"Yu Qiu," Xiao Chunmian asked, "During this time, how are you...?"
Yu Qiu laughed, thinking that this question could not be more ridiculous, "Okay, of course, great."
Xiao Chunmian lowered her eyes and clenched her palms in silence, feeling a sense of unwillingness in her heart. After a while, he asked again, "Do you miss me?... How long have you been thinking about it?"
"Don't say anything, I just want you to say something now." Yu Qiu said calmly, "Just give me a result, isn't it difficult?"
Xiao Chunmian fell silent again.
Yu Qiu waited for a long time.
Xiao Chunmian couldn't say anything, but felt a throbbing pain in her heart, as if being pulled into a ball by a palm.
"Okay, you don't want to say yes." Yu Qiu finally said, "Then let me tell."
Xiao Chunmian raised her head abruptly and looked directly at him.
"Xiao Chunmian, we're done, we're done, goodbye." Yu Qiu said in one breath, and then left with a flick of his sleeves, for fear of turning around slowly.
"Yu Qiu!" Xiao Chunmian followed involuntarily, "What are you here for! Do you only want an end!"
Yu Qiu stopped, turned his head slightly, and squinted at him from the corner of his eyes, "Otherwise?"
Hearing this rhetorical question, the corners of Xiao Chunmian's eyes turned red.
"Xiao Chunmian, I've had enough of you, I've really had enough." Yu Qiu said, "Thank you for giving me this opportunity to say the end, I feel completely refreshed now!"
Xiao Chunmian shook her lips, and choked out a sentence for a while, "You didn't say that before, you used to..."
"That was when I was stupid before, I couldn't think about it!" Yu Qiu scolded, "Thank you for giving me two years to think through this matter, let me! See through! I should have thrown away you bastard a long time ago! This is so bad for the two of us. all good!"
Xiao Chunmian clenched both hands tightly, "Really?"
Yu Qiu chuckled, as if he didn't bother to answer, turned around again and left.
"Yu Qiu!" Xiao Chunmian called out again from behind.
This time Yu Qiu didn't stop, and still walked at such a leisurely pace, leaving behind a back that looked extremely free and easy.
Xiao Chunmian gritted her teeth, the blush at the corners of her eyes suddenly spread, dyeing her entire eye sockets red. A word kept churning in his mind: As expected, as expected, the relationship between him and Yu Qiu is indeed not equal, it has been like this from the very beginning.
"Yu Qiu..." Xiao Chunmian called again in a hoarse voice.
Without looking back, Yu Qiu walked out for a long distance, occasionally speaking a few words to his portable system.
— Are you chasing me
[No]
-hehe.
Seeing Yu Qiu's back getting further and further away, Xiao Chunmian's teeth chattered. Those unreconciled bits and pieces that were born secretly kept surging in his heart, gradually brewing a great imbalance. Obviously he was the first to try to abandon the other party, but when he still couldn't forget it, the other party was able to break it so simply!
Because the relationship between him and Yu Qiu is not equal, it has been like this from the beginning. If he wanted to break off Yu Qiu, he had to endure this kind of torture, but if Yu Qiu wanted to break him off, he just had to pull away first, it was so decisive.
Xiao Chunmian told herself that Yu Qiu was right, it was good for both of them, at least it was better for Qiu herself. From the very beginning, Xiao Chunmian firmly believed that Yu Qiu actually didn't want to be with him, but because of his unwillingness to give up lightly, he always tolerated him. His departure would be a kind of relief for Qiu.
Yu Qiu's words and deeds now proved this point.
But Xiao Chunmian was unwilling, very unwilling!
— Haven't started chasing it yet
[No]
— Human scum.
Yu Qiu finally got out of Xiao Chunmian's field of vision.
Xiao Chunmian gritted her teeth and stood where she was, forcing herself not to catch up. He couldn't catch up, that would make everything come to naught. He needs to forget Yu Qiu and be firm on his own path, and Yu Qiu can only gain true freedom by giving up on him. He can't go back to the old way of using Yu Qiu's reluctance to him to force Yu Qiu to love him. old road.
But this kind of intellectual forcible obstruction only intensified the desire in his heart.
He wants, wants...
Xiao Chunmian suddenly became alert. At this moment, a voice suddenly appeared in his heart, whispering constantly, constantly tempting him.
Do you want it, want it...
Forget it, indulge it, abandon your mind, let me control your body, and I will help you achieve your desire...
Xiao Chunmian tightly grasped her heart with her fingers: No.
Possess it, invade it, imprison it, bind it, destroy it, destroy it, let him lose everything, let him only have you...
No!
Xiao Chunmian took two steps back abruptly, her pupils were faintly cyan, but they returned to the original black after gritting her teeth.
As for Yu Qiu, he had already stopped out of Xiao Chunmian's field of vision at this time, and even looked back rather resentfully. After a moment of anger, he turned the corner of his mouth again, showing a sense of loss and extremely sad.
— Really not chasing after
[Uh... actually he just knelt down]
-What
[spits blood...]
Yu Qiu was stunned for a moment, then his face suddenly changed, and he returned the same way as if he was flying, and he really saw Xiao Chunmian kneeling there, with a mouthful of black blood at his feet.
"Chun Mian!" Yu Qiu rushed over in a hurry, grabbing his arm and trying to lift him up, "What's wrong with you? What happened!"
Xiao Chunmian pushed him away with a lot of strength, and Yu Qiu staggered a few steps before standing still.
"Get out!" Xiao Chunmian shouted, "Get out!"
Yu Qiu looked at him in astonishment.
"Get out..." Xiao Chunmian pinned her fingers on the ground, trembling constantly, and there was even a kind of begging in her expelling voice, "Get out of here... Don't come here... Get out of here! The farther the better!"
Yu Qiu took a deep breath, suppressed the bitterness in his heart, approached him again, squatted down, and supported his shoulders with gentle movements, "Chun Mian, tell me what happened..."
"I tell you to get lost!" Xiao Chunmian bounced up abruptly, and pushed Yuqiu away even more forcefully.
At this moment, he met Yu Qiu's gaze, and the impulse in his heart that was almost irrepressible boiled even more. He quickly let himself roll to another corner, pinched the side of his thumb, trying to use the pain to maintain a clear consciousness. It's okay, he told himself, his reason can hold on for a while, as long as Yu Qiu stays away quickly!
But at the moment when their eyes met, Yu Qiu suddenly discovered that Xiao Chunmian's pupils had flashed a blue light.
Yu Qiudun stayed where he was, and felt cold all of a sudden. He had only seen such cyan pupils in Moxiu and Gao Conghan who had become enchanted! But Xiao Chunmian was led by him all the way, when did he have any relationship with Moxiu? No... Maybe it's not the magician...
Yu Qiu didn't want to believe it, so he quickly used the bone-penetrating technique, but the result of the technique made his heart feel even colder. Xiao Chunmian's skeleton...was half demonized like Gao Conghan's at that time! The demonized bones wrapped around the heart and head from the limbs, constantly fighting against the bones of normal monks, leaving bit by bit chilling saw marks.
"Why..." Yu Qiu murmured, "Could it be just these two years... just these two years..."
[… actually not these two years]
-What
[Remember the last time you turned on the karma slot]
Yu Qiu remembered that after the system was upgraded to the third level last time, he activated a new function and summoned a powerful lucky person who finally saved everyone. It stands to reason that he should suffer great or many misfortunes afterwards. But it only takes a few falls to restore the causal balance between luck and bad luck. He felt a little strange at that time, but he couldn't find a clue, so he could only forget about it after a while.
—but shouldn't that be my doom
[Sometimes it also feeds back to the people around you]
Yu Qiu gritted his teeth and cursed secretly. The matter is already very clear, Xiao Chunmian happened to be with Gao Conghan back then, so something must have happened at that time.
"Chunmian," Yu Qiu approached again and grabbed Xiao Chunmian's hands, "Calm down, don't be afraid, this kind of thing... this kind of thing... I will find a way... I will definitely find a way..."
He tried his best to solve the situation in front of him, but he was at a loss. He could only keep recalling the conclusions he had observed on Gao Conghan before, trying to find a solution.
"Get out..." Xiao Chunmian expelled again, but the voice was already extremely weak, without the firmness before. Even at the same time as she cursed, Xiao Chunmian couldn't help but climbed up the back of Yu Qiu's hand with one hand.
Yu Qiu held this hand behind his back.
Xiao Chunmian suddenly let out a roar, and turned over abruptly. He didn't open Yu Qiu again, but pressed Yu Qiu underneath, and firmly pressed Yu Qiu's neck with both hands.
Yu Qiu grabbed Xiao Chunmian's wrist that was pinching her neck, and met the other's eyes that were completely dyed blue. At this moment, he remembered the two key points discussed with Xu Hong: the growth of desire and the unsatisfied desire.
What is Xiao Chunmian's desire now? kill him? Yu Qiu's body was a little cold: why? Because of his previous verbal attacks
But the strength of Xiao Chunmian's hand is very strange, it is obviously very hard, pinching Yu Qiu almost out of breath, but there is always a little leeway, as if it is not to strangle him, but just to torture him.
Yu Qiu's suffocating expression seemed to please him. He let go of his hand, looked at Yu Qiu's fair neck, opened his lips, showing his new fangs, and bit down on it.
Yu Qiu almost thought that he wanted to bite her to death, but Xiao Chunmian's mouth was very soft, she just gently sucked it on his Adam's apple, and kept swipe with the tip of her tongue.
At the same time, Xiao Chunmian's two hands had already slipped onto his body, with great strength, he ripped Yu Qiu's clothes at once.
Yu Qiu finally understood that Xiao Chunmian didn't want to kill him, but wanted to...
"No!" Xiao Chunmian suddenly woke up again, pushed Yuqiu away, and retreated far away, "No! No way!"
The two wills continued to separate in his body, Xiao Chunmian fell to the ground, wrapped his arms around his body, clenched his teeth, and trembled in pain again.
Yu Qiu knew that this pain was due to his desire, and the unsatisfied desire.
"Chunmian..." By accident, Yu Qiu walked over, touched Xiao Chunmian's neck, and raised his face, "It's ok."
Xiao Chunmian looked at him.
Yu Qiu swallowed nervously, leaned over lightly, and licked his lips with the tip of her tongue.