"Invitation card? What invitation card? I haven't received it..." Lu Yong said in a daze, he recalled what happened back then, "I know you invited a lot of classmates to drink that day, and I have been waiting for you Maybe they will look for me too, but I’m quite sad if I didn’t.”
Shen Wenqiu knew that Lu Yong would not lie, his scalp was numb, and he said in disbelief: "At that time, in order to cover up the fact that I was going to invite you, I specially sent invitations to the whole class, so that even if they asked, I would not You can make excuses and say that it’s not good not to invite you when everyone else has been invited. In the end, you didn’t come!”
Lu Yong stood there in a daze like a piece of wood: "I really didn't receive it. If I did, can I not go on purpose?"
They look at me, I look at you, no one knows what happened, which led to the loss of the invitation that was supposed to be sent.
The two were speechless.
Looking at each other.
Silently found that each other's faces seemed a little embarrassed and funny, so she looked at Shen Wenqiu and laughed involuntarily. Lu Yong saw him smiling, although he didn't know why, he laughed along with him.
Lu Yong's accompanying laugh was very forced, which made Shen Wenqiu want to laugh even more: "What are you laughing at?"
The terrifying courage that Lu Yong showed a few minutes ago has disappeared like an ebb tide, and the dark sea water has also submerged under the sand, and he can no longer be seen, and he has become that stupid and honest lump again: "I see you laugh. "
He said sincerely: "It's good to smile, but you should laugh more. I want you to laugh every day and don't cry."
Look, this is the scariest thing about stupid and honest people.
Waiting can't say sweet words, once said, it is always from the heart, people have to believe, and because it is rare, it is especially precious.
Shen Wenqiu smiled and couldn't stop laughing, his heart was both sweet and sour, suddenly so many misunderstandings were solved, although it felt like the sky was gone, but after all, he had been wrong for so many years.
He now has a strange feeling in his heart that he can't explain, and he thinks that Lu Yong is probably the same.
The atmosphere seemed weird.
Like a sudden change of setting, they couldn't adapt to it all at once, and their consciousness swayed between the past and the present.
Shen Wenqiu even wondered if he was dreaming, everything seemed so unreal.
He feels that Lu Yong's hug is not real, Lu Yong's kiss is not real, and Lu Yong's love is not real.
It's not that Lu Yong didn't perform well enough, it's his problem.
For a moment just now, he felt like going back to the past, but when he really stepped into reality, there were still many troubles. The process of a person's growth is the process of learning to give up. He is always losing, losing his first love, losing the ability to love others, losing his home, losing his father, losing his dreams, and losing his friends. On the way, he can only keep convincing himself that he is not to care. If you don't care, you won't be sad.
So, things are changing now, what should we do
Can a bad person like him really hold Lu Yong's sincerity
"It might be because the courier lost it." Shen Wenqiu said, and he smiled at Lu Yong again, "Okay, now I figure it out, it's not your fault, nor mine. That's good."
He said, "That's good."
Lu Yong's fingertips grazed the back of his hand from time to time, as if he wanted to grab it, but he couldn't find a good time.
Shen Wenqiu's heart was pounding, thinking, how would he hold it up? From the palm or the back of the hand? Handshake? Or the wrong fingers
"Didi!"
A sharp whistle sounded from behind them.
Lu Yong pulled Shen Wenqiu and hid to the side to make way. An electric tricycle whized past them.
When you come back to your senses, you have already joined hands.
It seemed to be pushed by fate to make it a matter of course.
Then no one was willing to let go, and there was no one in the countryside, only field weeds and bugs and birds around, no one would point fingers at the intimate behavior of the two men, but even so, they were still so nervous that their palms sweated.
Shen Wenqiu asked without confidence: "My family is gone, no one cares about me, but how do you plan to explain to your dad? You are the only child in your family, and your dad doesn't have any siblings..."
During this hesitation, Lu Yong interrupted anxiously: "My dad knows!"
Shen Wenqiu was struck by lightning: "..."
Shen Wenqiu stared at Lu Yong helplessly.
Lu Yong really wanted to kiss him again, Lu Yong boldly thought, since, since they have become lovers, they should have obtained an official license to kiss, right? So cute. Lu Yong said dizzily: "My dad asked me, and I can't lie to him."
Shen Wenqiu shook his head, and said as if he had no choice: "Sometimes I think you are smart, and sometimes I think you are very stupid."
There is no need to chase after Lu Yong and ask his father what his reply is? From Uncle Lu's attitude towards him, he was not uncomfortable at all, and he was still tolerant and kind.
But Shen Wenqiu still has a faint sense of guilt for dragging someone else's good son into the water, which lingers in his heart and cannot be lingered.
When he could see the door of the house, Shen Wenqiu said in a low voice, "We're going to be seen, let's stop holding hands, shall we? We're not high school students."
Lu Yong, who has no procrastination, was so sticky for the first time, and begged him to say, "Wait a little longer."
I thought in my heart, the next second, I will hold it for one more second, so I dragged on for a second like this, my heart beat fast, and I thought, then wait for one more heart beat, another beat, and another beat.
Shen Wenqiu felt that Lu Yong should be the more stable and calm person. As a result, someone came out from the yard, and the moment he was about to be seen, he wanted to let go first, but Lu Yong refused to let go, and the clasped hands were quickly hidden behind his back.
The first time he was slapped on by an honest person, Shen Wenqiu blushed, but they didn't notice, it was because he had a guilty conscience.
When the person walked away, Shen Wenqiu lowered his voice and asked him angrily, "Why don't you let go."
Lu Yong had a struggling expression that wanted to lie but couldn't: "I want to be seen. If I am seen, I can introduce that we are in a relationship."
But seeing that Shen Wenqiu was unhappy, he reluctantly let go.
Shen Wenqiu sometimes needs to push, but he can't push too hard.
Lu Yong said, "It's fine if you don't want to."
"No..." Shen Wenqiu said guiltily, "I am notorious anyway, but you are not, you are a young talent."
"I don't want to be your only stain."
Lu Yong frowned and said seriously: "You are not my stain! I can't think so..."
"I know, I know." Shen Wenqiu nodded, then shook his head again, "But other people don't think so, since your father has already said it, then forget it, you should introduce me as your friend to outsiders .”
Lu Yong stared at him deeply, like a big dog being asked by its owner not to go for a walk, even though he was not very happy, he still agreed.
They ate another lunch and left.
Many of the dishes for this lunch were leftovers from last night's birthday banquet. The Lu family's father and son have been thrifty for two generations, so it is impossible to throw away unfinished dishes.
Life is like this, a lot is carefully arranged for a special day, but it is impossible to live like this every day.
Although Shen Wenqiu was a little confused, because Lu Yong was scheduled to not go to the company for two days, plus the weekend, there would be four days.
It is absolutely possible to stay in the country for two more days to relax and relax. The arrangement that Lu Yong had discussed with him before was to return to the city on the last day, but it turned out to be earlier.
Shen Wenqiu didn't ask much, he was Lu Yong's secretary, and the boss did whatever he wanted.
After bidding farewell to Uncle Lu, the trunk was filled with local specialties from the country, and the two returned with a full load.
The journey is boring.
Lu Yong turned on the music in the car, and a random song happened to be Jacky Cheung's "Love Letter": "You are so thin and haggard that it makes me feel bad. Sometimes love is crueler than time; it makes people blind and desperate, and forgets what love needs." Two people with the same heart... "
Shen Wenqiu was quite embarrassed, and always wondered if Lu Yong did it on purpose, but did Lu Yong have such a scheming plan? He said: "Your playlist is really dirty, you can change it..."
Lu Yong held the steering wheel tightly: "I just like old songs, and I can't get used to the songs that young people like to listen to now."
Lu Yong is the first-class man in this world.
Shen Wenqiu really had no resistance to the honest and affectionate Lu Yong, and he didn't want to make himself appear so unreserved, so he changed the subject: "Why did we go back early? Is there anything urgent?"
"Yeah." Lu Yong with red ears stared straight ahead and said shamelessly, "I want to go home quickly and have sex with you."