He understood the truth, even he planned to let Lu Yong say such words, but when he really heard Lu Yong say this, Shen Wenqiu found that his heart was hurting and his eyes were sour.
His hands were clenched into fists, and his fingers were almost carved into his palms, pressing back the tears that were about to burst.
There was a burning phantom pain on his cheek, like someone slapped him.
Shen Wenqiu didn't expect Lu Yong to say it so directly. When Lu Yongming said it, he realized that he still had a little bit of luck in his heart, subconsciously thinking that Lu Yong might still be as obsessed with himself as he was ten years ago. He hoped that even though he was covered in mud, there was still a fool in the world who thought he was clean and kind.
What is he doing? Jumping up and down like a clown, distressing himself.
He was also full of confidence thinking that he had a good image in Lu Yong's heart, but Lu Yong actually regarded him as a bad person.
"I know you're a sucker."
Even Lu Yong regarded him as a hopeless rotten person.
The strength of Shen Wenqiu's limbs and bones seemed to be emptied by Lu Yong's words, and even his soul lost strength. He lay back, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tears that did not come from him. There was an impulse in my heart like breaking a jar.
He kicked Lu Yong again, and Lu Yong let go.
During this period of time, the false peace carefully maintained between the two of them seemed to be separated by a thin layer of ice for a moment.
Shen Wenqiu had an urge to fight, but he suppressed it and couldn't break out. He said, "I'm going to sleep."
Lu Yong said carefully: "I didn't mean what you thought, I..."
Before he could speak, he was interrupted by Shen Wenqiu indifferently: "I know, I know, you don't need to explain. I'm so annoying. Mr. Lu, you have to go to work tomorrow, go to bed early."
Lu Yong still refused to leave, and said, "I'll buy you some more games, aren't the games fun? Didn't you like playing games very much before?"
Shen Wenqiu said impatiently: "It's fun. But it's not fun to play with those people. It's boring to play games at home alone. It's like chatting with you, without talking too much."
Lu Yong: "..."
He was so anxious that there was nothing he could do.
They weren't like this before, they were able to make friends when they were fifteen, of course it was because they had so much to talk about. Even though Shen Wenqiu was the one who took the initiative to talk to him most of the time, even his negative character was illuminated by his sunny smile.
Lu Yong said: "You can talk to me, if you have any difficulties, I will help you as much as possible."
Shen Wenqiu smiled contemptuously when she heard the words, and said lightly, how is it possible? His life has already fallen into the abyss, and he is still burdened with hundreds of millions of debts. Can this be pulled back up
Is it because Lu Yong has been in the mall a lot these years, and his personality has changed? He can still say such scenes without blinking an eye.
Shen Wenqiu turned sideways to the inside, and waved his hands: "Okay, okay, I'm so sleepy, I don't have time to chat with you now, let's try another day."
"I beg you, okay?"
After an unknown amount of time, Lu Yong finally left.
Shen Wenqiu fell asleep in a state of confusion, he thought, if there is rebirth in the world, it would be great, and if he does it again, he will definitely be a clean person.
…
Both Shen Wenqiu and Lu Yong grew up in single-parent families. His mother died in a car accident, and Lu Yong's mother died of illness.
The fathers of both sides met because of the car accident last time. Shen Wenqiu's father knew that the Lu family was struggling, so he even gave away the company's and family's waste products to Lu Yong's father for free, and even helped introduce customers.
In fact, the Lu family's income from opening a waste station is not bad, not to mention that both father and son are hard-working people, but they borrowed money everywhere to treat their deceased wife, and his father is not a person who owes money. He only keeps a little of the money he earns for basics For living expenses, everything else must be paid off first.
After the two got along for half a semester, Shen Wenqiu plucked up the courage to invite Lu Yong to his home to play.
After hearing the invitation, Lu Yong subconsciously said, "I have to help my father with work on weekends..."
Shen Wenqiu was angry.
Lu Yongcai changed his words as if he was afraid of him: "I'll ask Dad if I can go after school on Friday."
In the end, Lu Yong still went to his house to play. He also specially wore new clothes and new shoes, and also gave him a fruit as a door-to-door gift!
Shen Wenqiu looked at it, and felt a little guilty for causing others to waste money. He said, "Why are you being so polite? Didn't you say that you don't need to bring gifts? You will come to play often in the future. Do you bring them every time? Then you Don't come."
Lu Yong said naively: "That's what I said too, but my father said that you can't come empty-handed for the first time."
The host can say, what's the matter with you as a guest who took the initiative to say that you don't want to bring gifts!
Shen Wenqiu took Lu Yong to play computer games, it was Lu Yong's first time playing computer games, it was quite fresh. Shen Wenqiu said: "My dad is busy with work, and I usually watch TV and play games at home. My dad said that if I get into the top 50 in the final exam, he will buy me the latest foreign game console. This one It's almost ruined..."
"I bought a new game card specially, just want to play with you!"
At first, Shen Wenqiu wanted to show off in front of Lu Yong, but it wasn't to show that he was rich, but that he was good at playing games, because he couldn't compare to Lu Yong in terms of grades in school, and couldn't compare to him in playing games Lu Yong
Today he is going to show Lu Yong what a dude is!
As a result, he actually picked up the handle, and he realized that he had forgotten one thing.
—Lu Yong only has one hand.
Shen Wenqiu was embarrassed: "Ah, I forgot..."
Lu Yong laughed instead: "It's okay. It's not the first time you forgot."
Shen Wenqiu repaired the situation and said: "Let's go to play keyboard games. There are a few games that can be played with one hand."
Then he taught Lu Yong how to operate, and he still won for the first half an hour, and then Lu Yong started to turn defeat into victory, and he lost more and won less. There are also some advanced operations, he knows the theory, but can't play it, but Lu Yong is fucking self-taught! !
Shen Wenqiu was so angry that he almost smashed the keyboard.
Lu Yong is also a naive person. Seeing that he said he would stop fighting, he asked, "Am I not supposed to win?" Then he said, "I let you win. Don't be angry."
Listen, is anyone talking like that? Shen Wenqiu thought, no wonder I heard that Lu Yong had no friends in junior high school, and now no one wants to make friends with him except himself in the class. Someone told him in private before that he felt that Lu Yong was both inferior and arrogant, arrogant about his talents, and looked down on others.
Shen Wenqiu calmed down, seeing his honest look of being in a hurry and not knowing what to do, he found it funny again, and laughed: "It's okay. Am I so stingy?"
keep playing.
But unfortunately, they played two more rounds, and the game console broke down.
Shen Wenqiu knocked and tapped to confirm that it was really broken, and wailed in great grief: "It's a lot of trouble to fix this, and I have to send it to the factory."
Lu Yong flipped through it and said, "Do you want me to repair it? I received a copy of "Compendium of Using Skills and Overhauling Electronic Game Consoles" earlier, and I remember the model number of your game console was written in it." .”
Shen Wenqiu sprayed: "You will do this too??!!"
Lu Yong did not give an accurate guarantee, but only said: "I repaired another model according to the book, and sold it after repairing, but I think it should be similar."
Isn't this more fun? Shen Wenqiu put the game console into his schoolbag and said excitedly, "Let's go! Let's go now!"
Shen Wenqiu called his father and said he was going to play at Lu Yong's house. After thinking about it, he took out a large bag of imported snacks from the snack cabinet.
Lu Yong's home is far away from his home, and it takes 40 minutes to get there by bus.
Chatting along the way felt that the distance was so short, Shen Wenqiu was a small talker, his head and mouth could not be idle, and he wanted to talk to people all day long, which is why he had a good impression of Lu Yong—
Lu Yong doesn't talk much, but he listens to him very carefully, and occasionally makes a few weird words. He is always serious, but his brain circuit is different from others, and he doesn't even realize that what he said is destroying the atmosphere. .
If it were someone else, they would feel that Lu Yong was a disappointment, or they would offend others without opening their mouths, but Shen Wenqiu didn't think so, and laughed, thinking that Lu Yong was very interesting.
Lu Yong's garbage station is not small.
Seeing him coming too, Father Lu was at a loss. He quickly wiped his hands on the apron and wiped away his sweat, but his face turned even darker.
The place full of all kinds of garbage can't be tidy no matter how it is sorted and organized. At first glance, it is still a mess, especially in the hot summer, there is a smell of garbage.
Papa Lu was embarrassed, holding a rag in his hand, kept wiping his hands, and said embarrassingly, "Little Baa, have you come to play? Our house is so messy... let Dayong take you to sit inside."
After finishing speaking, he hurriedly fumbled in his pocket. He had just made a deal, and took out a handful of tattered and dirty small bills in his pocket, and stuffed them to Lu Yong: "Take it and buy some snack popsicles to entertain your classmates. Don't be stingy."
Shen Wenqiu smiled and said with a good temper, "Thank you uncle."
Lu Yong said as if he was messing around: "He didn't come to play, he came to repair the game console."
"Oh." Lu's father chased him away, "Then you hurry up and help others repair it."
Then Shen Wenqiu was led to the backyard by Lu Yong. There was a small house on the wasteland that was simply built with bricks, wood, glass, and steel sheds. Lu Yong said: "My father helped me build it. The tools and materials are my own." collected."
Shen Wenqiu felt adventurous, he opened the door and walked in, his eyes lit up, probably every boy would want a technical house studio of his own. And Lu Yong already has one.
Shen Wenqiu said with sincere envy, "Your father is so kind to you."
Not a compliment.
Although his family is rich, he thinks that his father is very kind to him, but he can't be bothered to spend handwork and energy on things that can give money, and it's even difficult to spend more time with him.
Shen Wenqiu always remembered the scene at that time.
A beam of light came in from the glass on the top, and the fine dust swam in the rusty yellow light, falling on Lu Yong who was at his desk and the circuit board in front of him.
Lu Yong has only one hand, even though he is very dexterous, it is troublesome to use certain tools, so he needs to be more focused and careful. He was extremely patient, as if he had forgotten everything around him.
Shen Wenqiu sat beside him, not to mention being noisy, not daring to breathe.
The silver metal nodes are intertwined on the dark green printed circuit board, refracting light, like faint stars, and every connection and turning point is full of logical beauty.
All the light is in Lu Yong's eyes.
After Lu Yong checked and repaired the circuit board, he connected it with his broken TV without putting the case back. Current flows across the circuit board.
It was like light igniting the stars, and then they began to operate in an orderly manner, forming a small invisible bright universe.
The TV screen lights up and the picture is clear.
"Okay." Lu Yong said.
Shen Wenqiu saw that Lu Yong's eyes brightened, brighter than ever before. He had only seen Lu Yong's silent and gloomy expression at school, and it was the first time he saw a different Lu Yong. He didn't even care about the game console, and his eyes were glued to Lu Yong's face without authorization.
At this moment, he even thinks that Lu Yong is the most handsome fifteen-year-old boy in the world.
Lu Yong was sweating profusely, and shone with broken light. He really wanted to reach out and wipe it off, but he was distracted by this strange thought.
Then Lu Yong suddenly turned his head to look at him, caught off guard.
The eyes of the two met, as if they had been scalded, Shen Wenqiu hurriedly looked away: "Ah? Ah... Thank you, thank you, let me take a look..."
"It's really repaired. You are amazing. If I want to take it to a professional person to fix it, it will cost hundreds of dollars."
The gleaming Lu Yong just now was like a mirage, and disappeared in a flash, turning back into a big black and silly man.
"It's good if it comes in handy." He said stupidly, "If it breaks again in the future, you can come to me to fix it."
He said foolishly, "As long as you are happy."