It's like going back to that year.
The chilling Yihe City, the bright and open airport, and the people who come and go in a hurry. Outside the T3 exit, the girl who held back her tears, and the gentle-looking man who came to pick her up.
At that time, what we asked for was not enough, and now we have to worry about gain and loss.
In the same position, all those words that were not dared to be spoken back then, all the thoughts that were hidden, and the shamelessness at that time, were all torn open and exposed.
Again.
One by one, as many as possible, with both hands.
only wish.
He was able to take over her embarrassment and turn it into energy and armor.
After staring at the writing on the note for a while, Duan Jia Xu raised his eyes and looked at Sang Zhi, his voice was a little hoarse: "I'm afraid what do I think of you?"
Sang Zhi sobbed and said, "I'm afraid you think I'm very strange, strange..."
At such a young age in your opinion, at an age when you should know nothing, I have such thoughts towards you. Deliberately distanced, using one lie to cover up another lie after meeting again.
It's weird, and it's inexplicable.
When I was so close to you when I was young, all the behaviors I did to you, the things I once asked you not to find a girlfriend, were the reasons for gradually alienating you.
Those, that were revealed at the time that you didn't notice.
At this moment, is it possible to finally find and explain the reason.
"It's not surprising." Duan Jiaxu stretched out his hand, wiped away her tears, and coaxed in a low voice, "How can this star be folded? It won't break after I take it apart."
Sang Zhi's eyes were red, she took one, and folded it back for him according to the previous traces.
Duan Jiaxu followed suit.
Soon, the long star paper changed back to its original appearance.
Duan Jiaxu took the one from her hand and stared at it for a few more seconds before putting it in his pocket and muttering, "I have to keep it well."
Sang Zhi lowered her head, looked at her toes, and said nothing.
"That's it," Duan Jia Xu's eyes darkened, he took her hand and squeezed her fingertips, "How many times have I made you cry."
Hearing this, Sang Zhi sniffed, and tears started to flow out again.
"It's not a small crying bag." Duan Jia Xu stood up and said again, "Get up, I want to hug you. Sitting is not good for hugs."
Sang Zhi wiped away the tears again with the back of her hand, and stood up obediently.
The next moment, Duan Jia Xu bent down and took her into his arms. He reached out his hand to the back of her head and rubbed it gently, as if to comfort him: "Why did you tell me this all of a sudden?"
Sang Zhi's words had a nasal tone, which seemed a little dull: "I just wanted to say."
"Come here ahead of time," Duan Jia Xu's voice paused for a moment, and only then did he come to his senses, "Are you just going to tell me this?"
Sang Zhi was silent for a few seconds, then whispered, "Come to find you, by the way."
Duan Jiaxu: "Then why are you still crying?"
"… "
"This time, I don't have the girlfriend your brother spread rumors about." Duan Jia Xu let go of his hand and chuckled, "But now, there is a truth."
Sang Zhi raised her head and stared at his face.
Duan Jiaxu lowered his eyelashes and patiently helped her to button up her coat one by one, with a slow voice: "Why do you look like a poor little girl and don't wear thicker clothes."
Sang Zhi stood there and didn't move, just looked at him.
Soon, Duan Jia Xu buttoned the bottom button. This dress looks wide and big on her body, like a child stealing an adult's clothes.
He curled the corners of his lips, wiping away the tears still clinging to her eyelashes.
"Come on, go home."
After getting into the car, Sang Zhi took a wet tissue from her bag and wiped her face. Her emotions eased a bit, and after seeing him, most of the unease in her heart dissipated.
Duan Jiaxu helped her fasten her seat belt, and asked, "Why did you come here all of a sudden?"
Sang Zhi said honestly, "Because you ignored me."
"I didn't ignore you." Duan Jia Xu explained in a good-natured manner, "There have been a lot of things going on recently, and it's too late after work. I don't want to disturb you to sleep."
"I thought you were avoiding me."
"..." Duan Jia Xu was taken aback, "I'm avoiding you?"
"You said you need to think about it again, but I don't know what you need to think about." Sang Zhi was in a bad mood when she mentioned it, "then you ignored me, so I thought you were hiding from me. I felt like I was on the phone. If you ask me, it's better for you to speak."
"… "
"But if I come over and tell you in person." Sang Zhi dryly expressed her thoughts, "I guess you will be embarrassed to mention it."
Duan Jiaxu understood what she meant and laughed angrily, "What are you talking about?"
Sang Zhi didn't speak.
"What are you thinking?" Duan Jiaxu started the car, his tone indifferent, "If it wasn't for your parents' disagreement, I would have wanted to arrest you directly and go to the shack."
"..." Sang Zhi muttered, "how do you use the word 'grab'."
"It's not that you are afraid of running away."
Hearing this, the tendon that had been tense finally loosened, and Sang Zhi looked at him: "Then think about it again, what are you thinking about?"
"Consider, I will stay here with you for two more years, and then go back to Nanwu with you after you graduate." Duan Jiaxu said casually, "Let's go now and stabilize things first."
"..." Sang Zhi was stunned, "Aren't you going to stay in Yihe?"
"Um."
"You can stay in Yihe if you want, we can discuss it." Sang Zhi said seriously, "You don't have to accommodate me with anything."
"I really don't want to stay here." Duan Jia Xu said, "Besides, if I don't accommodate you, who else can I accommodate?"
"… "
"I told you not to worry, why are you still crying because of this." Duan Jiaxu said, "Little girl study hard, and also, just stick to your boyfriend every day, don't worry about other things."
Sang Zhi frowned: "Then I must take care of it."
"I'll visit your house again in a while." Duan Jia Xu drove his car into the community, and his words became more serious, "I'll make it clear to your parents, don't worry."
The flight that came over was late, and it was almost two in the morning when the two arrived home.
Sang Zhi's spirit relaxed, and after reaching the familiar environment, sleepiness also swept over. She felt extremely at ease, said good night to Duan Jia Xu, and went back to her room.
Duan Jiaxu didn't feel sleepy at all. Sitting on the sofa, he heard Sang Zhi enter the bathroom in the master bedroom, and then heard the faint sound of water.
He took his mind back.
Thinking of what Sang Zhi had just said, Duan Jia Xu took out the two stars from his pocket. His eyelashes moved slightly, and he got up and found a box to pack it.
Then, enter the room and put it on the bedside table.
Duan Jiaxu went back to the living room, took a pack of cigarettes from under the coffee table, smoked one, bit it in his mouth, took out a lighter, and lit it. He leaned on the back of the chair, raised his neck, exhaled a smoke ring, and his expression was unclear.
Slowly think back to the past.
…
She was drunk and burst into tears, crying extremely sadly: "I have someone I really like. But he just doesn't like me."
The consciousness doesn't seem to be very clear, but it refuses to say the name of that person.
For fear of being known by him.
Further on, the time she sneaked to Yihe.
In fact, Duan Jiaxu didn't have much of that memory, but she still remembered that she was sitting on a chair, looking extremely thin and sobbing, "But I will grow up."
He didn't notice it, just reassured him.
The little girl seemed to feel embarrassed and kept crying, but her tears couldn't stop at all: "Then he, he will like others."
Duan Jiaxu remembered the self at that time, probably saying that when she grows up, she will definitely meet better people.
Maybe it's really sad.
Therefore, after returning to Nanwu, I gradually distanced myself from him and drew a line with him. When I came to Yihe to go to university, I never took the initiative to find him.
Several years have passed, and he still avoids him.
Duan Jiaxu recalled the time he was hospitalized.
The uncle next door misunderstood that Sang Zhi was his girlfriend. At that time, he did find it interesting, and he went along with it and made a joke.
Just take it as a joke.
She was in a bad mood in those days, and sometimes she even seemed to cry, and finally just said to him, "Brother, don't joke like this again."
At the time he didn't understand why she was so unhappy.
The heart seemed to be stabbed with a needle, and then poured honey into it.
Sad and happy.
The cigarette burned to his fingertips, Duan Jia Xu regained his senses and put out the cigarette butt. There was too much silence in Sang Zhi's room, and there was no movement in Sang Zhi's room.
He sighed and closed his eyes heavily.
Duan Jiaxu, you are such a beast.
Because of sleepiness, Sang Zhi took a quick shower this time. She yawned and dried her hair, then lay back on the bed, covered the quilt, and fell asleep instantly.
While in a daze, she heard the sound of the door at the entrance opening and closing. Not long after, it came again.
Sang Zhi opened her eyes, was sluggish for two seconds, and fell asleep again in an instant.
When I woke up again, it didn't seem to be long before the sun came up. She got up sleepily and went to the toilet. When I wanted to lie down and go back to sleep, I felt my throat was dry and I felt a little uncomfortable with thirst.
Sang Zhi rubbed her eyes and opened the door. As soon as she walked out, she smelled an extremely strong alcohol smell, which drifted in the air.
She gradually woke up and walked hesitantly to the living room.
The light in the living room was not turned on, only the table lamp beside the sofa was turned on, and the light looked a little dim. Duan Jiaxu was leaning on the sofa, his face was backlit, so he couldn't see clearly.
There are several empty cans on the table, all of them are wine.
A few fell to the ground.
Sang Zhi's mind was still a little dazed, and under the confusion of the night, she began to wonder if she was still in a dream. She walked over and picked up the can, hesitantly asked, "Why did you drink?"
Duan Jiaxu raised his head slightly.
The light hit his face, making it clearer.
Duan Jiaxu's brows were stained with drunkenness, and he looked frivolous. Seeing Sang Zhi, he laughed and stretched out his hand to her: "Child."
Looks like a disaster.
It had been a long time since Sang Zhi heard him call her like that, so she didn't react very well. But soon, she guessed that he was too drunk to recognize anything, and said, "I'll go get you a glass of water."
Before she could walk in the direction of the kitchen, Duan Jia Xu grabbed her wrist and pulled into his arms.
Sang Zhi was caught off guard and fell into his arms.
Afterwards, he met him, with no drunkenness and extremely sober eyes.
What followed was Duan Jia Xu's lips touching her ear, bringing a warm and numb touch. He bit her earbone, and the alcohol on his body was not strong, mixed with the breath on his body, which was inexplicably good.
Sang Zhi subconsciously hooked his neck, felt itchy again, and couldn't help but shrink back.
In an instant, he was pulled back and fixed.
His palms were warm, sliding up from Sang Zhi's tail vertebra and stopping at the lower back. It seems to be carrying an electric current, igniting the surrounding deserted atmosphere.
A world with only the two of them.
Sang Zhi even forgot why she came out of the living room.
As if intoxicated by the smell of alcohol on him, she raised her head and bit his Adam's apple lightly.
Sang Zhi could feel that his body seemed to freeze.
Duan Jia Xu raised her chin, stared at her for two seconds, and then kissed her lips heavily. His strength was great, and his movements were extraordinarily rough. The tip of his tongue brushed against her lips and teeth, holding her tight.
Confused, obsessed.
The perception of the body, the location of the heart.
are all occupied by the opponent.
After a long time, Duan Jia Xu released her lips. In those lustful eyes, there was a bit of bewitching and blatant seduction. He opened his mouth, his voice hoarse: "Child."
Sang Zhi looked up at him and subconsciously responded.
The sound of calling her was different from any time before. With a very strong flirtation.
"Have you made love to your brother?"