The next day, Bai Xun woke up, and Qin Feng, who had been guarding outside her, hurried forward.
He has no right to decide for her what the doctor said, so he still needs to ask Bai Xun for his own opinion.
"I do not want."
Because there was no water for a long time, Bai Xun's voice was dry.
After listening to Qin Feng's retelling, she said softly, "I'm going to die, so why are you still suffering from these crimes?"
"...Xiaoxun..." Qin Feng squatted beside the bed with a slight trembling, his head half bent on the bed, covering his red eyes.
This calm man, who had been straightening his back and juggling various procedures, finally collapsed at this time.
Because I know there's no room for manoeuvre, because I know he's going to lose her forever...
Bai Xun lowered his eyes slightly, only to see his neatly groomed black hair, some of which were slightly white at the roots, dazzling and sad.
She slightly raised the back of her hand, which was covered with pinholes, and landed on his black hair.
"Qin Feng, your hair is white..."
Is she caring about him
Qin Feng trembled, slowly raised his head, and held her hand, "Xiao Xun, do you still blame me?"
Bai Xun sighed softly, "It's already this time, what do you remember about those things..."
She's just at the end of her life and doesn't want to waste her energy thinking about anything.
Qin Feng couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. He only felt that the sour, sweet, bitter, and mixed flavors made him finally gently tuck the quilt for her, and said softly: "Okay, that surgery, if you don't want to do it, then No, just rest for a while..."
He has returned to that calm Qin Feng.
"Xiao Xun!"
At this time, an anxious male voice sounded, and then Feng Chi's staggering figure broke in.
He was severely beaten by everyone yesterday, and he fell asleep on the hospital bed until he woke up.
Only after asking the doctor did I know that Bai Xun had already had a disease and might have to undergo a tracheotomy. Instantly, his eyes were red, and the doctor who grabbed one side seemed to have grabbed the last straw.
"Doctor, you save her, please, I have a lot of money, as long as you cure her, please..."
What are you asking for
In the past 20 years, even though he has been stepped into the quagmire, he has never asked anyone.
But now... he just realized that he was so powerless.
The doctor's shaking of his head made him seem to be crushed by a giant object. He pulled out the infusion tube and looked for it desperately.
Looking at the extremely weak Bai Xun on the hospital bed, he stumbled to the ground and groped to the side of the bed, his voice choked, "Xiao Xun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... It's all my fault... "
Bai Xun shook his head and called out to him weakly, "Feng Chi..."
As if he hadn't heard, he kept admitting his mistakes.
Qin Feng also frowned. He was worried that Feng Chi would affect Bai Xun in this way, so he bent down and lifted his collar to drag him outside.
His spirit didn't look normal, Bai Xun frowned slightly, stopped Qin Feng, and raised his voice slightly, "Feng Chi, I don't blame you, don't do this..."
Feng Chi slowly came back to his senses and met Bai Xun's soft eyes. For a moment, he trembled and wanted to touch her, but he quickly shrank back.
"No, I'm not worthy..."
Bai Xun lowered his eyes and sighed, "I really don't blame you, I know you just wanted to scare me, and had no other idea at all... So don't have any psychological burden, and take good care of yourself in the future."
ok? how is this possible
As long as he thought that it was his own fault that killed Bai Xun, he would go crazy.
Bai Xun saw that something was wrong with him, and hurriedly said, "Feng Chi, do me one more favor."
"What?" Feng Chi suppressed his restless emotions and stared at her closely, "Xiao Xun, you said, no matter what, I will help you!"
Don't let him do anything again, I'm afraid he will really go crazy.
Bai Xun took a breath and continued: "I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore... It's a pity to waste my last time in such a cold place... Can you take me out?"
"Okay, we'll be discharged from the hospital immediately." Feng Chi nodded hurriedly, turned around and prepared to go out.
He himself was wearing a hospital gown, and his figure was a little wobbly.
Bai Xun glanced at Qin Feng on the side, "Go look at him, I'm worried that he may not be mentally stable now."
After a pause, she blinked her eyes rarely, and said jokingly: "By the way, help me to see if there is any beautiful and painless way to die, I don't want to watch myself go crazy every day, and when I die, my face is ugly..."
She made fun of her own death so easily to make it easier for others to see...
But they didn't know that it was like holding a sharp blade, cutting them in their hearts again and again.
But this is her last request, how could they not agree
Qin Feng's throat was sore, and he couldn't speak for a while. After a while, he said softly, "...Okay."
…
Bai Xun was basically helpless. The family insisted on being discharged from the hospital, and the hospital did not stop him, so the discharge procedures were handled quickly.
At noon, Feng Chi had already arranged a beautiful villa, the glass windows of the room were blocked with heavy curtains, Bai Xun was wrapped tightly and hugged tightly inside the house before he lifted the blanket on her body.
She was so weak that she could only sit in a wheelchair, but when she left the hospital, the look in her eyes was a little bit brighter.
She took a deep breath and smiled, "It's good, I can't smell those disinfectant water in the air..."
Several other men followed, and in the last time, one glance was less, and no one wanted to leave for a minute.
Su Jin suppressed the tingling in his heart, smiled, and squatted down to look at her, "I even got someone to buy some food, and I'll make something delicious for you later."
"Okay." Although she couldn't eat it at all.
"Xiao Xun, this is what I have prepared for a long time. I originally wanted to give it to you after marriage. I will show you around..." Feng Chi looked at her a little nervously.
Bai Xun did not refuse, and let Feng Chi push her wheelchair and show her room by room.
The house is very big, and the dressing room, study, and cloakroom specially prepared for her are full of new clothes...
Even though the room is dark due to the heavy curtains, it can be seen that every arrangement has been carefully planned.
After walking around for a while, Bai Xun was a little tired.
"Xiao Xun, you go to rest first, and I'll call you when the meal is ready."
Su Jin winked, and the others sent her to the bedroom to rest first.
When Bai Xun woke up again, he smelled the aroma of the food.
Bai Xun didn't have the strength and didn't want to eat, and they didn't dare to persuade them, because they were afraid that eating would cause the other party to get sick.
So everyone sat together, but no one moved the chopsticks.
"Why don't you eat?" Bai Xun smiled, and laboriously served the nearest Lu Zhiyuan.
Her hands were shaking, and Lu Zhiyuan hurriedly caught it.
"I eat, we come by ourselves."
Everyone started to move chopsticks, but they were a little numb and didn't know what the food tasted like.
Bai Xun was slightly in a trance, the scene of sitting together to eat is really harmonious.
"Too many things have happened along the way. I have loved, hated, and given up... Now, I suddenly feel that there is nothing more precious than life. After so much, I didn't expect everyone to be able to sit still. Let's have dinner together."
Her voice was soft as if unreal, with a shallow smile, "In the future, it will be like this. Even without me, you must eat well and live well."
Everyone did not speak, only tears fell into the bowl uncontrollably, and the taste was bitter and salty in the mouth.
The day ended quickly. After Bai Xun was sent back to the bedroom, the others did not leave, but just stayed silently outside the house.
Seeing her pushing a wheelchair and standing by the window, the thick curtains covered the view outside, but she didn't move.
After a long while, Su Jin stepped forward and put a blanket on her, and said softly, "It's very late, go and rest."
Bai Xun rolled his eyes and glanced at him, and said softly, "...Senior, I want to see the sun again."
Su Jin was startled, and then his eyes became sore, he knew what it meant... Others also knew that their hearts were bleeding, but they could only clench their fists and stand quietly.
Su Jin squatted down slightly, her voice choked, "...Okay, then I'll accompany you."
Inside the house, Su Jin accompanied Bai Xun to wait for the sunrise. In the darkness, the other six people were standing outside the door.
I don't know how long it took, the morning sun was slightly exposed outside.
Bai Xun closed her eyes and smiled, her voice was low, almost inaudible if she was not close, "I... feel... the sun... is coming out... "
"...Yes." Su Jin's voice trembled a little.
Bai Xun raised his hand extremely slowly and gently pulled on his sleeve, "Bring my medicine... here."
Su Jin froze and didn't move.
Bai Xun chuckled lightly, "Otherwise... Later... I'll get sick... Ugly... "
Su Jin looked at her, and after a long while, she stood up silently, and took the medicine from Qin Feng's hand and walked back.
He just felt like every step weighed a thousand pounds.
Bai Xun looked at the medicine in his hand for a while, and when he reached for it, a hot tear just fell on the back of her hand.
Bai Xun moved for a while, and when he met Su Jin's red eyes, his own eyes were also red.
But she still smiled and said, "Why are you crying, am I too ugly now..."
Su Jin's voice was hoarse, "Not ugly... Xunxun is always the best looking."
Bai Xun smiled and took the medicine and ate it.
"Okay, let's open the curtains..."
She looked at her with anticipation, and the light in her eyes pierced the hearts of others even more.
"… it is good."
Su Jin got up and opened the curtains.
The heavy curtain was pulled open little by little, and the golden light shone into the dark room little by little.
The slowly exposed sun was smudged by the dim yellow light, and the piercing eyes wanted to cry.
"sun… "
Perhaps it was the effect of the drug, and Bai Xun was a little groggy.
She squinted her eyes and smiled vaguely, "It's beautiful..."
As soon as she finished speaking, her head was slightly lowered and she remained motionless.
“Xiao Xun…”
Su Jin saw that she didn't move for a while, and called out to her.
He walked slowly to her side, his voice trembling, "Xiao Xun?"
The six people who had been waiting outside hurried in when they heard the sound.
"Xiao Xun!"
A heart-wrenching cry rang out.
It's just that I can't wake her up, she has fallen into a permanent sleep.