Chang Geng recalled in his dream what happened many years ago. There was a pungent smell of kerosene floating around him, as well as the salty smell of blood, and the earthy smell of hay. He dreamed that he had turned into a small ball, curled up in a shabby backpack, bumping with the woman's step.
Hu Ge has long hair like a dark cloud, but unfortunately, her body is too thin and her head is a bit big, like a person with a pile of bones. She wears it alone in a den of bandits like a mass grave. However, he hummed a barbarian tune.
Suddenly, she turned her head back, and her eyes just met Chang Geng. Chang Geng could shrink for a moment. Even though he had grown up and was indestructible, this thin woman could always hurt him. He had a deep fear of her.
However, she just stared at him silently for a while, and didn't make a move. Her face was stained with blood, her lips were pale and dull, and her whole soul was curled up in those eyes, which looked like two pieces hidden by a stormy sea. reef sea.
Then Hu Geer sighed softly, but she didn't seem to be crazy, and then she stretched out her thin hand and touched Chang Geng's head, changing another minor key in her mouth - people from all over the world, the language of the north, the south and the east It didn't work, but the little songs that the mother hummed to put the baby to sleep were all the same. Chang Geng was a little surprised, he never knew that this scene still existed in his memory.
She carried him through a seemingly long and boundless road of death, and then stopped at the foot of the mountain. The mountain was quietly burning with fire behind him, the smoke was rising to the sky, and the resentful soul was sinking. Hugel wiped his forehead. Sweaty, sitting on the side of the road to rest his feet, he took the little Chang Geng out of the basket.
Chang Geng struggled subconsciously, Hu Ge raised his hands in front of him, stared at his face, not knowing who he was looking at, suddenly there was an indescribable melancholy and tenderness on his face, she put little Chang Geng on her own on his knees, gently tracing his small facial features with his fingers, then leaned down and kissed his forehead lightly.
Chang Geng didn't dare to blink, seeing that the alien woman's eyelashes were thick like butterfly wings, and when she trembled slightly, she seemed ready to fly to the sky at any time. Then she burst into tears without warning, and said softly, "Why were you born here, child? Did God send you to suffer?"
Chang Geng looked at her through years of memories. When she pinched those thin and boneless hands around his neck, his heart suddenly became calm, and somehow he was no longer afraid of this woman.
When she cried and wanted to strangle him, her blood-stained hands were fierce, but her eyes were gentle.
But when she was exhausted from crying, and when she came back, she let go of the hand stuck on Chang Geng's neck and took a breath into his dying throat, but her eyes turned cold.
Every time she wiped away her tears, she seemed to have evaporated part of her soul from her body, becoming more and more indifferent, and becoming more and more at peace with Little Chang Geng.
Chang Geng followed her all the way, wandering all the way.
Until suddenly one day, Hu Geer accidentally saw Chang Geng's feet, she suddenly showed horror, covered her face with her hands, took a few steps backward, crouched into a ball like a collapse under the helpless eyes of the little boy, crying bitterly When he got up, Chang Geng in the dream looked down at his feet and found that his toes were miraculously repairing themselves.
What is "self-healing"
Chang Geng recalled with difficulty for a moment, and then a clear dream suddenly retrieved what was buried in the depths of his memory in the early years.
He remembered a very young age that should not be remembered. At that time, he did have a congenital defect in his toe. Later, he did not know when, and inexplicably grew back on his own.
Ur bone will gradually reflect the characteristics of the brother he devoured.
The long toes gave Hugel a great stimulation, and it seemed to remind her all the time that she had made her own child into Ur bones, and the characteristics of that child began to be like the legend, in this union. It is manifested in the little "evil" of Yiyi.
Chang Geng looked at her with some sympathy. When he looked at all this from an outsider's perspective, he suddenly understood the feeling of that mad woman.
When a person is full of national humiliation and family hatred, it is easy to make extreme decisions - such as suicide, or even murdering parents and children. Continue to delay your own way.
Hugel suddenly rushed over, grabbed his foot, lifted a stone and smashed it down hard
The pain was real, even in a dream.
Hu Geer bent his toes fiercely, and while bending, he repeated like a demon: "You are not my child, you are not my child"
Chang Geng let out a painful grunt, stuck between the dream and reality, the pain in his entire foot was almost unconscious.
At this moment, a cold hand suddenly grabbed his foot, just to ease the burning pain, Chang Geng took a few breaths, and someone whispered in his ear: "Shh - it's okay, it's over. , it doesn't hurt."
Chang Geng looked up blankly, and saw that the scene around him suddenly changed drastically, his body gradually elongated and taller, but his clothes were still ragged, his body was still covered with wounds, the boundless cold seemed to soak into his bones, and he was isolated outside the gate. In the ground, he narrowed his eyes and saw a man coming against the light, hunting with a big cloak, walking firmly, with an old black iron jug hanging from his waist.
The man's hands were as steady as iron, but his eyebrows could be drawn into the picture. He stretched out a hand to him and asked, "Will you come with me?"
Chang Geng looked at him, his body and mind almost collapsed, and he was speechless for a while.
"Follow me, you don't have to come back again."
Chang Geng grabbed that hand and let him lead him forward. He felt that the higher and higher he became, the stronger he became. One step seemed to be able to cross thousands of mountains and rivers. As he was walking, he suddenly turned back. When she saw the bitter cold Guan Wai and the pack of wolves gradually being left behind, Hu Geer wore the pale yellow dress she had worn before her death, combed her unmarried mother's hair, and watched him silently.
And she didn't know when there were more people around her. At first, it was a little boy, and then as Chang Geng grew up, he also gradually became a teenager, a young man.
He had the same face as Chang Geng and stood side by side with Hu Geer.
Hugel suddenly turned his head, pulled his head down, and stood on tiptoe and kissed the young man beside him on the forehead.
Then they watched Chang Geng go away together.
Chang Geng opened his eyes abruptly, the sky was already bright, he suddenly had a different feeling, as if the shackles that had been tied to him all his life had suddenly disappeared, and his body was so light that he was almost unaccustomed to it.
There was a smell of tranquility floating around, and when Chang Geng raised his eyes, he saw Chen Qingxu sitting silently on the side, holding a roll. Seeing that he woke up and was about to get up, Chen Qingxu gently raised a finger at him. , Chang Geng hurriedly turned his head along her line of sight, and saw that Gu Yun had fallen asleep on the side, with a hand still on his shoulder.
Chang Geng, who was about to sit up, didn't dare to move.
Chen Qingxu carefully rolled the book into one volume, clicked on the next volume, and quietly withdrew.
In the silence, the man's shallow breathing could be heard, Chang Geng very gently grabbed the hand on his shoulder, and clasped his fingers in his hand, stared at Gu Yun silently for a moment, held his breath and crawled. He got up and slowly took off the glass mirror on Gu Yun's face.
Then he carefully touched Gu Yun's lips lightly.
The stealthy kiss like a dragonfly failed to alert Gu Yun. Chang Geng waited for a while, and finally reluctantly increased his movements a little. He gently licked the gap between Gu Yun's lips and heard that the frequency of his breathing finally changed, so he put Gu Yun's hands on him. The whole person was dragged over and wrapped in his arms. Gu Yun didn't open his eyes, just patted him on the back habitually, and coaxed vaguely: "Go to sleep, I'm here."
Chang Geng closed his eyes slightly and buried his head in the socket of his neck contentedly.
The nightmare is over.
And then the war was over.
On the day the letter of surrender of the Western Allied Forces arrived in the capital, Shen Yi sent someone to send an urgent letter to ask Gu Yun how to escort him into the city.
Gu Yun replied briefly, "Ju Yuan."
Eleven years ago, Calais Yinghuo used a giant kite to infiltrate the northwest geese back to the town, and cast a shadow over the girders. That shadow was also the starting point for a generation of emperors who were terrified from the small town to the imperial capital thousands of miles away. , The smoke of gunpowder dissipated, the wind and rain rested, and it seemed that such an end-to-end ending was about to come.
The capital is not like Yanhui Town. There is no function of attracting giant kites in the city, so the Beida Camp has to be responsible for the defense. A passage is opened on the moat outside the nine gates. The place for people to watch in the inner city is full of pocket iron. Fences to prevent too many watchers from crowding into the water.
The new emperor led a hundred officials to greet him outside the city in person. In the evening, a whole row of giant kites returned from the south like geese.
Tens of thousands of flaming wings swirl in the dusk, the setting sun plated the giant kite with a layer of gold through the steam, the roar came from a few miles away, and the setting sun fell into the moat like this, melted gold into the water, and circled around it. Walk around the city.
All the generals on the giant kite line up on the deck, long live the mountain.
The onlookers pushed thousands of river lanterns into the water, floating and sinking thousands of miles, and the fireflies were slowly returning to their hometowns carrying their souls.
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