked his lips, as if he wanted to taste the taste left behind. It is not as fragrant as imagined, very clear and light, just like the wild flowers and tender grass all over the mountains and plains in spring, but it seems to have a long-standing sweetness, like a clear spring in the mountains.
But Yu Qiu realized clearly in an instant that this was not a girl's kiss.
It's a teenage kiss.
Xiao Chunmian is a man. As a young and immature male, at this moment, he gave Yu Qiu, who was also male, a kiss.
Before he fully understood the meaning, the hairs all over Yu Qiu's body had already exploded.
His brain was buzzing, even more chaotic than when he just found out that Xiao Chunmian was a man. Xiao Chunmian is a man, Xiao Chunmian kissed him, because he misunderstood Xiao Chunmian as a woman, he had that abnormal feeling, Xiao Chunmian knew he was also a man but kissed him...
However, Xiao Chunmian only saw Yu Qiu's cheeks being reflected cutely by the flames, and couldn't help leaning over again, wanting to press another kiss on his lips.
Yu Qiu pushed him away violently, jumping out like a startled rabbit.
"Xiaoqiu?"
Yu Qiu wiped his mouth vigorously with the back of his hand, as if he wanted to wipe off all the remaining feelings on it, his eyes were full of panic.
Xiao Chunmian was stunned for a moment because of his obvious resistance, then lowered her eyes, revealing a bit of bitter self-mockery, "Sorry...is it really too abrupt..."
"No..." Yu Qiu replied tremblingly.
Yu Qiu finally discovered that the consequences of his unreasonable and huge misunderstanding did not just make him feel more self-indulgent. That misunderstanding seems to have caused the greatest harm to Xiao Chunmian.
The atmosphere of love between the two that I felt before was not just Yu Qiu's self-indulgence, after all, it was not just Yu Qiu's shaved head. Xiao Chunmian really had the same feelings for him.
But the boulder in Yu Qiu's heart did not fall because of this. Instead, he became more panicked and confused.
Because he had suddenly discovered that whether Xiao Chunmian had feelings for him or not had nothing to do with whether Xiao Chunmian was a man or a woman.
…but how could it not matter? How could a man have this kind of love for another man? Yu Qiu is still puzzled by this question, a door bolt that has been condensed there for many years is still firmly locking the door, even at this moment, it still firmly blocks the world outside the door in Yu Qiu's thinking outside.
Yu Qiu only knew that this kind of thing was abnormal. Even if it's not normal, it's happening right now. Even if it happened now, it was not normal.
"Chun Mian..." Yu Qiu tried to make the person on the other side realize how abnormal this kind of thing is and how it shouldn't happen, "You are a man."
Xiao Chunmian frowned slightly, Yu Qiu's abrupt statement finally made him notice something unusual, "Yes."
"I'm also a man." Yu Qiu said.
Xiao Chunmian looked at him in surprise, "So what?"
… so what? Yu Qiu was stunned by this light rhetorical question: so what
"Xiao Qiu," Xiao Chunmian looked at him with a wry smile, "Why do you still talk about this now? Do you still care about such things?"
Yu Qiu asked back in a daze, "Why don't I care?"
Xiao Chunmian was taken aback.
"I... I..." Yu Qiu knew that his words and deeds must have given the other party wrong hints, but those words and deeds were all due to misunderstandings, all of which were wrong, "Chun Mian... I'm sorry... But such, such things It's not okay...we can't..."
"Xiaoqiu, what are you talking about? What's not working, why not? Men and men?" Xiao Chunmian finally accepted those soft and harmless attitudes, and there was a kind of anger in his eyes, "It's up to now, you and I Say, do you think men and men are not good?"
"sorry… "
Before the three short words could be finished, Xiao Chunmian had already rushed over from the fire, grabbed Yu Qiu's collar, and ruthlessly pushed him down on the tree trunk beside him, " Yu Qiu! Are you kidding me?"
Yu Qiu looked at him in astonishment. The Xiao Chunmian in front of him, his eyes were wide open, the corners of his eyes were red, and his teeth were clenched tightly. He looked like a raging beast. He was completely different from the gentle and soft Xiao Chunmian that Yu Qiu once knew.
Before this, Yu Qiu never knew that Xiao Chunmian would have such angry moments.
"If you must reject me, why don't you find a better reason?" Xiao Chunmian raised the corners of his mouth, showing a sneer that seemed to never appear on his face, "You told me that men and men are not good? What a big joke... You have a broken sleeve, come and tell me that men and men can't do it!"
After a while, Yu Qiu argued, "I'm not Duanxiu."
These words shocked Xiao Chunmian for a moment, but soon aroused even more outbursts of anger, "You are really playing tricks on me."
"I… "
"You said you didn't have broken sleeves?" Xiao Chunmian grabbed Yu Qiu's neckline tightly, lifted Yu Qiu up a bit, and fell hard on the tree trunk again, "You used to...you used to look at me like that..."
Speaking of this, he seemed a little embarrassed, but after a smile, he poured out those words in one breath, "You dare to say that you never liked me? You dare to say that you never wanted to be with me ?Do you dare to say... You never expected my kiss? Never thought of hugging me tightly in your arms? Even... Never thought of peeling off my layers of clothing and touching my skin with your hands The body, let us combine more deeply and thoroughly? Yu Qiu, do you dare to say that!"
Xiao Chunmian is different from Yu Qiu, he sees Yu Qiu's feelings for him very clearly, and never suspects that it is his own self-indulgence.
He was sure what kind of desire Yu Qiu would have for him, and he also had the same desire.
But Yu Qiu's face was flushed red by his words, and his whole body was trembling slightly.
Xiao Chunmian took a deep breath, loosened the strength in her hands a little, put her hands on Qiu's shoulders, and leaned over to put her cheek on Qiu's neck, and sighed softly beside Qiu's ear, "Xiaoqiu, Quit it, don't make such jokes. You like me, I know."
After finishing speaking, he opened his lips slightly, put Yuqiu's earlobe in his mouth, licked along the outline with the tip of his tongue, and then bit it lightly.
Yu Qiu shook violently again, and his hair went numb for a while.
Then he tried harder to push Xiao Chunmian away, but Xiao Chunmian only kept holding Zai in his arms.
"Xiaoqiu." Xiao Chunmian sighed helplessly, "What the hell are you messing with? You clearly like me...but you still say that you are not broken sleeves...Oh, what a nonsense."
Yu Qiu shook his head severely.
Yes, he really liked Xiao Chunmian.
But he really isn't broken sleeves.
In fact, if Xiao Chunmian hadn't mentioned it at this time, Yu Qiu wouldn't even realize that there are broken sleeves in the world. Yu Qiu has been researching talismans all his life, and he only has the most orthodox and conventional concepts about things other than talismans. Such unorthodox things as broken sleeves are completely out of his concept.
But are deviant things, things outside the concept, things that cannot be done
Yu Qiu naturally knew that it wasn't true, he wasn't that pedantic. Thinking about it now, at first he and Xiao Chunmian said something was wrong or wrong, but they were actually in a panic. The reason why he resisted was not because of anything wrong or wrong, but simply because he, Yu Qiu, was not a broken sleeve, and he was unwilling to accept this kind of thing.
"I thought you were a woman before!" Yu Qiu finally shouted out this sentence.
These words finally made Xiao Chunmian stop, let go of his arms a little, and stared at him in astonishment.
"I'm not broken sleeves!" Yu Qiu shouted, "I don't like men! I liked you before, but it was just a misunderstanding! You... because your mother treated you like that, I always thought you were a woman disguised as a man!"
Xiao Chunmian's hands that were lightly resting on Yu Qiu's shoulders suddenly tightened, finger by finger, inch by inch.
"It wasn't until I touched your body just now that I realized that you are a man!"
After a long silence, Xiao Chunmian smiled, but could only murmur that sentence, "Are you kidding me..."
Yu Qiu breathed heavily, stared at him for a moment, finally lowered his eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry."
Xiao Chunmian shook her head, "This really looks like a bad joke."
But Yu Qiu had no reason to play such a bad joke with him, so he just believed it was a fact. Only this fact can explain Yu Qiu's sudden abnormal behavior.
This made Xiao Chunmian feel disheartened.
He let go of his hands, and stepped back slowly, many steps in a row. At first, his eyes were still fixed on Yu Qiu, and it took him a while to force himself to move away, "So...Xiao Qiu, you found me now. It's a man... don't you like me?"
The question was asked in such a low voice, as if begging for an answer.
Yu Qiu parted his lips, but hesitated as to what to say.
As a result, during such a moment of hesitation, Xiao Chunmian had already smiled, and without giving him any more time to hesitate, he turned around and left with his sword in hand.
"Chun Mian!" Yu Qiu quickly chased after her.
Xiao Chunmian walked very fast, and Yu Qiu barely caught up with a light body talisman on his foot, "Where are you going?"
"What does it have to do with you?" Xiao Chunmian sneered.
"Don't do this." Yu Qiu stopped in front of him, "Calm down, let's have a good talk."
Xiao Chunmian stopped and looked at him with a smile, "What else is there to talk about... talk about whether you want to show kindness, and reluctantly say a response I want to hear, so as to make my relationship seem unworthy." Isn't that ridiculous?"
This smile was full of scorn and sarcasm, which made Yu Qiu feel cold all over. This was the first time Yu Qiu saw such a sharp side of him.
Then Xiao Chunmian pursed his lips, restraining his sarcasm a little bit, it seemed that this side made him feel a little uncomfortable.
"Forget it..." Then Xiao Chunmian shook his head and walked away again, "We're done. Thank you for taking care of me this time, but I don't want to see you again. Yu Qiu... goodbye."
Yu Qiu was left on the spot, staring blankly at Xiao Chunmian's back for a long while, then gritted his teeth, and finally chased after him again.
He naturally understood that Xiao Chunmian wanted to break with him from now on.
But Yu Qiu didn't think things would go to such an extent. Even if the youthful relationship between him and Xiao Chunmian ended, it was only that relationship that ended. Xiao Chunmian was led into the fairyland by him alone. He took him out of Yulian County, and lived together in Fangshanji for half a year, watching him from the beginning of entering Taoism to the current consummation of the sixth level of Qi Refining.
Is all this going to be erased just because the relationship between the two is no longer possible? The relationship between them is not just that love, is it
At least they can still be friends.
Because he firmly believed in this fact, Yu Qiu always chased after Xiao Chunmian.