Seal Cultivation for Self-Improvement

Chapter 61: Xiao Chunmian's entangled psychology

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Xiao Chunmian lightly stuck behind Qiu all the way, followed closely, and raised her eyes to peek at Yu Qiu from time to time, her face was full of joy of reunion after a long absence, but when Yu Qiu turned her head, she hurriedly covered her eyes, as if she was afraid of being caught. The pitiful appearance of an abandoned kitten.

Yu Qiu was helpless: I haven't seen each other for so long, isn't it because your kid first came to reshape his bones and then couldn't retreat? Not even a discussion, no matter how you look at it, it seems to be deliberately alienating.

As a result, he has this attitude again now, as if Yu Qiu deliberately alienated him.

Are you kidding me? Hei Shifeng is the territory of the Golden Core Grandmaster. Can he be an ordinary inner disciple who wants to go

But seeing Xiao Chunmian's soft appearance, Yu Qiu also felt a little warm in his heart, and was so happy that he didn't care about him.

Finally, Yu Qiu led Xiao Chunmian back to his residence.

Xiao Chunmian paused, looked delicately at this cave that had finally been built but was still so unbearable to read, held back for a while, and then said the evaluation that Yu Qiu had heard countless people say , "Those two fields are cultivated really well."

Yu Qiu was happy, "Okay, don't force yourself!"

He led Xiao Chunmian into the living room in the cave, sat at the stone table in the middle, looked at Xiao Chunmian and smiled, "Anyway, I live alone, and I don't care if this place is good or not, as long as I live comfortably."

Xiao Chunmian nodded, but stopped talking.

"But if you really can't see it that way..." Yu Qiu poured two glasses of water for the two of them, "If you are interested in taking the initiative to help me take care of it, I also welcome it."

Xiao Chunmian raised her eyes, which were bright.

"Xiao Qiu," Xiao Chunmian asked, "Are you inviting me to live here too?"

Yu Qiu was drinking water and suddenly choked, "No, don't get me wrong!"

Xiao Chunmian lowered her eyes and nodded slightly disappointed.

Yu Qiu looked at him in confusion. He felt that after this reunion after a long absence, Xiao Chunmian became clingier again, more and more clingy, obviously not like this before.

Back when he was in Fangshanji, Xiao Chunmian would show up three times as soon as he practiced hard for two months, and he didn't show like this when we met later. Why now that the two have established a relationship, he looks more and more insecure

Yu Qiuping settled down, and asked him how he was living in Heishifeng these days, and whether he was still adapting to the new environment.

Xiao Chunmian nodded, and answered obediently and neatly. He had a good time these days, his master and several senior brothers were kind to him, but he couldn't build the foundation if he wanted to.

"Why are you in such a hurry to build a foundation?" Yu Qiu asked.

Xiao Chunmian was silent for a moment before answering, "I want to prove that I can build a foundation."

"Of course you can build a foundation!" Yu Qiu said decisively, "What's more, it's only been less than half a year since you reached the peak of Qi refining, and it's far from the time to worry about this problem."

"...It's not a matter of time." Xiao Chunmian sighed.

"What?" The voice was so soft that Yu Qiu couldn't hear it clearly.

Xiao Chunmian shook her head lightly.

After asking those two words, Yu Qiu yawned again. He has exhausted his soul power today and is severely lacking in rest.

Later, Yu Qiu and Xiao Chunmian chatted about other things. At first, he thought it was hard to meet this side, and he must spend more time with each other, so that both of them can have a good time in the two-person world, but in the end, he couldn't stand it anymore, and gradually fell on the table , fell into a shallow sleep.

"Xiaoqiu..."

Yu Qiu heard Xiao Chunmian softly calling his name, and reached out to pat his cheek twice.

However, Yu Qiu could only hum a few times in response, unable to get up at all.

Xiao Chunmian watched dumbfoundedly, then bent down. Yu Qiu felt his lips were touched lightly.

Then Xiao Chunmian stretched out both hands to pick him up, and moved all the way into the hole next to the living room that was said to be the bedroom, found Yu Qiu's bed, and put Yu Qiu gently on it.

He sat on the side of the bed with his head tilted, looked at Yu Qiu for a while, and suddenly found that something was pressed under Yu Qiu's pillow, and a small white tip was protruding.

Xiao Chunmian stretched out her hand to pinch the white tip, gently pulled out the thing under the pillow, and put it in her palm.

It was a paper crane.

After being disassembled and folded again, it is more beautiful than the original.

Xiao Chunmian's hands trembled slightly, trying to take the paper crane apart again, but in the end she didn't move, letting it continue to lie quietly in her palm. Even if he didn't open it again, Xiao Chunmian knew that there were three words written inside.

The three crooked and twisted words carried the three words that he could not restrain his thoughts.

Xiao Chunmian stuffed the paper crane under Yu Qiu's pillow again, and looked at Yu Qiu again, looking at it, her heart suddenly became hot again.

Sure enough, Yu Qiu really likes him, right

He didn't dare to ask this question, even though he couldn't help but say it countless times, he still didn't dare to ask Yu Qiu for an answer. Because he knew that Yu Qiu couldn't bear him, even if he almost raped Yu Qiu in a fit of anger, Yu Qiu still couldn't bear him. Yu Qiu once said that he didn't like men, and he also said that there should be other feelings between him and Xiao Chunmian, it could be friendship or something else, but it was not love.

Xiao Chunmian used to be extremely angry because of this, and once chose to break with Yu Qiu because of this, but as expected, he was always reluctant to part with Yu Qiu. In the end, Yu Qiu compromised, and Yu Qiu finally told him, if this is the only way, then so be it.

But Xiao Chunmian was still afraid, afraid that this was Yu Qiu's compromise.

He has even decided in his heart that this is Yu Qiu's compromise. Look at what Yu Qiu said when he finally compromised, as long as they can be together, it's fine, what a standard compromise.

If other relationships between the two can be guaranteed without maintaining love, Yu Qiu will definitely feel better, right

Worse still, he couldn't get answers, couldn't dispel his doubts. Because no matter what satisfactory answer Yu Qiu gave, it might just be a compromise, just to maintain the finally stable relationship between the two of them. Xiao Chunmian could only go through some careful probing, careful observation, and careful guessing to figure out the details revealed in every word and deed of Yu Qiu.

For example, now, because of the paper crane, Xiao Chunmian thinks that Yu Qiu also has love for him.

He couldn't help but kiss Yu Qiu's neck in his sleep, and Yu Qiu moaned softly twice, which made his heart itch even more. Xiao Chunmian climbed onto that bed, and gradually leaned against it, hugging Yu Qiu and constantly rubbing against her.

But Yu Qiu kept shrinking back, and finally even opened his eyes unbearably disturbed, with a kind of dissatisfaction that his sleep was interrupted, he glared angrily, and severely reprimanded, "Don't make trouble!"

Xiao Chunmian let go of him listlessly.

Yu Qiu hugged the quilt tightly and continued to sleep contentedly.

... Yu Qiu would rather hug the quilt than hug him. Xiao Chunmian felt wronged.

It's not that he wants to make trouble for no reason, but no matter when he is awake or asleep, Yu Qiu has never expressed his desire and desire for him, the difference is only whether he will force himself to accept his desire.

Xiao Chunmian pulled out the paper crane from under Yu Qiu's pillow again, felt it in the palm of his hand, and stuffed it back again.

In the end, he put a wooden sign on Yu Qiu's desk, pressed a letter, and told Yu Qiu that he could use the wooden sign to find him on Heishi Peak at any time.

When Xiao Chunmian went back to Heishifeng, he happened to see Xu Hong.

Xu Hongzheng sat opposite Shen Qianlan. Shen Qianlan came here at this time to congratulate Xu Hong on establishing the foundation, and even dressed up specially.

"Xiao Lan," Xu Hong said to her as soon as he opened his mouth, "Our engagement should be called off. If you agree, I can talk to my father right away."

Shen Qianlan was stunned, unable to say a word for a long while.

Xu Hong looked at her strangely, "I thought you would take the initiative to mention this matter when you come here this time."

Shen Qianlan trembled slightly. Yes, when she heard about Xu Hong's establishment of the foundation, she immediately dressed up and came here, not to attract Xu Hong's attention, not to make Xu Hong forget her previous rebellion, and not to work hard to restore the old relationship with Xu Hong, even though Xu Hong's status after the establishment of the foundation is completely different in the past. She just wanted to show her arrogance with this fancy dress, and then arrogantly told Xu Hong that even after Xu Hong established his foundation, she still didn't care about this marriage contract.

She had shown this kind of arrogance countless times. She waited for the day when Xu Hong finally couldn't bear the backlash, but she never thought that Xu Hong would take the initiative to talk to her about the divorce so indifferently.

"I have figured out a lot of things during this foundation building." Xu Hong looked at her with a smile. I miss you back then, the little girl from the Shen family who would dig out bird eggs with me. But Xiaolan, before I knew it, I was in my twenties, and you are almost there. We should all understand what love is, It's not time to be reluctant to part with the old days. Now I finally understand that you are right, this marriage contract is really harmful and not beneficial. Even if I don't have another love, my double cultivation partner shouldn't be you, after all, I really don't Do not love you."

Shen Qianlan looked at him silently for a while, then raised her arm, slapped him hard, turned and left.

Xu Hong followed Shen Qianlan's back and saw Xiao Chunmian who had just come up from the mountain.

Xu Hong coughed in embarrassment: He has only been slapped three times this year, why is he bumped into by his junior every time, this is really bad luck...

"Senior Sister Shen is crying again." Xiao Chunmian said.

"I should cry when I think about it." Xu Hong rubbed his cheeks, "Who told me to delay her for ten years... She has been arguing for divorce many years ago, and I have been too passive to delay until now. "

"Because you can't bear it?" Xiao Chunmian asked.

Xu Hongwangtian, "To be honest, I don't know either. Now that I think about it, I should have divorced a long time ago, but at that time, I always thought why it was so desperate. Is there no room for change in any matter? Is she and I not the same? Can't get on at all."

Xiao Chunmian smiled, then sighed secretly, "But Senior Sister Shen may not be happier than before."

Xu Hong paused.

"Senior Sister Shen may like you."

Xu Hong lowered his head in thought.

"So she should be very contradictory with your previous appearance." Xiao Chunmian said, "It is said that it is better to be broken than to be complete, but in fact, she still can't help holding that piece of tile, but she is not willing to hold the tile all day long. I threw it on the ground, hoping that it would be a piece of jade inside... I don't know whether I want to see it break or not... "

"Like you and Junior Brother Yu?" Xu Hong looked at him.