The days that followed were extremely difficult, even after experiencing it once and avoiding many sins that could be avoided, Shang Zhen still lost ten kilograms uncontrollably!
She was not fat at all, but this thin, her eyes looked bigger and sharper! Especially when she was in pain, she stared at people as if they could tear them to pieces!
"Damn it! She stopped beating!"
A female researcher shouted, and everyone moved.
"Strengthen! She's dying!"
Seeing that Shang Zhen's pupils were dilated and his limbs twitched, Huang Bowen immediately ordered, and for a while, the whole laboratory was tense, and this phenomenon was not the first time.
What does it feel like to be in shock
I heard that people see a lot of things when they are about to die, and every time Shang Zhen faces a dying, there is only one thought - don't give up!
If you don't give up, you won't die. This is the most profound knowledge she has gained in her previous life and this life.
After going through the last ten near-death crises, Feng Xingyan also found the right mentality. He no longer felt like the end of the world like the first time, but stayed by her side and believed in her! Encourage her!
"Zhenzhen! Wake up!"
His voice trembled a little, but he was still firmly in Shang Zhen's ear, calling her name again and again.
"Zhenzhen!"
"wake up!"
He held Shang Zhen's hand tightly with both hands, as if he could hold her and prevent her from leaving.
"Wake up!"
After the injection of cardiac acupuncture, the frequency of Shang Zhen's eye movements increased significantly, and she seemed to be dreaming.
…
"What about the name Zhenzhen?"
The elegant old lady was holding the book, and she couldn't see any modern impetuousness, just like a lady in the door of the mansion. She pointed to a line of words, helped her presbyopic glasses, and said slowly.
"How about using the word Zhen when love is self-fulfilling at the beginning? Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen, it's catchy when you call it."
An old man next to him who was practicing calligraphy with a brush nodded his head. With a move of his hand, he wrote the word "Shang Zhen" on the rice paper, "Okay! That's the name!"
He beckoned to the little girl who was only one or two years old, "Come here, Little Dough, from now on, this will be your name!"
The little girl was really just like dough, and the cute bun face walked clumsily with an unworldly innocence.
Shang Zhen remembers things very early, and she remembers things more than a year old clearly. She even remembers what color clothes her grandfather wore that day, and she also remembers that it was a very beautiful and warm morning, with beautiful sunshine passing through the bamboo forest. , falls in the yard of the cottage.
Grandma covered her mouth and smiled, "I hope that in the future, the boy from the Feng family will treat my little dough like her name and regard her as the ultimate love."
Maybe this is also her biggest wish to take the word "Zhen"
The picture keeps flipping, from tender childhood, to juvenile, to adulthood. But the further back, the more terrifying, the two old people who treated her as precious as treasures died, she seemed to be forgotten and became the superfluous one.
The picture became more and more terrifying, and she began to fear, cry, and run away.
It shouldn't be like this, she was... supposed to be treated with the utmost love by someone... it wasn't her destiny! Maybe she just needs to get through this time, it must be like this...
But she soon discovered that the more she persisted, the more she refused to accept her fate! God is cruel to her.
Every time she was in a desperate situation, she dared not give up, because she knew that once she had the idea of despair, she would be really desperate.
But she obviously never gave up, why is she still in a desperate situation
Why
A tear fell from the temple, the people surrounding Shang Zhen suddenly became quiet, Feng Xingyan's heart suddenly tightened! He reached out and touched the tear carefully, but felt that the tear was like lava, which not only burned his hand, but also dissolved a big hole in his heart!
"… what happened?"
Some people went to see Old Yan inexplicably, because they had never seen Shang Zhen cry.
When it was more difficult than now, Shang Zhen never cried, why did he suddenly cry today
And when she cried, everyone's heart softened. They even had the idea that the experiment should not continue. Seeing Shang Zhen was uncomfortable, their conscience was also aching.
When Shang Zhen didn't care before, they could not think about it, but now that Shang Zhen is crying, they seem to have been drained of all their strength and can no longer continue their work.
Feng Xingyan felt more uncomfortable than everyone present. The moment Shang Zhen cried, his eyes also turned red, but he knew that Shang Zhen was not crying because of pain, but because of dreams. Her eyes were rolling, which proved that she was still alive. In the dream, she dreamed of a scene that made her despair, so she would cry.
If possible, Feng Xingyan really wants to go to her dream and rewrite her dream! protect her well...
"I...wrong...what?"
She was just talented, and then was used and squeezed by Shang Qingqing.
She was only accused of marriage, and she was jealous and framed by Yue Mengru.
She was just unwilling to sacrifice herself to extend her life for others, so she was about to be hunted down.
She just... just wanted to run away, but also to be caught, injected with the virus, and become an experimental subject without human rights...
She was exhausted all the way, and then the nightmare would never end, how many times she longed in her heart, if only someone could pull her...
Don't ask for treasures like treasures, don't ask for perfect love, as long as someone can reach out and give her a hand, so that she can take a breath.
The intermittent babble made Feng Xingyan hold her hand even tighter!
"Zhenzhen! You didn't do anything wrong, it's everyone else's fault! Can you wake up? I'll be nice to you, I'll be nice to you all my life, and always be nice to you alone!"
"fraud."
Shang Zhen suddenly opened her eyes, her pupils shrank slightly, and there was still a lingering dream in the depths of her eyes, but her voice had calmed down.
There is no redemption in this world, there are only equivalent exchanges, and feelings are just agents based on equivalent exchanges. In fact, there are only benefits. In other words, feelings are not necessary.
Since she can't escape, in this life, she just wants to seize the opportunity, use all available resources, and fight back!
Feng Xingyan was caught by her suddenly gloomy eyes, and a strong heart palpitation came from his chest. Even though he and Shang Zhen were intertwined at this moment, he felt that Shang Zhen was so far away from him, so far away that he even Doubts arise, does Zhenzhen really love him as he thinks it is
"Great! You finally woke up!" Huang Bowen let out a sigh of relief, "If you don't wake up, I feel like my heartbeat will stop..."
The only female expert even burst into tears, "You are suffering... Just wake up... Just wake up!"
Shang Zhen closed his eyes and felt a tingling sensation everywhere in his body. This familiar feeling made Shang Zhen slightly hook his lips.