"Cough! Cough-cough-cough!"
Shang Zhen coughed violently and stretched out his hand to prevent Feng Xingyan from approaching. Everyone else looked at her with some worry, but their eyes were vaguely reverent.
"How about it?"
Huang Bowen was the first to ask. At this time, except for Feng Xingyan and Shang Zhen, everyone else was wearing protective clothing, so their voices were a bit muffled.
"fine… "
Shang Zhen's pale face was stained with blood because of a violent cough. After she got better, she described word by word, "The reaction to this medicine is a bit strong, and the pain is aggravated and accompanied by... Nausea! Feeling dizzy... "
As Shang Zhen said, there were people around him who were memorizing it. It was obvious what they were doing. They were using Shang Zhen to test the medicinal properties! Use her as a living experiment!
Shang Zhen didn't expect to come this far in the end, but compared with the reluctance and fear of the unknown in her previous life, she is much calmer in this life, because everything is in her hands, and she doesn't have to worry that she will be used to death , she can even use the suffering she suffers now in exchange for future glory.
To put it simply: it is as scary as the K virus, and at this time it is like a dangerous toy, all under her control, because she knows that she can definitely succeed, so she has always been terrifyingly calm.
But Feng Xingyan was not so calm.
"It must be like this? It must be her?!"
He was about to curse! Why can Shang Zhen become an experimental body, but he can't? Every time he sees Shang Zhen suffer, he is on the verge of mania! If he can, he really wants to replace Shang Zhen and put it on himself!
Yan Lao pulled Feng Xingyan aside to avoid him disturbing the process over there. Recently, he has been studying a thousand miles, and such a good situation cannot be destroyed.
"Master, it's not that we don't want to, but we really can't. Miss Shang's body is different from that of ordinary people. To put it simply..."
Yan Lao lowered his voice and said to Feng Xingyan, "Simply put, Miss Shang is a special infectious body, an invisible carrier that will not infect others, and her physical activity is ten times that of ordinary people, so she will not be like an ordinary person. People die so easily after they get infected... but you are different."
Feng Xingyan suddenly fell silent, suddenly feeling a little ridiculous.
He is different, he can survive, or rely on Shang Zhen to give him a needle every three days to hang him! So, what qualifications does he have to use his already precarious body to test medicines? If you are not careful, you are causing trouble to Shang Zhen...
What a hassle.
After recognizing the reality, Feng Xingyan felt deeply powerless!
He couldn't test the medicine, the only thing he could do was to accompany her while she was trying the medicine, to watch her suffer like a self-abuse, and then to suffer even more, but he couldn't stop this behavior.
No matter how long it takes, it can't be adapted.
A month later, Feng Xingyan looked even more haggard than Shang Zhen. He lost ten pounds and his eyes were always bloodshot because he had never slept well.
When Shang Zhen was in the middle of the night, he often felt that Feng Xingyan woke up, and then stayed up all night... It can't go on like this!
Although she was testing the medicine, the psychological pressure on Feng Xingyan was fatal! This is very harmful to the treatment, so Shang Zhen suspended the test for one day and planned to talk to Feng Xingyan.
"Is the meeting over?" Seeing Feng Xingyan putting down the computer, Shang Zhen asked with a smile.
Feng Xingyan was surprised, "Why are you here? Hurry up and sit down!"
During the recent period, except at night, Shang Zhen spent all his time in the laboratory, so it was really unusual to see her in the room during the day. He originally planned to go after the meeting.
"The experiment also needs to be done step by step, and the data they have obtained today is a bit saturated, so I don't need me today."
Shang Zhen's words made Feng Xingyan heave a sigh of relief, but when he thought that the experiment would continue tomorrow, his eyes dimmed slightly, and he thought a little crazy in his mind, should we use a special method to find another living experiment
But thinking that Wan Shaolun was killed by Shang Zhen, it can be seen that Shang Zhen would not use others for in vivo experiments.
"Then you have a good rest today." Thinking of something, Feng Xingyan quickly put down the computer and prepared to help Shang Zhen go to bed.
Shang Zhen laughed and looked at him helplessly, "I'm really not disabled, you don't have to be so nervous..."
Feng Xingyan stopped talking again. He has been very silent recently, and those dark purple eyes have lost their former luster and vitality. Shang Zhen felt that if she beat him and scolded him, he might feel better.
But no, she just took Feng Xingyan's hand, walked to the side of the sofa and sat down.
When Feng Xingyan was walking, his joints were already very stiff, and Shang Zhen had just vomited, his face was pale, and his steps were sluggish.
Seeing this, Shang Zhen couldn't help but smile.
Feng Xingyan looked at her and didn't seem to understand this time, how could she still laugh
Shang Zhen pointed at him, and then at himself, "Do you think we are like a pair of brothers and sisters?"
This analogy is too apt. Feng Xingyan's mouth is slightly upturned and he wants to laugh, but he can't laugh when he thinks of something. He doesn't want Shang Zhen to suffer with him at all.
"Don't be like this..." Shang Zhen stretched out two hands to lift the corners of his mouth, "You don't need to be so sad, because I don't feel pain!"
"How come it doesn't hurt?" These words seemed to have stabbed Feng Xingyan's wound, and he became sensitive as soon as he reacted! It's not that he hasn't endured the pain caused by the K virus. He is enduring it day and night. How can she say that it doesn't hurt
"Calm down, don't you think that I'm happier now than before?"
Shang Zhen raised his eyebrows and asked.
Feng Xingyan found out naturally, but he felt that this was what Shang Zhen did so that he would not feel guilty. Who would be happy when he contracted a terminal illness? It's just ridiculous!
It was he who killed her! If he had died long ago, if his people could find the antidote faster, she wouldn't have to suffer like this!
Under such psychological pressure and self-blame, Feng Xingyan, who has never had nightmares, has had nightmares recently. During the day, Shang Zhen's painful expression after taking the medicine will repeat in his dreams again and again at night. He wakes up from nightmares several times. To touch Shang Zhen's breath and make sure she is still alive, he can take back his heart.
This kind of panic, others can't understand!
Shang Zhen sighed, looked at one place, and suddenly said faintly, "You know what? Before, I always had an unreal feeling, it was like playing a game, crashed, and then read the file again, although it was heavy. After coming here, everything was smooth sailing, but I felt a sense of erratic, as if... I am still dead, the so-called coming back is just a dream, but a beautiful dream."
She said quietly.
Feng Xingyan frowned, he didn't quite understand what Shang Zhen meant, what does it mean to read the file again? What is a sweet dream