His words were like a spell, and Shang Zhen's words seemed to surround him all day, "Remember to think of me."
why? Even the most intimate things have been done, and the body has been given to him. What should I do with that kind of faint estrangement
With a splitting headache, she just wants to sleep, maybe when she wakes up again, she will find that it's all a dream!
Feng Xingyan... How could he like her? He clearly hated her all his life... Maybe this is what she could not ask for, so it was a dream!
The more she thought about it, the more confused she became. Her psychology was originally unstable. The reason why the previous instability did not erupt was because she regarded rebirth as a game of revenge. Recently, she was forced to think more and more, Sometimes it's normal, but sometimes it's abnormal.
"Zhenzhen, if you're not feeling well, go back to rest first?" When Sikong Changsheng's voice came, Shang Zhen suddenly woke up. She didn't go to the hospital today, but came to see Sikong Changsheng.
After being frightened before, Sikong Changsheng's health has always been very bad, and it seems to be getting better recently.
"Sorry to see you so late."
Shang Zhen said to Sikong Changsheng guiltily, but Sikong Changsheng gave Sikong Jin a strange look, because this is the third time Shang Zhen has said, and she has been restless all day, and she doesn't know why.
Sikong Jin winked at his brother, then said to Shang Zhen, "Come on, I'll take you off, you look like you need a rest."
Shang Zhen also realized that something was wrong with him, and suddenly wanted to go back to find Su Wei.
In the car, Sikong Jin couldn't help but ask her, "What's bothering you so much?"
Shang Zhen frowned slightly. She had realized what was going on. Since she took the initiative to dedicate her life last night, or in other words, since she took the initiative to give Feng Xingyan an antidote at the last dinner party, something was wrong with her, and today, Feng Xingyan's words containing love and hope became the fuse that detonated everything!
She- what's the matter
Sikong Jin lit a cigarette and took a deep breath, his long and narrow eyes half-closed, looking very lonely.
"Is it because of Feng Xingyan?"
"Well." Shang Zhen didn't hide it, because she felt that Sikongjin was still her friend.
"Do you like him?"
Shang Zhen was stunned.
"Looks like he likes it..." Sikong Jin chuckled, "It just so happens that he likes you, so what else is there to worry about?"
Shang Zhen looked at the receding scene outside the car window, and was silent for a moment before speaking in a low voice.
"Like him, it makes me feel... sorry for myself."
"Huh?" Sikongjin who was driving raised his eyebrows strangely, and then asked with a smile, "Then, if you like me, would you feel sorry for yourself?"
Shang Zhen shook his head.
"That's right." Sikong Jin looked at the road ahead and said faintly, "So the problem is not with you, but with him."
Shang Zhen was silent again, because what Sikong Jin said was not quite right.
Seeing her like this, Sikong Jin asked again, "So, there is a gap between you and him. What do you think he can do to eliminate the gap?"
Shang Zhen stared at a place outside the window and said suddenly.
"If only he died once."
Her words frightened Sikong Jin to slam on the brakes. Shang Zhen was wearing his seatbelt, but he looked at him dissatisfiedly, "If you are in the city, you will cause a series of rear-end collisions."
"What did you just say?" Sikong Jin stared at her with an unbelievable look behind the lens, "You want Feng Xingyan to die? Why? He doesn't seem to have done anything to hurt you, right? Did he cheat?"
Shang Zhen narrowed his eyes, his expression became cold, "Don't worry, I didn't want him to die, didn't you ask how to eliminate the estrangement?"
Sikong Jin felt more and more frightened, and suddenly felt a little sympathetic to his rival in love. Falling in love with a woman like Shang Zhen is definitely a psychological roller coaster, and it might overturn at some point!
He thought about it for a while, and said seriously, "I think you have a lot of pressure in your heart and need to vent!"
"Like what?" Shang Zhen blinked at him.
Sikong Jin shook his head, "I'll take you somewhere!"
An hour later, the mountain racing track.
Sikong Jin threw a helmet over, Shang Zhen reached out to catch it, frowning frivolously.
"Is this your way of venting?"
"That's right!" Sikong caressed a motorcycle with a strange shape, "Dodge. Tomahawk! Professional racing car, come on, I'll take you for a ride!"
Shang Zhen hesitated, "This kind of thing is very dangerous, I don't think it is necessary for me to give my life to you for fun."
Sikong Jin couldn't help but glared at her, when he took off his glasses, his face looked even more sinister.
"Come on, I don't look like you anymore."
Shang Zhen didn't move, "You didn't even wear glasses." The implication is, can you see the road clearly
Sikong Jin was speechless and choked, "I'm not short-sighted, and wearing glasses is just to make me look more difficult to guess!"
"Or cover your eyes that are irritatingly discharged?"
"Can't you come up?!"
"Let's talk first." Shang Zhen carefully put on a hood for himself, "It's okay to go for a ride, I don't accept too fast."
Sikong Jin grinned like a fox who succeeded.
"Don't worry, I'm just taking you for a ride!"
Ten minutes later, Shang Zhen's face was ashen, she had to hug Sikongjin tightly to avoid the danger of being thrown off! But she didn't scream, even though all the scenery was receding rapidly, the speed was so fast that the tires were where she could see, she still didn't scream.
Sikongjin's voice accurately reached her ears through the sound transmission device inside the helmet, "You can't do this! You must call out to vent!"
Shang Zhen pursed his lips even tighter! The fear in her eyes was real, but she just held back and didn't cry out, as if she would lose if she expressed her fear. She didn't want her to have such a thing as fear, she had obviously thrown it away for a long time!
"Shangzhen!"
Sikong Jin's smiling and somewhat serious voice rang in his ears.
"Fear isn't scary, scary is that no one faces it with you."
Shang Zhen was stunned.
"So what are you afraid of? As long as you need it, whether it's me, Feng Xingyan, or others, many people are willing to shoulder the burden with you, so what are you afraid of?"
"What you have to do is not to lose your fear and become indestructible, but to let go of yourself and let others have a chance to get close to you. It's too cold to be alone, isn't it? You could have been happier!"
Shang Zhen's deserted voice sounded tight in his ears through the helmet.
"Wouldn't it be better to throw away the fear?"