Some time ago, her sleep state was not very good. In addition, she slept last night, and Sang Zhi slept so well that she didn't even know when she woke up. After sleeping for a long time, her head was a little heavy, and her brain couldn't turn around.
For a while, I felt like I didn't know where I was.
Lying on the bed, Sang Zhi was stunned for a while. She gradually regained her senses, turned to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table, and noticed that it was just past twelve noon.
Glancing at him, he also happened to see the photo frame that was covered next to him.
Sang Zhi took a breath and subconsciously straightened it up.
At the same time, I saw the photo in the photo frame, and the very young self on it. She paused, stretched out her hand and rubbed the smiling Duan Jia Xu with her fingertips, suddenly recalling his actions yesterday.
Unexpectedly cover the frame.
At that time, I didn't pay much attention to his actions, but when I think about it now, it's like trying to hide it.
After watching for a few more seconds, Sang Zhi whispered, "I can't change a photo."
Sang Zhi didn't think about it anymore, and sat up straight. The quilt slid down with the action.
She looked down and noticed the wide T-shirt on her body and the tiny red marks on her skin. Only then did Sang Zhi realize that she was wearing Duan Jiaxu's clothes. And it's only one set, nothing else.
The pain has also eased a lot yesterday.
Sang Zhi got out of bed and didn't feel any discomfort, only a slight discomfort. She was a little uncomfortable wearing this dress as if she was not wearing it. She just wanted to go back to the room to change a set, and put on her intimate clothes by the way.
Before she could reach the door, the door was pushed open from the outside.
Duan Jia Xu's hand was still on the doorknob. Noticing Sang Zhi's appearance at the moment, he raised his brows slightly, and his eyes slowly passed from top to bottom, skipping every corner of her body. Finally, he looked at her again.
Seeing him, Sang Zhi recalled what happened last night.
Feeling inexplicably hot.
At this time, he didn't even know how to face him.
Sang Zhi looked away and asked, "Don't you have to go to work?"
Duan Jia Xu: "I'm on leave."
Sang Zhi touched his head and nodded, "I'm going to wash up."
He hummed softly, his eyes still on her. Standing at the door, he didn't mean to get out of the way, and then lowered his head, as if he wanted to kiss her again.
Sang Zhi immediately covered her mouth: "I didn't brush my teeth."
Duan Jia Xu smiled and kissed the back of her hand. His eyebrows drooped slightly, looking at the marks on her body, he reached out and stroked it gently, and said gently, "Why does it look so painful."
Sang Zhi didn't react: "Huh?"
His words seemed to be comforting, but there was no trace of shame.
"I'll take it lightly next time."
Sang Zhi went back to the room to change clothes and went into the toilet to brush her teeth. Thinking of what Duan Jiaxu had just said, she paused, spit out the foam in her mouth, and poured some water into her mouth.
I'll tap it next time.
next time.
She can't recall now, how did she feel when she said "I didn't say no" yesterday, these five words. The shame of hindsight came to my mind in an instant.
Countless images popped up in my mind.
Sang Yan asked her blankly, "Can you be more reserved?"
So, does she also behave like that in front of others
Sang Zhi pursed her lips, lowered her head and washed her face.
never mind.
He knew it anyway.
Inexplicably, Sang Zhi recalled the extremely erotic actions Duan Jia Xu made when she was confused. And what the roommate said: "A 25-year-old man who has no sexual experience will be perverted!"
"… "
Although a bit.
But not to be perverted.
Sang Zhi left the room.
Duan Jiaxu was standing beside the dining table, casually filling the bowl with porridge. He was still wearing pajamas and didn't look like he had been out. The neckline of the clothes is loose, and the traces she left on it can also be seen.
She silently retracted her eyes.
"Come and eat." Duan Jia Xu raised his eyes, "Don't get sick from hunger."
Sang Zhi sat on the chair and asked casually, "When did you wake up?"
Duan Jiaxu put one of the bowls in front of her: "A little earlier than you."
Sang Zhi: "Oh."
Duan Jiaxu also sat down and asked, "Does it still hurt?"
"..." Sang Zhi lowered her head to drink the porridge, her voice inaudible, "It doesn't hurt."
"I'm still in pain."
Hearing this, Sang Zhi looked at him instantly.
Duan Jiaxu pulled his collar aside, revealing the red marks on it that she had bitten on, as if trying to comfort him: "Look, you bit so hard."
The tone was sloppy and frivolous.
Just like the wicked sue first.
Sang Zhi couldn't hold back, she also pulled at her clothes, frowned and said, "Didn't you bite me?"
"… "
"This, this, this." Since he opened his mouth, Sang Zhi didn't give him any face, and pointed at each position, "Do you have a problem with cannibalism?"
Duan Jiaxu was stunned for a moment, then laughed out loud. Looking down from her face, he stopped somewhere, the corners of his lips curved up, and he said with great interest, "What else?"
"… "
"Didn't I even bite-"
Sang Zhi reacted and interrupted him abruptly, "Duan Jiaxu!"
Duan Jiaxu did not continue to speak. He lightly licked the corner of his lower lip, and said in a condescending tone, "My family is small everywhere."
"..." Although what he said was true, Sang Zhi still felt insulted. She was a little unhappy, and after holding it for a long time, she said, "You are only young."
Duan Jiaxu raised his eyebrows, "I'm still young?"
Sang Zhi said stubbornly, "Little."
The next moment, Duan Jiaxu grabbed her hand and took it somewhere: "Is it small?"
Sang Zhi: "..."
He gasped lightly, then, slightly up and down.
"Um?"
At this moment, Sang Zhi began to have a little regret. She felt that this old man, in some ways, seemed to have broken the seal because of what happened last night.
No more restraint, no more concealment.
Straightforward and wild.
But it is undeniable that this man, when it comes to bedding, is patient, wild, and extra... sexy. The usual enchanting aura, no longer hidden, all poured out.
Sang Zhi couldn't even count how many times she had been seduced by him.
She rubbed her sore hands and sat back on the table to finish the porridge.
Not long after, Duan Jia Xu came out of the toilet. He took another shower and changed his clothes. He sat next to her, his expression warm and jade-like, and his face extremely deceptive: "What do you want to do today?"
Sang Zhi ignored him.
Duan Jiaxu was about to say something when the phone on the table suddenly rang. He glanced at the caller ID, looked at it for a while, and quickly picked it up: "Hello."
Hearing the sound, Sang Zhi looked up at him.
The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what to say. Duan Jia Xu's expression didn't change much. He only responded occasionally, and finally said, "Okay, I'll go over now."
When he hung up the phone, Sang Zhi asked, "Who is it?"
Duan Jiaxu: "My dad's doctor."
"..." Sang Zhi was stunned, "What's wrong?"
Duan Jiaxu's mood was obviously a little worse, and he said in a low voice, "It is said that he has a lung infection, and the situation is not very good. I want to transfer him to the city hospital and let me go through the formalities."
Sang Zhi swallowed the porridge in her mouth and said cautiously, "Can I go with you?"
Duan Jiaxu raised his eyelashes and stared at Sang Zhi for a while, his emotions unclear. After a long time, he pulled his lips slightly and responded slowly.
"it is good."
Sang Zhi has been to the hospital many times, but this is the first time she has come to the nursing center.
The atmosphere here is worse than the hospital, it's too quiet. The people lying on the bed seemed to be in poor physical condition, and some were even motionless and could not see the breath of life.
It was the first time that Sang Zhi met Duan Jia Xu's father.
The man is over half a decade old, and his facial features are somewhat deformed, so he can't see the original appearance. He was so thin that only bones were left, the muscles all over his body atrophied, and he was thin and weak.
In him, Sang Zhi couldn't find any similarities between Duan Jiaxing and him.
The doctor was talking about the latest situation.
Having been bedridden for nearly 12 years, Duan Zhicheng's body resistance has become very poor, coupled with long-term lung infection, which has caused various complications and is in poor condition. The physiotherapy equipment here is not good, and the doctor's suggestion is to transfer to the city hospital for treatment.
Although euphemistic, the meaning between the lines is that Duan Zhicheng should not be happy.
Duan Jiaxu just listened and said nothing.
As a complete stranger to Duan Zhicheng, Sang Zhi felt uncomfortable seeing him lying on the bed. She couldn't help but glance at Duan Jia Xu, wondering how he was feeling now.
Aware of her gaze, Duan Jia Xu also looked at her.
Sang Zhi reached out and held him, as if to comfort him.
As if he didn't care much, Duan Jiaxu squeezed her hand back and said with a smile, "Go buy me a bottle of water. Did you see that there is a convenience store next to you when you came here."
Sang Zhi nodded: "Yes."
"Come back when you're done, don't run around."
Sang Zhi could also guess that he probably wanted to let her go and say something to Duan Zhicheng. She leaned over and hugged him, and whispered, "then wait for me here, I'll be back soon."
"Um."
When Sang Zhi left, Duan Jiaxu sat down beside Duan Zhicheng's bed. He restrained the curvature of his lower lip and said softly: "Listen to the doctor, you should be able to hear it."
"… "
"However, I haven't spoken to you much over the years." Duan Jia Xu was very calm and calm, "I'm afraid you won't recognize my voice. I'd better say it first, I'm Duan Jia Xu."
"Your son."
"Looking back, it's almost twelve years since this incident." Duan Jia Xu said, "If you hadn't jumped off the building at the time, you should have come out by now."
"I don't know if Mom told you about these things."
If you say it, you won't get any response.
The man on the hospital bed didn't even move his eyelids.
It was like he was talking to himself.
"After the house was sold and the compensation was paid, the rest of the money, all the savings in the family, are basically spent on you." Duan Jia Xu couldn't help laughing, "Because we borrowed money, no relatives came to us any more. contact."
"And then, your wife, Xu Ruoshu, passed away almost eight years ago. She got cancer because of her illness."
"I was admitted to a university in Nanwu, and only went home during the winter and summer vacations. She actually noticed that she had a physical problem, but because she had no money, she kept delaying it and didn't dare to tell me." Duan Jiaxu said, "Then she went to the hospital. When I checked, it was said that it was not cured."
"I don't quite believe it. I wanted to take her to a big hospital for another check, and borrowed 30,000 yuan from my classmates. After she found out, her whole body collapsed, and she kept crying with me, begging me to return the money."
"Because you can overwhelm the entire family's medical bills, because of my tuition fees, because of everything I need in life." Duan Jiaxu's voice softened, "Because there is no money."
"because of you."
"After my mother passed away, I didn't intend to come back." Duan Jia Xu mocked, "I want to work there, settle down, and stay there in the future. But it's inexplicable. I hope you can wake up."
I think even if you did so many wrong things.
It is also the only family I have left in this world.
"Hope you can see everything right now."
"I want to see how you feel guilty and in so much pain."
"I want you to understand that if you didn't escape, but accepted the punishment," Duan Jia Xu's eyes turned red and his voice was hoarse, "How different our life would be now."
Xu Ruoshu must still be alive.
You have also come out.
All sins are atonement.
It may still be difficult to keep your head up.
But it may not be particularly good, but it will definitely be better than now.
rather than as it is now.
I am the only one bearing this dark and boundless prison.