Secretly, Secretly; But Unable to Hide It

Chapter 39: secretly

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Looking at his back, Sang Zhi hesitated for a few seconds. She wanted to lie down, but she seemed to remember something, and quickly withdrew her hand and said solemnly: "You can't carry me."

Hearing this, Duan Jiaxu turned his head, "Isn't this allowed?"

Sang Zhi nodded and said to herself, "The doctor told you that you should avoid heavy physical labor within three months."

Duan Jiaxu was stunned for a moment, and the corners of his lips curled up, "Do you remember being so drunk?"

As if he didn't hear what he said, Sang Zhi didn't respond, just lowered his eyes and counted slowly with his fingers: "You had the surgery in November. So, December, thirteen, fourteen..."

"That's not right." Sang Zhi frowned, "Twelve, thirteen..."

"..." Duan Jiaxu laughed involuntarily, "Twelve, one."

Sang Zhi then looked at him. Her mind was chaotic like a thread, she didn't know why she jumped from twelve to one, and hesitantly said: "Well, that's a few months... Brother, help me count..."

"Three months."

Sang Zhi snorted, and didn't feel that something was wrong. She stood up strenuously, sniffled and asked, "It's been three months... Then can you carry me?"

Duan Jiaxu smiled, "Yes."

Before Sang Zhi lay on his back, she suddenly remembered another thing: "But I weigh more than 80 pounds..." As she spoke, Sang Zhi began to cry again, as if she had collapsed: "I have more than 80 pounds. catty… "

"… "

"I still," she glanced down, her expression froze, and her cry became even more sad, "I don't have a chest... I don't have a chest humming... I don't... "

Duan Jiaxu was still squatting on the ground. Maybe he didn't expect to hear such words, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then she made him laugh. His chest heaved up and down, he was a little breathless with laughter, and his voice was a little hoarse.

"What do you say?"

"Why are you laughing at me." Sang Zhi burst into tears, pointed at him, and said unhappily, "You don't either, why are you laughing at me."

"Well, neither did I." Duan Jiaxu immediately calmed down, "So let's console each other, okay?"

"..." Sang Zhi immediately stopped crying, as if she had found a camp, she willingly lay on his back, "Then, then don't, don't be too sad."

Duan Jiaxu stood up and smiled, "Well, I'm not sad."

Sang Zhi wiped her tears with her gloves: "Brother, what if I vomit after a while."

Duan Jiaxu threw the clothes in his hand into the trash can next to him, looked around, and coaxed softly, "Tell me when you feel like throwing up."

She hiccupped: "then what can I do if I can't help it."

"Then don't hold back," Duan Jia Xu said, "just don't spit on your brother's head."

Sang Zhi snorted and said nothing.

Afraid that she would be more uncomfortable in the car, Duan Jiaxu did not get in the car and walked towards Yihe University behind her back. He asked casually, "I have to catch a flight tomorrow, why are you still drinking today?"

Sang Zhi rested her chin on his shoulder and whispered, "I'm not happy."

"… "

She was about to cry again, her voice muffled: "It's just not happy."

Duan Jiaxu turned his head to look at her, "Just why are you unhappy?"

Sang Zhi didn't answer.

Duan Jiaxu retracted his gaze and looked forward. In the dark at night, his expression was shadowy, and it was not very real: "Because it's just the person you like?"

Sang Zhi wiped away her tears again and hummed.

"Can't say who?"

"Um."

"Then describe it to your brother," Duan Jia Xu said calmly, "what kind of person is this person, whether he is good or not, and whether he is good to you."

Sang Zhi raised her head and looked at his profile. After a while, she tilted her head and stumbled out a word: "Male, male..."

He didn't finish the next sentence for a long time.

"Male what?" Duan Jiaxu said, "Male god?"

Sang Zhi shook her head and said word by word, "Male, male fox spirit."

Duan Jiaxu: "…"

What does this describe

"He's nice to me, and he's nice to me." Sang Zhi's mood suddenly dropped, and he choked out, "But he's nice to everyone, he's nice to everyone..."

"… "

Speaking of this, Sang Zhi suddenly became angry, and her voice rose instantly, crying and shouting: "Central! Central! Empty! Adjust!"

"Scumbag?" Duan Jiaxu didn't laugh this time. After a few seconds of silence, he said, "Do you like it so much?"

Sang Zhi really felt sad, buried her face in his shoulders, tears kept falling, and cries kept coming out of her throat, she couldn't hold back, she cried like a child.

Duan Jiaxu continued to ask, "Can you just be so sad?"

"… "

His tone was gentle: "Then don't like it, okay?"

Sang Zhi stopped talking, just cried.

Duan Jiaxu didn't say a word.

He entered the gate of Yihe University and walked towards Sang Zhi's dormitory building according to his previous impression. The cry of the person on the back gradually subsided, until there was no sound, and it seemed that he had fallen asleep.

The school at night is quiet and lively, with students coming and going. On the way into the dormitory building, the light is warm yellow, dyeing the tiny snow.

It was like entering another world in an instant.

calm down.

Quiet enough to hear the sound of falling snow.

Duan Jiaxu suddenly turned to look at her.

He noticed that Sang Zhi had closed his eyes, as if he was tired from crying and fell asleep, but tears still flowed out. She looks sad even when she falls asleep.

Duan Jiaxu called her, "Sang Zhi."

All you get is a silent response.

Her breathing was even and rhythmic, slapping on his neck, warm and shallow.

Duan Jiaxu stared at her for a long time, then suddenly laughed and said in a breathy voice, "Do you like that?"

"… "

"Male fox?"

"Then," Duan Jiaxu murmured, "Is it okay for me to become like that?"

The little girl didn't move at all, she was dragged into the dream by tiredness and sleepiness, and couldn't hear any words.

"Then only treat you alone, okay?" Duan Jia Xu continued, "Then we just won't be so sad."

"Let someone else take care of you, I'm still, I'm really worried."

"it's OK?"

"… "

"If you don't, my brother will treat you as agreeing."

Duan Jiaxu waited for a while. His brows and eyes gradually widened, and his voice contained a smile: "Okay, we just agreed."

"Brother's conditions are okay," Duan Jiaxu said, "I'm not poor anymore, and I'm so handsome. Except that I'm a little older than you."

"You said I was old when I was 20. If you round it up, you're almost 20 now." He seemed to think it made sense and joked, "So, our little Sangzhi is getting old too."

This little girl who has been looked after by him for so many years.

If she can meet someone she likes, who will always be kind to her.

That's certainly good.

But he was afraid that she would be hurt in the process.

It will be like tonight, even when drunk, I dare not say what is on my mind.

I even cried when I fell asleep.

Duan Jiaxu thought.

Apart from her family, there should be no one who can treat her better than him.

"Brother makes more money so that you can eat candy for a thousand yuan each." Duan Jiaxu said, "Then you forgive brother—"

"The act of planning an old cow to eat a tender grass."

He smiled: "Okay?"

In a daze, Sang Zhi heard Duan Jiaxu wake her up and asked her what her dormitory number was, then he carried him upstairs. He made her a glass of honey water and let her finish it.

It seems that a girl from the next dormitory was called to help her change her clothes.

After that, Sang Zhi climbed onto the bed and fell asleep. When she woke up again, it was already the next morning. She had a terrible headache and sat up sluggishly, feeling a little dazed all of a sudden.

Memories of last night came flooding back in an instant.

She said a lot.

He also told him that he had someone he liked.

However, her mouth was still tight when she was drunk, as if she didn't say anything to say.

but.

she! Past! he! body! superior! threw up! ! what!

"… "

Sang Zhi scratched her hair vigorously, and collapsed and buried her face in the quilt. She glanced at her phone and found that Duan Jiaxu had sent her a few WeChat messages.

She pursed her lips and opened them.

The rest of the roommates had already woken up.

Noticing her movement, they all looked over in unison.

Wang Ruolan sat in the seat, looked up at her, and said gossip: "Sang Zhi, the one you gave yesterday is what you said before, is your brother's friend?"

Sang Zhi paused and raised his eyes: "Well."

Yu Xin was excited: "Fuck, he's so handsome! I didn't believe it when you said it before, this is so fucking handsome!"

"Oh, really, my boyfriend looks like a dinosaur in comparison." Ning Wei held her heart, "When we came back yesterday, we thought we went to the wrong dormitory."

Sang Zhi couldn't help but ask, "When did he leave?"

"We came back around twelve o'clock," Ning Wei said. "He seems to have been sitting in your seat, and he left when we got back."

Wang Ruolan: "It should be because I was afraid that you would be uncomfortable, so I kept it to take care of you."

Sang Zhi nodded and looked down at the phone.

Brother No. 2: [I asked your roommate to wake you up at nine o'clock.]

Brother No. 2: [All the air tickets at this time have been bought, and they cannot be changed. It's never too late, you have to get up, or you won't be able to go back.]

Brother No. 2: [Drink more water after waking up, I'll come over at ten o'clock to take you to the airport.]

Sang Zhi replied "Okay", then glanced at the time, it was just past nine o'clock. She lifted the quilt and started to clean up the bed, saying, "I'll be a dog if I drink again in my life."

Yu Xin was curious: "What's the matter?"

Sang Zhi couldn't say anything.

Wang Ruolan smiled and said, "Did you kiss him after drinking?"

"How is that possible." Sang Zhi suddenly raised his head, "Don't talk nonsense."

"You confessed after drinking?"

Sang Zhi took off the quilt and glanced at them: "Then I'll be crazy now."

Ning Wei: "Then what the hell are you doing?"

Sang Zhi stopped and struggled for a long time before saying, "I vomited on him."

"… "

The dormitory was quiet for a long time.

Yu Xin coughed softly: "No wonder I felt a stench yesterday."

Wang Ruolan said sympathetically, "It seems that your crush is over."

Ning Wei: "You didn't hold back."

"I don't want to either." Sang Zhi sighed, and instantly remembered the scene again. She smelled the smell on her body and frowned, "Oh, don't worry, I'll apologize to him later."

Ning Wei: "But he doesn't seem to dislike it much."

"He has such a good temper. If I spit on his head, he probably won't be angry." Sang Zhi quickly tidied up the bed and got out of bed, "I have to take a shower first."

She took a change of clothes and went to the toilet.

Moments before entering the toilet, Sang Zhi could still hear her roommate say, "Fairy man."

"… "

After taking a shower, Sang Zhi took a hair dryer to dry her hair. Her mental state didn't look good because of the drinking.

Sang Zhi quickly put on light makeup, then opened the suitcase and started packing. She also has nothing to bring home, except for the computer and a few books, as well as the quilt cover sheets to be washed, and she does not plan to take anything else back.

It was sorted out in no time.

It was exactly ten o'clock, Sang Zhi said goodbye to his roommate, and pulled his suitcase out of the dormitory.

Because of the holiday time, the car can drive into the school.

As soon as he left the dormitory, Sang Zhi saw Duan Jiaxu's car. She dawdled over, thinking about how to apologize to him.

Soon, Duan Jiaxu got out of the car and came over to pull the suitcase for her.

Sang Zhi didn't dare to look at him, and whispered, "Good morning, brother."

Duan Jia Xu hummed, "Good morning."

She didn't speak any more, and planned to get in the car and apologize to him, and directly got into the passenger seat. Duan Jiaxu put her suitcase in the trunk and got on the bus a little later than her.

Hearing the sound of the car door closing, Sang Zhi looked over and said hesitantly, "I drank too much yesterday, I'm not feeling well..."

Duan Jiaxu looked over and said, "En."

"That's why I couldn't hold back," Sang Zhi was a little embarrassed to say it, and lowered his head, "I accidentally vomited on you, it's quite disgusting... I'm sorry brother."

He didn't care and said, "It's all right."

When the words fell, Sang Zhi felt that he was coming over. She breathed for a while, not knowing why, she raised her eyes subconsciously, and happened to meet his eyes.

Duan Jia Xu lowered his eyes, looked at her fixedly, and suddenly smiled. He leaned a little closer, stretched his hand in the direction of her side face, and grabbed the seat belt beside her.

But he didn't rush back and stayed there for a few seconds.

"What's wrong?" Seeing him like this, Sang Zhi felt inexplicable and uncomfortable, and withdrew his gaze, "Oh, I forgot to tie..."

Duan Jiaxu tied it to her, not moving his eyes, still looking at her. The peach blossom eyes narrowed slightly, deep and affectionate, with a hint of seduction.

Sang Zhi couldn't help but say, "What are you doing?"

Duan Jiaxu sat back slowly, lowered his head to fasten his seat belt, and said with a faint smile, "It's nothing."

Sang Zhi said suspiciously, "Oh."

The car started up.

Sang Zhi glanced at him and felt that something was a little strange, but she couldn't tell. She scratched her head and didn't care too much. She lowered her eyes and glanced at the boarding time: "The plane is at 2:30. Are you going to the airport now?"

"Let's have a meal first." Duan Jia Xu said, "After eating, go to the airport."

Thinking that it would take about a month to go back this time, Sang Zhi hesitated for a while, but still asked, "Brother, how are you going to spend the new year?"

"Watching the Spring Festival Gala at home?" Duan Jia Xu thought for a while, "Then wait for Xiao Sangzhi's text message to congratulate her."

"… "

Why does it sound so miserable.

"That's right." Sang Zhi pursed her lips and thought about the words, "You are, that is, twenty-six this year. You should have a girlfriend too, you can—"

"Where's your girlfriend?" Duan Jiaxu stopped the car at the red light and said lazily, "Xiao Sangzhi to introduce one to my brother?"

Sang Zhi was inexplicable: "What should I introduce to you, all I know are my age."

Hearing this, Duan Jia Xu turned his head to look at him, his eyes swept lightly and quickly from top to bottom. He laughed, his eyes ambiguous and gentle: "Are you so old?"

I guess it's time to say "that's it, your bunch of kids".

Sang Zhi can guess. She twitched the corners of her mouth and nodded silently.

After a few seconds of pause, Duan Jia Xu raised his eyebrows and let out a long laugh.

Exactly, the green light came on, and he withdrew his gaze. At the same time as the car started, Sang Zhi heard two more words coming out of him, his voice was soft and seemed to be absent.

"also."