Seeking Happiness

Chapter 87: psychological gap

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Rose Pavilion.

The two servant girls were sweeping the court when they saw Shu Huan running back with her skirts in her hands.

Xiangxi was sitting on the porch outside the main room feeding the birds, when she saw her, she stood up in a panic, stopped in front of her and called: "Second Grandma..."

Shu Huan didn't have the heart to talk to her, so he just bypassed her, walked to the door of the main room in two hurried steps, raised his leg and kicked hard—

The door was kicked, but it was locked from the inside, and it was not kicked open.

Shu Huan couldn't bear it anymore, and kicked twice with all her might, shouting as she kicked, "Gu Xiran, get out of here!"

The commotion of the tossing became a little louder, and the maids who were scattered all over gathered together, feeling a little panic in their hearts, wondering why the second grandmother, who used to be good-tempered, became so angry today, turned her head and looked around, but she couldn't see her Meimei, the maid who usually followed the second grandmother, had no choice but to cast doubtful eyes on Huiyun, who was also a close maid.

Huiyun bit her lips and remained silent, with many thoughts in her heart, but she couldn't go up to persuade her, and she didn't know how to persuade her, so she could only watch Shu Huan kick the door hard. Only Xiangqian was so anxious that she couldn't help but knelt down at her feet and begged her, "Second Grandma, you...don't be angry..."

Shu Huan was taken aback for a moment, but before she realized why she was kneeling, she heard the door open with a "squeak", and then a faintly sweet fragrance came out from inside, and Aunt Yun lowered her head. Standing behind the door, he said: "Second Grandma..."

Her voice was different from usual, a little hoarse, although she was panicked, she couldn't hide her coquettishness. Looking at her long eyelashes trembling slightly, her brows overflowing with emotion, her whole body was full of coquettishness Shu Huan still didn't understand, and immediately took two steps back, suddenly realizing the reason why Xiangqian stopped him from kneeling just now.

Shu Huan ran back to question Gu Xiran about the simplified characters, how could he expect to encounter such embarrassment so suddenly? The situation in front of her was really beyond her expectation, she stood there, staring blankly at Aunt Yun, not knowing how to react.

Until Gu Xiran appeared behind Aunt Yun and called softly: "Xiao Huan—"

She was shocked and woke up.

Gu Xiran's voice was also slightly hoarse, and looking at his usually clear eyes, they were so deep that he couldn't see the bottom at the moment, and the messy clothes all over his body directly explained what happened...

like your sister

Shu Huan was almost completely swallowed up by the sudden outburst of anger in his heart, he turned around and ran away without saying a word.

She was afraid that once she spoke, she would lose control of her emotions and let shameful tears fall in front of everyone.

It's just anger, why are you sad? She didn't know, and she didn't have time to think about it at all. There was only one thought flashing in her heart over and over again——

none of her business

It was two people who had never known each other before.

Did he come from time travel? It's none of her business.

Does he have anything to do with Aunt Yun? It's none of her business.

From the beginning to the end, is he just watching her jokes alone, and it's none of her business

Gu Xiran frowned slightly, and wanted to catch up, but was stopped by Aunt Yun.

Aunt Yun bent down to pick up two pieces of paper from the ground, handed them to him, and said timidly: "Second Master, this is what Second Grandma pulled down..."

Gu Xiran took it over and saw that it was the painting he inscribed on the spur of the moment last night, but it was torn in half for some reason, and he felt a sudden pain in his heart as he gathered his fingers together and clenched it tightly.

Shu Huan didn't know where she was going, but she just wanted to stay away from the Rose Pavilion, and it would be better if she ran until she was blocked by a lake. He simply followed the tree trunk, slid down to the ground, and buried his head and face in his knees.

After the extreme emotional ups and downs, her heart was as clear as a mirror, and what followed was a deep sense of frustration

For a long time, I have always wondered about Gu Xiran's unconditional kindness to her, so good that she couldn't ignore it, so good that it influenced her life choices, so good that she couldn't help being tempted even though she knew it was impossible...

Until she saw the three simplified characters on the scroll, she thought she had the answer, so she couldn't hold back her ecstasy, excitement, and depression of being deceived for so long, and rushed back to ask him, but she didn't expect to see that scene

The man who has always been so good to her actually cheated on her and had sex with other women in her bedroom

What a psychological gap

especially at this time

She thinks that she has found someone she can rely on and trust, that she can stay at Gu's house without having to sway left and right, and that she can have reason and courage to face this world that does not belong to her.

That scene just now gave her a heavy blow, turning everything into a farce

Shu Huan raised his head slightly, took a deep breath, and blinked desperately, trying to hold back the tears that almost rushed out of his eyes.

don't want to cry

I don't want to cry for my stupidity

He just treated her very well and never made any promises to her at all. What right did she have to be angry and complain...

Before the tears could be completely suppressed, she suddenly felt a pain in the back of her head, and she was hit hard by something, so the tears that were half contained in her eyes burst out of her eyes in an instant.

"Woo—" a choked sob came out of his throat uncontrollably.

Shu Huan was not in the mood to see what hit her, so she fell back on her knees and burst into tears.

Anyway, the tears have already fallen, and no matter how hard you struggle, you can't get back, so it's better to just cry, maybe you will cry better, and you will feel better in your heart.

"Hey, isn't it?" A slightly magnetic male voice sounded from the top of her head: "It's just being hit by a peach pit, so why cry so miserably?"

Shu Huan didn't expect that there were still people here, so when he heard the voice, he raised his head reflexively, and looked up through his tearful eyes, only to see a corner of the crescent-white robe hem exposed among the dense peach branches.

She was already in a bad mood, and she was even more irritable after being smashed into tears with a peach pit. How could she have the patience to figure out the identity of the person on the tree? I just feel that I am very unlucky, I can't find a quiet place even if I want to cry, and I don't care about embarrassment at the moment, I cry and say: "I'm annoying, don't mess with me"

"Huh..." The man on the tree jumped down: "Little girl is not very old, but she has a temper."

little girl

This person's slightly frivolous tone gave the word an intimacy and ambiguity, which made Shu Huan tremble, and almost vomited out the last night's meal—

Because I don't know you at all, I pretend to be familiar with you

Too lazy to talk to this kind of person who thinks he is funny, and doesn't want to find out his identity, Shu Huan wiped his face with his sleeves, wiped away the tears that blurred his vision, turned over without even looking at him Stand up and run to the curved bridge leading to the center of the lake.

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