The light and shadow are interlaced, and the outline of the man's facial features is more three-dimensional and neat. He lowered his eyes and stared straight at her. His eyelashes were as thick as crow feathers, making those eyes deep and emotional.
The skin is naturally white, but it is not sick. Under this light, it seems to be glowing. Because of the long kiss, the lips seemed to be bloodshot and red.
Two vibrant colors.
Like a vampire with bad intentions, but good at seducing the soul.
The words fell for half a second.
Sang Zhi's mind slowed for a beat. Her eyes were a little stunned, and there was a slight tingling on her lips, reminding her that it was all real.
Not illusory.
In just a split second, Sang Zhi came back to his senses.
At this moment, my heart also exploded with a crackling like a giant bomb being thrown. She held her breath for a moment, and the heat rushed up her neck. I can't believe my ears.
Sang Zhi looked dull: "Huh?"
with brother...
What
Duan Jiaxu didn't repeat it, he still stared at her, the emotion on his face was unclear, and the curvature of the corners of his lips rose again. He raised his hand and rubbed her lower lip slowly with the pulp of his fingers, again and again, with neither light nor heavy.
Ambiguous, and with a little, subtle hint.
Sang Zhi's only drowsiness disappeared in an instant.
Although I know, his speech has always been shameless.
But Sang Zhi had never thought that he really had no lower limit.
None.
Down! limit! ! ! !
How could this old man be so straightforward and unreserved.
In this atmosphere, if he directly said "Is it alright", she must be able to understand what he meant. Even if she was really afraid that she didn't understand, it would be a bit euphemistic to say whether she went to bed.
No! want! This! What!
Sang Zhi didn't know how to respond.
The heart seems to be knocking out of the body, and in this silence, the voice is amplified and extremely clear. She even thought that Duan Jiaxu would definitely be able to hear it.
Is she nervous
Why is she nervous.
He can say such things, why should she be resigned to the disadvantage.
She is not nervous.
She never.
Absolutely! Do not! ! !
Sang Zhi made psychological adjustments, raised her eyes a little, and smelled the alcohol on his body again. She reached out and ripped off his hand, and said solemnly, "So you drink to strengthen your courage?"
In a word, the charming atmosphere will be broken.
Perhaps because she didn't expect her to react like this, Duan Jia Xu was stunned for a moment, but soon burst out laughing. He clenched his chin slightly, his chest vibrated, his eyes glowed, and he smiled brightly and dazzlingly.
His appearance made Sang Zhi's mouth dry for no reason, and the thirst that had just risen was inexplicably more intense at this moment. Suddenly I remembered my purpose.
Oh.
She is thirsty.
She came out to drink water.
According to normal development, she should have finished drinking water by now and went back to bed and fell asleep again. Instead of sitting here kissing him and listening to his straight and cheeky words.
Duan Jiaxu laughed for a long time before stopping. He withdrew his hand and asked, "Why did you wake up suddenly?"
Sang Zhi looked at him and whispered, "If you're thirsty, get up and drink water."
Duan Jiaxu hummed softly, picked her up like a child, and walked towards the kitchen. He put Sang Zhi on the counter, then took out a bottle of mineral water from the box next to him, unscrewed it, and handed it to her.
Sang Zhi took it over, drank slowly, and asked, "Why did you drink?"
"not in a good mood."
"why?"
Duan Jiaxu whispered, "I feel bad for you."
Sang Zhi swallowed the water in her mouth and said in a daze, "Why are you treating me bad?"
He didn't explain, just stood by the counter and looked at her quietly.
Sang Zhi: "Are you drunk?"
Duan Jiaxu smiled, "No."
"Then why do you say this inexplicably?" Sang Zhi put the water bottle aside, leaned over and looked at him, "Is there another reason?"
"No."
"But I don't think..." Speaking of which, Sang Zhi stopped and asked hesitantly, "Is it because of what I said to you today?"
Duan Jia Xu stopped talking again, and reached out to wipe the water stains off the corner of her lips.
Not thinking that it would affect his mood after he said it, Sang Zhi quickly explained: "I said those things are not accusing you, I just want to tell you. You don't know, and I was young before."
"… "
"Whether it was before or now, you are very good to me."
Duan Jia Xu's eyes darkened, he lowered his head again and began to kiss her.
Sang Zhi subconsciously raised her neck and endured his kiss. This time, the strength is gentler than before, with a bit of lingering meaning, mixed with a touch of alcohol. Her eyes were not closed, looking at his downcast eyes.
Just realized at this moment.
He never drinks, but because of her, he made an exception.
"Sang Zhi." Duan Jia Xu let go of her, emotions surging in his eyes. He stroked her face, and after a while, he said hoarsely, "I love you."
really thought about it.
If it wasn't for me, would you meet someone better. Everyone opposes and doesn't support it. Does it mean that I really don't deserve such a good you.
I will also think about whether you will regret the decision to be with me now. Would you regret not listening to your parents' advice and insisting on staying with me
would be so worried.
But because of you, without fear of any external force, all the inferiority complex has faded away. Because of you, I feel that in this world, only I am worthy of being with you.
You are my only and eternal.
Duan Jiaxu kept his voice low, and said something in her ear.
"I won't make you regret it."
Hearing those three words, Sang Zhi's eyes paused, and then slowly blinked. She couldn't describe how she was feeling at the moment. She felt sore nose for some reason, hooked his neck subconsciously, and buried her face in front of his chest.
Duan Jiaxu kissed her ear and said gently, "Are you still drinking?"
Sang Zhi shook his head.
"Then go to sleep." Duan Jia Xu picked her up again and walked towards the master bedroom, "Little boy."
Hearing this, Sang Zhi raised her head and pursed her lips: "Didn't you just say..."
"Um?"
His body temperature was hotter than usual, and as Sang Zhi was hugged by him, he could feel the traces of his affection. She blushed and couldn't say anything: "That's it..."
Duan Jia Xu reacted and looked at her with a smile: "To scare you."
"Oh."
Duan Jia was about to free up her hand, and when she opened the door of her room, she heard someone in her arms say, "But I wasn't frightened."
"… "
The grip on his clothes tightened. This time, Sang Zhi's voice was a little nervous, but she was not afraid: "I didn't say no."
He stopped and slowly retracted his hand.
Duan Jia Xu's breathing became heavier, and the breath sprayed on her neck, burning like it was on fire. He closed his eyes, trying to regain his sanity, but it was fleeting because of her words.
"Know what you're talking about?"
Sang Zhi felt that the place he touched also seemed to be on fire. She resisted the trembling in her voice and pretended to be calm: "I'm not a child anymore..."
Before she could finish speaking, Duan Jia Xu raised his head and kissed her lips.
The words in his mouth were instantly swallowed, and Sang Zhi opened his eyes, because he didn't know what to do, and his body was a little stiff. Also because of his actions, she shrank back subconsciously, and soon leaned in his direction again.
The movements were cautious and timid, and responded extremely jerky.
Sang Zhi felt like she was suspended in mid-air and lost her weight. She felt uneasy and could only cling to the man in front of her.
Brings extremely unfamiliar, never experienced feelings.
Sang Zhi gasped involuntarily, her final voice trembling: "Go, go back to the room."
Duan Jia Xu's movements stopped, as if he was laughing. Afterwards, he hugged her very obediently and returned to his room.
There were no lights in the room, only a small night light by the bedside. Sang Zhi's body fell on the bed, and her first reaction was to turn off the lights.
When the lights went out, Sang Zhi noticed that the photo frame on the bedside table was a group photo of the two of them when Duan Jiaxu graduated.
The next moment, Duan Jia Xu leaned over and pressed his body against her back. In the dark, grab the frame and slowly close it.
His lips rested on the back of her neck and kissed her down. The other hand opened the drawer under the bedside table and took a box of things from it.
The curtains did not block the light, and with the moonlight falling in, Sang Zhi noticed his actions and could see what was in his hand. With the last bit of consciousness, she couldn't help asking: "How did you buy it..."
Duan Jiaxu gently tugged at her clothes, but stopped after a while. He laughed lowly, his voice was a little deep, and he said honestly, "I bought it for a long time."
"… "
"It's all dusty."
After speaking, Duan Jiaxu grabbed Sang Zhi's hand. He stared at her, the emotion in his eyes was not concealed at all, and when he spoke, there was a slight gasp.
Dark and charming room.
The black-haired man with bright eyes changed his usual gentle and gentle appearance, and the smile on his face was inexplicably scum. The eyes are full of spring, deliberately, hooking people to ravage.
Sang Zhi even felt a sense of role switching.
Duan Jiaxu lowered his head and touched her.
Every force increased unconsciously, all dark and brutal thoughts emerged in my mind, but when I heard her voice, they all restrained.
Duan Jiaxu's movements were long and long, and he was extremely patient. He took care of her feelings, with a coax in his words: "Don't be afraid."
Sang Zhi buried her face in his neck.
In this endless night, the narrow space, the extremely close distance.
All the feelings are amplified.
The little girl whimpered softly, like a catalyst.
All his masks were torn off, revealing the most real appearance.
Became a beast that wanted to swallow her whole and take over all of her.
The corners of Duan Jia Xu's eyes turned red, and he said softly, "You are mine."
Desire and possessiveness are intertwined.
At this moment, everything can't be hidden.
pervades the entire interior.
After an unknown amount of time, Duan Jia Xu lowered his head, licked away her tears, and repeated it.
"you are mine."
After being tossed by him for a while, Sang Zhi's voice was hoarse, and she felt sweaty and sticky all over her body. She wanted to get up and take a shower, but her legs were weak again, and she had no energy.
In the end, Duan Jiaxu carried her to the toilet and cleaned her up briefly. He lowered his eyes and said thoughtfully, "It seems that he is not very restrained."
Sang Zhi was sleepy and tired, and her whole body was aching. She was at his mercy like a marionette, and even the energy she didn't feel comfortable with was gone.
Soon, Duan Jiaxu touched it and added, "Why is it swollen?"
"… "
"Does it hurt?"
Sang Zhi's sleepiness disappeared in an instant. She took a deep breath and kicked in his direction, a little annoyed: "Can you stop talking."
Duan Jiaxu laughed lightly, put a dress on her, and carried her back to the room.
An ambiguous atmosphere remained in the room, which had not yet dissipated.
Sang Zhi didn't know much about the bed, and he didn't bother to care about why he carried her here, and wanted to sleep as soon as he touched the bed. She lay on the bed, got into the bed, and before she could lie down, she was held in his arms by him across the quilt the next moment.
Duan Jiaxu smiled, "Let's talk for a while."
"..." Sang Zhi's voice was still nasal and vague, "Tell me tomorrow, I'm sleepy."
"You were so indifferent to me as soon as I gave you my body," Duan Jiaxu pinched her face, "Why are you so ruthless?"
Sang Zhi ignored him.
She could feel that Duan Jia Xu was still staring at her, his gaze was extremely hot. But she really felt sleepy, and stretched out a hand to hug him, as if to coax him.
Duan Jiaxu grabbed her hand and stopped uttering a word.
Half asleep and half awake, Sang Zhi wasn't sure if he was in a dream or if he really heard him say, "Being a beast once."
It doesn't sound real.
Silence for a few seconds.
It seems to have said another sentence, in a timid tone.
"I don't want to be human anymore."