Aunt Yun held a pea-green, gold-colored handkerchief in her hands, pinched it, tore it off, tore it off, pinched it off, and repeated it for an unknown number of times until it was completely drenched in sweat.
Xiangxi poured tea, glanced at the handkerchief in her hand, then looked at her calm face, and sighed secretly: "Auntie, drink some tea to moisten your throat."
Aunt Yun didn't even look at it, she just kept looking outside the door, and said: "Let's put it aside."
Her voice was still calm and calm, but her heart was already in chaos, just like the veil in her hand that was torn out of shape.
When the incident happened, the moment Shu Huan ran out of the Rose House, she could clearly see the pain and anxiety on Gu Xiran's face. Although the expression disappeared in a blink of an eye, it was enough to make her despair .
She has always known that Gu Xiran likes Shu Huan, and she has also seen the harmony and unspeakable intimacy shown by the two of them. She often hesitates, suffers, and cannot sleep at night, but she has never despaired. .
In terms of age, she is not as immature as Shu Huan.
In terms of beauty, she and Shu Huan have their own merits.
In terms of knowledge, she dare not say that she is rich in learning, but she has a little experience in piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, and female craftsman cooking.
What she lost was just an identity.
She believed that Gu Xiran just ignored her kindness for a while, and forgot the tenderness he had treated her in the past. She knows that there is no man who is not greedy for beauty, and does not want to have wives and concubines in groups. The most important thing is that she doesn't expect to be exclusively pampered, she just hopes that his eyes can be cast on her again, even if it is only occasionally, it is enough.
So she calmly tried her best, even if she failed again and again, she was not discouraged, and she still waited quietly, hoping that one day, his gentleness would come back...
It wasn't until today that she realized that everything was her self-deception
Gu Xiran's liking for Shu Huan is not just that simple, but he really disdains to look back at himself...
The handkerchief was twisted too tightly, which hurt her hand, but this pain was insignificant compared to the pain in her heart. Aunt Yun was still wrapping the handkerchief round and round, until she couldn't wrap it any longer, she clenched it tightly, and suddenly stood up.
She finally saw the figures of Shu Huan and Gu Xiran appearing in the courtyard, hesitated for a moment, and greeted them out.
The expected storm didn't come, Shu Huan just paused slightly when he saw her, nodded at her and walked past her. She was stunned for a moment, then looked at Gu Xiran again, his eyes were even paler than before, there was no emotion in his eyes, just such a glance, he looked away.
That's what it means to turn a blind eye, right
Aunt Yun's already numb heart throbbed again.
If they were going to scold her and punish her, maybe she would feel better in her heart, it was just so indifferent, as if nothing had happened, it really made her at a loss what to do.
While she was staying at the same place, she went out to find the beautiful scenery that no one had found, and came back dejectedly. When she saw her, she didn't call her aunt with a sweet smile as usual, but looked at her with a very strange look. , finally lowered her head, pretended not to see her, and walked over quickly, after a while, she heard Jingjing's crisp voice in the main room—
"Second Grandma, are you back?"
Shu Huan was sitting on a chair in a daze, when he heard the call, he raised his eyes and saw Jingmei happily coming in, his heart warmed, and he smiled at her.
If she was about to cry, Jingmei felt normal, but when she saw her smiling, Meimei immediately felt that the matter was getting serious, and the worry she had let go of in her heart couldn't help but raised again, so she hurriedly glanced at Gu Xiran and saw him staring down at Gu Xiran. Looking at the ground, I don't know what to think.
The atmosphere in the room was strangely depressing, Mei Mei didn't know what to do for a moment, hesitated for a while, and finally walked in front of Shu Huan, and knelt down.
Shu Huan was slightly surprised: "What are you doing?"
Jingjing lowered her head and said, "It's all my fault, I didn't take good care of the house, I beg Second Mistress to punish me."
Shu Huan pulled her up: "It's none of your business."
"It's not my fault." Jingmei took two steps back, refusing to get up: "Before you went out, you told me to watch the second master get up and wash up, but I..."
She didn't go on, but Shu Huan knew in her heart that if she wasn't there, someone would have given her an excuse, but what's the point of digging into the inside story here? Some things can only happen if you love me. Now that I have decided to abandon it, Shu Huan doesn't want to think about it anymore. It's just a waste of emotion.
"Get up." Shu Huan said lightly, "Pack up my things for me."
Meijing was taken aback for a moment: "Second Grandma, you..."
Shu Huan stood up from the chair and said, "I'm tired of living here, I'll move to another place."
The thing that bored her the most in the whole thing was that Gu Xiran and Aunt Yun were so panic-stricken that this was her bedroom, how would she live in it in the future? How embarrassing do you think of it? This time, she must move away, preferably far away, out of sight and out of mind
Jingmei wanted to persuade in a panic, but she didn't know how to persuade, so she had to stand up and look at Gu Xiran for help.
Gu Xiran closed her eyes at the moment, but seemed to know that she was at a loss, and said in a calm tone: "Do as your second grandma said, and you and Huiyun will follow and serve."
Seeing that he didn't intend to persuade him at all, Jingmei was very surprised, and her worries became more intense, she hesitated for a moment before saying: "Sister Huiyun is going too? Then second master, don't you need someone to wait on you..."
Only then did Gu Xiran open his eyes, and said calmly: "Of course I will follow."
Shu Huan tossed and tossed all morning, thirsty to death, was holding a teacup to drink tea at the moment, when he heard his words, water spouted out of her mouth, almost choking herself to death.
"Gu Xiran" Shu Huan breathed a sigh of relief, and slammed the tea bowl on the table: "You are so shameless."
The swear words that had been held back for a long time blurted out. She didn't want all the filthy self-restraint and bullshit demeanor. She didn't care whether people would see her as a joke. She was so emotional that she just wanted to growl.
Gu Xiran shook his head, looked at her helplessly and said, "Don't swear."
no no no no
who does he think he is
Shu Huan pushed back directly: "You don't need to worry about my affairs."
"You are my wife, I don't care who cares?"
"Wife" Shu Huan really exploded: "Mother, sister, don't use such words to disgust me. You know what's going on with the two of us very well. Is it possible that you still want to make a fake show for real?"
Who would have thought that Gu Xiran nodded seriously and said: "Think"
Shu Huan was taken aback for a moment, then grabbed the tea bowl and threw it over as a hidden weapon: "Then why didn't you think that I was your mother and son when you were rolling around with others in my bed?"
The tea bowl was thrown away, and it hit the wall with a "bang", smashing to pieces.
Gu Xiran looked at the messy place, and squinted at her with a smile: "Did you see that?"
Asking this question is vile, insidious and shameless
Isn't it enough to see them in broad daylight, with their doors closed, their clothes disheveled, and their brows brimming with spring? Do you still want her to squat in front of the bed and observe it up close, and catch the adulterer on the bed by the way
Shu Huan was so vomited that he almost vomited blood, and was thinking of what kind of vicious and sharp words to retaliate against him in order to express the monstrous anger in his heart, when he suddenly stood up, looking at the beautiful scene of the two of them quarreling silly said aloud—
"Go and call Yun Yan in."