"So I might feel better if you would kiss me."
After Feng Xingyan finished speaking, he held his breath to see Shang Zhen's expression, but saw that Shang Zhen was on guard and seemed to be resisting, which was also what he expected.
Feng Xingyan suppressed the bitterness in his eyes and curled his lips slightly, "Don't worry, with my current body, I don't think about complicated things. Our deal is still there, you don't have to worry about what I will do to you."
He paused and said lightly, "This kind of psychology may be a little morbid. When others are avoiding me, I especially hope that there will be someone who doesn't mind my body and gets close to me."
Shang Zhen's vaguely guarded expression gradually relaxed when he heard the words.
She did not expect that Feng Xingyan, who has always been very calm about life and death, still has such a fragile side in his heart, but remembering the vigilance of those experts towards him, several times he suggested that Feng Xingyan move to a place where he is isolated from the world. In the mountainous area, he treated him wholeheartedly, and Shang Zhen understood his psychology a little...
Feng Xingyan was unfortunate, because he contracted the K virus, but he was lucky. With more than 100,000 inhibitors, he injected one every day. His parents had enough power to bring him back from the gate of hell. Enough ability to invite a group of experts to work for him, and to meet her, a doctor who knows K virus extremely well.
If it weren't for luck, he would have died in country L long ago, because the country will stifle the danger in the cradle and will not allow any accidents to happen.
Feng Xingyan continued speaking, with a hint of indifference in his smiling voice.
"Because of you, I always thought that I might be the first person to survive the K virus, and I never thought of giving up, but when some eyes looked at me, I understood that I had become an alien. ,Is not it?"
"no."
Shang Zhen shook his head, "As long as you have faith, you are not an outlier."
"Then, why don't you want to kiss me?" Feng Xingyan sneered, "Does it feel scary even if you touch it lightly?"
Shang Zhen lowered his eyes when he heard the words, suddenly raised his eyes again, and leaned towards his lips.
Feng Xingyan's eyes widened slightly, and in the dark space, through the moonlight, he could see her trembling eyelashes, a cold fragrance hit, making Feng Xingyan suddenly feel like a dream.
But at the last second, he tilted his head slightly and let Shang Zhen's kiss fall on his face.
Although he has been taking the inhibitor, Yan Lao also said that his saliva and sweat are safe, but he is still afraid. He cannot let Shang Zhen fall into a dangerous situation because of his uncontrollable desire.
Kissing the corner of his mouth, Shang Zhen paused, looking at him from a close distance, the man in front of him was extremely handsome, the contours of his delicate face tightened, and he looked away, as if he was holding back something.
Shang Zhen suddenly smiled, raised his head like a mischief, and licked his earlobe.
In the silent carriage, Feng Xingyan's breathing became rapid! He turned his head to look at Shang Zhen, his eyes seemed to want to swallow her up!
Shang Zhen snickered, "Actually, you miss a woman?"
She pretended to be relaxed and said, "Calculate your age, you are already twenty-three. It's when men are impulsive. Now not only is their range of activities limited, but they can't approach outsiders, so it's very boring, right?"
Her indifferent tone made Feng Xingyan's face faintly show anger!
He misses a woman! But he never thought of anyone else, from beginning to end, he only thought of her!
But she subconsciously avoided all this and pushed his desire for her intimacy to his physical hunger. She was so afraid that he wanted to be with her
Did she think that he could not survive, that the relationship was fruitless, or that after she was hit last time, she completely let go of the relationship between them, and she would never be tempted by him again
No matter which one it was, Feng Xingyan felt that he could not accept it!
Even if he is dead, he is dead! Even if he...
... But if he was dead, why would he still hold Shang Zhen
The anger came and went quickly, Feng Xingyan's body suddenly relaxed, and he hooked his lips in self-deprecation.
Shang Zhen's approach is right. Now, talking to him about his feelings is empty. He... shouldn't be so impulsive and forget his current situation...
There was silence in the carriage for a moment, Feng Xingyan leaned back tiredly and closed his eyes to rest.
"Perhaps you're right, I... want a woman."
The low hoarse voice and ambiguous words made Shang Zhen feel shivering all over her body. She had a cold face and looked at her nose and nose, but the next second, Feng Xingyan asked.
"Can you give me a hug?"
"Huh?" Before Shang Zhen could react, he was firmly pulled into his arms by a hand, smelling the unique cold fragrance on her body, the corners of Feng Xingyan's mouth twitched, and the exhaustion in his expression disappeared.
"Do you know?" Feng Xingyan asked suddenly.
Shang Zhen responded with a dull voice.
"Actually, after we had a relationship, I suddenly became interested in you, and you were also very serious about your feelings for me. At that time, I wanted to fulfill the marriage contract."
He thought of something, and his tone suddenly became cold.
"But at that time, Yue Mengru said that all of this was directed and acted by you, and even that you made the medicine yourself. I didn't believe it at first, but I went to check it and found out that it was really you who did it. Will take you to the hospital... mend there and disgust you even more."
Shang Zhen didn't speak, her eyes widened in Feng Xingyan's arms, and her eyes did not focus or rise and fall.
The incident with Feng Xingyan was like a previous life. That night might have been exciting, frightening, and joyous, but now, apart from the pain, she doesn't remember anything, and it doesn't make sense to say it.
Feng Xingyan continued, "I'm telling you this, not to shirk responsibility or ask for forgiveness, I just want to say that I will believe in you in the future, no matter who is against you, as long as I live one day, I will stand by you. side."
He bowed his head, placed a kiss on Shang Zhen's temple with great nostalgia and care, and said with a wry smile, "I apologize to you for what I did in the past, Zhen Zhen, you are a kind girl, I treated you like that before, You didn't blame me, I'm very grateful, but now, even if it's hate, I don't want to have no place in your heart."
He wants to be unique to her, he wants to have everything she has! I knew it shouldn't, but I couldn't restrain myself.
But he didn't hear a response for a long time.
Looking down, Shang Zhen was already asleep!
Feng Xingyan was stunned at first, but seeing that she could sleep so peacefully in his arms, he couldn't help but smile.
Zhenzhen... Zhenzhen, what should I do with you
When Shang Zhen woke up the next day, he only felt that the bed was warm! She rubbed unknowingly, and realized that she was in someone's arms!