Lu Yong looked at Shen Wenqiu and his face suddenly turned pale.
Shen Wenqiu asked: "How did you know? ... Who told you?"
Lu Yong said: "You don't care who told me."
After a long while, Shen Wenqiu hesitated and said: "I haven't made a decision yet... I applied to a few schools, and it took a few months to find out whether I was admitted."
Lu Yong looked frightened and calmed down a lot, thinking: Why should I speak to Shen Wenqiu in such a vicious and accusatory tone? What kind of life plan Shen Wenqiu chooses is up to him to decide.
I thought so, but I just couldn't control my anger.
Lu Yong tried his best to suppress his banditry, so he appeared indifferent and distant: "Yes."
Shen Wenqiu thought for a while, looked at his face, and said cautiously and extremely guilty: "I, I can't afford it."
Lu Yong said in a cold voice: "What's the point? I apologize. I couldn't get in the middle of what school you went to."
"No." Shen Wenqiu said anxiously, "I should tell you... But I didn't know whether I could apply, if I didn't apply in the end, I would tell you in a hurry, didn't it seem Is it embarrassing?"
After the words fell, Lu Yong blurted out and asked, "Then what do you all know?"
Am I the only one who doesn't deserve to know? Lu Yong really wanted to ask, but the second half of the sentence got stuck in his throat, and he swallowed it back.
Shen Wenqiu froze.
Seeing that Lu Yong stood there in embarrassment, he couldn't find an excuse to explain his overwhelmed appearance, and felt distressed. Even if Shen Wenqiu treats her like this, she still likes it, but only hates herself. Why? My friends have dirty thoughts, why don’t they have a big heart? Why so jealous and suspicious?
Lu Yong approached Shen Wenqiu, Shen Wenqiu seldom showed such a look, as if trembling when being bullied, but his innocent and frightened face could not help but make people want to bully him even more, deep down in his heart Straight up and down, don't care about anything—
He thought about kissing Shen Wenqiu right here, right that day.
Lu Yong leaned over, and the shadow slowly climbed up Shen Wenqiu's body, covering it.
Shen Wenqiu was like a poor prey being stared at, terrified, confused, unable to shoot, not knowing what was going on.
Just when the door was about to approach Shen Wenqiu, Shen Wenqiu suddenly came back to his senses, his face flushed, and he stretched out his hand to push the door away.
Lu Yong fell a few steps back and opened the distance. His body did not fall, but he felt that his heart was thrown to the ground by Shen Wenqiu.
Stared at by Shen Wenqiu's shocked and fearful eyes, Lu Yong's feverish head finally gradually cooled down.
Just now, there is actually still a distance.
As long as they tacitly understood each other, they all sensed that there would have been a kiss.
Lu Yong clenched his fists, trying to find a way to vent the anger in his chest, but unfortunately he couldn't, and finally said in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry."
Can't think of better words, so I repeat: "I'm sorry."
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After speaking, Lu Yong turned and left. This time Shen Wenqiu did not follow.
I feel that I have failed completely.
Reason came back to his mind, Lu Yong was too ashamed, he felt that what he did was an attempted crime and he should be punished.
Lu Yong still didn't want to go back to the classroom, so he wandered around upstairs like a wandering spirit, and was caught by the head teacher.
The head teacher scolded me a few times, which showed that I was out of my mind and absent-minded, and cared about the psychological problems of many students.
Lu Yong took a deep breath, raised his head, and said, "Teacher, I want to change seats. I want to change back and sit at the end alone. Thank you teacher."
***
The fact that he was almost kissed by Lu Yong was a huge shock to Shen Wenqiu.
Lost in his mind, he didn't know how to return to the classroom to face Lu Yong. He hid a class in the playground until school was over, and then hurriedly fled home.
Is that Lu Yong's relative? Or just close to it? Is it because I will make a mistake? Recently, he has been trembling, always feeling that Lu Yong is close to him.
Tomorrow morning, what did you say to greet Lu Yong? Act more naturally, pretending nothing happened
, , just like that, pretending nothing happened.
Shen Wenqiu suffered from insomnia until the early hours of the morning before making such a decision.
The next morning, Shen Wenqiu came to school with breakfast in his arms. He also specially brought an extra serving of steamed buns and a serving of milk for delivery to Lu Yong, but when he got to the classroom, he saw The desk belonging to Lu Yong next to his desk was moved away.
Move back to the lonely corner near the trash can that Lu Yong made at first.
Shen Wenqiu was dumbfounded, he really panicked now.
Shen Wenqiu asked his classmates: "Where's Lu Yong? What's going on? Why did the desk move there?"
The classmate said: "I moved last night, didn't you all disappear? I moved the table when I came back."
Shen Wenqiu asked blankly, "What's going on?"
The classmate asked back: "You and are good, you don't know how we know? I still want to ask what's going on..."
Shen Wenqiu couldn't finish eating after one mouthful.
Finally, when Lu Yong came back, the class bell rang again. Lu Yong stepped on to the classroom, and Shen Wenqiu started class before he had time to ask.
After class, Lu Yong left, and then turned to look at Lu Yong. Lu Yong didn't even look at me like I did.
After staying up all morning, Shen Wenqiu didn't catch Lu Yong to ask a few questions.
Shen Wenqiu simply went to the dormitory to squat with Lu Yong.
After commuting, I don’t want to enter the student dormitory casually. Therefore, I borrowed the student’s pass from my classmates. When the auntie in charge of the dormitory was away, I hurriedly mixed in, and then went to the dormitory where I lived before. , Sitting on Lu Yong's bed and waiting.
This can be regarded as Lu Yong's capture.
Lu Yong didn't look like he was angry, but his face turned pale, with a guilty conscience: "Why did you come to the dormitory?"
Shen Wenqiu said, "I have something to do with you."
Shen Wenqiuli's eyes signaled the two of them to go out alone and talk, but Lu Yong pretended not to understand, and said in front of his classmates, "What's the matter?"
Shen Wenqiu was very worried, looked at the others, and said, "Why did you move the seat suddenly?"
Lu Yong answered irrelevantly: "I reported it to the teacher in charge."
Shen Wenqiu said angrily: "The key to this matter is whether you have talked to the class teacher about the problem?"
The classmates in the dormitory saw that they seemed to be quarreling, so they walked away quietly, remembering to help bring them.
It was just the two of us in the room.
Lu Yong slowly bent his overly tall body, squatted down, put one knee on the ground, half-kneeled on the ground, looked up, and said, "I'm sorry."
Shen Wenqiu: "..."
Lu Yong added: "I can't afford what happened last night."
Shen Wenqiu panicked crazily, so flustered that he could hardly breathe, his eyes slowly turned red, he wanted to pretend nothing happened, but Lu Yong just didn't cooperate.
Obviously they didn't say anything, so it's not impossible to perfunctory, right
Why did Lu Yongfei admit it
Lu Yong said: "I don't think I should continue to sit next to you. The head teacher is about to change seats, so you can sit back in the original middle seat."
It can be said that this is a face-to-face showdown, but it seems impossible to say.
Vague and green.
Lu Yong didn't make it clear that he wanted to be respectable and friendly in the future, and Shen Wenqiu himself was even more ashamed to say so.
Shen Wenqiu was both sad and angry, and he retorted angrily: "Okay. You've made the arrangements for me, right? Don't ask for my opinion. Do you think I'm rushing to sit at the same table with you?" ?”
Shen Wenqiu didn't know what he was talking about, and his malice pierced to the marrow: "I feel sorry for you having no friends. Is there anyone else who would like to sit at the same table with you besides me?"
Lu Yong was silent, and after a while, he replied as if he was enduring pain: "Yes."
The head teacher rearranged the seats in the class.
Shen Wenqiu went back to the third row in the middle group, where he had a great view of the blackboard, and the circle next to him was full of good friends.
The tablemate was replaced by Sheng Xu.
But I don't feel happy at all.
The third year of high school passed too quickly, before Shen Wenqiu figured it out, it was the end of the term in a blink of an eye, and when he changed into a down jacket, he received a reply from the university application approval.
Now I can go abroad to study.
Shen Wenqiu had actually imagined this scene, even in his imagination, he couldn't be happy, instead he felt empty in his heart.
Dad asked: "... why are you crying?"
Only then did Shen Wenqiu realize that he was crying, and he wanted to find a tissue to wipe away his tears, but there was no tissue on the table, so he wiped it with his sleeve indiscriminately: "Dad, I panic when I think of going abroad."
Dad hugged his shoulders and sighed.
Shen Wenqiu couldn't stop crying.
Dad said distressedly: "Oh, don't cry. It's normal for you to be afraid. You have never left home since you were a child. If you go out alone, Dad can't look at you, and Dad is also worried. Dad is not forcing You are so promising, with the money your father earns now, it is not impossible to support you for the rest of your life, but everyone grows up... This is a very important decision, and I will not help you make it Make a decision, think carefully about it yourself, if you really don’t want to go, then don’t go. If you don’t want to go, why don’t you go? Stay in China. I think domestic universities are pretty good. Stay in China. It may not be worse than going abroad for development.”
Shen Wenqiu nodded in frustration, but didn't want to go.
It was because of this incident that he and Lu Yong had a falling out.
He even thought in his heart, if he reported to the same university as Lu Yong, if he went to talk to Lu Yong like this, would Lu Yong reconcile with him
I haven't talked to Lu Yong for more than a month, and I miss Lu Yong too much.
Since they became good friends, they have never been apart for so long.
The two were deadlocked like this.
Lu Yong is such a silent and oppressed person, he doesn't take the initiative, I'm afraid Lu Yong won't come to see him.
Shen Wenqiu thought, if Lu Yong is still willing to be friends with him, just being friends, that would be fine.
He went to Lu Yong's house anxiously.
At that time, Lu Yong was not there.
Shen Wenqiu was used to it, Father Lu didn't know about their quarrel and Cold War, when he saw him, he treated him very warmly.
Father Lu said: "The yard is in a mess, go to your secret base and wait."
"Okay, okay." Shen Wenqiu agreed to come back, and then went to Lu Yong's tech house studio.
When Shen Wenqiu asked, he saw an open notebook on the table, the binding was very beautiful.
Shen Wenqiu walked over in a strange way, and saw the diary half written on the page at a glance:
I almost forcibly kissed Shen Wenqiu, I feel very guilty.
He glanced at me several times, as if he wanted to strike up a conversation with me, but I didn't dare to strike up a conversation with him, and I couldn't guarantee that I would only be his friend.
I like Shen Wenqiu.
Shen Wenqiu felt as if a turbulent sea was suddenly set off in his heart, and even the last layer of self-deception was gone.
—Lu Yong has a crush on her.
—Lu Yong is gay.
But homosexuality is mental illness!
Shen Wenqiu panicked.
I was so panicked that I didn't hear someone approaching, "Little Baa, what are you looking at?"
Shen Wenqiu turned his head and saw Lu Yong standing at the entrance. He asked, his face was covered in the dark with no trace of hair on his face, and his overly tall figure was like a cover. block the light.