Second Hand Love Letter

Chapter 23: twenty three

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Lu Yong was terrified after thinking about it. The moment Shen Wenqiu jumped off the bridge, his heart stopped suddenly.

Instead of jumping off the bridge, he ran to the embankment, took off his gloves, took off his prosthetic limb, and plunged into the water to rescue him. He can swim, but his water skills are not very good. He himself didn't know where the strength came from at the time, but he still won in the end. Shen Wenqiu refused to let him save him. For a moment, he thought they were going to drown in the river together.

Fortunately, Shen Wenqiu was exhausted and couldn't grab him, so he forcibly pulled him out of the water.

Lu Yong knew that he was too selfish and forced Shen Wenqiu to live.

Keeping a person alive is not accomplished by simply saying "don't die". Life is not a moment, but a few moments. Live first, survive, then what? how to live Wouldn't the pain of going to put  to death no longer exist

Lu Yong thought a lot during this time.

Shen Wenqiu concealed it too much, and even made him think that Shen Wenqiu was gradually adapting to the new life under his careful care, but in fact it was completely the opposite.

On the way from City H, Lu Yong thought about it all the way, and when he accompanied Shen Wenqiu to visit the grave, he suddenly figured it out. At that time, he was once puzzled that someone he knew committed suicide, but it was even more painful when they both knew someone else.

Dad said: "Whether you want to live or not has nothing to do with whether your son is suffering or not. It depends on whether you can make progress."

Lu Yong prayed to Shen Wenqiu's father during the worship.

I made a wish first, hoping that Shen Wenqiu would cheer up, and hope that Shen Wenqiu could find a goal to live on; I felt that it was too difficult, so I made another wish, hoping that Shen Wenqiu's temper would rise; in the end, I thought, No, as long as it doesn't continue to suck, and hopefully he doesn't feel so sad, and feels happy once in a while.

Lu Yong put the house on the market last week, and the car is also looking for a buyer. Try to sell it for a low price and collect more funds to offset part of the debt.

When he said these words in a low voice, there was a lot of noise around him, and the neighbors couldn't understand, as if at this moment, there was a world between them that only existed with each other. Lu Yong stared at Shen Wenqiu more sincerely, expecting, he thought, when Shen Wenqiu said "yes", it was the time for them to establish a living relationship.

In essence, they are strangers with no blood relationship, neither friends nor lovers.

As soon as Shen Wenqiu turned around and left, they had nothing to do with each other. It was he who wanted to have something to do with Shen Wenqiu.

Last night, Shen Wenqiu couldn't find him, so he spent 50,000 yuan to offer a reward to his brothers in the village, and sent a photo of Shen Wenqiu, please pay attention to the road, and finally found out about Shen Wenqiu Wenqiu's whereabouts, hurried over at this critical moment.

When did Shen Wenqiu not want to live anymore? He must have considered it for a long time before deciding.

Why is it that I am so stupid that I haven't made a fuss all this time. He was too dull and careless.

He is not afraid of weight.

He is willing to carry Shen Wenqiu behind his back.

Shen Wenqiu didn't speak, as if his chest had been hollowed out and turned into an empty shell, his eyes were empty, only the tiny lights flickering like embers.

Shen Wenqiu opened his mouth, just about to speak—

"Who called the police?"

"Where is the person who committed suicide? Has he been rescued?"

"Comrade police, here!"

Shen Wenqiu raised his head, and the group stepped aside, and the police came.

Shen Wenqiu stood up staggeringly, Lu Yong got up first, got up too fast, his eyes were still dark, but he said to Shen Wenqiu: "Don't worry, get up slowly."

Lu Yong stood upright by himself first, and then went to help him, saying: "You support me."

Shen Wenqiu didn't look at him, looked at the police, and didn't answer, but Lu Yong's outstretched hand was gently slapped away by him, no matter how Lu Yong wanted to help, Shen Wenqiu would not If you want to put it aside, you have to hide for half a step, and you must stand by yourself without relying on anyone.

Lu Yong: "..." He no longer has any confidence in Shen Wenqiu's answer.

He thought, if anyone in the world is willing to help pay off such a huge debt, they will definitely not refuse, but not Shen Wenqiu.

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Shen Wenqiu was extremely weak. He was different after being dragged ashore. At least he pretended not to be so sad. He said to the police in a gentle manner:

"Comrade police, I'm sorry, it's me, I fell into the river..."

"I didn't do it on purpose... No, no, it wasn't suicide. I didn't commit suicide. It was just intentional."

"Otherwise, can I talk to you so angrily? You see, I don't look like someone who wants to commit suicide at all, right?"

"I'm sorry, alas, I was careless and caused you to waste the police force."

He added: "It was my friend who could swim, who just came here and saved me. In this situation, can he apply for a brave citizen award?"

Lu Yong's mood was fluctuated by him, he turned his head to look at Shen Wenqiu, Shen Wenqiu's eyes were cold, but the corner of his mouth was smiling, and he didn't even write a draft when he told a lie, if it wasn't because he knew When Shen Wenqiu was in the water and refused to go ashore to death, he almost believed Shen Wenqiu that he just fell down accidentally.

careless? Can you accidentally jump off the 1.5-meter railing

The police only persuade suicides who have mental breakdowns and are on the verge of death. I have never seen Shen Wenqiu so dedicated to dispelling the rumors that he did not commit suicide. Now, the parties involved say that they are fine, and they want a medal for their friends. What can they say? ‌Is it really not suicide

No, and I didn't make a trip in vain, and said, "Then you should go to the hospital quickly, and we will take you there."

Shen Wenqiu still declined, he smiled, and said weakly: "It's okay, thank you, I won't go, I'm really fine, you see I'm here. If you need to go, I'll be there."

As Shen Wenqiu said, he bowed to the policeman: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for causing you trouble."

He already said that, so why not

"Look, I can walk by myself..." After finishing speaking, Shen Wenqiu looked around, found a direction, and walked towards the steps up the embankment.

Lu Yong silently followed behind him.

The policeman silently watched them leave, lowered his voice, blocked it with a notepad, and said softly:

"Why do I feel like a same-sex couple arguing?"

"I also think that maybe this is a private matter of the family...Let them figure it out if they don't die."

When Shen Wenqiu climbed the steps, he realized that his legs had no strength. He didn’t know if he had run before, or soaked in the river, and there was a pain in a tendon that throbbed. unbearable.

‌ He still gritted his teeth and walked up on his own, wanting to leave the land of right and wrong quickly, he didn't want to go to the police station anymore.

The noisy ‌‌ subsided, exhaustion and hunger poured out.

Shen Wenqiu looked up at the top of the front, the glare of the sun made him squint his eyes, and the scenery in front of him began to shake and blur, with overlapping shadows, he thought, only a few steps away.

one two three four…

Even though he was stepping on the ground of the pedestal, he had the illusion that his foot was stepping on the ground, his blurry vision was completely blacked out, and he fell headlong.

Someone hugged him, and Shen Wenqiu knew it was Lu Yong, so he was trying to refuse.

The surrounding ‌‌ quickly faded like a tide: "‌ fainted!"

"I'll just say it."

"Hey! The ambulance is coming! I called!"

Before he completely fainted, Shen Wenqiu thought, he was so heavy, how painful would the prosthetic limb be pulled when Lu Yong hugged him? stop hugging.

Hospital.

A single ward.

Lu Yong bought iodine, cotton swabs, and alcohol swabs downstairs, and sterilized the severed arm and prosthetic. He took a hasty shower in Shen Wenqiu's bathroom, sat down beside the bed, and gave the company's ‌I made a phone call and said that because of a private matter at home, I will not be able to go tomorrow, and I cannot say exactly how many days it will be delayed for the time being.

Shen Wenqiu was still sleeping and hadn't woken up yet. He only had a simple checkup, and the doctor said that there was something wrong with him all over.

After Lu Yong finished the inspection, he had to wait for the results of the inspection. He also closed his eyes for a long time, and was really sleepy. He pulled out the small bed in the companion room and lay on it. He was too tall and could not even straighten his feet. I can only bear it reluctantly, thinking about it, just squint for a while.

Then when Lu Yong woke up again, the lights in the hospital corridor were already dark, and there was no sound at all.

He slowed down for two seconds, then subconsciously looked at the hospital bed, the quilt was open and there was no opening.

Lu Yong woke up instantly.

Run away again? ? ! !

Lu Yong jumped up from the cot like a spring, standing in front of the bed at a loss.

"Clatter."

"Click."

The door of the bathroom opened, Shen Wenqiu came out, light poured out from behind him, his front was still shrouded in shadow, as soon as he opened the door, he met Lu Yong, who was depressed and flustered, and said without nutrition: "Wake up Already? It’s almost twelve o’clock.”

Shen asked Qiu Ruo to lie down on the hospital bed and wrap herself in the quilt.

Lu Yong looked at him, hesitant to speak.

Shen Wenqiu lay on his side, with his back to him, closed his eyes, and said, "Go to sleep, I'm tired and sleepy, aren't you sleepy? You haven't slept much in the past two days."

"It's so late, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Lu Yong said "Yes", and pulled a chair beside his bed to sit down.

After more than ten minutes, Shen Wenqiu, who had been restless all the time, turned over, faced him, and said breathlessly: "Why do I sleep when you stare at me? I won't take advantage of you to sleep It's time to run away, I really plan to talk to you, go to bed quickly."

Lu Yong was driven to sleep on the small bed by him.

Of course I didn't sleep.

At seven o'clock in the morning, the nurse came and told the patient, Shen Wenqiu, to take medicine and put him on an IV.

Lu Yong woke up and asked, "What do you want for breakfast, I'll go buy it."

Shen Wenqiu thought for a while, and said in a lack of interest: "I don't have much appetite, I want a small portion of chicken soup wontons. You can buy a notebook and a pen by the way. Thank you."

Before he left, Lu Yong passed the nurse's desk, hesitated again and again, turned back, and said nervously: "Please look at the ward in ward 917, he may take the opportunity to escape."

The nurse said, "Oh, I see."

Lu Yong quickly bought breakfast and the notebook and pen that Shen Wenqiu wanted, even though he didn't know what Shen Wenqiu was going to use it for.

Shen Wenqiu set up the small table on the hospital bed, after breakfast, he opened his notebook, and began to write without saying a word, writing smoothly.

Seeing that he was writing the name and number, Lu Yong had a vague guess and asked, "What are you writing?"

Shen Wenqiu didn't raise his head, but frowned tightly, thinking hard while recording, he said with care, "Debt."

Before Lu Yong could speak, he said, "I will pay it back myself, you don't need to pay it back."

Lu Yong asked: "How do you pay it back?"

Shen Wenqiu's pen stopped, and his voice was soft and stubborn: "Don't help me pay it back. If you are willing to help me, then take me in. Keep me as long as you want."