After Shang Zhen went out, although his face was stern, his face involuntarily turned red. Feng Xingyan responded that it was impossible for her to not feel it. All in all, she was once again taken advantage of!
After washing up, Shang Zhen calmed down a bit. After eating, she met Su Wei on her way to the laboratory.
Su Wei is said to be the child of Li Wanying's relatives. Although he lives in Feng's house recently, he usually doesn't go out and only reads books in the house.
And now, he was standing outside the hallway admiring a camellia, a beige plaid sweater and white cotton trousers that made him look like a scholar.
"You're here? Come and see this flower, isn't it beautiful?"
His smile gave people a very gentle feeling, and Shang Zhen walked over involuntarily.
She didn't know what kind of flowers, and after looking at them for a long time, she only said two words dryly, "It's beautiful."
Su Wei smiled again. He is the kind of person who has a gentle and elegant smile and is very capable of plundering goodwill.
"I haven't talked to you recently, how do you feel?"
Although Su Wei didn't do anything to her on the bright side, he asked Feng Xingyan to unravel her heart knot, saying that the bell had to be tied to the bell. In fact, his treatment had already started.
Shang Zhen narrowed his eyes, thought about it, and said.
"I feel that there are always some unnecessary emotions in my heart lately, and the senses have become very complicated."
This is Shang Zhen's most intuitive thought. If she knew about Feng Xingyan's relationship with the research institute when she was just reborn, she would definitely retaliate against him indiscriminately! Or completely cut off the connection, instead of the current situation. Although she has decided to cut off, she always has the feeling that she can't bear to be trampled to death in the face of Feng Xingyan's pursuit.
Su Wei raised his eyebrows, "This is a good phenomenon!" This also proves that Feng Xingyan took her to untangle the knot, which is really useful. Many things will cause problems when they are pressed in his heart, so Su Wei gave Feng Xingyan a gift. The suggestion is, if you want to know, just ask the root cause, don't be afraid of too much stimulation.
For a woman like Shang Zhen who looks strong at first sight, she can adjust no matter how big the stimulus is.
"Why did you say yes?" Shang Zhen didn't know those internal causes, and frowned, "I feel the trouble they bring me."
Su Wei chuckled, "Then I want to congratulate you, if you have troubles, it means that you are getting closer and closer to the public. I am not saying that you have a problem, but that your previous feeling was actually very unique. , there is nothing wrong with the public, isn't it? I just like to be a mediocre person."
Shang Zhen paused.
"So my change is because I'm returning to normal?" She imagined what she used to be, and suddenly frowned, "I don't want to change back to the way I used to be."
Seeing that she rejected the past, Su Wei shook his head, "Don't worry, you will never be the same as before, you will only be better than you are now."
"Better than now?"
Su Wei smiled and said with certainty, "Nature is better. There is an old saying that Nirvana is reborn, but Nirvana rebirth is divided into two parts.
The moment you change your temperament, you throw away all the character traits you didn't want, so you're born again.
But you have only experienced the polishing of time, conditioning your thoughts, re-understanding, facing yourself, and on the spiritual platform that has been cleaned up, once again retrieve those things that should not be discarded, discard what should really be discarded, and refine what you really need. , to eliminate hostility and return to nature, is the real Nirvana. So at that time, you will be better than you are now. "
Shang Zhen looked at him.
"Abandoned, naturally there is no need to pick it up, right? It's like cowardice, what's the use of it?"
Su Wei stretched out her hand, opened her palm, and put down a candy.
"A cowardly person has an average temperament and doesn't hold grudges, so who can say bad? All the traits exist is the truth, how can there be a distinction between useful and useless?"
Shang Zhen frowned while holding the candy, and handed it back, "I don't like candy."
Su Wei smiled happily, and he pushed his hand back.
"But Aunt Li said that the former Shang Zhen loved sugar. You can throw away many things, but you shouldn't throw yourself away, right?"
Shang Zhen was stunned for a moment, but Su Wei had already walked away with a smile, letting her hold the candy, feeling a little helpless.
Feng Xingyan watched from the back of the corridor, although he knew he shouldn't be jealous, but seeing Shang Zhen chatting happily with other men, he could not wait to drive that unsightly man out!
But Su Wei can really help Zhen Zhen... Thinking of this, he suppressed the unhappiness in his heart, but his expression was still unhappy. If he knew earlier, he had been a minor in psychology!
Shang Zhen thought slowly, looking at the candy in her hand, she thought again and again, stuffed it into her mouth, and confirmed with a blank face that it was indeed her favorite toffee before.
If she said that before, she always felt that although she was still alive, her soul was floating in the air, watching from the sidelines. But now, she doesn't need to feel pain, and can occasionally feel that she is really "alive". From this point of view, her change should be a good phenomenon, should it
In the evening, only she and Feng Xingyan were eating, and Shang Zhen couldn't help but ask, "What are you going to do with Yi Hong?"
Seeing her concern, Feng Xingyan said with a smile, but his tone was a little cold.
"I cut off all trade between the two families. Although there are some losses, now, everyone knows that our two families have fallen out. He can't borrow money. He should be in a mess by now."
Thinking of Yi Hong's tragic situation, Shang Zhen laughed lightly, seeing Feng Xingyan bowing his head to eat, she hesitated for a moment, and then suggested in a low voice.
"I think this time is a good opportunity, because I was frightened in the Yi family and I had a 'miscarriage'. In this way, no matter what you do to the Yi family, you will be considered famous, and others will not be able to pick the thorns. ,What do you think?"
After Shang Zhen finished speaking, she glanced at Feng Xingyan's expression, she thought that Feng Xingyan would definitely be unhappy, but who knew that his eyes were indeed dark for a moment, and she said.
"Can."
Shang Zhen didn't expect Feng Xingyan to let go so quickly, which is a bit incredible.
But Feng Xingyan looked at her and continued.
"I don't force you, so you don't force me, okay?"
Facing his eyes, Shang Zhen was nervous for no reason. She lowered her head to eat, not knowing how to answer.
Feng Xingyan did not let her go.
"Whatever you want, I will satisfy you. I can make infinite concessions, but you... I don't need you to come towards me. You at least stand there and don't move, okay?"
Okay
Okay
Shang Zhen hesitated, under the warm light, she only hesitated for a moment, and then said firmly.
"I'm moving out tonight."
Feng Xingyan squeezed the knife and fork tightly, because her answer represented her attitude.
Just when Shang Zhen was about to endure Feng Xingyan's anger, he slowly relaxed again.
"If you really want to do that, do as you wish."