The father and son walked back to the gate of the yard. Father Lu was about to push the iron fence door when he suddenly remembered something, turned around and asked, "By the way, do you want to sleep in the same room with Shen Wenqiu tonight, or in two separate rooms? There are two rooms prepared."
Lu Yong stood stupidly blushing, his lips murmured: "I, I..."
Father Lu clicked his tongue impatiently, and gave him a blank look. Before he could speak, he turned his head and pushed the door: "Oh, there are still two rooms."
Seeing that he was about to be left behind, Lu Yong was anxious, and hurriedly said, "One room! One room!"
"Are you sure?" Dad asked, "It's very quiet here at night, don't mess around."
Lu Yong blushed: "I won't mess around."
Lu Yong himself felt that he was hypocritical: "I just want to take care of Shen Wenqiu nearby. Really."
This is not true.
Lu's father laughed without saying a word, hehe twice, laughing so much that Lu Yong's ears felt hot.
The small building where they live is just behind the small courtyard. In the middle of the night, the cats and dogs are much quieter than during the day, with occasional barking or two. It makes the countryside even more quiet and deserted.
Shen Wenqiu was sitting in the living room on the first floor watching TV. As Lu Yong approached, his footsteps became lighter and lighter, until he stood outside the line of light, silently looking at Shen Wenqiu's silhouette in the dark.
Dad didn't say anything, just patted his shoulder and left: "You two have a good chat."
However, after leaving for more than ten minutes, Lu Yong felt as if he had been away for a long time, and he was indescribably anxious. In the past two months, he hardly let Shen Wenqiu out of his sight, and he felt uncomfortable all over when he couldn't see anyone for a moment.
It's almost like an addiction.
Right now, Lu Yong's mind is full of what his father said to him just now, but it's strange. When he listened to it, he felt that everything was extremely clear, and his chest was filled with courage. When he really put Shen Wenqiu in front of his eyes, his mind went blank again in an instant. .
Shen Wenqiu was peeling pecans to eat, and looked up at him: "Why are you standing there staring at me? You want to eat too? I'll share it with you."
Lu Yong shook his head nonchalantly, and said without beginning or end: "Seeing that you are well, I am relieved."
Shen Wenqiu smiled: "What? You just walked away for ten minutes?"
It happened that there was a dog leash with a collar on the table.
Shen Wenqiu picked it up and gestured around his neck: "Why don't you just put a collar around my neck and tie it on a dog leash? Wherever you go, you take it?"
Lu Yong solemnly denied: "No, no, it's not the same thing as having it with you. I'm... I'm..."
Shen Wenqiu put down his collar and said with a playful smile, "I'm just joking."
Shen Wenqiu thought, they had been arguing for several days, and it was time to make up.
Lu Yong is a person with such a dull personality. He has always been clear about it, and he can only resolve conflicts on his own initiative.
Lu Yong sat down beside him and asked, "Where are the others?"
Shen Wenqiu nodded and said, "I went to play mahjong. They asked me if I would play mahjong, and I said I would not play. -- I promised you that I would never gamble again." In fact, he was a little itchy when asked , but he felt uncomfortable when he thought of Lu Yong's disappointed eyes, especially when he recalled how Lu Yong was sitting next to the gambling table.
Lu Yong's heart warmed up.
So good! Lu Yong really wanted to reach out and touch his head, especially when Shen Wenqiu was watching TV alone, looking quiet and lonely.
Shen Wenqiu subtly noticed that Lu Yong probably talked about something important with his father, and when he came back, his attitude changed drastically, and he even took the initiative to get close to him.
No longer trembling and avoiding deliberately.
Shen Wenqiu felt flattered silently in his heart, and then became uneasy. Lu Yong laughed lowly twice, thinking about what to do, he couldn't take his hands off peeling oranges for Shen Wenqiu to eat: "Yeah."
Shen Wenqiu glanced at him, and Lu Yong had a smile on the corner of his mouth. Just by looking at him, he felt that his mood was also brightened a little.
The two shared this small sugar orange, and the feeling that Lu Yong peeled out became a bit sweeter.
Shen Wenqiu didn't want to just sit and enjoy, so he peeled nuts and fed them to Lu Yong. The two of you fed me and I fed you, without paying attention to the TV in front of you.
"How did you manage to be so focused?" Shen Wenqiu asked naturally, he had been thinking about this question for a long time, "Dayong, you are not angry when your father teases you with a dog during the day... I have been... I have always admired you for this, you have broken a hand, but I have never seen you feel inferior."
Lu Yong was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "Why do you think I have no inferiority complex?"
Shen asked Qiu: "Do you have any?"
Lu Yong nodded generously: "If you hadn't taken the initiative to make friends with me in high school, I would not have dared to be your friend. When I came back to my senses, I seemed to have become a lot more cheerful. "
"I also used to be very regretful and sad that I lost an arm. They would laugh at me for being disabled and for opening a garbage station at home, but you won't. I slowly let go of my knots and didn't care about my flaws anymore. "
While talking, Lu Yong looked at Shen Wenqiu, and slowly regained his courage. The two people's eyes met, as if they were glued together, and they stuck together unconsciously, and the surrounding air seemed to be quietly heating up.
Shen Wenqiu always felt that Lu Yong was saying with his gentle eyes: The luckiest thing in my life is that I met you.
Shen Wenqiu managed to turn his face away and look away.
Twisting it with his fingertips, it was full of crumbs. He took out a tissue, wiped his hands, and changed the subject abruptly: "It's getting late, we should go to bed."
Lu Yong's Adam's apple rolled, and he said: "I, my dad said that there is only one guest room, let us sleep overnight, okay?"
Of course Shen Wenqiu would not say no.
But when he really saw that there was only one bed and two quilts in the room, given the size of the two of them, he barely fell asleep.
Shen Wenqiu took a deep look and asked, "Do you sleep outside or inside?"
Lu Yong said: "You can sleep inside, I'll sleep outside, so as not to squeeze you down in the middle of the night. Go wash your face and brush your teeth first."
Shen Wenqiu nodded, accepted the arrangement, walked silently to the bathroom, and muttered in a low voice: "It's not that I haven't slept in a bed, and I haven't been squeezed down..."
Helping with work today, and playing with cats and dogs, there is always a smell on my body, so Shen Wenqiu took a bath by the way.
Listening to the sound of splashing water in the bathroom, Lu Yong sat stiffly on the edge of the bed as if he was about to bridal, took off his coat, bent down slowly, put his elbows on his legs, covered his mouth, Thinking confusedly: Should I wait for Shen Wenqiu to come out of the bathroom... and ask him if he can be his boyfriend
Lu Yong sighed.
He felt that the current order was wrong.
In fact, no matter how much he thinks of himself as righteous, he can't say that he didn't have any ambiguous intentions when he picked Shen Wenqiu back.
But he felt that Shen Wenqiu should be respected, and follow the most normal love process in the world, first of all, to help Shen Wenqiu regain the ability to live independently, and to let Shen Wenqiu have friends, find old friends, or make some good friends. new friends. For example, the last time Sheng Xu came to look for Shen Wenqiu, he thought Shen Wenqiu could also go out with them.
We should wait for Shen Wenqiu to establish a healthy and broad life circle before he can really cheer up. Then they stood on the opposite bank of equality, and he went to pursue Shen Wenqiu again.
It's all messed up.
Just because he's a beast who can't control himself.
Now what's the deal with him confessing his love to Shen Wenqiu? It's not that he's really that stupid, of course he feels that Shen Wenqiu is very dependent on him now.
Does that count as liking? Maybe it's just an illusion caused by the drawbridge effect, an irrational emotion after being kept in captivity.
Lu Yong thought about these things in his head, and stayed in a daze until Shen Wenqiu came out of the shower, saw that he was still wearing a prosthesis, and said, "You haven't taken off your prosthesis yet?"
Lu Yong: "... I'm about to pick it up."
Shen Wenqiu, who was surrounded by water vapor, sat on his right side, staring at him, sitting so close, as if snuggling up to him, Shen Wenqiu asked softly: "Dayong, can I make it for you?" ? I’ve wanted to try it for a long time.”
These words sounded ambiguous, Lu Yong blushed up to the root of his neck.
In front of Shen Wenqiu, he will always be that stupid Dayong who can't refuse: "Okay, okay..."
Shen Wenqiu's hand touched his alloy prosthetic arm.
Of course, this expensive prosthetic cannot completely replace the real arm. The fingers have the most advanced tactile transmission, but the feeling from his left hand is also very different, not to mention other places.
But when Shen Wenqiu's hand came up, he had a feeling of being really touched, as if his soul was gently approached and grabbed by Shen Wenqiu. He asked, "Is it here?"
Lu Yong said, "Yes."
Shen Wenqiu pressed the button, imitating Lu Yong's movement of removing his arm, twisted slightly, and took off his prosthesis: "Let me disinfect it for you."
Lu Yong carried a disinfection kit with him.
If you go out, just wipe it down with an alcohol swab.
Lu Yong didn't even dare to turn his head, his ears twitched, he gritted his teeth and thought, this is all over, let's coax people over first, regardless of the order or not.
Yes, but how should I ask
——"Baa, can I be your boyfriend?"
Isn't it too solemn to call me Xiaobaa? Doesn't it seem a bit arrogant to use me as the subject
——"Shen Wenqiu, I want to fall in love with you."
Does this seem unclear? The tone of the announcement was too harsh.
——"Shen Wenqiu, can you fall in love with me?"
He felt that the word "love" made people shy, so why not change it to a sexual partner? It seems too earthy again. And this question sounds so weak, if it is not firm enough, it will be rejected by Shen Wenqiu again.
Lu Yong hasn't made up his mind yet.
Shen Wenqiu asked beside him: "Is this okay? Can you take a look?"
Lu Yong turned his head in a daze, and met Shen Wenqiu's gaze staring at him, his face turned red in an instant.
Shen Wenqiu Mingming just approached him and didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but Lu Yong felt like the little lamb had already got into his arms, rubbing against his heart, begging him to caress.
Shen Wenqiu looked at him without blinking as if he was afraid that he would run away, and asked with a blushing face, "Dayong, do you want to have another accident?"