Lu Yong was terrified after thinking about it. The moment Shen Wenqiu jumped off the bridge, his heart stopped suddenly. Instead of jumping off the bridge, he ran to the embankment, took off his coat, took off his prosthetic limb, and plunged into the water to save others. He can swim, but his water skills are not very good. He didn't know where the strength came from at the time, but he still won in the end. Shen Wenqiu refused to let him save him, for a while, he thought they were going to be drowned in the river together.
Fortunately, Shen Wenqiu was exhausted and couldn't beat him, so he forcibly pulled him out of the water.
Lu Yong knew that he was too selfish and forced Shen Wenqiu to live.
Keeping a person alive is not accomplished by simply saying "don't die". Life is not a moment, but countless moments. Live first, survive, then what? how to live Does the pain that put people to death in the past no longer exist
Lu Yong thought a lot during this time.
Shen Wenqiu hid it up so well that he even thought that Shen Wenqiu was gradually adapting to a new life while he was carefully caring for him, but it was actually quite the opposite.
On the way from H City, Lu Yong thought deeply all the way, and when he accompanied Shen Wenqiu to visit the grave, he suddenly figured it out. When he was young, he was puzzled that a person he knew committed suicide, but obviously there was another person they all knew who was suffering even more.
Dad said: "Whether a person wants to live or not has nothing to do with whether life is hard or not. It depends on whether he can make a living."
Lu Yong prayed to Shen Wenqiu's father during the worship.
I made a wish first, hoping that Shen Wenqiu would cheer up, and hoped that Shen Wenqiu could find a goal to live on; I felt that it was too difficult, so I made another wish, hoping that Shen Wenqiu’s life would get better; in the end, I thought, no, just don’t continue If it gets worse, I hope he will not be so sad, and it will be fine to feel happy once in a while.
Lu Yong put the house on the market last week, and the car is also looking for a buyer. Try to sell it for a good price, and recover more funds to offset part of the debt.
When he said these words in a low voice, the surroundings were full of noise, and others could not understand them, as if at this moment, a world that only existed between them was separated. Lu Yong stared at Shen Wenqiu very sincerely, expecting, he thought, when Shen Wenqiu said "yes", it was the time to establish a life relationship between them.
In essence, they are strangers without blood relationship, neither friends nor lovers.
As soon as Shen Wenqiu turned around and left, they had nothing to do with each other. It was he who wanted to have something to do with Shen Wenqiu.
Last night, Shen Wenqiu couldn't find anyone, so he spent 50,000 yuan to offer a reward to his brothers in the industry, and sent Shen Wenqiu's photo, asking everyone to pay attention to passers-by, and finally learned of Shen Wenqiu's whereabouts. He hurried over at this critical moment.
When did Shen Wenqiu not want to live anymore? He must have thought about it for a long time before deciding.
Why am I so stupid that I never found out. He was too dull and careless.
He is not afraid of weight.
He is willing to carry Shen Wenqiu behind his back.
Shen Wenqiu didn't speak, as if his chest had been hollowed out, he became an empty shell, his eyes were empty, only the tiny lights flickering like embers.
Shen Wenqiu opened his mouth, just about to speak——
"Who called the police?"
"Where is the person who committed suicide? Has he been rescued?"
"Comrade police, here!"
Shen Wenqiu raised his head, the crowd moved away automatically, and the police came over.
Shen Wenqiu stood up staggeringly, Lu Yong got up first, got up too fast, his eyes were still dark, but he said to Shen Wenqiu: "Don't worry, get up slowly."
Lu Yong stood upright by himself first, and then went to help him, saying: "You support me."
Shen Wenqiu didn't look at him, looked at the policeman, and didn't answer, but he gently slapped Lu Yong's hand back, no matter how Lu Yong offered to help, Shen Wenqiu insisted on putting aside, and took a half step away, You must stand on your own, without relying on anyone.
Lu Yong: "..." Now he has no confidence in Shen Wenqiu's reply.
He thought that if anyone in the world was willing to help pay off such a huge debt, they would definitely not refuse, but Shen Wenqiu was not.
Shen Wenqiu was extremely weak, but it was different from when he was pulled ashore. At least he pretended to be less sad. He said gently to the police:
"Comrade policeman, I'm sorry, it's me, I fell into the river..."
"I didn't do it on purpose... No, no, it wasn't suicide. I didn't commit suicide. It was just an accident."
"Otherwise, can I talk to you so nicely? You don't think I look like someone who wants to commit suicide at all?"
"I'm sorry, alas, I was careless and caused you to waste the police force."
He added: "It was my friend who could swim, who just happened to be here, and saved me. In this situation, can we apply for a citizen award for his courageous deeds?"
Lu Yong's mood was fluctuated by him, he turned his head to look at Shen Wenqiu, Shen Wenqiu's eyes were cold, but the corner of his mouth was smiling, and he didn't even write a draft when he told a lie, if it wasn't because he knew When Shen Wenqiu was in the water and refused to go ashore to death, he almost believed Shen Wenqiu that he just fell down accidentally.
careless? Can you accidentally jump off the 1.5-meter railing
The police have only persuaded suicides who had mental breakdowns and were on the verge of death. I have never seen Shen Wenqiu refute the rumors that he did not commit suicide. Now, the person involved said that he was fine, and wanted a medal for his friend. What can they say? ? Doesn't seem like suicide
However, it's not good to make a trip in vain and say, "Then you should go to the hospital quickly, and we will take you there."
Shen Wenqiu still declined, he smiled and said weakly: "It's okay, thank you, I won't go, I'm really fine, you see I'm fine now. If I need to go, I will go."
As Shen Wenqiu said, he bowed to the policeman: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for causing you trouble."
He himself said so, how do others respond
"Look, I can walk by myself..." After finishing speaking, Shen Wenqiu looked around, found the direction, and walked up to the steps on the embankment.
Lu Yong followed behind him silently.
The policeman silently watched them leave, lowered his voice, blocked it with a notepad, and said softly:
"Why do I feel like a same-sex couple arguing?"
"I think so too, but it's their private matter... Let them figure it out if they don't die."
When Shen Wenqiu climbed the steps, he realized that his legs had no strength. He didn't know if he ran before or was soaked in the river. There was a throbbing pain in one tendon. Bear.
But he still gritted his teeth and walked up on his own, wanting to leave the land of right and wrong quickly, he didn't want to go to the police station anymore.
The noisy human voice faded away, and exhaustion and hunger poured out.
Shen Wenqiu looked up at the top of the front, the glare of the sun made him squint his eyes, and the scenery in front of him began to shake and blur, with overlapping shadows, he thought, it was only a few steps away.
one two three four…
Even though he was stepping on solid ground, he had the illusion that his foot was stepping on the ground, his blurry vision was completely blacked out, and he fell headfirst.
Someone hugged him, Shen Wenqiu knew it was Lu Yong, he was really powerless to refuse now.
The surrounding voices faded away like a tide: "I fainted!"
"I'll just say it."
"Hey! The ambulance just came! I called!"
Before he passed out completely, Shen Wenqiu thought, he is so heavy, if Lu Yong hugs him, how painful will the prosthetic limb be pulled? stop hugging.
Hospital.
Single room ward.
Lu Yong bought iodine, cotton swabs, and alcohol swabs downstairs, and sterilized the severed arm and prosthesis. He took a hasty shower in Shen Wenqiu's bathroom, returned to the bed and sat down, and gave the company staff I made a phone call and said that because of a private matter at home, I will not be able to go back tomorrow, and I cannot accurately say that it will be delayed for a few days.
Shen Wenqiu was still sleeping and hadn't woken up yet. He only had a simple checkup, and the doctor said that there was something wrong with him all over.
Lu Yong had to wait for the results of the examination after running the examination. He also closed his eyes for a long time. He was really sleepy. He pulled out the small bed in the companion room and lay on it. Endure it, think about it, and just squint for a while.
Then when Lu Yong woke up again, the lights in the hospital corridor were already dark, and there was no sound at all.
He slowed down for two seconds, subconsciously looked at the hospital bed, the quilt was open, and there was no one there.
Lu Yong woke up instantly.
Run away again? ? ! !
Lu Yong jumped up from the cot like a spring, standing in front of the bed at a loss.
"Clatter."
"Click."
The bathroom door opened, Shen Wenqiu came out, and the door came out from behind him, his front was still in the shadows, as soon as he opened the door, he took a photo with the depressed and flustered Lu Yong, and said without nutrition: "You woke up Huh? It's almost twelve o'clock."
Shen Wenqiu lay down on the hospital bed as if nothing had happened, and wrapped herself in the quilt.
Lu Yong looked at him, hesitant to speak.
Shen Wenqiu lay on his side, with his back to him, closed his eyes, and said, "Go to sleep, I'm tired and sleepy, aren't you sleepy? You haven't slept much in the past two days."
"It's so late, let's talk about it tomorrow."
Lu Yong said "Yes", and pulled a chair beside his bed to sit down.
After more than ten minutes, Shen Wenqiu, who had been motionless all this time, turned over, turned towards him, and said angrily, "Why am I sleeping when you stare at me? I won't run away while you're sleeping, I'm really I plan to have a good talk with you, and let me sleep quickly."
Lu Yong was driven to sleep on the small bed by him.
Of course I didn't sleep well.
At seven o'clock in the morning, the nurse came to ask the patient Shen Wenqiu to take medicine and put him on an IV.
Lu Yong woke up and asked, "What do you want for breakfast, I'll go buy it."
Shen Wenqiu thought for a while, and said in a lacklustre manner, "I don't have much appetite, so I'd like a small portion of chicken soup wontons. You can buy a notebook and a pen by the way. Thank you."
Before leaving, Lu Yong passed by the nurse's desk, hesitated again and again, turned back, and said nervously: "Please watch out for the patient in ward 917, he may take the opportunity to escape."
The nurse was speechless: "Oh, I see."
Lu Yong quickly bought back the breakfast and gave Shen Wenqiu the notebook and pen he wanted, even though he didn't know what Shen Wenqiu was going to use it for.
Shen Wenqiu set up the small table on the hospital bed, opened his notebook after breakfast, and began to write without saying a word, writing smoothly.
Seeing that he was writing names and numbers, Lu Yong had a vague guess and asked, "What are you writing?"
Shen Wenqiu didn't raise his head, but frowned tightly, trying hard to remember and write down, he said with care, "Debt."
Before Lu Yong could speak, he said, "I will pay it back myself, you don't need to pay it back."
Lu Yong asked: "How do you pay it back?"
Shen Wenqiu's pen stopped, and his voice was soft and stubborn: "Don't pay me back. If you are willing to help me, then take me in. Just take me in forever."