Second Hand Love Letter

Chapter 36

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What Lu Yong saw was this scene—Shen Wenqiu turned his back to him, slightly bent his neck, and the fine stream of water rushed on the back of his neck, like a slender flower stalk, hanging down in a weak arc unbearable from the rain and dew.

The clothes were wet and clinging to Shen Wenqiu's body, the texture of the skin underneath was vaguely depicted.

The lamp on the zenith made his white body glow, pure and clean.

Lu Yong was caught off guard and saw Shen Wenqiu's body. Even though he had done something like a beast, his face was flushed with shame. After all, he was only stroking in the dark quilt, and he hadn't seen it completely. .

He didn't know where to put his eyes, so he hurriedly turned to the left, but it turned out that it was a mirror, and Shen Wenqiu was still reflected, and he turned around in a panic until his back was facing Shen Wenqiu.

Hearing Lu Yong's voice, Shen Wenqiu just glanced at him subconsciously, then quickly turned back, how could he dare to turn around, water poured on his head and the back of his neck, dripped down from his cheeks, and continued to drench his body .

He felt he had to take it easy.

That's why these two people had intimate contact with each other at a negative distance. After waking up, they felt extremely ashamed to even look at each other.

In this narrow bedroom, there are only a few steps apart, but their backs are facing each other.

For a moment, no one spoke first.

My heart beat too fast to stop.

In front of Lu Yong's eyes, the scenery he saw just now seemed to still appear, so thin, so thin, too thin. He felt distressed. Silently thinking, no wonder it doesn't feel sensual when hugged, it's skinny.

It is said that not many healthy bodies should have a sense of beauty, but he still became hot uncontrollably.

A lot of mean-bad-bad-dirty aftertaste came out without authorization. Last night, under the quilt, he felt the feeling... Shen Wenqiu's body, if he used light force, he couldn't penetrate deeply, but if it was heavy, And I was afraid of smashing the person in my arms.

I always felt that I was very rough, and I felt that I would leave many terrible marks on Shen Wenqiu's body. Just now I saw that there was only a faint red mark, which was much better than what he was worried about.

Lu Yong breathed a sigh of relief.

Then he came back to his senses and despised himself as despicable.

Lu Yong's heart is full of remorse now, he feels that he is really a scum! Scum! A villain like him who takes advantage of others is rubbish and should be destroyed humanely!

Shen Wenqiu was drunk, but he wasn't drunk!

Logically speaking, he should completely control himself.

But at that time, he was obsessed with ghosts, all the evil thoughts that had been suppressed for many years broke through the shackles in an instant, and suppressed his rationality.

When he kissed impulsively for the first time, everything was completely out of control, and he almost gave up on himself.

Either not.

Now that he has made a move, he has "criminalized", so it seems that there is no difference between defilement a little and defilement in the end.

So I did it ‌‌ in the end...

Mom. Lu Yong reflected on himself at the time and cursed.

Bird-beast! It's really a beast!

Now that Shen Wenqiu is sober, he must be regretting it too, right? Lu Yong thought, how can this feel good? His mess... He can't do anything, he must be uncomfortable.

At this time, Shen Wenqiu's voice rang in the bathroom: "Why are you apologizing to me? It doesn't matter. I invited you on my own initiative."

"Thank you for agreeing to my request."

"I feel much better in my heart now."

Lu Yong felt even more guilty, and stammered: "I, I have no experience, do you feel any pain now?"

Thinking about what I saw just now, I said again: "I haven't, I haven't dai-tao, I got it inside."

Shen Wenqiu didn't answer right away, he was startled when he heard Lu Yong say that he had no experience, and couldn't help secretly elated. Not knowing how to face Lu Yong, he also felt very shy and said embarrassedly: "It's okay. I'm a man, and I can't get pregnant."

Lu Yong's old face was blushing. It's not a question of whether he is pregnant or not.

Shen Wenqiu is his treasure, he cherishes it carefully, even if there is a little disrespect, he thinks it should not be done.

But just saying the word "pregnancy" from Shen Wenqiu's mouth, he felt his heart was about to explode, it was sour and cute.

Even though Shen Wenqiu smokes, drinks, stays up all night, and used to gamble, but in his eyes, Shen Wenqiu is always a pure and good boy, and he has the opportunity to say such impure words from Shen Wenqiu's mouth

God.

Lu Yong stood there helplessly, his mind was full of dirty thoughts that he couldn't put down, he really wanted to slap himself.

Not long after Shen Wenqiu was happy, he felt uncomfortable again.

—It turned out that Lu Yong was still a virgin before he made love to him.

As expected of the good man he has been secretly in love with for so many years, Shen Wenqiu has always believed that Lu Yong is a person who will not mess with men and women/male relationships, but he did not expect Lu Yong to be so clean. How many places can a man of this age have

He is a virgin until now because he misses Lu Yong, and his family has fallen suddenly, so he doesn't have any thoughts on his love life. There is absolutely no need for Lu Yong, Lu Yong has a sense of responsibility, and with such a good figure, there must be many people who favor him.

It's really a pity for Lu Yong, it should have been reserved for those who are more worthy of his treasure.

Now he suddenly ruined it.

Shen Wenqiu was ashamed and stuck again, it should be him and Lu Yong who apologized.

Lu Yong's heart was in a mess, and he couldn't figure it out at all. The guilt was guilt, but it was more despicable. Happy, he thought, since everything has been done, it's better to go with the flow.

His heart jumped into his throat, and he summoned almost all his courage to ask in a low voice with his tongue tied: "Yes, what's the matter, I did such a rough thing to you... baa..."

I have to be responsible, fall in love with me.

—Lu Yong was about to say that.

Shen Wenqiu suddenly grabbed the conversation and said, "We're all at this age, and we're not kids anymore. And I took the initiative, and you're a normal man..."

"It's not a big deal, you don't have to worry about it so much."

What does that mean? Lu Yong would rather Shen Wenqiu insult him than to just say it like nothing happened.

It seems that it is only out of animal instinct, and does not contain a trace of love.

Lu Yong only felt that his heart, which had managed to rush up to the surface of the water, was hit hard by Shen Wenqiu again, and sank back to the bottom of the deep pool in one breath.

Shen Wenqiu added: "This was an accident. Just forget about it."

Lu Yong stood where he was, motionless, he was wronged and angry.

Shen Wenqiu didn't want him to be responsible.

The room became quiet, except for the sound of running water.

Lu Yong felt that his heart stopped beating for a moment, so he didn't feel any pain. However, the long-lost pain in the severed limb should not be caused by wearing it all night, but phantom pain.

It started hurting again.

There is no way to stop the non-existent pain, Lu Yong took a breath, and after a long while, he replied dully: "Oh."

He heard Shen Wenqiu say: "Can you stop standing at the door? Close the door. I'll take a shower first. You wait ten minutes. It's getting late. Don't you have to go out to discuss business at nine o'clock?"

Lu Yong said "um" again, and walked out in silence, his footsteps were heavy, and his big feet slapped the ground.

Pat, clack.

Shen Wenqiu sniffed and finished the bath quickly.

Before walking out, he held the doorknob, took a deep breath, lifted his limp waist, stood up straight with trembling legs, and then walked out as if nothing had happened, wiping his face clean.

Shen Wenqiu wrapped himself in a bath towel and said to Lu Yong, "Go take a bath. I'll change clothes."

Lu Yong still said "hmm" and went to take a bath in silence.

He washed faster, flushed it, and it came out in seven or eight minutes.

At this time, Shen Wenqiu had already put on clean clothes.

Lu Yong stopped and stared at him for half a minute, especially wanting to ask him if he was not feeling well, if not, he could stay in the hotel and rest.

Shen Wenqiu seemed to guess what he was thinking, and said without raising his head while wearing white socks: "I'm fine. What are you thinking? I'm also a man, I'm not that delicate."

Lu Yong: "...Oh." I don't quite believe it.

Shen Wenqiu laughed softly.

Lu Yong was even more dumbfounded, and asked breathlessly, "What are you laughing at?"

Shen Wenqiu said: "From now on, you've been either 'um' or 'oh', so stupid."

Shen Wenqiu sat on the edge of the bed, picked up his tie, put it around the neckline, raised his head because of the tie, looked at him, smiled, and said coolly: "Okay, Dayong, you don't have to be so nervous."

"Don't be so afraid of me. I won't drink so much in the future. I promise not to attack you after drinking, okay?"

Lu Yong: "..."

Lu Yong was not at ease at all, but Shen Wenqiu promised that he would never do this kind of thing with him again, which made him feel very disappointed.

Although it really shouldn't be so hasty.

Is he doing too badly

Lu Yong was confused and said, "You were sick, so you shouldn't be drinking so much."

"Understood." Shen Wenqiu glanced at the time on the phone, "Hurry up and change your clothes, Mr. Lu, we have to talk about business."

The two went downstairs to eat at a nearby breakfast shop.

Lu Yong still hadn't relieved the tension, every cell in his body seemed to be tense, observing Shen Wenqiu's every move in detail.

But Shen Wenqiu looked so normal, even in a better mood than usual, with a smile on his face all the time.

Lu Yong was confused and misremembered the itinerary, but Shen Wenqiu remembered it clearly and meticulously.

As if, as if he was the only one who cared so much.

Don't you care too much

The relevant person in charge of the local environmental sanitation bureau came to pick them up, and the two got on the bus and sat in the back seat.

The other party was in the co-pilot seat and told him about things: "Mr. Lu..."

Lu Yong was restless, his mind was rarely distracted, he didn't listen to it, and just responded with a few words from time to time in a trance.

"... What do you think? Mr. Lu... Huh? Mr. Lu?"

Lu Yong came back to his senses: "Ah, I was thinking about something just now. I didn't hear clearly, sorry."

The man was not angry: "It's okay."

Just arrived at the destination, he said: "Go first, I will introduce it again later."

Shen Wenqiu put his hands on the passenger seat, approached him, and said gently: "I'm sorry. I've written down what you said just now. There's still a while before we leave. I'll talk to our boss carefully. .”

Lu Yong was especially frustrated when he couldn't concentrate on his work, it was so useless.

They arrived early, and Shen Wenqiu sat beside him and began to explain to him seriously in a low voice.

Look how hard this work is done. Lu Yong's heart became even colder. From the side, Shen Wenqiu really didn't think it was a big deal last night.

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Lu Yong couldn't say whether he regretted sleeping with Shen Wenqiu, or regretting that he would never have another one. He didn't get to do it a few times during this opportunity.

It seems to be very enjoyable, but it seems that I haven't tasted enough.

While listening to him, Lu Yong comforted himself from the bottom of his heart: Thinking of the best, at least Shen Wenqiu didn't break up with him this time. Shen Wenqiu is still willing to talk to him, which is much better than when he found out about his love letter ten years ago.