Chen Yekai: [What do you want to ask me this afternoon?]
Yu Hao: [Mr. Chen, have you ever liked girls before?]
Chen Yekai: [Why did you ask this all of a sudden?]
Yu Hao realized that this topic was a bit rude, and thought about saying something to interrupt, so that Chen Yekai would ignore it, but Chen Yekai replied with a long line.
[From the beginning of being aware of both sexes, I think my feelings for the opposite sex are normal, I like pretty and sexy girls, and when I was in high school, I was exposed to AV by fate, and I would have lust for the opposite sex. After studying abroad, I will have a good impression of my intelligent and gentle sister who is one or two years older than me, but relatively speaking, family education is relatively conservative, and premarital sex is more serious.]
Yu Hao didn't expect Chen Yekai to answer him so seriously. I'm really embarrassed to discuss this topic.
Yu Hao: [Okay, I understand.]
Chen Yekai: [Meet you tomorrow and have lunch together? Just in time to talk to you alone.]
Yu Hao: "???"
"Zhou Sheng?" Yu Hao raised his eyes and looked at the other side of the bed, with his head facing him, Zhou Sheng lying down, "Tomorrow I..."
Zhou Sheng glanced at Yu Hao and knew what he wanted to ask, and said, "Kai Kai invited you? Go."
Fu Liqun went to take a shower, Yu Hao said, "Have you been looking for him recently? What are you talking about in private?"
Zhou Sheng: "It's none of your business."
Yu Hao: "Why is it none of my business!"
Zhou Sheng: "I said it's none of your business, it's none of your business, Yu Hao, do you want to quarrel?"
Yu Hao felt something was wrong: "Have you discussed the case? Why didn't you tell me?"
Zhou Sheng rolled over and sat up, looking at Yu Hao. Yu Hao said, "I have the right to know how the situation is."
Zhou Sheng thought about it and said, "Just chat casually, I will remind you of something important."
Yu Hao looked at Zhou Sheng suspiciously: "Really??"
After Fu Liqun came out after washing, Yu Hao and Zhou Sheng ended the topic, Yu Hao replied to Chen Yekai, and Chen Yekai only asked him to wait at the school gate tomorrow: [I have something to say.]
At noon the next day, Chen Yekai called a car and picked up Yu Hao, but the others were not in the car. They walked across half of the city and went to the CBD, which was positioned as a Thai restaurant. This is a high-end residential area, there are almost no students to come to activities, and it is not easy to run into two people.
Chen Yekai sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the small private room, looking down at the message sent by Zhou Sheng on his mobile phone.
Zhou Sheng: [Treasure it, after the end, many of your memories of this day will be gone.]
Chen Yekai: [I know, we agreed, but will I forget everything? I'll be suspicious later, right?]
Zhou Sheng: [It depends on how much you want to keep, at least about abilities and dreams, you can't keep them. As long as it is not forgotten in a large area, the disappearance of a small number of memory fragments will not make you suspicious, because we will not go to find one specially. something you don't have.]
Chen Yekai: [What principle is the memory forgetting mechanism based on? Erase or Block?]
Zhou Sheng: [Why do you ask so many questions? The most convenient is to let your memory roughly go back to a certain day and blur the rest, or let you make up a false memory and cover it up.]
Chen Yekai: [It sounds fantastic.]
Zhou Sheng: [It’s not so fantastic, find the corresponding place in your dream, determine where that piece is, and then tear it down and rebuild it, or just flatten it all. It’s a little troublesome to find, but in dreams, you have time to slowly search for it. , you are the master of the dream, so you can't find it.]
Chen Yekai: [Can I choose the time myself?]
Zhou Sheng: [Which day do you want to go back to?]
Chen Yekai: [The second day of the academy celebration.]
Zhou Sheng: [The operation is not so precise, try your best, there is no guarantee.]
Yu Hao thought that Huang Ting would also be there, but in front of the small private room, there was only Chen Yekai himself. There were very few customers in the restaurant at noon. Chen Yekai ordered food and said, "The weather is not very good today. If it is sunny, the scenery will be beautiful. "
When Yu Hao saw Chen Yekai, he found that his hair was cut to a round inch, which was almost shorter than Zhou Sheng's. The round inch is a test of face and head shape, but Chen Yekai is a 360-degree angle without any dead ends. Changing his hairstyle makes him look much more masculine.
"Does it look good?" Chen Yekai stroked his hair with a smile.
"Handsome." Yu Hao said with a smile, "If you show up at the school, you will be coaxed and filmed again."
It was cloudy outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking out, it was foggy.
"This restaurant is very expensive!" Yu Hao only felt that the decoration style was a little shocking.
"It's alright." Chen Yekai didn't let him see the menu, and didn't plan to let him know the price. Of course, he wouldn't fry a whole book like Zhou Sheng did. He said, "Just eat it with me, I originally planned to eat this one. , Thai food is sour and spicy, appetizing, I'm in a good mood today, I want to eat more."
Yu Hao suddenly felt like he was dating the CEO. Fortunately, Zhou Sheng reminded him before going out and asked him to change his clothes, otherwise he would wear a T-shirt, big pants and flip flops and plan to go out.
"I rented an apartment upstairs and lived there temporarily." Chen Yekai said, "It's all ready, so you don't have to worry."
Yu Hao: "Ready? What's ready?"
Chen Yekai: "The case has made a lot of progress. I have obtained transcripts from two parties who are willing to cooperate with me. Because they are international witnesses, there will be a little trouble, but they can be overcome."
Yu Hao: "That's great! What else?"
Chen Yekai thought for a while, and then said: "The most important thing now is that there is still a lack of evidence for the process of artificially creating a car accident. Zhou Sheng provided me with an assumption, that is, once it can be proved that the wife was taken into the car when she was in the car. In a coma, as long as this link is established, Lin Xun will not be able to deny it."
Yu Hao said abruptly, "Yes!"
If Liang Jinmin had fallen into a coma when he was brought into the car by Lin Xun on the afternoon of New Year's Eve, then why did Lin Xun take his wife in shock on the expressway, or even visit a friend, without wearing a seat belt for her, this series can no longer be justified. .
Yu Hao said doubtfully, "But Zhou Sheng didn't tell me anything!"
Chen Yekai said, "We just chatted casually."
Yu Hao said, "If Teacher Liang can wake up, it should be of great help to the case."
"Yeah." Chen Yekai said, "But at the moment, we need to wait patiently. I believe the future is optimistic."
A small plate of shrimp slices and salad dressing was served before the meal. Yu Hao didn't move. He looked outside and then looked at Chen Yekai. Chen Yekai happened to be looking at him, Yu Hao was a little embarrassed.
"What did Zhou Sheng say?" Chen Yekai suddenly asked with a sly smile in his eyes.
Yu Hao: "?"
Didn't say anything, Yu Hao thought, what did Zhou Sheng say to you? Then he shook his head suspiciously and began to think.
"I decided to resign." Chen Yekai said, "I also talked to my dad some time ago and told him not to take Lin Xun's consultation."
Yu Hao remembered that night, Lin Xun went upstairs on the phone, presumably to consult Chen Yekai's father.
"What did he say?" Yu Hao became nervous again.
Chen Yekai replied, "He told me to mind my own business."
Yu Hao immediately frowned.
"I know I can't stop him, but at least I will make him think more. This is the first time we have taken the initiative to reconcile with him since we had a deadlock. I think he should face up to this issue," Chen Yekai said. He came out four years ago. At that time, in his eyes, I was still a child who needed to pay school fees at home. Now he thinks that I have grown up. For so many years, my mother has been very concerned about it, and he is slowly thinking about it. ."
"I thought I would urge you to go back and get married." Yu Hao smiled.
"I did say so by the way." Chen Yekai replied, "But I rejected it."
When the meal came, Chen Yekai distributed soup to Yu Hao. The Thai food was really appetizing. Yu Hao drank some soup, looked at Chen Yekai seriously, and said, "Then will you marry a girl in the future?"
"I don't know." Chen Yekai thought for a while and said with a smile, "I'm a little confused."
For the past two days, Yu Hao has been reminiscing, not only recalling the process of falling in love with the same sex, but also trying to analyze and understand various cases of boys having feelings for the same sex.
"You care about this?" Chen Yekai asked again, "Last night when you asked me about my relationship experience, was it because of Zhou Sheng? So I asked you what Zhou Sheng said."
"Uh..." Yu Hao knew that Chen Yekai knew exactly what he was thinking. In fact, Chen Yekai, Fu Liqun, and Zhou Sheng all seemed to be able to guess what he was thinking, and it was useless to deny it.
"Yes." Yu Hao had to admit it honestly, and said, "I was wondering if he would like me as well, or maybe we... um... is it possible... even if it's just a tiny possibility..."
When Yu Hao said these words in front of Chen Yekai, he felt as if he was expressing a somewhat shameful extravagance, such as unrealistic fantasies such as "If only I could be the mayor of the stock market", which followed. What comes is embarrassment.
Chen Yekai didn't laugh, he just said lightly, "I think, maybe? He's a person who doesn't like to face his own thoughts. I think you know him better on this point." Hao add water.
Yu Hao said, "Really?"
"I don't know." Chen Yekai said blankly, and the two of them laughed.
"What are you laughing at?" Chen Yekai looked confused, Yu Hao shook his head and said, "I don't know either."
He felt that the way of getting along with Chen Yekai was very relaxed, and it was back to the way he used to be, where he could say anything and was not afraid of the other party's jokes.
"Need help?" Chen Yekai asked.
Yu Hao immediately said, "Okay!"
Chen Yekai fell into thinking: "Well, let me think about it, is there any way, do you want to confess to Zhou Sheng? Take 10,000 steps back, it's best if you can't confess, and you can continue to be friends..."
When Yu Hao said "Okay", he originally wanted to hear Chen Yekai's opinion on this matter, but he didn't expect Chen Yekai to be so serious about helping him think of a strategy, so he hurriedly said, "No, I'm not talking about this kind of help. , I'm just thinking, under what circumstances might a straight man fall in love with the same sex, what I want is a direction of effort."
Chen Yekai returned to his senses, smiled, and replied, "Understood, a direction to work hard, that's why you asked me questions last night."
Yu Hao sighed, "Some people say that liking a same-sex friend is like waiting for a boat at the airport. Sometimes I really think it's impossible, but I'm very unwilling and quite tangled."
Chen Yekai held the knife and fork between his fingers, and made a beautiful circle. His slender fingers flexibly controlled the knife and fork, pressing a large shrimp on the clean plate, and skillfully peeled the shrimp with the knife and fork. His behavior was very handsome and attracted Yu Hao's attention.
"In my memory, what did Long Sheng say to you that day?" Chen Yekai changed the subject and said, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"
Yu Hao told Chen Yekai what Long Sheng told him in "Afterlife", and Chen Yekai immediately laughed and replied, "It's very similar to what he said in the letter, cognitive behavioral therapy for depression. , is also my future professional research direction, after solving this matter, I want to be a psychologist."
"That's great!" Yu Hao hurriedly said, "Long Sheng will definitely be happy for you!"
"Floyd said." Chen Yekai said, "Dreams reflect the most important wishes in our hearts. Every dream is our expectation for our own life."
Yu Hao remembered that there were also professional courses, although it was part of the sophomore course, but he had already read it in advance: "It's just that dreams are very good at disguising, in order to pass the self-awareness review, it will use many layers of meaning, or even the opposite. performance to present.”
Chen Yekai nodded and replied, "Now that I think about it, everything about Chichen Itza in my dream reflects my wish, which is to let go of my pain, remember my love for Long Sheng, and meet the new life in the future. life."
"Just like today, you can no longer shy away from mentioning Long Sheng, mention past mistakes, stop torturing yourself, remember the good memories in those memories, and welcome new sunshine."
Yu Hao smiled and looked at Chen Yekai. Chen Yekai drank some ice water, pondered for a moment, and then said:
"When I first liked Long Sheng, it was just a duty of care and care. Then, without any preparation, I was suddenly hit by something from him. If I had rejected him first, Then maybe no matter what he does, I will not be moved, it will only feel like a burden, and at the same time, it will also make me feel utilitarian, and the sacrifice is only in exchange for love."
"I understand!" Yu Hao immediately understood, and said, "At that time, the two of you were still very good friends. You didn't expect it at all, and you also felt that his original intention was to make you..."
Chen Yekai said: "Yes, as long as I am happy, as long as I am happy, he can do whatever he wants. He likes to make me happy, so that he will also feel happy. I feel that I must cherish his friend."
"Love can't be utilitarian." Chen Yekai said, "If I don't give you something, you will love me a little bit. If the goal is not achieved, the money will be wasted... I just want you to be happy, so I also sincerely feel happy."
"I slowly realized that I also want Longsheng to be happy, and this may also be love. We are used to being with each other, until the end, as soon as I am free, I inevitably think about him, and when I see him, in my life It's full of sunshine, and there are many things I want to share with him, which should be... love."
The two were silent, and Yu Hao gradually began to understand.
Yu Hao said, "But when you go to bed... I'm sorry, Teacher Chen, when you go to bed, don't you have any... obstacles to the same sex?"
"With the emotional foundation first," Chen Yekai said, "subconsciously, you will further want to have physical contact. It was a bit unnatural at first, but because I liked it, I quickly got used to it, and it was even more exciting than watching AV. Even more intensely, I think, my body is also actively and spontaneously learning about sexuality?"
"It should be that when you like a certain person, a dopamine reward will occur, and a conditioned reflex will be established? Then... well, this is uncertain, a little cognitive experience, just for the reference of His Highness the Archangel."
Having said this, Chen Yekai was finally a little embarrassed, while Yu Hao was amused by the title "His Royal Highness" and replied, "I see, Lord Chief."
There was a brief confusion in Chen Yekai's eyes, and he continued: "Men's instincts and hormones motivate us to pursue the opposite sex and continue our offspring. But the same feelings that we are born with will also guide us in this world to find The one that suits us best for life."
Yu Hao: "!!!"
"That's a person who can resonate with each other's soul." Chen Yekai peeled the shrimp and put it on Yu Hao's plate, explaining, "Is it the same sex or the opposite sex, I don't think it matters, even if there is no such thing in a lifetime. Sex, only the love of Plato, what does it matter?" Then he smiled at Yu Hao.
"I think..." Yu Hao said, "Yes, I don't want to deceive myself anymore, I like him. I want to... pursue him? Is that so? It's strange, I think... I want to go further with him, but listen Since you say that, I don't think it's necessary to be too utilitarian, just let it flow."
余皓以前鼓起勇气朝男生表白过，但最后这件事对他的人生形成了毁灭性的打击，令他从此开始抗拒恋爱，并形成了不小的心理阴影，直到将军把守门人揍成天边The meteor, he began to fall in love with the feeling of love again.
"It's good." Chen Yekai peeled the shrimp for Yu Hao again, and Yu Hao hurriedly said, "I won't eat it, you can eat it yourself."
"Well." Chen Yekai said with a smile in his eyes, "What did you plan to do?"
Yu Hao hadn't thought about it yet. He knew that because of his original family, Zhou Sheng instinctively resisted love and marriage. This kind of self-suggestion might also be in the spiritual world... But his thoughts suddenly went off, and he suddenly thought of a strange thing. matter.
In Zhou Sheng's consciousness world, what is under the sea of clouds? He once said that his life was in a mess. In that dream, would it be a world under the sea of clouds... a dark world? Thinking of it this way, the Golden Crow Wheel is standing above the clouds, so can't it illuminate the area under the thick clouds
"Yu Hao?"
Yu Hao regained his senses and realized that his expression just now might be a little serious.
"Yeah." Yu Hao retracted his mind from the mess and said, "I haven't thought about it yet."
"He has a strong desire for your monopoly." Chen Yekai said, "I think you've touched him, and he's in a moment of hesitation now. He suspects that he likes you, but he doesn't want to admit it."
"Why don't you try it and let him realize that he doesn't want you to leave? Most of the time, I think he's acting like a spoiled brat to you in a special way, because then you will value him and come back to him. , your commitment to him made him feel that he was important to you and that was unique."
Yu Hao said, "Indeed! Teacher Chen, you are also very good!"
Chen Yekai: "Don't call me teacher again, I have already resigned. Zhou Sheng's current attitude should be partly because he is not threatened, and I believe you will not leave his side, but once the crisis will be real, Maybe he realized the serious threat when the earth turned into reality and had to get serious..."
"... So why don't you find someone to talk to you about love? If you act like it, maybe he will fully understand his feelings for you?"
Yu Hao said, "Who are you looking for? It's too ridiculous. In fact, it's not good. If the person who cooperates with the acting takes it seriously..."
"For example, me?" Chen Yekai said with a smile, "eat more, you are too thin. I don't cook well, only money, where do you want to eat, in this world, as long as it is the place to receive money , I can take you there anytime."
Yu Hao: "..."
Three hours later, the bedroom.
"You're back?" Zhou Sheng said.
"Concubine Ai, are you back?" Fu Liqun said, "Have you packed dinner for me?"
Yu Hao was very worried. He put the packaging bag on the table, revealing the restaurant logo, Fu Liqun said, "Wow, this restaurant is not cheap. It costs more than 2,000 to eat and take it."
"Is it so expensive?!" Yu Hao suddenly exploded, "I'll just say it!"
"Kaikai has money!" Zhou Sheng took out his chopsticks and opened the coconut-flavored curry chicken, still hot, "Don't help him save money."
"You eat too." Fu Liqun said, "Yu Hao!"
"I can't eat it!" Yu Hao wasn't thinking about eating at all, he went to the balcony to wash his clothes.
Fu Liqun held the lunch box and put on headphones to watch the variety show. Zhou Sheng came to the balcony with his lunch box and said to Yu Hao, "What are you talking about?"
"Nothing to talk about." Yu Hao said roughly, and of course he didn't say a word about Zhou Sheng's discussions. In the end, Chen Yekai saw that he was too embarrassed, so he changed the subject and sent him an electronic contract.
"Help me find a part-time job." Yu Hao wiped his hands, showed Zhou Sheng the emails in his phone, and said, "Translate some investigation reports and count the money by the number of words."
Chen Yekai wanted to use the computer for Yu Hao, and Yu Hao insisted on going to the Internet cafe by himself, so Chen Yekai asked him to go back and sign the electronic contract to confirm.
"Oh, it's good." Zhou Sheng said, "I don't understand the letter, how much is it?"
"A few thousand." Yu Hao glanced at Zhou Sheng and reached out to wipe the rice grains from the corner of his mouth.
Zhou Sheng: "Didn't you say anything else?"
Yu Hao: "No!"
Zhou Sheng looked at Yu Hao suspiciously, Yu Hao felt a little guilty, and emphasized, "No, you know I've always been tight-lipped."
"Oh—" Zhou Sheng replied.
Yu Hao felt a little guilty, and was just about to find something else to talk about, but Zhou Sheng went in again with his lunch box in his hand, turned Fu Liqun's computer on, and the two watched a variety show together.
Chen Yekai's words today were like a raging storm, and they were still going round after round. Yu Hao had not recovered his thoughts until now. Of course, Chen Yekai was very smart, and without waiting for him to refuse, after changing the subject, they tacitly stopped talking about it.
Let’s make money first, Yu Hao thought about it for a while, he decided not to accept Chen Yekai’s suggestion, but he also understood something. He had always wanted to buy Zhou Sheng a birthday present to make him happy, such as a cell phone or something else. what.
"Where are you going?" Fu Liqun and Zhou Sheng turned to Yu Hao from the variety show.
"Internet cafe." Yu Hao said, "Translate something."
"What time is it, do you want to stay all night?" Zhou Sheng got up, took off his headphones, and said, "Let's go, let's go together."
"Use my notebook." Fu Liqun took the notebook and handed it to Yu Hao, and said, "I'm going to bed. I'm going to find your sister-in-law on the train tomorrow morning, please call me."
Tomorrow is Friday again. There are only two public classes in the sports class. Fu Liqun is going to see his girlfriend in the neighboring city. He can be together for three days, and he is really happy.
"Stop abusing single dogs, okay?" Zhou Sheng turned over and went to bed with ease, and added, "When are you going to introduce me to Lao Tzu?"
Yu Hao: "..."
Yu Hao rarely received this kind of critical attack in the dormitory. He knew that Zhou Sheng's words must be intentional, and he felt a little sad immediately.
"You have Yu Hao, get out!" Fu Liqun replied very nicely.
Yu Hao: "..."
"Go away!" Zhou Sheng didn't say anything else and ended the conversation.
Yu Hao didn't have time to chew on the meaning of it. He turned on the computer and logged into the mailbox. He received the contract and asked Yu Hao to add his contact information.
"Zhou Sheng, can I borrow your VPN to use it?" Yu Hao asked Zhou Sheng.
Zhou Sheng stretched out his hand from the bed and gave his cell phone to Yu Hao. The notepad contained his VPN account secret. When Yu Hao entered it, he saw that Fu Liqun sent Zhou Sheng three messages in a row. Fu Liqun suddenly realized that the phone was in Yu Hao's hand, and immediately glanced at Yu Hao who was making the bed opposite.