Just as Li Muye said in a spiritual confrontation, Taeko Kazama was not born to be a spy killer. She also had a girlhood, and there is no girl who is not pregnant. She has also fantasized about beautiful love and the beauty of spirituality and spiritual desire countless times.
At that time, she was very obsessed with the novels of Higuchi Kazuyo. The woman whose appearance was printed on the banknotes only lived 24 years old, but she left behind many classics in the history of literature, especially the book "Childhood Sweethearts" .
Taeko Kazama likes a character in the book very much. The queen among children, the girl who people call her "Daikokuya Meidenli" is beautiful, lively, willful, stubborn, ignorant of human affairs, pursues glitz, and is also contaminated with some bad habits. Habit. Silk songs, string dances, and rumors about love and hate polluted her ears and eyes and penetrated her soul. But her love story of happiness, freedom and passion is so real and touching.
In the eyes of Taeko Kazama, who was only fifteen years old at the time, that was the real life that girls should have. Fourteen years later, she became the strongest person in the Fukang Temple lineage, shouldering the important task of integrating Xiaoyao Pavilion and Fukang Temple into one. Such Taeko Kazama had to live outside her colorful inner world. , put on a mask of coldness and rationality, like a widow who has been observing the law for thirty years.
When a person is alone to soothe his lonely soul, it is the most vulnerable and real moment for that person.
And for someone like Taeko Kazama, this is also her most dangerous time. So she hardly lets anyone see her inner world. But when Li Muye suddenly broke in, her mask was completely shattered.
There was no screaming, no anger, no shameful overwhelm, no crying, and she didn't even move.
Their eyes met, but the man was a little at a loss, smiling awkwardly. Just when he was about to turn around and leave, Taeko Kazama spoke: "Please close the door."
Li Muye walked to the door and planned to close the door and leave. Taeko Kazama's voice came from behind him again: "Can you please stay?"
"I thought something happened to you." Li Muye stopped and stood fully alert, ready to deal with this bitch's surprise attack at any time.
Taeko Kazama said: "You have seen it, a mature and slutty woman is doing something that everyone might do, that's all."
Li Muye still turned his back to her and said, "You are a respectable opponent. To me, that's all."
"I'm still a twenty-nine-year-old woman."
Taeko Kazama said to herself: "I had my first geranium when I was twelve years old. No one told me what to do. I even thought I was going to die. A year before that, I "My mother had been killed by my father and my uncle in a way that was not suitable for publicity, and I still remember walking into the room and seeing her dead on the floor."
She was talking to herself, and Li Muye was not sure if she was telling a story, so he had to stand there and listen with vigilance.
"Two drunken men were lying naked next to them, and a woman died of wounds all over her body from the anger of the men after their failure." Taeko Kazama continued: "I left home and walked into Fukang Temple, but they didn't come to find me. Since then, I have lived in a temple, and for the first time, a monk taught me how to deal with personal problems."
She continued: "I live in a world surrounded by men. Japanese monks do not abstain from women. In the beginning, I often found people peeking at me secretly. At that time, I always felt very proud. I am an attractive woman, so I gave myself the nickname Taeko who wanted to be a monk’s wife.”
Li Muye said: "You don't have to tell me this."
"I don't have to endure this feeling of loneliness." Taeko Kazama said, "Can you please turn around? Look at me and talk to me."
Li Muye turned around and saw her standing three meters away in front of him. She was naked and her youthful body looked like a beautiful lady.
"I am not a good woman with strict morals in the eyes of men." Taeko Kazama said: "Although I still remain a virgin, it is actually only because the teachers at Fukang Temple discovered my talent and life experience. Mr. Abe Zu hopes to recreate the miracle of Seimei’s era in me, so it is strictly forbidden for anyone to touch my body.”
"You are not a good woman, but I am a good man. We have no fate and no connection." Li Muye took a step back and said, "Let's stop talking today."
"Don't you want to know how Huang Yonghao plans to deal with you?" Kazama Taeko suddenly said without any surprise. Li Muye stopped again and said, "Are you willing to tell me?"
Taeko Kazama said: "As long as you are willing to stay and listen slowly, I have a lot of valuable news to share with you."
"I'm all ears." Li Muye turned back to the house and sat directly on the sofa, but regarded the bright and moving scenery in front of him as nothing.
"Although I had a heavy workload at that time, I still had a lot of free time, so I was fortunate enough to read a lot of books, all of which were novels about world affairs. My favorite was Mrs. Higuchi Kazuyo's Childhood Sweethearts, and of course Mr. Aso's translation of The Golden Lotus. Comparatively speaking, I still like my childhood sweetheart more. The male protagonist in it is called Fujimoto Shinkazu. His father is the abbot of the temple. Like you, he is also a gloomy-looking guy with extremely high talents."
"I am a very vulgar person. I have never heard of the novel you are talking about." Li Muye said, "You'd better put on your robe."
"It feels more comfortable this way." Taeko Kazama said: "I know that you have been on full alert to prevent me from killing you and silencing you. You must think that I confided in you so abruptly because I actually wanted to hypnotize you on a spiritual level. Looking for an opportunity to harm you, right?"
"This is not the first time you have done this." Li Muye said: "Before, you wanted to be a figure skater or a ballet dancer, and then you performed and sang. Now you have changed into an artistic young woman, still without clothes. You are so changeable, how can I trust you?"
"You don't need to trust, just give me what I want." Taeko Kazama opened her arms and walked to Brother Ono in a completely defenseless manner, displaying her exquisite and graceful figure in front of the man like a sacrifice. Said: "Look, if you want to kill me now, you can do it easily."
Li Muye said: "Burning the harp and boiling the crane, I have no interest in this kind of thing."
"Incomprehensible style, isn't it another form of burning harps and boiling cranes?" Taeko Kazama touched the lapel of Brother Ono's clothes and said: "I remember a Hong Kong movie called Red Dust, and there was a theme song of the same name in it. , there is a particularly classic and beautiful sentence in it: Thinking that it is the fault of the human world, or the cause and effect passed down in the past life, I will not hesitate to get the exchange of yin and yang in an instant..." (End of this chapter)