The need to enjoy in time is nothing more than because time is like passing water, and time is ruthless.
No matter how hard the madman tried to keep me alive, my body inevitably came to its final demise.
Fortunately, I had a wonderful time before I died, and my life was worth it.
I feel very good today, I feel much better than the other day, I know that today may be my final day. Originally, I wanted to die in that cave at the bottom of the valley, but now it's too late to go back, so let's change it to the lakeside.
The place has beautiful scenery and is also close to the Black Eagle Fort, so it is convenient for me to come and see it during the festivals.
I let the madman carry me to the lake. Now that the weather is a little cold, he wrapped me in a large cloak, and it was airtight.
I said to him, "Mad man, I wrote a letter of abdication. When Protector Yang arrives, you can send the letter to him and tell him that I believe in his ability and let him do it well."
"Don't be sad, all of this is what I am willing to do."
"After I leave you, you can sink me into this lake, it's convenient."
He has been listening to me in silence, holding me in his arms and kissing my forehead from time to time.
"Speaking of which, the months in the cave were the most carefree and free time in my life."
"If you have time, go back for me and see if the doe is still there. It's stupid and doesn't know if it's been eaten. And the bear skin you gave me, burn it Give it to me, I'll take it with me..."
My body was getting colder and colder, I lost the strength to speak, and I was very sleepy. The madman clearly sensed my change, and hugged me even harder to his chest, as if afraid that I would turn into a wisp of blue smoke and float away at any time.
I put my hand on his hand and stroked it gently: "Don't do this, eighteen years later, I will be a good man again, and maybe I can become your son!" I couldn't help laughing when I thought of that scene.
"You don't give me a son, where will I get a son?" A madman's low hoarse voice came from above his head.
I curled my lips and gently tugged at the back of his hand: "Tsk, they said I'm a man... I can't give birth."
The madman didn't speak any more, but I could feel the wetness on my temples, water droplets slowly falling, and the hands that held me kept trembling.
I felt a pain in my heart, my nose was sore, and I almost burst into tears.
If you can get someone you know, life is enough.
I talked to him all night, and the sun rose abruptly.
When the warm sun shines on the grassland and brings a new day, my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier, and finally they are completely drooping.
When I was plunged into true darkness, I seemed to hear the man's mournful roar, like a wounded beast, so painful, so desperate.
I tried to respond to him, but I couldn't open my eyes or make a sound. I felt that my whole body was floating in the sea of clouds, and my whole body was warm and warm, and a stream of heat was radiating from my dantian.
What's wrong with me? Is it dead
Then I seemed to see my own life. I was among a group of teenagers of the same age as me. The master asked us what we wanted to do when we grew up. Li, to become the mainstay of the Han Yi Sect, I was the only one who said that I wanted to see the outside world, for which I was punished by Master kneeling for one night.
When I grew up, I was ordinary and unremarkable. I was unknown in the teaching. I never formed sects, and I had no ambition to be the leader of the school. But just like this, I caught the eyes of my little uncle and regarded me as his hands. chess pieces to play with.
I have been surrounded by intrigue since I was a child, and there are many predators around me, but I have always believed that one day I will be able to leave such an environment and be truly free.
When I was knocked off the cliff, I actually felt a sigh of relief in my heart. I felt that my life was not a wonderful life, but I tried my best to do what I could, and I could also put down the burden on my shoulders and have a good sleep. Died and rescued by a lunatic.
Now that I think about it, my whole life has been deviated since that day, going in an unpredictable direction all the way, and now I don't know whether to call it a bad fate or a good fate.
All I know is that when my hands and feet were broken and my whole body was swept away by pain like shattering bones, the lunatic who appeared in front of me was like a god from the sky, shining golden light in my eyes, making me involuntarily ask him for help.
Whether he is a lunatic or Xiao Zhongnan, I will never forget what he did for me and the injury he suffered for me.
I believe he is willing to die for me, so what does it matter if I die for him now? All worth it in my opinion.
I don't know how long I have been wandering in the sea of clouds, I have no concept of time, and I have no perception. However, at a certain moment one day, I suddenly tasted a strange taste.
The hot, rust-smelling liquid rushed into my mouth and down my esophagus into my body.
My whole body started to sweat, I had senses, and I broke free from the darkness.
I woke up in a daze, the first voice I heard was Protector Yang's, and the first one I saw was him.
"Wake up! The sect leader is awake!" He excitedly put his head in front of me, making a noise.
"Let me see!" After a while, an old man with a white beard also came over, and it took me a long time to remember that this was Elder Wen.
Although I woke up, my limbs were weak and my speech was very light.
"Why did I... wake up again?"
Yang Shengqi said as if he took credit: "We almost couldn't save you, I took Elder Wen Xingye to this side, and when I arrived, half my life was lost, and I happened to see Xiao Zhongnan holding you and walking into the lake, almost I fainted from fright! It took a long time for you to be settled after waiting for you to be pulled up."
I was startled and asked him quickly, "Where is Xiao Zhongnan?"
Elder Wen said: "He hasn't slept for several days, and his brother ordered a sleeping hole and moved it to the next room."
I nodded, put my mind at ease, glanced at the small bowl in Yang Shengqi's hand, and asked, "What did you drink for me?"
The smell was too strange and too familiar for me to ask more.
Elder Wen said without changing his face: "This is Xiao Zhongnan's blood. You are weak now, I can only let you drink some of his blood to replenish your own blood."
When he said this, it was like saying that this is Chinese cabbage grown by our family.
"His blood?" I stared at the bowl of bright red things, my stomach stirred, and my heart was aching. "What about his health? Will it be harmful to him?"
Yang Shengqi knew that I was worried about the madman, so he rushed over to comfort him: "It's all right, Lord Xiao Bao is in good health, full of qi and blood. He himself said that he wanted to bleed for you."
This is really confusing me completely, am I okay or not
I kept asking: "What the hell is going on with my body, isn't it about to die? Why didn't I die?"
Elder Wen sat aside, holding a cigarette stick in his hand, and began to smoke in small sips: "There are actually two pages missing in the "Secret Book of Youhua", these two pages are very important, and they are to describe your current situation in detail. You Look at the little flower outside, withering every year and blooming again every year, the same is true for this cauldron for practicing "Secret of the Flowers", from prosperity to decline and then to prosperity, like a phoenix nirvana, immortal and immortal."
This is so cryptic that I was stunned when I heard it.
"You always say that I can't die!" Although death is painful, it is also very painful not to die.
Hearing this, he rolled his eyes: "I can't die right now, maybe I will die of old age in a few decades, or it is also possible that you will be assassinated by your enemy. It's better, as long as you are careful, you can walk sideways on this river and lake."
I was completely stunned, how could I be able to walk sideways after I die, and there are such good things
"How horizontal is it to walk sideways? How is it better than Lin Yue?" I asked cautiously.
Elder Wen snorted coldly, quite disdain: "That fellow is walking sideways? Don't worry, his martial arts must be many times higher than his."
My heart was pounding, I couldn't believe it, I even pinched myself quietly to see if I was dreaming.
After a while, I accepted the fact that not only did I not die, but I might also possess unparalleled martial arts. I remembered the madman, and hurriedly reached out to Protector Yang.
"Help me up, I'm going to see the madness... Xiao Zhongnan."
Yang Shengqi helped me lean on the bed, but didn't let me get out of bed: "What are you still a patient looking for? I'll call you..."
I waved my hand: "No, you let me walk over by myself."
He was in a hurry, and pressed me hard not to let me move: "Hey, sect master, don't move around, don't get out of bed if you're not in good health!"
At this moment, a figure suddenly pushed open the door and broke in, startling the three of us.
The man at the door didn't realize it, he was still standing there, not too far from me, his eyes were wide open, as if he would burst his eye sockets and bleed out if he opened them a little longer.
He walked to my bed step by step, and then fell to his knees. I was so shocked that I hurried to help him, but he grabbed both hands.
"Non-nan..." He closed his eyes and held my hand to his lips, and kept kissing, as if he were treating a lost and found treasure.
My eyes were also hot, and I forced back my tears and smiled at him: "Look at you, I told you to take care of yourself, why are you like this again?"
He seemed to be frightened by this time, and held on to me, his voice hoarse: "Never leave me again."
I looked at him helplessly, and at the same time felt very sweet inside, leaned over and kissed the corner of his eye.
He may have bled because his body temperature was a little low, and his face was not good. I was very heartbroken when I saw it.
"Okay, I won't leave you." I promised him.
We have experienced things that ordinary people can't experience, and we have walked the road that ordinary people can't walk. God should let us be together.
I don't ask for much for the rest of the time, I just want to be able to spend my life with him peacefully and peacefully.
From winter to spring, my body has really gotten better and better under Elder Wen’s care, and my internal strength has also improved by leaps and bounds. I can even draw a tie with a lunatic occasionally, but I have always doubted that he let me.
The spring was just right. Cheng Xiaoyu and I made an appointment to go out on a horseback ride. When I passed a dirt slope, I saw a wolf.
This wolf is a threat to the grassland. If there are too many horses, it will be threatened. I chased after Cheng Xiaoyu without saying a word.
I chased the wolf all the way to a cliff. "It" saw that there was no way to escape, turned around and grinned at me and let out a threatening low growl, but when I saw "it"'s face, I was stunned on the spot.
That night, I took a "little wolf cub" back to Black Eagle Fort. The wolf cub was so fierce that it kept kicking and screaming in my arms.
Brother Xiao Zhongnan was waiting for me to eat when they saw something in my arms and got up to look.
"What did you pick up?" Xiao Mobei asked curiously.
Although the madman didn't speak, I could feel his exploratory gaze on the object in my arms.
I grinned at him and pulled out the hide to reveal the cub inside: "Look at my son!"
I saw that under the wolf's skin was actually a young child, with black eyes staring round because of fright, small and thin, but it was indeed a boy.
I don't know how he could be a child living in the grasslands. He looks like a wolf child raised by wolves. He doesn't understand human nature at all.
The little brat was still in my arms and was awkward and restless for a moment, but now it came into contact with the lunatic's indifferent eyes, and he whimpered and instantly became honest!
I lifted him up in joy and announced, "From today on you are my son, just... just Han..."
While I was racking my brains to think of the name, the madman on the side suddenly spoke up and said in a very domineering tone: "It's called Xiao Langyue."
I:"… "
Forget it, Xiao Langyue is Xiao Langyue, and the surname Xiao is also my son!
I laughed again and said, "Your name is Xiao Langyue!"
The little brat looked at me ignorantly, with innocence and stupidity in his eyes, but he was a bit like a lunatic.