"… "
How can this be explained more appropriately.
If his circle of friends posted very frequently, Sang Zhi could still use the reason of "swiping the screen".
But he never posted a single one before.
The scene freezes for a few seconds.
Sang Zhi racked her brains to think of the reason, silently retracted her gaze, also showing a blank look, and opened the profile settings to take a look: "Oh, I made a mistake."
Duan Jiaxu was still looking at her with a somewhat meaningful expression.
"I originally planned to order it so that you wouldn't see my circle of friends." Sang Zhi explained bravely, "If I didn't see it clearly, I ordered it to block your circle of friends."
Duan Jiaxu: "…"
What's the reason for this
"That's right, you understand." Sang Zhi said, "Some of the content of the Moments is not easy for parents to see... I'm too lazy to always block it in groups, so I just directly... "
"I won't say anything else," Duan Jiaxu interrupted, grabbing two words, "Parent?"
"… "
Sang Zhi struggled to pull the reason: "Then if you saw it, it doesn't mean that my brother saw it. When my brother saw it, he turned his head and told my parents. I have to cut it off from the source. And I blocked this a long time ago. now…”
"You didn't block it, and I didn't see anything you posted. It's hard for parents to see—" Duan Jiaxu tapped her fingertips on the screen of her phone, "Something?"
"..." Sang Zhi reached out to cancel the blocking, "I deleted it all."
"Speaking of which," Duan Jiaxu said, "Little girl, why don't you have anything in your circle of friends?"
"what?"
"No boyfriend either."
"… "
This is very suggestive.
Sang Zhi really doesn't have the habit of posting on Moments. Occasionally, she posts one, and it will be deleted soon after, so clicking on it will just be blank. She didn't realize this, and just mentioned it casually.
Thinking about it this way, it seems that there is indeed a feeling of hiding and tucking away.
Sang Zhi said cautiously, "Then shall I post one now?"
Hearing Sang Zhi's tone, Duan Jiaxu also knew that she was in a bad mood today. She really didn't care much about these things, and said casually, "No, I'm just kidding with you."
Sang Zhi stopped flipping through the album and nodded silently.
A long time passed.
Sang Zhi couldn't help but ask, "Do you mind?"
"Um?"
"I haven't mentioned you in the circle of friends."
"on purpose?"
"… no."
"It doesn't matter if it's intentional," Duan Jiaxu led her into a store, and said in a relaxed tone, "Even if you don't say it, you think I'm extremely shameless, so you want to hide it from everyone—"
Sang Zhi retorted: "How can I say that you are shameful."
It's like he didn't hear her.
Duan Jiaxu looked at her sideways, his eyes were bright, and he finished his sentence with a smile.
"You are still my home."
After only one day of work, Sang Zhi felt a sore back. Back in the dormitory, after washing her hands, she took a basin to soak her feet. After that, she didn't want to do anything else and just lay down on the bed.
Before it was time for Sang Zhi to sleep, she was already drowsy.
Sang Zhi barely opened her eyes and replied to Duan Jiaxu's WeChat. She backed away and noticed that there was new news in the group at home, namely Sang Rong and Li Ping, who both sent a red envelope to celebrate her finding an internship.
Seeing this, Sang Zhi's mood improved a lot. She first made a "hug" expression, and then opened one by one, only to find that they had been led by Sang Yan.
Sang Zhi's drooping eyelids lifted instantly, as if he had taken it by mistake, he lost a question mark as a reminder: [?]
Sanyan didn't reply.
Sang Zhi waited for a while, and fell asleep before she knew it.
When I woke up the next day, I found that Sang Yan still didn't reply.
On the contrary, in order to coax her, Sang Rong sent out two more red envelopes last night. After a few minutes, he also sent a sentence: [Stinky boy, what else do you do besides bully your sister all day long?]
Sang Yan still didn't say a word.
Sang Zhi was sleepy and had a bad premonition for no reason. She reached out and opened it, and found that the two red envelopes were still received by Sang Yan.
Add up, a full 800 yuan ocean.
"… "
Row.
Row! ! ! ! !
Not to mention the Cold War.
Sang Zhi still wants to sever ties with him now.
For the next few days, Shi Xiaoyu still had the same attitude towards Sang Zhi.
Sang Zhi will be scolded no matter what she does.
For example, Shi Xiaoyu asked Sang Zhi to fill a glass of water.
Sang Zhi was scolded for pretending to be at room temperature for the first time, and the second time she asked "Do you want hot or cold?", but she replied, "Do you need to ask?". Then Sang Zhi poured out a warm cup according to her last request, but she was still scolded.
For another example, according to Shi Xiaoyu's request, she can always find something to pick on with the materials she finds and the manuscript she draws.
Sang Zhi revised it several times, and was scolded by her several times. In the end, she used a very reluctant tone and said, "Forget it and that's it."
Still dissatisfied.
Occasionally chatting with Ning Wei, and listening to her mention a few words, the internship I was looking for was somewhat unsatisfactory, but she still insisted on working.
Sang Zhi didn't want to give up halfway.
Her life became more regular than when she was in class.
Every day, apart from going to work, I work overtime, and then I go back to the dormitory to sleep, and I don’t want to do anything else.
Sometimes when his temper gets angry, Sang Zhi thinks that the contract has not been signed yet, or else he will quit the job. I also feel that I have been abused for so many days, and now I am leaving without a single penny.
Time flies, it's Friday.
Sang Zhi ordered takeout with her colleagues at noon. After eating, she packed up and took out the box and threw it away. When they got to the stairwell, they happened to see Shi Xiaoyu leaning against the window on the phone.
Her voice was soft and she spoke slowly, which was completely different from that in front of Sang Zhi: "Why do I think this little girl is different from what you said? She is quite obedient. I didn't see what she said to the male colleagues in the company... Eh, I'm embarrassed to bully her like this."
Sang Zhi paused and threw away the garbage in silence.
Shi Xiaoyu didn't notice her, and was still chatting with the person on the other end of the phone: "That's true, but according to what you said, this man is also very scumbag. You can change it."
She stopped listening and turned back to the company.
Sang Zhi went to the toilet to wash her hands, thinking about Shi Xiaoyu's words.
It seems that the targeting and abuse these days are all with personal emotions.
But she really didn't know Shi Xiaoyu.
Could it be that he provoked a classmate, and Shi Xiaoyu was that classmate's sister
In any case, if it was a problem at work, Sang Zhi felt that she could bear it. But now it was clear that the other party was deliberately targeting her, and she didn't want to endure it any longer.
Sang Zhi returned to her place and planned to take a lunch break.
Shi Xiaoyu had also returned, and at this time took the blanket on the seat and planned to go to the sofa to sleep for a while. There is only one sofa in the company, and she has always been using it.
Seeing Sang Zhi lying on the table, she stopped: "Who let you sleep?"
Sang Zhi turned her head sideways: "It's not time for work yet."
Shi Xiaoyu: "Have you found the material you were looking for?"
"No," Sang Zhi stared at her and said calmly, "but it's not work time now."
The first time she heard Sang Zhi's counterattack, Shi Xiaoyu was still a little uncomfortable. She frowned, slapped her palm on the table, and said angrily, "Find it first, I'll use it quickly."
Sang Zhi: "Oh."
Shi Xiaoyu's expression softened: "Hurry up."
Sang Zhi added another sentence: "I don't look for it."
"..." Shi Xiaoyu said, "What did you say?"
"If you're really worried, you can stop taking a nap by yourself and go find it now." Sang Zhi's temper has always been bad, but at this time he still kept his anger and said, "Otherwise, you will pay me for this overtime pay?"
Because of Sang Zhi's attitude, Shi Xiaoyu's behavior was obviously worse after that.
Sang Zhi would endure it if he thought it was reasonable. Feeling that Shi Xiaoyu was looking for trouble, she would respond with a blank and polite face. When Shi Xiaoyu went to the toilet on the way, Wan Zhe and He Pengxing couldn't help coming over to talk to her.
Wan Zhe: "Did you eat dynamite today?"
He Pengxing: "Awesome, are you not afraid that she will target you even more in the future?"
Sang Zhi flipped through the document and said calmly, "I can't bear to be scolded, I might as well find something unpleasant for her."
He Pengxing: "Okay."
Wan Zhe: "Good job."
He Pengxing: "But I dare not."
Wan Zhe: "I don't dare either."
"… "
For the three new colleagues, the boss, Zhang Hui, decided to organize a dinner party, which was a welcome party. So today's get off work time is extraordinarily punctual, Shi Xiaoyu wanted to find something for Sang Zhi to do, but couldn't find a reason.
The place for the dinner was at a nearby cafeteria.
In front of Zhang Hui, and it was still off-duty time, Shi Xiaoyu was not too presumptuous, and did not make things difficult for Sang Zhi.
After the game ended, the group decided to relax at a nearby KTV.
Sang Zhi didn't really want to go, but seeing everyone else going, she was embarrassed to ask to go. Thinking about staying for an hour in the past, find a dormitory access control or some other reason and leave first.
On the way, Sang Zhi heard Shi Xiaoyu saying to Zhang Hui, "Brother Hui, my friend is going to come to me and ask her to come with me, okay?"
Zhang Hui smiled: "Yes, there are so many people."
Sang Zhi didn't take this too seriously, walked behind, and silently told Duan Jia Xu on WeChat about where he was going next.
Not long after, Sang Zhi met Shi Xiaoyu's friend.
It's Jiang Ying, whom I haven't seen for a long time.
At this moment, Sang Zhi suddenly remembered why Shi Xiaoyu felt familiar in the first place. Her face gradually overlapped with the woman who stopped Jiang Ying's crazy moves when she was in the hot pot restaurant.
Sang Zhi sat in the corner of the KTV with a very light mood, staring at Jiang Ying who smiled and greeted everyone.
When the two eyes met, Jiang Ying's expression did not change.
Sang Zhi also pretended to show a smile.
The others sang, played dice and drank, but Sang Zhi only played for a while, then went back to the corner and sat down. Before she knew it, Jiang Ying sat next to her.
She looked normal, with a close smile on her face, and said gently, "I heard that you are only a freshman?"
Sang Zhi pretended not to hear and said nothing.
Jiang Ying: "You came out to work at such a young age?"
"… "
"Are you happy to be with a man who has nothing?"
"Auntie," Sang Zhi nibbled at the peanuts in front of her, "If I'm really short of money, I'll find a tutor or go out to work for a summer vacation. It's faster than an internship in this company."
"… "
"Nothing else, if you want to say this, I'll remind you first." Sang Zhi raised her head and smiled, "Otherwise you're tired, and I'll be annoyed."
The smile on Jiang Ying's face was restrained, she looked at her steadily, and suddenly poured several sips of wine into her mouth. Perhaps because there were so many people around, she didn't make much drastic moves.
Sang Zhi looked down at the time.
Jiang Ying: "Can your parents allow you to be with him?"
Sang Zhi didn't answer.
"Do you think he really likes you? Little girl, let me tell you something seriously, this man is very lacking in love." Jiang Ying said softly, "Are you treating him well?"
"… "
"Anyone, as long as he treats him better, he can mistake this feeling for love." Jiang Ying said, "I think you really love him to the death, but if you break up with him, you know How will he react?"
Sang Zhi lowered her head and played with her phone without saying a word.
Jiang Ying gently poked her arm with her fingertips: "He will think, it's okay, you can find something better."
Her heart seemed to be stabbed by a thorn, and the corners of her lips pursed hard.
"And then," Jiang Ying said slowly, "he can find thousands of people like you."
Only then did Sang Zhi speak, and said softly, "It's interesting that you came to me to say these words?"
"I poked a pain point? I'm sorry." The smell of alcohol in Jiang Ying's mouth was particularly strong, and it smelled bad, "I just don't like him, so I kindly remind you. You said I had nothing to do against him, because he Dad drove and killed my dad."
"I know."
Jiang Ying was stunned for a moment, then burst into laughter, shaking her whole body: "He told you about this? He's too embarrassed to say it? - It's really cheeky."
"It's 5012 years now," Sang Zhi said calmly, "A thousand years ago, the sedentary system was abolished, Auntie."
Silence for a long time.
Jiang Ying raised the corner of her mouth stiffly and said coldly, "Then who am I to blame? If something like this happened to your family, do you think you wouldn't become like me?"
"Duan Jiaxu's father committed a crime," Sang Zhi said, "so the court sentenced him, he will be guilty of the crime he committed—"
Jiang Ying interrupted her abruptly and sneered: "Get punished?"
"… "
"My dad could have survived. Duan Zhicheng, the beast, ran away after hitting someone," Jiang Ying gritted her teeth and said word by word, "I was afraid of going to jail, afraid of being told by others, so I jumped off the building and committed suicide."
"… "
"What did you say he was punished for?"
"… "
It was the first time Sang Zhi heard of this.
She had heard Duan Jiaxu say that his father had become a vegetative person, and she thought it was because of the car accident that caused both sides.
a long time.
Sang Zhi raised her eyelashes to look at her, and said softly, "Isn't that praise also a victim?"
Sang Zhi found a reason to leave, but Jiang Ying didn't follow. She was in a panic, and she didn't want to go back to school for a while, so she went to the neighborhood to buy octopus balls to eat.
Not long after, she received Duan Jia Xu's WeChat: [Where are you, I'll come pick you up.]
Sang Zhi sent him a position.
This is a small square, quite lively.
There was a group of people playing roller skating and skateboarding not far away. Sang Zhi sat on the small stone steps next to him and finished eating the octopus balls. She put the box aside and burped sullenly.
Thinking of Jiang Ying's words, she was inexplicably lost.
He began to think back to the time he spent with Duan Jiaxu.
He is good to her.
Everything accommodates her.
She goes with whatever she wants to do.
What she doesn't want, he won't force.
He is nice to her.
Don't you like it
But from the first day we were together, Sang Zhi was very clear.
Their likes should be unequal.
Whether he is on a whim or a love for a long time.
As long as he likes her a little bit, it seems to be enough.
Sang Zhi suddenly stood up and stared at the others, laughing and playing on the skateboard.
He noticed that a boy in the distance was holding the girl's hand, carefully supporting her, as if he was afraid that she would fall, and then he was kissed by her suddenly, his expression stunned, and he let go of his hand with a red face.
As a result, the two fell together, but they were both laughing.
Sang Zhi also laughed inexplicably.
She watched it for a while before Duan Jiaxu sent her a WeChat message and told her about it. Sang Zhi replied to him with a message and asked for his specific location, and it didn't take long for him to see his figure.
Sang Zhi threw away the box in his hand and stood in front of him.
Duan Jiaxu watched her up and down: "Have you been drinking?"
Sang Zhi shook his head, looked up at him, and suddenly asked, "Can I ask you a question?"
Duan Jiaxu raised his eyebrows, "Ask."
Sang Zhi: "Why do you like me?"
Hearing this, Duan Jiaxu was stunned and said with a smile, "What other reason is there?"
Sang Zhi paused and said softly, "Yes."
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing." Sang Zhi lowered his eyes, suddenly let go of his hand, flipped through his bag, and took out a bank card from his wallet, "This is for you."
"Um?"
"The card I used before had more than a thousand dollars in it." Sang Zhi said slowly, "In the competition I participated in last semester, our group won the prize, and then we sold the prize and shared the money. I also did I got a few tutors, but it's a little small, and it doesn't add up to much money."
"… "
"I don't know if I can get the scholarship. If I get it, I will transfer it in. If I can keep doing this job, I should also have two thousand yuan," Sang Zhi said. "I will also transfer it in then."
Duan Jiaxu couldn't react, his Adam's apple slid up and down: "Why give me this?"
"I just wanted to tell you," Sang Zhi said softly with a sour nose, "I will treat you well for the rest of my life."
So you don't have to find someone to be nice to you.
I can always and unreservedly be kind to you.
Duan Jiaxu tilted his head and looked down at her, "Does this mean you want to take care of me?"
"… "
"But how do you say you are so aggrieved?"
Duan Jiaxu took out his wallet from his pocket and put it in her palm: "Take this money and buy yourself a beautiful dress to wear."
Afterwards, Duan Jiaxu took the card from her hand: "This is to take care of my brother."
Sang Zhi looked up at him.
"It's still a lot of money, so," Duan Jia Xu seemed to be in a good mood. He reached out to squeeze her earlobe and blew into her ear, "Boss, you can do whatever you want."