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Chapter 123: Just let it go

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Last time we said goodbye in a hurry, I didn't even have time to ask Zhang Na for her mobile phone number, which she got from Meng Fanbing. Meng Fanbing was quite principled. At first, he said that he couldn't give it to you without Zhang Na's consent. Li Muye told her that he had already met the person, so she informed her of the number.

On the phone, we agreed on a time and place to meet.

Zhang Na had an operation the next morning and had an interview at the Nanshan Ancient Temple at two o'clock in the afternoon.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Li Muye arrived on time. After waiting for a while, Zhang Na also hurried over. When they met, they apologized profusely and explained that they had temporarily stopped working with Professor Rosenberg to make an extra one at noon, so they were late. Li Muye felt more and more uncomfortable as he listened. In the past, would they still need to explain this to each other

Nanshan Ancient Temple is located at the south end of Xinchang. It was built in the 10th year of Dade in the Yuan Dynasty (1306) and was originally named Changji'an. After repeated renovations, there were originally 38 houses, and only the main hall and a row of monks' houses remained. "Nanshan Snow Ji" was once listed as one of the "Ten Scenic Spots of Sun Mountain". There are three 700-year-old ginkgo trees behind the temple, with a diameter of several dozen.

The two walked side by side and walked along the route inside the temple to the Bell and Drum Tower, the Ksitigarbha Hall, and the Abbot's Room. Finally, we came to Jushilin and stopped.

"Brother, I've grown up." She sat on the stone stool that Li Muye had carefully cleaned and smiled gently: "You don't have to take such special care of me."

Growing up has two meanings, physical and psychological. Six years ago, Zhang Na, who was 19 years old, was already a big girl physically. So the phrase "grow up" obviously refers to the latter. This is a topic that makes Li Muye sad.

"No matter how mature you become, you will always be a girl who needs to be taken care of and can be willful in Brother Xiaoye's heart."

"It's really disgusting." Zhang Na pursed her lips and smiled: "But I like it."

"I'm sorry about what happened last time. Did it embarrass you in front of your tutor later?"

"It doesn't matter, you are my brother, this is nothing to be ashamed of."

Li Muye was a little touched, but also felt inexplicably lost. Just an older brother

Zhang Na added: "Brother, I have already decided to formally propose to cousin Liu Qi that I regret my marriage."

"What do you mean?" Li Muye was surprised and asked, "Wouldn't it be troublesome?" He then asked, "Do your godfather and godmother know your decision?"

Zhang Na said: "My aunt definitely disagrees, and my parents don't support it, but it doesn't matter. I said, I have grown up. Whether it is my future career or marriage, I hope to make my own decisions, so no matter No matter what the consequences, even if my parents disown me as their daughter, I will regret my marriage."

"I support you!" Li Muye said, patting his chest, "No matter what decision you make, I will always have your strong backing."

Zhang Na smiled softly, suddenly raised her hand and gently caressed Li Muye's cheek, and said: "My silly brother, no one knows how smart and great you are better than me, but you are willing to sacrifice yourself for me. You look like an unprincipled fool, I really want to thank you for all your hard work for me over the years."

Li Muye quickly grabbed her little hand that was about to withdraw, and said, "When did we become strangers to each other and need to say thank you?"

Zhang Na struggled slightly, but to no avail, she simply let Li Muye hold her hand and said, "Brother, although I have decided to regret my marriage, at the same time I also want to take back the promise I made to you in private."

Li Muye suddenly felt as if he had fallen from heaven to hell. He was extremely disappointed but unwilling to ask: "Why?"

"Because I'm not sure whether I still love you now." Zhang Na said: "There is no doubt that I care about you, but I don't think this concern is out of the love between a man and a woman."

Li Muye slowly let go of her hand and said: "Nana, I don't want to put pressure on you, but I am really unwilling to do so. For today's reunion, I put my head on my belt and threw my shame to God. After working hard for nearly seven years, if you only give me this explanation, I really can’t tell you that I can accept it.”

"Brother, I'm sorry." Zhang Na said in a trembling voice with tears in her eyes: "I owe you, but my experiences over the years tell me that if I love someone, I should love and worship regardless of my own safety. Go chase, but I don’t feel that way about you.”

"Have you met someone who makes you feel this way?" Li Muye asked.

"Not yet." Zhang Na shook her head slowly, with some hesitation in her tone, and said, "Maybe I'm not sure yet. I am now fully devoted to my career and have almost no time to think about personal issues." Her voice became louder and louder. It got smaller and smaller, and finally lowered its head.

"Medical career." Li Muye chewed on the flavor of these words and suddenly asked: "Is that Professor Rosenberg?"

"He is seventy-five years old." Zhang Na lowered her head and said, "Being my grandfather is enough, and he also has a wife and children in the United States."

"Have you made your thoughts clear to him?" Li Muye didn't know why he was asking this, so he just asked subconsciously.

Zhang Na shook her head and said: "How can I be embarrassed to say such embarrassing things? Moreover, my feelings for him come more from the spiritual admiration. He looks at the whole world from an absolutely fair perspective. As long as I focus on my business and I am extremely loyal to my family. I don’t think I will have a chance to say it out loud in my life.”

"Then live alone like this?" Li Muye suddenly felt a little sorry for her.

"There is nothing wrong with living like this." Nana said with a smile: "Now I pay more attention to my own business level. Next, I will stay here to work for a period of time, and I will also pass my medical doctorate thesis, and maybe start a business." There are too many things to do in my own medical institution, and I don’t even have time to think about romance.”

Li Muye thought again about what Anasayev said on the phone yesterday. Maybe it would be a good choice to quietly watch her pursue her dream from a place not far away. It is painful to have a secret love but not get it, and it is also painful to worry about losing it after you get it. This sea of suffering has no limit. Now that you have gone deep into it, why bother to look back

Nana has changed and become even better. She has her own thoughts and goals and no longer belongs to anyone. Seeing her confident and peaceful look, blending into an ink landscape with the pavilions, mountains and trees behind her, Li Muye suddenly felt a feeling that he couldn't bear to destroy it.

Anasayev is right, the highest state of true love is to know how to let go and give the other party absolute freedom. If his feelings had no chance of causing harm to her, Li Muye would still have the confidence to get her back.

The evening bell rang, and before we knew it, it was getting dark. The number of pedestrians in the temple is getting thinner.

It's time to let go.

Completely original and pure goat milk, without any processing, is poured into a huge barrel-shaped metal container. Through the glass window, you can see that Li Muye's limbs are bound by extremely elastic leather ropes, and he is waving his arms rapidly and moving his body in a slashing and slicing manner.

Lao Cui stared at the numbers on the timer and counter. The time is approaching ten minutes, and Brother Xiaoye inside is still moving at an astonishing speed. Lao Cui showed a worried look. This was already the tenth day. During these five days, Li Muye didn't say a word to anyone. Except for necessary meals and sleep, he spent the rest of the time working hard.

No matter how powerful the drug is, there is always a limit. Lao Cui's own record is twelve minutes, which is his limit. Any more will be life-threatening. As for Ye Ge's current limit, Lao Cui really can't say.

The siren went off, which was sent by a sensor specially designed to monitor Li Makoye's ambitions. The clock finally stopped at twelve minutes. The counter showed that during this period, Li Muye made a total of four thousand stabbing movements in the highly viscous liquid. An average of five times a second. The total distance the body moves is one thousand meters. In this small space, one step can take up to twenty centimeters. That is to say, Li Muye moved forward and backward for more than five thousand steps in this extreme situation.

Lao Cui opened the container and introduced the contents into another container. Li Muye jumped out from above. Jing walked to the table naked and drank the last bowl of tiger bone wine prepared by Lao Cui in one gulp. Then he went straight to the bathroom.

"Tomorrow is the day agreed with Zhang Haichao, right?"

"Yes." Lao Cui was stunned for a moment, and then said excitedly, "Boss, you finally spoke."

"You've been worried these days." Li Muye smiled at Lao Cui and asked, "Is there any news over there?"

Lao Cui replied: "The news from the club is that the man named Li Luowen has been busy practicing modern combat skills. I asked Xiaofen to go and see it. He said that this man's ancient boxing skills are He got the true inheritance and put in a lot of effort.”

"Xiao Fen's foot poke is also a true inheritance." Li Muye said: "The boxing is afraid of young people. His physical strength must be a big problem at that age."

"It's okay, it doesn't matter even if his physical strength is very good." Lao Cui raised his chest and said, "I don't believe his hitting power is stronger than you, boss."

"You have to go all out to fight the eagle and the rabbit, so don't be careless." Li Muye warned, then put on his clothes and said, "Let's go to the boxing gym to find a quiet place, and let's do some hand gestures first. .”

Lao Cui actually shook his head and refused, saying: "Let's forget it. I'm afraid of getting hurt, and I'm afraid of accidentally injuring you. It's really boring to fight when you can't use your full strength."

Li Muye smiled with satisfaction, you, too, have today. In the past, this old boy must have nodded happily. Because he has complete control over the situation and can tolerate it at will with his strong defense. But now that Brother Ono's strength has improved by leaps and bounds, this boy can no longer deal with it as calmly as before, so he refused.

"Coward, don't let it go." Li Muye glanced at the empty potion bottles on the table and ordered: "These things are too dangerous. Use them once and forget about it. From now on, you have to practice slowly on your own."

Lao Cui said: "Don't worry, I will take care of it." He added: "That Zhang Yide is back. He has already found a place to prepare the Anna Jewelry Branch as you asked. I asked you to ask when you are free to give guidance."

"Guidance is rubbish." Li Muye said impatiently: "You can't do such a small thing well, how can you still be called a retired elite member of the former KGB?"

Lao Cui said: "This guy is actually quite interesting. It's not easy to learn Chinese and be busy opening a branch at the same time."

Li Muye smiled and said: "I'll give you a few nice words and you won't know Bei. It seems that he has been working hard on you. Go tell this fellow countryman of yours that it's enough to behave well around me. Nothing else." Don’t worry too much about it. It’s normal to spend a little more in the budget. There are many rules for doing things here, and there are many places where you need to spend money. As long as it’s not excessive, I will make it clear to Anna for him.”

Lao Cui said: "Mrs. Anna's management skills are so powerful. I think he is really scared." He added: "Not only him, but even old people like Petrovich are very scared."

"Being in awe is a good thing for them, for me and for Diana." Li Muye said: "Not everyone can establish a 100% trusting relationship with you and me."

Lao Cui looked serious, changed his title, and said solemnly: "Brother, I understand."

"Being emotional is your strength, but you don't have to be so sincere with me." Li Muye said: "Our brotherhood is built by putting our heads on our belts together. I know you respect me in your heart, and that's enough. "

"In the past few days, Shen Peijun sent someone a message saying that he wanted to meet you, but I saw that you were in a bad mood, so I stopped him." Lao Cui Hui reported: "And Shen Xinming came here to look for you. , my wife didn’t let her in.”

"Well done." Li Muye squinted his eyes and said, "He wants to be the peacemaker. I won't see him until I get Zhang Haichao to obey." After a pause, he sneered and said, "After tomorrow, let's see Zhang Haichao again. How much bigger can the tide turn?" (End of Chapter)