The room on the first floor has a window on the south, and the sky, mountains, and snow tops are framed in it, like an oil painting with ice blue as the main color.
"Cub, listen to me." Gu Meng gently clasped Enjin's wrist with one hand, pulled it away from her other wrist, and tucked it into the quilt, "Don't just because you are used to Bo Ye and Tang Zhi The way of getting along is affected, most men still like cute girls, you should get in touch with more girls... "
"I don't want to be the majority." Enjin interrupted him, reaching out to touch him again, but Gu Meng dodged and caught nothing, so she hugged the pillow instead, her raised eyes hanging A little frustrated, said, "I just want to be the only man who likes you."
"... No, you don't want to."
"No, I think!" If it wasn't for the inconvenient back injury, Enjin was so anxious that she almost raised her hand, "I think about it eight hundred times a day! I'm fascinated by Gu Meng every day!"
Gu Meng was blushed by his passionate confession, as if thrown into a furnace for a moment, her whole body became hot and began to sweat slightly.
It is the moment when the mind is confused, and the heart is not as calm as the surface, but is in a state of half confusion and half shock——
The cub raised by one hand has such charming thoughts for him, and the image of the innocent and ignorant little Bailian shatters in his heart, and he can't look directly at it.
"Enjin, you may have misunderstood yourself." He coughed uncomfortably, threw the towel on the bedside table, and said, "You really don't look gay at all."
Enjin frowned, as if she had been insulted: "Who are you calling gay?"
"..."
When Enjin wanted to stand up, Gu Meng hurriedly held his shoulders and pressed down: "I'm hurt, just lie on my stomach."
"Gu Meng, are you rejecting me?" Enjin suddenly reacted, turned to look at him, and lowered her voice a little hurt, "Is there anything I don't satisfy you?"
"Let's not mention whether you can figure out your feelings, the key is me... I..." Gu Meng first lowered her gaze, then met the man's gaze after a pause, and smiled a little awkwardly, "I belong to the class of most men. kind."
"..."
"Being pushed on the bed by another man means that I can't accept it."
Enjin fell silent, stared at Gu Meng for a while, then obediently leaned back, blinked and fell into thought.
"In the future..." Gu Meng rubbed his hair, retracted her hands and stood up straight, and said in an unusually dry voice, "Don't work hard for me anymore."
"not worth it."
"Thank you."
Without looking at the man again, Gu Meng walked towards the door, planning to ask Bo Ye to replace him.
Behind him, Enjin whispered something.
Pausing at the door, Gu Meng looked back: "What did you say?"
"What if you put me on the bed instead..." Enjin kept his posture unchanged and said, "Can you accept it?"
Gu Meng: "...I'll ask Bo Ye to come in."
Eunjin lowered her gaze and buried her face in the pillow.
After a while, because of shortness of breath, he turned his head towards the window again, staring at the ice-blue mountains outside in a daze.
When the door of the room opened again, Eun Jin didn't lift his head.
Bo Ye opened his jacket, put his hands in his trousers pockets and walked slowly over. When he walked around the end of the bed, he poked his head slightly to look at Enjin.
Because he knew what happened between him and Gu Meng, he heard it clearly outside the door, and understood that his mood needed to be taken care of at the moment, so he became a little cautious in his actions.
Enjin was lying on the bed, but didn't sleep. The sunlight gathered beside his pillow, dimly weakening the lines on the side of his face, but his jaw line was still clear and smooth. He was a rare man with a beautiful face.
Her hair is fluffy, with a few hair tips slightly curled up, and her face is usually frozen, but at this moment due to excessive blood loss, her face is pale, showing a bit of coldness and fragility, and there is an inadvertent alienation between her brows, only when she is facing Gu Meng Only when the expression will loosen—
When facing Gu Meng, the upturned corners of his eyes were slightly wrinkled, and the iceberg turned into a pool of spring water.
But now it seems that the mood is not beautiful.
"Abandoned", "Pending".
A few words are almost written on the face.
"What's the matter?" Bo Ye went to the bed by the window, took his hands out of his pockets and sat down on the edge of the bed, pretending to be nonchalant and chuckled, "Don't sleep, what are you thinking about?"
"I was thinking..." Enjin said without hesitation, "Licking a dog is hard."
Bo Ye: "..."
Enjin glanced at him, and buried her head under the pillow. After a while, she said in a muffled voice, "Bo Ye, I may have lost my love."
"... Oh." Bo Ye said, "That's really... unfortunate."
But I thought in my heart, it's not "possible", it's true, Gu Meng's refusal is so clear that I can hear it through the door.
Enjin got out of the pillow again, her hair messed up, and looked at Bo Ye: "I can't figure it out."
"Huh?" Bo Ye clenched his fist and put it on his lips and coughed lightly. He calmed down and faced him, deciding to act as a life mentor, "Why can't you figure it out?"
"Why doesn't Gu Meng like me?"
Bo Ye: "..."
Enjin frowned, and said to herself, "Is it because I'm not handsome enough?"
"Are the legs not long enough?"
"Is your IQ not high enough?"
"Not good enough for him?"
Bo Ye continued to be in a state of speechlessness. The child may not have understood what Gu Meng said just now. The fact is obvious that Gu Meng likes women.
So he made a joke and said: "Maybe you are not enchanting enough, not motherly enough."
Eun Jin: "Then I will start wearing women's clothing from today on."
"...I'm lying to you, don't mess around." Bo Ye lowered his head and rubbed the center of his brows, saying earnestly, "Promise me, stop being a dog licker, okay? You are still so young."
It is impossible to agree, Enjin turned her head and glanced over her shoulder, feeling that it was inconvenient to move, she called in a low voice: "Bo Ye, come and help me."
"What's the matter?" Bo Ye had long legs, stretched forward a few inches, and stood beside Enjin's bed together.
"Help lift the quilt."
"What's wrong?" Bo Ye glanced at him, held the corner of the quilt and slowly pushed back, "What's uncomfortable?"
Enjin's shoulders were wrapped with bandages, and because it hindered the treatment of the injury, she was not wearing a shirt, and her upper body was naked under the quilt.
The layers of gauze were stained with mottled blood, and Bo Ye was leaning over to examine carefully, when he heard the voice above his head: "Pay attention to my body|body."
"..."
"Flesh | body" is not a serious word at first glance.
Bo Ye unconsciously followed his instructions, and his eyes slid along the white gauze to Enjin's waist.
The waist is thin, the lines are tough, the skin is smooth, there is a groove between the spine, extending into the waist of the trousers, and then the buttocks...
From a purely gay point of view, the back alone is quite impressive, and the man's figure is top-notch.
Thinking that he is a married man, Bo Ye forced himself to look away, looked at Enjin, and said calmly, "So?"
"So you see..." Enjin struggled, "Is it because I'm not attractive enough?"
"..." Bo Ye narrowed his eyes carefully and said, "Enough is enough."
So let him lift the quilt deliberately, just to show his body|body.
"It's not your fault that Gu Meng will reject you." Bo Ye put down the quilt, straightened up and looked at him condescendingly, and had to tell the truth, "Because you are not his sexual orientation."
Afraid that he might misunderstand again, he added: "He likes women, but you are a man, and you can't overcome the issue of gender. How can you fall in love?"
"What does falling in love have to do with gender?" Enjin looked up at him blankly, "Could it be that everyone is falling in love with gender?"
"..."
It sounds absurd, but it seems to be true.
Bo Ye was immediately taken into the ditch.
"Because I am attracted by the essence, or the soul, I have the feeling of wanting to get closer." Enjin tried to support himself with his arms a little bit, but the crack on the shoulder blade did not allow him to move. A little cold sweat broke out on his face, and he continued after a while, "Because he is Gu Meng, he has such a smile, has such a style of dealing with things, and exudes a warm atmosphere. What does this have to do with his gender?" Relationship? In the final analysis, the human body is just an empty container, and what can really fill the container is the characteristic attached to the body, such as gender? No... it is the spirit."
Enjin paused for a moment, and then said: "Gu Meng rejected me, it must be because I can't attract him as a person, gender and other reasons are too far-fetched."
"That's the reason, but what you say is a bit absolute, emphasizing platonic love or something..." Bo Ye lowered his head, tapped his toes on the ground, and said thoughtfully, "Some people are born not to call men. Can't force…”
Enjin said: "You are not born to call, so work hard the day after tomorrow."
Bo Ye felt that he had never heard of it before, and scratched the bridge of his nose with his fingertips, and said, "Boy... The hard work of the day after tomorrow is not used to bend yourself."
"Why can't you force it?" Enjin asked, "In a life without force, do you wait for everything you want to come to your door?"
"..." Bo Ye thought for a while, turned around and walked towards the door, and said softly, "I'll ask Tang Zhi to come in."
The child's realm is too high, he reads little and can't guide, so he gives up.
Enjin stared blankly at the tall man's back, and didn't bury his head under the pillow until he went out.
Continued self-isolation…
Not long after Bo Ye left, another person walked in.
Hearing the sound of footsteps, Enjin glanced through the gap on the edge of the pillow, saw that it was Tang Zhi, and pouted unhappily.
No one can stop a big man from having small emotions.
But the expression is covered by the pillow, and others can't see it.
Tang Zhi stood at the end of the bed for a while, but the man kept ignoring him.
"Hey." He thought that the other party was a patient, so he didn't care about these things, and said, "You will bore yourself to death."
Enjin withdrew her head from under the pillow, and because she couldn't see behind her, she lay on her stomach relaxed, her soft voice sounded a little cold: "I'm going to rest, you can do whatever you want."
"It's too naive for you to keep making trouble like this." Qinglie's young voice pointed out mercilessly, "You should be more considerate of Gu Meng's mood, and don't burden him."
"How does Gu Meng feel?"
Although Enjin didn't want to talk to him, but the topic involved Gu Meng, so she really wanted to hear it.
"First of all, I don't think Gu Meng has any feelings for you at all." Tang Zhi said slowly as he walked towards his side of the bed, "But when a man is with another man, he will face many problems, especially in the secular world. Will point and point... ”
"Who is the secular?" Enjin frowned, interrupted him directly, raised her head and asked, "It's so lenient? What's bothering him?"
"..." Tang Zhi was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and said, "Indeed, the world is quite lenient..."
It's all gossip, so why bother.
Then, Tang Zhi realized that he could not enlighten Enjin, but was enlightened instead, slightly embarrassed, turned his head and left: "I'll ask Wang Xiaochi to come in."
Enjin watched him leave, then fell back on the bed again, thinking about the bottom of her heart.
When Wang Xiaochi heard that he was going to take care of Enjin, he was willing to do so, so he rushed to the guest room full of energy as a savior.
Tang Zhi hesitated for a moment, called Wang Xiaochi to stop, and reminded: "Don't chat with Enjin."
Bo Ye thought for a while, then added uneasy: "Especially when we talk about the Three Views."
Wang Xiaochi rushed forward halfway, looked back at the two of them, and said nazily, "Why?"
"Because you will be brainwashed."
Bo Ye and Tang Zhi spoke in unison.
Gu Meng slept in the next room for a whole day, and didn't wake up until evening. He was still dizzy when he woke up, and sat on the edge of the bed in a daze for a while, but his stomach screamed to bring him back to his senses.
It's dinner time.
After leaving the room, he stretched his waist and walked towards the outside of the wooden house. When he stretched halfway, he happened to pass the first guest room.
Gu Meng paused, looked sideways, hesitated for a moment, and walked straight out.
Resentfully, he put down his raised hands, and adjusted his coat, as if avoiding to face the people in the room.
Going out of the wooden house, I saw three bonfires burning in the snow, Ruan Chushui and Luo Ting were together, surrounded by five female players, and Bo Ye and Tang Zhi were sitting next to the tree.
Gu Meng approached the couple, just about to ask if they have prepared dinner, when they saw a tinfoil lunch box on the stone slab beside the fire.
Water is added to the fried rice, and it boils gurglingly under the heat of the fire.
"It's the last box." Bo Ye leaned against Tang Zhi in his arms, pointed at the simple meal with his chin, and said, "I'm going to leave it to Enjin."
Gu Meng had no objection, sat down by the fire, picked up a spoon and stirred the rice twice.
"Where's Wang Xiaochi?" He asked while stirring with his hands, "I didn't see anyone when I came out."
"I'm taking care of Enjin." Tang Zhi took out a strawberry-colored hard candy from his pocket, peeled it off, stuffed it into Bo Ye's mouth with his backhand, and replied, "I haven't come out of the room all afternoon. I went in and saw that Enjin was sleeping, and he was watching by the side, he was a very responsible person."
Hearing this, Gu Meng subconsciously looked back into the wooden house, the spoon in her hand was almost smashed to the ground.
The degree of absent-mindedness can be seen.
"It's fine." Gu Meng turned back and continued to stir the simple meal.
At this moment, Lei Li and his three roommates came out of the room, each breathing heavily, as if they had just woken up.
Lei Li wobbled around the three campfires, looked around, saw other players eating, stretched his neck unconsciously, and swallowed silently.
He has never been a restrained person. As early as noon on the second day, he finished his share of food. Today is the fourth day, so he has been hungry for nearly three days. When resting, even the bark was secretly chewed.
Lei Li's roommates were also in the same situation. When they passed behind Gu Meng, they saw a complete simple meal by the fire, and their eyes almost glowed green.
Five female players gathered around the bonfire and were sharing cakes.
A frail girl named Xiaowei was an unfamiliar face in this game. She got up at this moment, put the dinner plate on the stone, and said to the people next to her: "Sister Yuxin, let me pour some water."
Liu Yuxin nodded: "Bring me a cup too."
"OK."
Liu Yuxin lowered her head and continued to eat the small piece of cream cake carefully. Before the sound of Xiaowei's footsteps went far, suddenly an arm flashed in the corner of her eye.
Liu Yuxin froze for a moment, then turned her head to look.
The women sitting in other positions also noticed the situation and all cast their gazes.
Standing behind them, Lei Li had already stuffed his mouth with the piece of cake, humming and moving his cheeks quickly, eating very hastily, and impatiently licking the white cream on his hands.
"What are you doing!" Liu Yuxin came to her senses, stood up angrily and pulled Lei Li, "Lei Li, come back! You are so shameless!"
When Xiaowei heard the movement, she looked back and saw that her food had been robbed, her face turned pale instantly.
The woman's strength was insignificant to Lei Li, he was dragged by Liu Yuxin, his upper body was swayed from side to side, he only cared about eating the cream on his hand, and smiled contentedly: "Who said that cake is yours? I saw that no one wanted it, so I ate it."
With water in Xiaowei's eyes, she ran over quickly, clenched her fists and whispered, "That's mine, you... how could you do this."
Desire | Desire started like a bottomless pit, Lei Li ignored the others, squinted at the dinner plate in Liu Yuxin's hand, and smiled, her thin cheeks were black and blue under the firelight: "Here is another piece..."
Then Liu Yuxin screamed.
When Lei Li's roommates saw him, they didn't step forward to stop him, and stood there with a struggling look on their faces.
In the end, a man strode forward and said: "It's time like this, who cares about being humble! Men and women are the same!"
He set his sights on another female player.
In an instant, Lei Li and the other four broke into the school of sardines like sharks, causing the world to turn upside down.
The commotion on the other side was so loud, and the screams and beatings rang out, it was impossible for others not to see it.
Ruan Chushui and Luo Ting looked at each other, packed up their things silently and got up, and walked into the wooden house with fresh charcoal after a while.
Gu Meng still sat where she was, without even raising her eyelids.
Bo Ye supported Tang Zhi to sit up straight, and said calmly, "Go in."
Gu Meng nodded.
Women fought with sharper vigor than men, without any rules, and tried their best. The snatchers just dodged at first, did not fight back, and stared at the cakes on their plates with clear targets.
Until a female player rushed over and bit Lei Li's ear fiercely, while pulling his hair fiercely, Lei Li screamed: "Crazy woman!"
Then he returned his hand and knocked the woman to the ground. Seeing him like this, the other three men lost their scruples.
Bo Ye sighed, said he wanted to leave but didn't move, lowered his eyelashes: "You can't hit a woman..."
Gu Meng suddenly stood up, couldn't take it anymore, pulled out a stick from the fire, and walked towards the other side.
Bo Ye and Tang Zhi followed closely behind.
Gu Meng picked up the wooden stick and knocked it loudly, the top of the wooden stick was still lit with red charcoal fire, and when the stick went down, sparks scattered everywhere.
Undefended, Lei Li threw himself on the snow with a cry.
Gu Meng swung the stick down Lei Li's back again and again, pursed the corners of her lips and said nothing, she did not hold back her strength, but for some reason, the corners of her eyes turned red.
The anger in his chest was swollen, and he vented it out vigorously.
He is disappointed and tired of the cruel world, and the same kind who easily lose the bottom line driven by desire. But in fact, the most unbearable thing that makes him hate... is himself who is powerless like a worm.
I am afraid that one day I will lose my bottom line.
I can't protect myself from anything.
With him like this, what can he use to hug Eun Jin...
Gu Meng clenched her teeth for an instant, and slammed the stick down, breaking it abruptly in the middle.
"Don't hit, don't hit!" Lei Li was so suppressed that he couldn't resist, and couldn't bear the opponent's heavy blow, so he curled up with his head in his arms and begged for mercy, "I'm going to kill someone again! Please!"
Gu Meng threw the half-short wooden stick, grabbed Lei Li's collar with one hand, and raised her fist with the other.
Lei Li opened his eyes wide in horror, and tilted his face back trying to avoid it.
Just as Gu Meng was about to swing it down, a slender and warm hand grabbed his wrist.
At this time, the sky was dark, day and night alternated, the bonfire in the open space crackled and spit flames, orange-red light and shadow danced on the faces and bodies of everyone around, and the cold wind blowing in had the breath of snowfields.
The big hand followed the trend upwards, wrapped around Gu Meng's clenched fist, and gently dispelled all the strength.
"Okay." Bo Ye's voice was flat, and he sounded behind him, "It's getting late, go and see Enjin."
Gu Meng woke up quite a bit. Looking back, the scuffle had already subsided, and the three roommates who were Lei Li retreated to a distance, holding their waists and pressing their stomachs, grinning their teeth.
The women gathered around the fire with their hair disheveled and looked at Gu Meng with respect and awe in their eyes, completely frightened by his violence just now.
Gu Meng stood up slowly.
As soon as Lei Li was free, he rolled and crawled from the ground to a place far away from him.
"Understood." Gu Meng lowered her head and wiped her face, and said sullenly, "I'll go in now."
Gu Meng brought the hot simple meal into the wooden house, while Bo Ye and Tang Zhi stayed behind to pack their things.
"Gu Meng..." Tang Zhi squatted beside the fire to fetch charcoal, thinking, "What are you angry about?"
A gust of wind blew head-on, kicking up the ashes on the edge of the fire, choking Tang Zhi, closing his eyes and coughing lightly, waving his hand in front of him.
Bo Ye smiled, squatted beside him, pushed him aside, and took over his job by himself.
The firelight warmly illuminated the man's face, and when he lowered his head slightly, the three-dimensional facial features covered the hazy shadow on the side of his face.
While picking out charcoal, he was thinking about something, and after a while he said calmly, "I'm mad at myself for hurting Enjin."
"So..." Tang Zhi suddenly realized, and moved to his side to help him, then remembered another thing, and asked in a low voice, "Is Enjin really being led astray by us?"
Bo Ye was startled for a moment before he understood the meaning of "biased".
"No." Looking sideways at Tang Zhi, he said, "Enjin's sexual orientation depends on Gu Meng."
"Huh?" Tang Zhi looked back at him puzzled.
"If Gu Meng is a woman, Enjin is heterosexual." Bo Ye saw how cute he was looking at himself with open round eyes, raised his fingertips to scratch his nose, and did not forget to explain, "If Gu Meng is a A tree, Enjin is a human plant love, if Gu Meng is some kind of animal, Enjin is a human|animal... "
Tang Zhi quickly raised his hands to cover the man's mouth, and got very close to him face to face, his face flushed with embarrassment: "It's ok! It's getting weirder and weirder!"
Bo Ye looked at him and rolled his eyes.
Tang Zhi liked the way he looked at him, blushed even more, and put down his hands helplessly.
The wind on the snow field swept the flames in another direction, sparks scattered in the air, Tang Zhi lowered his head and knocked on the charcoal fire on the ground, and said, "Bo Ye, do you know?"
"What?"
"Before I was sixteen, I never liked girls or boys, nor did I confirm my sexual orientation." Qinglie's voice was low and slow, "Then I saw you that year, and I seemed to be able to Confirmed."
Hearing that this was a veiled confession, Bo Ye was in a complicated mood, and stopped what he was doing.
"But even if you understand this is the case, you still can't see other people of the same sex." Tang Zhi lowered his eyebrows and said calmly, "It's very strange, the eyes can only follow you, constantly wanting to get closer, wanting to go to your side."
"What is it that I can only identify with one person in my life?" He continued, "Is Bo Ye in love?"
Bo Ye was silent for a while, his heart was burning slightly, he had thousands of words but didn't know which one to say first, so he leaned forward and kissed his cheek, and said softly, "Thank you."
Tang Zhi patted the ashes on his hands as if nothing had happened, and planned to stand up, saying: "It's settled, let's go."
But was dragged down by Bo Ye again.
"I found a flight attendant uniform on the plane last night." Bo Ye pressed against his ear, and said in a breathy voice, "Women's clothing."
"..." Tang Zhi blinked, and the scene felt a sense of deja vu.
"Do you want to try?" Bo Ye asked with a chuckle.
Tang Zhi looked at him, and said truthfully, "The flirtatious cheap|cargo stewardess who sells her body for money and the gentle scum passenger who likes to use money to find excitement have already acted."
"..." Bo Ye was silent for a moment, then said, "I've already thought up the script."
Tang Zhi: "... let's change to another one."
Gu Meng came to the door of the first guest room, and after sorting out her emotions, she raised her hand and knocked on the door.
But before knocking down, the conversation between Wang Xiaochi and Enjin came from the room.
Wang Xiaochi: "Brother, you also like men!"
"En." It was Enjin's soft voice.
"My God, handsome guys these days have internalized it."
"Originally there was something I wanted to give to Gu Meng. If he liked it, he could keep it for a lifetime, but now..." Enjin said in a low voice, "Forget it."
Gu Meng was startled, a little curious about what it was.
Coincidentally, Wang Xiaochi in the room asked with interest: "What is it?"
"do you want to see?"
"Yes."
Enjin: "Well, put your hands here..."
There was a rustle in the room, and then Wang Xiaochi asked, "Is this here?"
Enjin: "Well, you take it out."
"Brother..." Wang Xiaochi's voice was troubled, "It's better not to..."
Enjin: "It's okay, just take it out."
"..."
Gu Meng stared blankly at the door in front of her. Hearing this, she had a horrifying and unclear guess about what En Jin wanted to give him—
It can't be... that
Wang Xiaochi: "Is this different from other...?"
"Look closer, reach out and touch it..." Enjin's voice was coaxing, "It's different."
There was a moment of silence in the room, and suddenly, Wang Xiaochi raised his voice and shouted: "It's so sensitive! It just jumped twice! It's amazing! It can even stretch!"
Enjin said proudly, "Didn't I lie to you."
"Can I touch it a couple more times?"
"Yes." Enjin said, "Anyway, Gu Meng doesn't want it."
Gu Meng bit her lower lip, her expression a little aggrieved, thinking that En Jin kept saying that she liked him, but in the end she wanted to give him something to keep for the rest of her life, and she took it out for other men to play with in a blink of an eye.
Although I said that I was the one who refused, but when I think of Enjin and other men being ambiguous under the nose, it is easy to lose my mind.
Gu Meng pushed the door open and entered aggressively: "Enjin! If you mess around, I'll interrupt you..."
Before he finished speaking, he stood at the door of the room stunned.
Wang Xiaochi and Enjin looked back at him at the same time: "..."
"..." Gu Meng glanced back and forth between the two of them, forcibly holding back her unfinished words.
The room was bewildered in embarrassment.
After a while, Wang Xiaochi poked Enjin and said slowly, "Brother... Gu Meng wants to interrupt your dick."
Gu Meng: "..."
Please do not repeat.
Enjin glanced at Gu Meng, buried her face in the pillow, and at the same time reached into the quilt with one hand, arched her waist, and covered the important parts.
Gu Meng: "..."
Tsk.
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