Shen Wenqiu didn't have any money in his pocket, not to mention money, the clothes he was wearing and the shoes he was wearing were also bought by Lu Yong.
After walking a few steps, he became stupid. He didn't live in City H before, and he didn't go out much, so he didn't know his way at all. He just walked aimlessly along the curb. This generation seems to be an old town, and something is being remodeled. On the left is the erected blue building partition, and on the right are old shops.
No construction at night, quiet and desolate.
There were no vehicles or pedestrians passing by on the narrow road, and he walked alone on the deserted road.
The shops at this point have been closed one after another. After locking the iron gates, he saw at a glance that there was only one small shop still open, and the words "tobacco", "drinks", and "phone recharge" were pasted on the glass doors. .
It is an old store, the decoration style is similar to that of ten years ago.
Shen Wenqiu stopped in his tracks, distracted involuntarily.
The chirping of cicadas was like a "squeak" in his ears, bringing his thoughts back to the summer twelve years ago—
Military training is hot as hell.
As soon as the team broke up, everyone rushed into the school's canteen to buy ice water and ice drinks. Shen Wenqiu noticed that Lu Yong never bought water or snacks, and always brought an old thermos cup with peeling paint to drink the free boiled water in the school.
The two had made friends without knowing it, and Shen Wenqiu became acquainted with his classmates faster in class, but after a few days, a small group had been vaguely established, with Shen Wenqiu as the center.
Lu Yong was also among them, but he was brought in by Shen Wenqiu, and his relationship with other people was normal.
When everyone went to the supermarket together, Lu Yong would also go with Shen Wenqiu's ass. Everyone else bought it, but he didn't buy it.
Of course Shen Wenqiu is not short of that little money, he is willing to invite Lu Yong, but if he only pays Lu Yong's share of the money, it seems to treat Lu Yong special. After much deliberation, Shen Wenqiu decided to treat everyone directly, so it would be inconspicuous to include Lu Yong.
Lu Yong was so kind to him, Shen Wenqiu always wanted to repay Lu Yong. Shen Wenqiu was spoiled and spoiled, and his housework was terrible. Every night, he silently made his bed and wanted to help him with his laundry, but Shen Wenqiu refused, as if he spent money to buy a servant. Said: "My dad was just joking. You don't have to take care of me."
Lu Yong said: "It's okay. I think you are not used to it. The clothes you washed last time were still dirty. Why don't I write them for you so that they can be cleaned better."
A man with two hands is not as good at work as someone with one hand, so what's the matter
Shen Wenqiu felt ashamed. He is a genuine young master, but it is embarrassing to be found coquettish and embarrassing. After all, he is a boy, so he has a good face.
But he knew in his heart that Lu Yong was sincerely treating others well, so he couldn't be indifferent if he accepted this kindness. Otherwise, what do you think of people? Follower? What year is it
Lu Yong hesitated for a while, and then said to him: "Little Baa, don't treat guests all the time. Although you have a lot of pocket money, if this continues, they will always make you treat guests. This is not good."
"You are kind and cute. Even if you don't spend money on treats, everyone will like to make friends with you."
Shen Wenqiu froze at that moment, his expression changed.
Listening to what Lu Yong said, it seems that he is a fool.
I'm here to take care of you! Unable to speak out what was in his heart, Shen Wenqiu let out an "um" from the bottom of his nose, and walked away with a dark face.
Damn, I really don't know good people. Shen Wenqiu felt aggrieved and went to Gulu Gulu to drink a bottle of milk.
When I was studying, in school, the classmates seemed to be equal, they all wore the same school uniform and took the same class. But gradually you will find that it is really difficult to make friends with a big gap in family background and consumption. Shen Wenqiu doesn't want to live a miserable life like Lu Yong, but giving money to Lu Yong directly and indirectly seems to hurt people's self-esteem. Lu Yong can't be allowed to follow him in high consumption.
How to reconcile this matter? Either he wronged himself, or Lu Yong lowered his self-esteem.
He thought, is it not suitable for him to be that kind of particularly close friend with Lu Yong, maybe it is okay to be a friend with a normal relationship.
Just don't worry about Lu Yong so much.
Then Shen Wenqiu didn't talk to Lu Yong for two days, and he didn't waste money on treats.
At night, he saw Lu Yong playing the flashlight under the quilt in the middle of the night and didn't know what he was doing, so he didn't ask, and wanted to gradually fade away from Lu Yong.
In a blink of an eye, it was the last day of military training.
Shen Wenqiu thought, anyway, he doesn't live on campus, and he somehow relies on Lu Yong, probably due to a similar situation of the fledgling effect. In the future, he won't see him every day, so he won't feel this way anymore.
After the military training is over, the teacher probably explained some precautions after the start of school, and then the meeting ended and went back to the dormitory.
Shen Wenqiu felt that Lu Yong was following him step by step. When he reached the dormitory, he sat down on the lower bunk and changed his shoes. Lu Yong walked up to him. Lu Yong was too tall. He bent down slightly and said to him: "Xiaobaa, do you not live on campus after school starts?"
Shen Wenqiu was upset: "I don't know."
Lu Yong didn't ask, but said, "I have something to give you."
Shen Wenqiu looked up at him.
Lu Yong handed it over, and in the palm of his hand was a lamb made of straw, which was round and very cute.
Shen Wenqiu's eyes lit up because of the cuteness, and he blinked. He didn't answer it, and he didn't answer it. He liked all kinds of lamb-themed dolls and toys since he was a child, but this was the first time he received a handmade product.
Shen Wenqiu looked at Lu Yong, and Lu Yong also looked at him.
Shen Wenqiu took the lamb over and asked, "You've been making up this in secret these past few nights? I thought you'd already started studying in advance."
Later he found out that Lu Yong never stayed up late at night to study, nor did he make up lessons. He could just read the textbooks, and even made things up for himself.
Lu Yong smiled: "As long as you like it."
afternoon.
Dad came to take him home.
Shen Wenqiu put his hand in his hand. On a hot day, his palms were sweating because of the heat, and he secretly played with the lamb. He murmured, "Dad, I, I think it's good to live on campus. I wonder if it's okay to live on campus?" ?”
He added pretentiously: "I don't think it's that inconvenient to live on campus, and I can sleep a little longer in the morning."
He thought, Lu Yong is so withdrawn and gloomy, if he doesn't even make friends with Lu Yong, wouldn't Lu Yong want to live an isolated campus life, that would be too pitiful, right? Anyway, it's not a big deal. For him, it's just a matter of lifting a finger.
Because of Lu Yong, he lived comfortably in the school dormitory.
Dad smiled: "Oh, our little baa has grown up and wants to live independently. It seems that the military training is very effective! You only need a special application for commuting, and you don't need to live on campus. Of course you can."
…
Thinking about it now, he was more or less conceited and sentimental at the time.
"Ugh."
Shen Wenqiu raised his head, looked at the starless night sky, and let out a deep sigh. It's still embarrassing in retrospect. I really want to delete the stupid and arrogant youth.
"Shen Wenqiu!"
A sullen voice called to him.
Shen Wenqiu looked back at Xunsheng and saw Lu Yong at the other end of the street.
Shen Wenqiu turned around quickly, without saying a word, walked in the opposite direction quickly, getting faster and faster, as if about to run, his heart beat faster and faster with the sound of Lu Yong's approaching footsteps.
Lu Yong's dark and broad palms grabbed Shen Wenqiu's shoulders from behind, and in a hurry, he couldn't control his strength, and grabbed him as if he was pressing the person back abruptly. Shen Wenqiu felt as if he was thrown down and captured by a large beast, he almost missed his throat.
Lu Yong panted heavily, his eyes were frighteningly bright, and he stared at him angrily and anxiously: "Where are you going?"
Shen Wenqiu's heart skipped a beat, and he smiled roguely: "What are you doing? I just came out for a walk."
"Stop grabbing me. My bones are about to be broken by you."
Lu Yong took a deep breath, took a breath, let go of his hand slowly, and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. Did I hurt you?... You didn't say anything, I thought you left without saying goodbye."
"You don't have a job or a place to live. Where can you go? I'm worried."
Neither of them mentioned the wechat incident, and they revealed it tacitly.
Shen Wenqiu followed Lu Yong back.
Shen Wenqiu originally wanted to mention it, but when the words came to his lips, he swallowed them.
What does he explain? He was a rotten person in the first place, explaining that he is not a rotten person? Or is it limited to Lu Yong, who is not a bad person? Does it make sense
The night wind blows.
Suddenly, Shen Wenqiu realized one thing, he shouldn't have come to Lu Yong. Lu Yong is too kind and soft-hearted. He can't bear to see stray puppies passing by. If he still has a good impression of Lu Yong and commits suicide... Lu Yong will definitely feel sad for him.
Originally, in this world, no one should cry for him.
All because of his unnecessary actions.
It's better to let Lu Yong think that he is a bad person.
Yes, Lu Yong should be disappointed in him! At that time, even if he heard the news of his death, Lu Yong would only sigh with emotion: He deserved it! pretty good. Shen Wenqiu figured out the plan and secretly made up his mind.
On the way back, there was a traffic jam at the intersection, waiting for the traffic lights.
Lu Yong held the steering wheel with both hands and tapped it with his fingers.
Suddenly, Lu Yong said, "Sorry, I haven't seen you for ten years."
"It's all right." Shen Wenqiu replied, "I was the one who warned you not to look for me back then, it has nothing to do with you that I have degenerated into what I am now."
Probably because it was too boring, Shen Wenqiu actually wanted to ask something: "Lu Yong, have you inquired about me these years?"
He knew it was wrong, but his heart was still beating "poundingly", anxiously waiting for Lu Yong's answer.
Then he heard Lu Yong say: "No."
It was like being hit by a heavy stone, and it was like being killed by a single shot.
Shen Wenqiu knew that Lu Yong was a good-natured person.
Lu Yong never lied.
But he's a liar, and he turned his head away and said, "Me too."