"You said, is it because you are destined not to be mine, I should be punished for getting my hands on you?"
Shang Zhen really thought so, she did it all over again and changed everything, but the only thing that didn't change was entanglement with him.
"You and I should be inseparable."
"I don't want this kind of fate!" Feng Xingyan typed the words forcefully, "I don't want anything but you! I won't like anyone anymore, I just want you!"
The corners of Shang Zhen's mouth were slightly upturned, she slowly slid down the wall, and sat in the water completely. The cold water made her awake, and the pain in her brain was unknown whether it was due to lack of oxygen or fever, but at this time, she still felt it. Pleasure.
"Then I can rest assured. If you don't love me and forget me, it will make me feel as if I have never lived."
Don't say such words, don't say such words to torture him! Feng Xingyan's eyes were bloodshot, his chin trembled slightly, he squeezed the phone tightly, and had to close his eyes...
There is no third party between them, no misunderstanding, no ridiculous disputes between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and prejudice of family, but why is it so difficult to want to be together? As if God deliberately made things difficult for him, all obstacles were moved in front of him.
He kept jumping over the obstacles, and he was about to reach the end, but he was playing with him like this...
This fate, he does not accept!
Shang Zhen continued to type, and every word seemed like his last words.
"You know? My biggest regret in my last life was that the whole world used the drugs I developed, but no one knew my name. I saved a lot of people, but no one thanked me. I liked someone for a long time. , but never got a response. When I finally perished with the enemy, I was terrified, because I felt as if I had never lived. Will those people collect my corpse? If I die, will anyone remember me? I’m afraid not Bar?"
"The only one who will remember me should be Li Wanying. I like my godmother! She gave me all the warmth. She always wanted to find me in her last life.
Feng Xingyan wanted to type, but he couldn't type a word. He wanted to say, no, he will be his in this life, and his mother is hers, he is hers, everything she wants is hers.
There will be countless people who will remember her and thank her, but she can't die, the monument can't have her name on it, and he can't live without her!
Shang Zhen typed again, as if to say everything he hadn't said before.
"I used to be so cowardly. I thought that taking a step back would give me the sky and the sky. When others approached step by step, I was used to it. This kind of habit is terrible. , and will not resist.”
"So, I'm afraid of a lot of people. I'm afraid of my stepmother. When she looks cold, I'm afraid in my heart. It seems that I'm only twelve years old. She is as unattainable as a tall giant. I'm afraid of Wan Qingqing, she Every time she wants to bully me, I can't resist. I'm also afraid of my father, the student in school who always looks down on me, and of course... I'm also afraid of you.
As soon as you frowned, I was startled and thought, did I do something wrong again? Do you hate me more? But, even so, I still can't disappear from your eyes, liking you, exhausted all my courage in my previous life. do you know? "
"I see." Feng Xingyan sat on the ground. At this time, there were all kinds of noises in his ears, but he couldn't hear anything. He was immersed in the world that belonged to the two of them. He even asked her.
"When I was chasing you before, I thought you were so hard to chase. Obviously I was different to you, but you just refused to give in. Now I know the reason, because at that time, I didn't use all my strength to love you. You're a little temperamental, aren't you?"
Shang Zhen smiled and typed.
"right!"
Feng Xingyan laughed, even though his expression at this time was uglier than crying, he still laughed.
Shang Zhen told him.
"I was too stupid in my last life, so I learned to be a little more obedient in this life, fear? That is unnecessary, cowardice is not necessary, and honesty and soft-heartedness are all useless!
I seem to have screened my life when I was reborn. I thought that I was invincible after eliminating those unstable factors! Of course, in fact, I am indeed invincible. Those who calculated me didn't get it in the end. I will be here tonight, but I am just unlucky. Maybe my biggest enemy is God? Damn, it hurt so bad when I fell, and it hurts now! "
Feng Xingyan immediately became nervous, "How are you feeling now?"
Shang Zhen was sitting in the icy muddy water, her head was getting hotter and her consciousness was getting more and more dizzy, she traced these words with her fingers, and she seemed to be able to see his nervous expression...
"I'm in a bad situation right now."
"Headache, I don't know if it's a lack of oxygen or a fever. It should be both. I'm half immersed in muddy water. Believe me, the feeling of staying in the water in this weather is the worst punishment. It won't be long before I I would suffocate, freeze to death, or drown, and I have nowhere else to run, and to kill me, the way God designed me to die is unique enough."
She seemed to let go completely, letting go of all restraints before dying, revealing her true nature.
And optimistic, a little playful about his pain, in order to let him remember her.
Feng Xingyan was forced to breathe between the lines of her words, he could imagine what she looked like at this time, cramped, cold, and suffocating! But he can't even hug her, this feeling is like Ling Chi, people can't survive, can't die!
"Just keep going? Even if it's for me, please!!"
Shang Zhen opened her mouth to pant, her breathing accelerated involuntarily, and her body became paralyzed.
She is running out of time!
She had to type as fast as she could, and every stroke was writing with her life!
"If I die, don't be sad. If I can be reborn, I have already earned it. I have avenged everyone and become a star of medicine. I am very satisfied. What I once asked for, but so..."
She laughed to herself.
"However, I found that when death is imminent, I am most grateful for the rebirth, and I still have your love. I have been reluctant to face this problem before, but now it is very clear that I am deeply loved by you, and I am very satisfied. Successful revenge is more satisfying than success!"
"I seem to have forgotten to tell you, or I have been reluctant to admit it."
"I love you. From my last life to this one, I can't change my heart."