Speak out.
Shen Wenqiu didn't feel regretful or ashamed, but felt a sense of relief. Previously, she had been hiding in front of Sheng Xu, but she was not enough friends.
It's just that he was a little surprised at himself, did he even admit it like this
After Sheng Xu heard it, he was instantly irritated, and the atmosphere in his body changed accordingly. He fixed his eyes on Shen Wenqiu without blinking, which made people feel uncomfortable all over. Shen Wenqiu saw that his eye sockets were gradually turning red, he seemed hesitant to speak, and after a while, he said eccentrically, "Congratulations, you have finally fulfilled your wish..."
"When you fucking lived in my house, I saw you having nightmares in the middle of the night, sweating and trembling. As a result, you chanted a few words of Lu Yong's name while dreaming, and you calmed down by yourself. Not only once or twice, Do you know that you always call Lu Yong in your sleep?"
"That's great, you've been thinking about Lu Yong in your dreams, and now you finally get what you want, aren't you? Are you happy?"
Shen Wenqiu felt uncomfortable in his heart.
He doesn't have many friends left. If he could, he didn't want to get into too much trouble with Sheng Xu. It would be a pity to sink into a friendship of more than twenty years.
He is not a fool.
It's not that he didn't completely miss the reason for Sheng Xu's uncertainty. After his family went bankrupt and he gave up on himself, Sheng Xu was still so kind to him. At first he thought it was friendship. But Sheng Xu always came to peek at him in the middle of the night, no matter how stupid he was, he could feel something was wrong.
That's why I left.
That's why I pretend to turn a blind eye. If I can't see it, it doesn't exist.
Since it does not exist, naturally no one will be injured.
The adult world is especially complicated.
Shen Wenqiu said in embarrassment: "Don't be like this..."
Sheng Xu said like crazy: "Don't do it? I also heard that Lu Yong helped you pay back the money, right? Didn't you say that he doesn't like you? But he is willing to pay you back when you are sleeping? "
"Then I can help you pay back the money too! Can you?"
"Obviously I knew you first, so why do you like him? Haven't we known each other longer? He treats you well, but I treat you badly? Tell yourself, how do I treat you? It's not enough Do you take your heart out?"
"Shen Wenqiu, you can't be so heartless. When you betrayed your relatives, who took the initiative to stand by your side? It was me! I took you in. When you are like a dog, I want you! Want to land on Lu Yong? What is so good about Lu Yong? If you didn't try your best to commit crimes, he wouldn't want you. If you don't look for him, he won't look for you for ten years. Why do you just love him? ?”
"Shen Wenqiu, I think I'm the one who loves you more, why don't you love me?"
Shen Wenqiu couldn't stop Sheng Xu at all, causing Sheng Xu to pour out his brain.
The scene was extremely embarrassing for a while.
This is a very cruel thing, not to love is not to love.
Sheng Xu also took out his wallet. He was so impatient that his fingers trembled. He took out all his bank/bank/cards and cash. Because there was no place to put them on the road, he was in a hurry and dropped them on the ground. He didn't pick them up, but just looked at Shen Xu. Wen Qiu said: "I can also help you pay back the money, you come with me."
Shen Wenqiu paused for an unknown amount of time, unable to escape after all, looked straight at him, shook his head guiltily, and said, "He loves me. Xiaoxu."
"He loves me more than you. There is no one in the world who loves me more than him."
Sheng Xu heard Shen Wenqiu say in person: "I love him too. I only love him."
Sheng Xu thought, what Shen Wenqiu said was really calm and gentle.
However, it turns out that there is a kind of gentleness in the world that is sharper than the tip of a knife.
The words have come to this point, so I have to confide them all.
Shen Wenqiu also gradually felt hot-headed, and said somewhat incoherently: "I later thought, I probably fell in love with Lu Yong at first sight. If I told it in high school, no one would believe it, but I just like him."
"I was ignorant when I was young. I was afraid because I liked him too much. I was gay from the beginning. I pretended I wasn't, and I hurt him. It wasn't that he didn't care about me, it was that he listened to me. If I don't allow him to find me, he won't dare to come to me."
"Before we fell in love, he said that he would help me pay back the money. He didn't want anything in return. In fact, he is not that rich. He is a big fool. He sold houses and cars. He would rather have nothing than pay me back. "
"He also told me that he just wanted to give me a chance to be a human again."
"But these are not reasons."
"The only reason I love him is because I love him. I'm sorry, Xiaoxu, just as you said, I really love him. I don't want anyone else, I just want him."
"I only love Lu Yong."
After Shen Wenqiu finished speaking, he felt a little tired, as if he had vomited out his soul.
In front of Lu Yong, he has never expressed himself so bluntly. On the contrary, he is even more timid to confide in the person he likes. He always wants to hide this love secretly. It's a matter of two people.
Sheng Xuyou was not convinced, and stared at him unsteadily.
Shen Wenqiu drove his numb legs, squatted down, and helped him pick up the money and bank/bank/cards that fell on the ground, sorted them out, and stuffed them into his hands: "Don't waste money."
"How much money can you earn from working by yourself? Don't ask your father for me. You don't have a good relationship with him. Didn't you say you don't want to see his face?"
Sheng Xu held the money stiffly, still looking at him, tears kept falling, but there was no sound of crying, like a dummy.
Sheng Xu said abruptly: "Oh, you paid it off, right? Then you pay me back the money, you asked me to borrow 30 million, you pay me back, pay me back now, isn't Lu Yong going to help you pay it back? You Can you help him decide? You have to ask his opinion like a pet? Aren't you just selling to him in your life?"
The voice just fell.
Shen Wenqiu snorted self-deprecatingly, and said sadly and humblely: "I want to sell him...but am I worthy? Can I be worth 100 million? I'm not worthy now, I want to do something useful for him Let's talk about it later."
"It doesn't matter if you think I'm cheap, or you think I'm shameless."
"I just want the love he gave me."
Sheng Xu sneered: "Yes, how expensive it is, a love worth 100 million."
"It's not a hundred million." Shen Wenqiu corrected, arguing, "It's all he has, and he will give me what he has. His love is all he has, and to me it cannot be measured by money, it is a priceless treasure. "
Sheng Xu felt that Shen Wenqiu was not stabbing him in the heart with a knife, but stabbing it in with a barbed knife and stirring it repeatedly, maybe he still didn't believe that they were in love and refused to give up.
"How could you be the one who was mean? It's obvious that I was the one who was meaner. Really." Sheng Xu took a deep breath, he felt that the water in his mind had finally drained, and he stopped crying. His heart was at a loss, but instead laugh it out.
Means unknown. He himself didn't know what he was laughing at, he just thought it was ridiculous, it was so funny.
"What's the matter? Now it's like I'm a vicious supporting role who wants to tear you apart, why should I play this kind of role! Damn it." He resumed his usual seemingly rebellious attitude, sneered, and cursed like this road.
Shen Wenqiu felt ashamed: "Xiao Xu."
"Fuck, don't call me Xiaoxu." Sheng Xu raised his chin slightly, as if trying to maintain his pride, "Do you think we can still be friends? I don't want to be friends with you anymore. Wait until you give me the money Give it back to me, we will break it off once and for all, and you will never appear in front of me again."
"get out."
Shen Wenqiu stood still.
Sheng Xu just remembered, smiled and said, "Oh, yes, I'm here to find you."
"Then I should go."
After speaking, he turned and left.
Shen Wenqiu didn't catch up, Sheng Xu turned around and walked backwards, it seemed that he was standing there motionless, his eyes were completely gloomy, and finally he said harshly in his characteristic tone: "I wish you all the best!" Let’s grow old together, a happy marriage for a hundred years!!”
Then turned around completely, strode away, and never looked back.
Shen Wenqiu stayed for a long time, feeling uncomfortable.
He heard the dog's barking "Wow", he came back to his senses, followed the sound, and saw Lu Yong standing not far away, leading the dog.
Shen Wenqiu asked, "When did you come here?"
Lu Yong hesitated for a while, and said honestly: "From the moment when Sheng Xu confessed to you, I saw that your atmosphere was not right, and I was afraid that something would happen, so I followed. You were so serious that you didn't notice me."
Shen Wenqiu: "..."
Shen Wenqiu suddenly couldn't care about Sheng Xu's affairs.
Didn't Lu Yong hear his confession? Shen Wenqiu was dumbfounded, the sadness in his heart hadn't calmed down, and a strong sense of shame surged up, and he didn't know how to sort out his mood for a while.
Lu Yong stretched out his left hand to him: "Go home."
Shen Wenqiu held his left hand, Lu Yong held his hand with his right hand, and his boyfriend with his left hand, and walked home slowly.
Lu Yong held back all the way, when he got home, as soon as he closed the door, he asked: "You said you fell in love with me at first sight, is it true? But when I was in high school, I was ugly and disabled..."
While changing shoes, Shen Wenqiu said: "I don't know, I think I shouldn't like that, but I just like you. I like you no matter what you are. I have liked you for a long time, don't you Then think that I have no choice but to like you."
Lu Yong silently helped him grab the shoes and set them up.
The puppy ran to eat.
Only the two of them were left in the hallway.
Lu Yong circled around him at a loss, more like a dog than a dog, as if he didn't know how to express: "Actually, I know it's not good for me to be happy now, but I just feel happy..."
"What you said is like, you don't want anything else but me."
Shen Wenqiu glanced at him and said, "No one else wants me, only you."
Lu Yong held back and held back, his cheeks flushed red: "I have less than one million left in my card now, I think, or don't leave any more, I'll call all of them into your card, and pay it back sooner." a little."
Shen Wenqiu couldn't help laughing: "You are Mr. Lu after all, why do you think it's a stupid idea to open your mouth for a long time? You should save some emergency funds for yourself anyway! Don't do this, you just want to call me if you have money."
Lu Yong shook his head: "Not only that, but if it is possible, I would like to transfer all my house and car to you directly..."
Shen Wenqiu glared at him.
Lu Yong shut up.
However, after such a conversation, Shen Wenqiu felt much calmer.
In fact, he probably has an idea and is confident that his idea can help Lu Yong earn hundreds of millions, hundreds of millions, or even more.