The days passed quickly, and the wisteria grew branches and climbed to the window sill in a winding way.
How beautiful is such a thick wisteria in bloom, I can't help but imagine the spectacle of the house's exterior wall covered in purple flowers.
It's a pity... No matter how much I look forward to seeing it bloom next year, I'm afraid I won't be able to see it.
I was losing my inner strength a little bit, losing control of my body, and it took longer and longer each time the pain struck. I think the cause of my death may be the loss of internal strength, the failure of all internal organs, and finally vomited blood and died. Fortunately, the madman's body is a little better, and this is probably the only place to be gratified.
Several times I fell ill in Xiao Zhongnan's bed, and I was shaking so much that I couldn't let the person beside my pillow find out.
When Xiao Zhongnan was woken up once, I even got up and pretended to be calm and told him that I was just in a rush to urinate.
"Can you sweat all over after peeing?" He saw me lay down again and wiped my neck.
Isn't this a cold sweat
I was still feeling numb, closed my eyes and replied vaguely, "It's too hot today."
The next day, I brought a lot of ice cubes to my house. When I slept on Xiao Zhongnan's side at night, he also had several pots of ice placed in the corner, so it was so cool that there was no heat.
After more than ten days like this, I saw that the good days were getting fewer and fewer, so I told Xiao Zhongnan that I wanted to take another look at the big lake we once saw.
Xiao Zhongnan always agreed to my request and took me to the grassland that night. Our joyous love, on the grass, in the lake, accompanied by the stars, is wonderful.
For the last time left, I want to put aside the past and don't think about anything or anything, and have a carnival with Xiao Zhongnan. After that, no matter if I live or die, I will enjoy it anyway.
"As soon as tonight is over, I will have no regrets in my life." I lay naked on Xiao Zhongnan's bare chest, wearing a wrinkled coat. He stroked my hair lightly, from top to bottom to my waist.
"You still have a long life, why don't you have any regrets?" His voice was low and hoarse, revealing a bit of contented laziness.
Your life is still long, but I don't know how much.
My heart ached, and I buried my face in his arms and said, "I can put the dignified Great Fortress Xiao to sleep, how could I still have regrets? How many people can't be envious, how lucky I am!"
The thought of me dying silently in a place he can't see makes me feel unbearable grief in my heart, especially I want to grab his shirt and tell him loudly: "I am going to die for you, you can't forget me! You can't have no conscience!" But if he found out, he would definitely feel sad and feel sorry for me. When he is sad, I will not feel better. So instead of two people being sad, it is better for me to be sad alone. It is better for him to think that I am swimming in the mountains and rivers than to let him know that I died for him.
"I'll let you sleep all the time because of your obedience." There was a smile in his voice.
Hearing this, I also laughed: "I'm good, I'm the best." I heard his heartbeat, and I closed my eyes, "Is there any fish in this lake? I want to eat grilled fish tomorrow."
"Yes, I'll catch you tomorrow."
"I want you to feed me." Like in the cave.
"I'll be fed if I break my hands and feet." He patted me on the back, like he was coaxing a child to sleep.
I stretched out my hand in front of him: "Here, interrupt."
In the end, he still didn't interrupt my hand, but opened his mouth and held me under him.
"Do it again and feed you tomorrow," he tempted.
I smiled at him: "Okay!" This condition is really satisfied.
The next day he dived into the lake and caught a fat and big fish, grilled until it was crispy and tender, and I sat next to him and let him feed it to me.
This is probably the best grilled fish I have ever eaten in my life.
A few days later, Xiao Zhongnan told me that he was going to retreat, and Xiao Mobei would protect the law for him and tell me not to run around.
When I first heard the news, I was a little surprised: "Why do you want to retreat all of a sudden?"
He looked calm, but there was an undisguised joy in his eyes.
"In the past few days, I feel that the qi and blood that has been stagnant in my body are showing signs of loosening. I want to try it with internal force. If I succeed, I will no longer be affected by this madness and will become a normal person completely."
Although there is still some uncertainty in his words, I know he will succeed this time. It's been a life for another person, and if it doesn't work, I'll burn that broken book!
"That's great! Brother Xiao, you will definitely succeed. I'll wait for you to get out." I was sincerely happy for him, even though I was now a crippled person with no inner strength.
The two brothers retreated soon, and I calculated that the time was about the same. When Xiao Zhongnan left the customs, Hufa Yang should also come to pick me up. When the time comes, I will follow Protector Yang and leave, leaving a letter saying, "Thank you for the care of Lord Xiaobao these days, I will travel the world and indulge in the landscape." Don't be too perfect!
But, Yang Shengqi didn't come as promised, and came to me several days early.
When I saw him, I was stunned, grabbed his wrist and asked, "Why are you here now? Didn't I ask you to come back in a month?"
Yang Shengqi was still dressed in night clothes, with an inexplicable excitement in his nervous expression, and explained to me: "The Black Eagle Fort has been heavily guarded recently, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to leave without the leader, so I came a few days earlier than the appointed time. ."
"Didn't I say I still have things to do?"
"So I've done it for you!" He cracked open his mouth and gave me a big smile.
I was stunned for a moment: "... done?"
It was so weird, I stared at him blankly, not knowing what to pick up.
His eyes flashed, and he took out a roll of things from the front of his shirt and showed it to me: "Sect Master, you just stay here just to find something that can bring down the martial arts leader and the Black Eagle Fortress. I have found it! This is Xiao! You will not believe the secret letter between Zhongnan, the leader of the Wulin alliance and the imperial court. You will not believe that the entire righteous martial arts forest was originally under the control of the imperial court. The world, the Black Eagle Fort and the Wulin Alliance Master will never think about it again."
I was deeply shocked by this shocking secret. For a while, the words of the leader of the martial arts alliance, Xiao Zhongnan, and the imperial court appeared in my mind alternately, and my thoughts were almost confused.
But now is not the time to be amazed at the court's methods and curious about Xiao Zhongnan's role in this, Yang Shengqi's secret letter stealing is simply dead, I want to return it as soon as no one finds out!
"Leave the letter and go, I'll find you in a few days," I told him.
"Pay it back? Why pay it back?" He was puzzled, "Can't we go together now?"
Do what! If the people of Black Eagle Fort found out that such an important thing was lost, they would definitely hunt us down for thousands of miles. How could I, a cripple without inner strength, escape this hellish net? !
I grabbed the bundle of secret letters and scolded, "You idiot, so much nonsense will go wherever I let you go..."
I was still losing my temper, and suddenly the atmosphere around me changed, and a sense of crisis swept over me. The first person to react was Yang Shengqi. He pulled the mask to cover his face, turned around and wanted to escape, but the big net that fell from the sky was too thick and unavoidable, so he was caught straight.
The Black Eagle Fort guards who appeared out of nowhere surrounded the two of us like turtles in a urn.
"Why are you leaving in such a hurry? Stay and eat!"
I turned around in horror and looked at the place where the voice came from, and found that two people slowly walked out of the dark corner, one was Xiao Mobei, who had just spoken, and the other was…
"Brother Xiao..." I called him hoarsely, and the panic in my heart became more and more intense.
How can I explain all this? Does he know everything? Why did he leave suddenly? Is he ill
He looked at me like ice, without the slightest warmth, which made people terrified, and he could make all my hopes come to nothing with just one sentence.
"I really don't dare to be a big brother like this," he said, "Han leader."
... the leader of Han? !
I staggered, took a half step back unconsciously, and my voice was hollow: "You... already knew my identity?"
He nodded and looked at me calmly: "Yes, I already knew it, in the woods, Lin Yue told me before he died. He said that you approached me just to let me help you regain the position of the leader, He also said that you would one day betray me for the Han Yi Sect and make Black Eagle Castle the laughing stock of all martial arts..."
I interrupted him loudly: "No! I have no purpose in approaching you."
I have never known how to play tricks and tricks in my life, but I am often misunderstood as someone who knows this way.
Xiao Mobei on the side snorted coldly: "Then what's the explanation for those letters in your hand? It's not like they came to you by themselves, right?"
I stared blankly at the deadly rolls in my hands, wishing to put them back into Yang Shengqi's arms.
Even if I have a thousand mouths now, I'm afraid I can't tell.
In fact, how can we make it clearer? I can't live long either... Maybe it's not bad to die in the hands of a lunatic.
Now that I think about it, he may have suspected me for a long time. It is not that there is no trace of it, but I didn't notice him because he was completely unguarded.
After I figured it out, I laughed lowly, and when I looked at Xiao Zhongnan again, my previous panic was gone.
"I am indeed not a defector disciple of the Demon Sect. I am Han Qingyan, the twenty-sixth leader of the Han Yi Sect. I have inherited the mantle of the previous leader. I am the true leader of the Demon Sect." I pointed to Yang Shengqi on the ground, "This is Protector Yang, who stole it from him. I'm really sorry for such an important thing as the castle master, I apologize to the castle master for this ignorant subordinate." After saying that, he bowed and bowed.
Xiao Zhongnan didn't see any joy or anger on his face, and asked, "So you stayed by my side all the time, but just wanted to take advantage of me?"
I felt a pain in my heart, my throat felt sweet, and it seemed like I was about to vomit blood again.
"Anyway, you won't believe what I say." I smiled sadly, "Are you going to kill me?"
God, since you want me to trade his life for him, let him never know the truth of all this.
Otherwise, it would be too sinful...
He looked at me for a long time, and suddenly took a step: "You are the leader of the demon sect, you lied to me for so long, you stole the secret letter with the intention of disrupting the entire martial arts..." In front of Yang Shengqi, "Each one is enough to kill you once." As soon as I said that, he slashed at Hufa Yang with a sword, I exclaimed, and just wanted to block with my body, but I didn't expect that he just slashed on the Internet, It didn't hurt Yang Shengqi.
"But I don't want to get my sword dirty, let's go!" He glared at me coldly, then turned to leave after putting away the sword.
I opened my mouth to stop him, but he stepped out a few steps and suddenly swayed, hurriedly holding his forehead with his hands, and there were signs of illness again.
"elder brother!"
As soon as my feet moved, Xiao Mobei supported his brother one step ahead of me.
Xiao Zhongnan pushed him away slightly, indicating that he didn't need to help him, turned his head to look at me, and said coldly, "Leave Black Eagle Fort immediately!"
His clothes are not messy, his hair is neatly tied, and he is still the solemn and steady Black Eagle Castle Lord, but I have no reason to feel that his anger is already on the verge of danger.
Xiao Mobei frowned fiercely, and urged: "If you don't go quickly, you really want to stay and eat!"
I pursed my lips, put the secret letter in my hand on the ground, and then helped Hufa Yang on the side.
"The meeting will be... indefinite." I said to Xiao Zhongnan's back.
He didn't seem to have the patience to look at me again, and walked away as fast as he heard nothing.
Yang Shengqi quickly performed Qinggong and took me away from Black Eagle Fort. I looked back at Xiao Zhongnan's departure direction with incomparable nostalgia, but I couldn't wait for his glance back.
I'll never see this person again... I clutched the position of my chest, breathless in pain.
"Sect Master, did this subordinate do something wrong?" The battle just now seemed to make Yang Shengqi realize that something was wrong, and his tone was very uneasy.
I shook my head and said softly, "It's none of your business, it's my fault."
It's different from what I thought, but that's fine. In this way, even if Xiao Zhongnan learns of my death, he will not be too sad.
He just thinks: Oh, isn't this the bastard who lied to me? Die well! Deserved!