Zhou Sheng said, "Then this way, he can guess the pain in his heart. Get up, let's go to the rooftop."
Zhou Sheng stretched out his hand to Yu Hao, wearing black fingerless gloves, he pulled Yu Hao up forcefully. Go up the stairs on the third floor to the roof of the hotel. From here, he could see most of the rainforest, and Yu Hao could see clearly that in the center of the rainforest, under the dim sky, there was a huge waterfall.
On the other side of the waterfall is an enclosed area that seems to be a stone city.
"What kind of pyramid is that in South America." Zhou Sheng said suspiciously, "Maybe it is also a scenic spot they have visited. I am not familiar with these. When you look at this world of consciousness again, what do you feel?"
Yu Hao stood under the pitch-dark sky, the dark clouds formed a heavy pressure, and fires were burning in all directions. The sky frequently rained down the God of Fire Punishment, and many places in the forest were on fire, burning in lightning.
"It's collapsing." This was Yu Hao's first impression, "Why are there so many lightning bolts? I remember Shi Ni's dreams also appearing."
Zhou Sheng said: "Lightning represents the master's anger, and he is destroying his own world of consciousness. Those lightnings are the release of Kaikai's emotions."
Yu Hao said, "He is destroying his own world?"
Zhou Sheng said calmly, "Yes, this is the key."
Yu Hao suddenly turned his head and looked at Zhou Sheng. Zhou Sheng looked into the distance and said, "He has realized that he is about to lose control."
Yu Hao remembered chasing his own jaguar covered in asphalt, and murmured, "So he set these fires himself! He wants to burn the monsters here! Where the hell is he?"
Zhou Sheng said, "This place is too big. As long as he hides in the forest, no one will be able to find him. He can only let him come out by himself. Are you sure that you were not in his safe haven when you appeared?"
Yu Hao replied, "I'm very sure! No one can use that suspension bridge as a safe haven!"
"What about nearby?" Zhou Sheng said.
Yu Hao narrowed his eyes, and Zhou Sheng added, "In theory, safe havens can also self-destruct."
Yu Hao: "What?! You never told me this!"
Zhou Sheng said calmly: "Suppose a person decides not to seek shelter from now on, and gives up the only safe haven, then this place will be temporarily hidden in the world of consciousness, or destroyed, right?"
Yu Hao instantly remembered the ruins he saw when he ran across the suspension bridge.
"You have to find a way to help him rebuild the safe haven, and then call him to the safe haven to wait." Zhou Sheng said, "Otherwise, it will evoke his memory and let him come back to this hotel, only him. Only when we show up can we find this guy... Yu Hao, he's about to wake up."
The surrounding scenery began to blur, and the distant mountains gradually distorted, disappearing into the air like fog. This was the first time Yu Hao saw the whole process of waking up from a dream. From the subconscious boundary to the center point, the whole world quickly disappears.
The time to enter the Rainforest World was very short, perhaps because Chen Yekai had been insomnia for a long time and didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn, while Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng also waited for a long time beside the Golden Crow Wheel.
As a result, they didn't have a long time to find the whereabouts of Chen Yekai, who stayed in the dream.
"Are you ready?" Zhou Sheng raised his hand, his hand glowed with golden light, and said, "Get up and have breakfast."
"What will happen if the master is ejected?" Yu Hao asked.
"It won't matter." Zhou Sheng said, "I will have a headache when I wake up, and I feel like I am suddenly awakened in the middle of sleep."
No wonder Zhou Sheng was always lying on the table to sleep, Yu Hao suddenly noticed a noise in the rainforest and said, "What is that?"
Zhou Sheng turned his head and found something wrong.
In the hidden part of the tropical rainforest, there were dull footsteps, and the trees fell one after another along the way, as if a path had been cleared.
"It's coming towards us." Yu Hao said.
"Like a big thing." Zhou Sheng said, "The speed is getting faster and faster, but don't be afraid of it now."
The path of the behemoth hiding in the rain forest was very clear. It headed straight to the small hotel where the two of them were staying. Zhou Sheng said, "Next time you come in, prepare for battle. In reality, it's up to you!"
At the same time, the disappearing dream world spread to the place where the two of them stood. Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng disappeared at the same time with a "hum" sound. The sky, the earth, the rainforest, and the Iguazu Falls all evaporated, and they were harvested like the collapse of the universe. A little flicker-
- Chen Yekai woke up from a dream.
He sighed, surrounded by messy sealed boxes and dust. He lay quietly, staring blankly at the ceiling, rolled over, and curled up on the sofa. For some unknown reason, countless pasts flashed in the dream like a revolving lantern in this night.
A messy hotel, a naked body, a boy's white skin, a tangled body, and heavy breathing. For Chen Yekai that afternoon, the most impressive thing was Long Sheng's rosy lips and white teeth, as well as the warm and stimulating sensation of his body.
Their sweat was soaking the sheets, and through the dense leaves and dark curtains outside the window, the sunlight streaming in shone on his bare back, dazzling like a dream.
They had loved each other so much that Chen Yekai lost the whole outside world in a trance. At the age of 21, he tried to have sex with a 19-year-old for the first time, which was also the first time in his life. Second-rate. When Long Sheng looked at him, it was as if he was looking at a blazing sun that only belonged to him.
Chen Yekai also controlled himself, suppressed himself, and tried to build a dam to block that unreasonable feeling, but it finally collapsed. The moment it collapsed, it was like Iguazu Falls, roaring and rushing from all directions. Next, released all his emotions, Chen Yekai fucked him frantically, just like the moment when it burst out in Longsheng's body, he didn't even believe that he could hold such intense and vast love in his heart, until the moment, the turbulent Feelings are still within reach.
"What do you like about me?" Chen Yekai also asked Long Sheng.
Long Sheng thought about it for a long time, and finally answered him seriously in Spanish. Later, Chen Yekai went to ask a few people, and everyone heard the same reaction. He laughed and refused to answer.
Later, a Chinese student answered him with a smile. That slang term has several meanings in Spanish, but he was sure that the meaning of Long Sheng was translated into Chinese, which is: "Great equipment and good work." Chen Yekai's face flushed immediately. .
Thinking back to the past four years after the loss of Long Sheng, it all seemed like it happened yesterday, every detail, every word, even the feeling of the sunlight behind the curtains shining on his bare back, mixed with sweat. The kiss is still very real.
The doorbell rang twice.
"Come on." Chen Yekai whispered.
The doorbell rings again.
"coming!"
Chen Yekai replied exhaustedly, picked up the water glass beside the sofa, drank the remaining water, and went to open the door. Several couriers were waiting at the door, carrying his cardboard box downstairs and handing over the list. Get him to sign.
Chen Yekai stood in front of the door for a while.
Just as he was about to close the door, he supported the door frame with one hand and slowly pushed the door open, showing Yu Hao's pale and uneasy face.
"Morning." Yu Hao said.
"Morning." Chen Yekai whispered. From Yu Hao's expression, he realized that he was in a bad state today, so he hurriedly wiped his face with his hands and turned to wash up.
Yu Hao came uninvited and went to the side to open the curtains. With a "crash" sound, the dazzling sunlight shone into the empty dormitory.
Yu Hao opened all the curtains, the sun was burning Chen Yekai's soul, he resisted it with his hands, and gradually adapted to the warm sun of late spring. After bowing his head to wash, Chen Yekai unscrewed the hot water, bowed in front of the sink to wash his hair, the hot water ran through his ears and into his eyes, he reached out and grabbed it a few times, and Yu Hao handed him a towel.
"Thank you." Chen Yekai put his passport into his backpack.
Yu Hao pulled out his chair and sat down at the dining table.
"Have you had breakfast yet?" Chen Yekai said.
Yu Hao didn't answer, just looked at Chen Yekai quietly.
Chen Yekai replied, "What would you like to drink?" He realized immediately, and said, "The coffee machine has already been sent."
Yu Hao looked at the empty dormitory. He and Chen Yekai were sitting on both sides of the dining table. In the empty world, there was only sunlight, and Chen Yekai never looked at Yu Hao, but just stared at the table.
"Don't you have anything to say?" Yu Hao suddenly asked.
Chen Yekai replied, "The 12:50 flight, I think about 9:30, I'll find you again and say goodbye, you're too early."
Yu Hao: "What if I have a class?"
Chen Yekai: "You didn't have class all day today."
Yu Hao: "What if I go out?"
Chen Yekai: "You won't leave school. You will pay attention to your phone all day today and wait for my news."
After a simple conversation, the two fell silent again. Chen Yekai smiled sadly and said, "Thank you very much that night."
Yu Hao couldn't help teasing him: "You're welcome, this tablecloth is pretty." After all, when the two met today, they stared at the tablecloth in a daze.
Chen Yekai knew what Yu Hao meant and laughed when he heard this. Even if Yu Hao didn't feel tempted by him, he still felt very happy to see a handsome guy like this. If you have such a brother, you should be very proud of it.
The two looked at the tablecloth on the dining table together, Chen Yekai said, "A person with great skills is like a magician, grabbing the tablecloth and pulling it cleanly, everything on the table is still there, but the tablecloth is gone. "
"Are you talking about falling in love?" Yu Hao said.
"A period of life, a period of memory, it's like this." Chen Yekai finally looked at Yu Hao and said, "Yu Hao."
"The world is far wider than you think. After leaving the campus and entering the society, I believe that you will meet people who like you and who you like. This road is difficult, but it is not as difficult as you imagined. It is important The thing is, don't torture yourself."
Yu Hao's heart was pounding, he knew that Chen Yekai must have seen that he liked Zhou Sheng.
"Mr. Chen." Yu Hao looked at Chen Yekai, "Can I ask a question? Why did you resign? Can you tell me the truth?"
After a brief silence, Chen Yekai replied, "Because in this life, there are too many things that I can't change. It made me gradually realize that everything can start from scratch without changing the environment."
"For example?" Yu Hao said, and tried his best to suppress what Zhou Sheng asked him to ask about the truth about Liang Jinmin's incident.
Chen Yekai said, "For example, Nakagawa Longsheng, have you heard of this name?"
Yu Hao: "!!!"
Yu Hao did not expect that Chen Yekai would take the initiative to bring up this question, and immediately became nervous, but Chen Yekai smiled and said, "It's okay, I can't hide it, did you search for me on the Internet?"
Yu Hao looked blank and said, "No."
Now it was Chen Yekai's turn to be surprised.
What Yu Hao was most worried about was not entirely about Long Sheng, but Chen Yekai's extreme behavior with a scalpel that night, but Chen Yekai obviously didn't want to mention it again, and it was quite dangerous to be in such a mental state.
"Really not?"
Yu Hao recalled the past and said, "Yes, I remembered it, and I searched it, but I only found your English name Nikcy. It used to be... Columbia University's Chinese school grass."
"It was several years ago." Chen Yekai replied, "That was when I was still an undergraduate student."
"There's really nothing else." Yu Hao took out his phone and flipped through the search records to show Chen Yekai. Chen Yekai smiled and waved his hand, "I trust you."
"Who is Long Sheng?" Yu Hao said.
When the words fell, the doorbell rang suddenly, Yu Hao got up to open the door, Zhou Sheng came in with a McDonald's breakfast, Chen Yekai seemed to have guessed it long ago, and smiled: "Why didn't you come, so you went to buy breakfast. "
"You know I'll be here?" Zhou Sheng took out the coffee and M's breakfast and shared it with Chen Yekai.
"You two are always inseparable." Chen Yekai said, "Yu Hao is here, there's no reason why you shouldn't come."
"I really didn't want to come, I thought yesterday was my goodbye." Zhou Sheng lifted the lid of the coffee cup, added sugar and milk, and handed it to Yu Hao.
"Today still doesn't count, I don't like to say goodbye seriously." Chen Yekai smiled, "As long as you don't say goodbye, it's like it's not over yet."
"Goodbye can only be really goodbye when we say goodbye." Yu Hao said, "So 'goodbye' still has to be said."
This sentence seemed to touch Chen Yekai, and he fell into silence again.
"Just chat if you want." Yu Hao replied, "Don't block your mind."
This was what Chen Yekai said to Yu Hao when we first met. Zhou Sheng had breakfast, packed his things, and said, "I'm going to class."
"Sit down." Chen Yekai said, "You don't have class today, what are you pretending to be?"
Zhou Sheng threw the garbage away and sat down at the dining table, Chen Yekai fell into a long silence again.
"I believe you." Yu Hao suddenly said, this was the first time Chen Yekai had said this to him.
"What do you know? Trust me? Just say that. Trust me." Chen Yekai said with a smile.
Yu Hao replied, "No matter what you say, we believe it."
They each had a cup of coffee, Chen Yekai took a sip of black coffee and said, "Sometimes when I see you, it's like seeing Nakagawa Ryusheng. You two are the same height, and when you first met, you were the same melancholy little prince. He is mine. Younger brother, majoring in anthropology, he is Mr. Liang's student, an undergraduate student, Mr. Liang rarely brings undergraduates..."
Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng both listened quietly.
Chen Yekai's father is a very famous barrister, and his mother is a housewife. Chen Yekai has had top educational resources since childhood. At the age of seventeen, he had already completed all the courses in high school and was accepted by Columbia University. Admission. His father and mother's expectations for him are to study abroad, return to China to get married, find a loving wife, and live happily ever after.
And since he was a child, he never seriously fell in love, and he remembered what his family taught him - to leave all the feelings in his life to the people he wants to spend his life with. Although there were many suitors since childhood, Chen Yekai spent most of his time reading and studying.
It took him only two and a half years to graduate from his undergraduate degree. At the age of 20, he was admitted to Lin Xun's graduate school, and after meeting Lin Xun Liang Jinmin and his wife, he served as Liang Jinmin's teaching assistant.
He is simply a child in the newspaper, a model of a good life. When Yu Hao heard Chen Yekai's past, he couldn't help thinking.
When serving as a teaching assistant, Chen Yekai often helped Liang Jinmin check papers and read the students' papers, so he got to know the name Nakagawa Ryusheng. Long Sheng's father is Chinese and his mother is Japanese. The youngest daughter of the owner of a multinational company, his father happened to be an employee of the company and was in charge of receiving the chairman's family, so he fell in love with Long Sheng's mother.
After returning to Japan, Nakagawa Tianxiu gave birth to a very good-looking mixed-race child, and Long Sheng also acquired another identity, having a child out of wedlock.
Long Sheng is a lonely child. The transnational marriage of his parents, the dislike of his mother and uncle's family, the dislike of his father, the ridicule and disdain for the love between the two, the eyes of relatives, etc., cultivated him from childhood to In the end, his grandfather paid a sum of money and sent him to study abroad, and Long Sheng was finally able to escape that "suffocating place".
Chen Yekai walked into his life, but he didn't realize how his existence illuminated Nakagawa Ryusheng's world. After they met, Chen Yekai began to take care of Long Sheng from time to time as a senior. Gradually, the relationship between the two gradually deepened.
It wasn't until Chen Yekai realized that Long Sheng was in love with him, that it was too late. He began to fall in love with Long Sheng's melancholy and quiet temperament, and his sense of dependence on himself. In the whole world, he was the only one. The only feeling of anticipation.
Zhou Sheng: "…"
Yu Hao suddenly had a vague sense of the deep meaning of Chen Yekai's words today. It was not just a memory of him, but he also wanted to tell Zhou Sheng something so that they could face their emotions.
Yu Hao seemed to have known Chen Yekai once again, and an undercurrent was surging in his heart, and all that stirred up was his gratitude to him.
He wanted to say thank you to Chen Yekai, but Chen Yekai seemed to have read it in his eyes and responded with a simple smile.