Sleep with Yi Zeyan
What are you kidding? ! !
Lin Qingqing didn't answer for a long time, this question is really too shameful, Lin Qingqing didn't even dare to think about it, and I don't know if Yi Zeyan saw Lin Qingqing's embarrassment, and finally reminded: "Xiaoyuan, I told you , don't scare mom."
The little friend Xiaobuchi sighed softly, lowered his head, and said in a low pressure, "Okay, I see."
His lost appearance was pitiful, but Lin Qingqing didn't even dare to think about this issue, so he didn't know how to comfort him.
But fortunately, the child's emotions come and go quickly, and after a while, he happily plays with her again.
This topic is over, but Lin Qingqing always feels that the surrounding atmosphere seems to have changed a lot, becoming a little subtle and ambiguous.
The little guy's biological clock is very accurate, and when it's bedtime, he starts to doze off. Lin Qingqing takes him to sleep, but when he gets to his room, he stops and asks her sleepily, "Can I sleep with my mother? "
There was anticipation in his bright eyes, and Lin Qingqing was stunned for a moment. How could she have the heart to reject him in his small appearance, so she didn't think much and said, "Okay."
The child was very excited when he heard this, and said to her excitedly: "Then wait for me, mom, I'll go get my change of clothes and mouthwash cup." After he finished speaking, he ran into the room. .
After the little guy left, Lin Qingqing inadvertently turned her head and saw Yi Zeyan standing aside. Lin Qingqing was a little embarrassed for no reason. She gave him a dry smile and nodded. She thought he was going back to the room, but after waiting for a while, he Without leaving, Lin Qingqing was even more embarrassed.
"Tong Yan Wuji, don't listen to Xiao Yuan's nonsense, there are no people who take advantage of it, and there is no chance for anyone to take advantage of it."
"Ah?" Lin Qingqing was a little confused, and after thinking about it carefully, she remembered what Xiaoyuan had said to her just now that an aunt would take advantage of it.
If my mother doesn't kiss my father, there will be aunts who take advantage of it. I don't want other aunts to be my mother.
Mom and dad slept together, and the parents of other children slept together.
It really is…
Why did you come here to explain this kind of thing to her
Lin Qingqing was extremely uncomfortable, and her smile was a little awkward, "I know... I know."
Fortunately, Xiao Yuan came out soon, and Lin Qingqing hurriedly helped him get his change of clothes, then took his hand and flashed to the room immediately. It wasn't until she closed the door that she breathed a sigh of relief.
Lin Qingqing soon discovered that her young son's self-care ability is really not that strong. Brushing his teeth, washing his face, taking a bath, and changing clothes are completely out of the question.
Just a little shy, when he was taking a shower, Lin Qingqing was worried that he might not want to help him, so he heard him anxiously say in the bathroom: "Mom don't come in, I can wash it."
Lying on the bed, the little guy put his whole body in her arms, excitedly, and called her with a smile: "Mom, mom, mom." One after another, nostalgic and dependent.
Little Rou Tuan, who was less than four years old, called her like that, and Lin Qingqing felt that her heart was about to melt.
All this is so illusory and unreal in front of her. She actually came to a strange house that belonged to her and became someone's wife and someone's mother. At this moment, the little meatball was leaning against her arms, Remind her over and over that this is her son.
It's incredible.
She kissed his head and hugged him tightly. She asked, "Xiao Yuan, my mother used to be too much and very bad to you. Do you really not blame your mother at all? Are you still so close to your mother?"
Yi Zeyan said that she hates children, so it should be more than that in the memory fragment that she resisted his approach and hurt him. But the little guy was not afraid of her, and instead tried every means to get close to her.
The little guy's voice said, "I won't blame my mother. My father said that my mother was unhappy. I want to make my mother happy, and my father also wants to make my mother happy. Don't be unhappy in the future, okay?"
Somehow, Lin Qingqing suddenly felt as if a warm liquid was pouring into her body, giving her the feeling that she was being loved by the whole world. The pores of her whole body were comfortably opened. This feeling should have been pleasant and enjoyable, but for some reason, there was a kind of sour pain permeating the apex of her heart.
Just hope she's not unhappy, just hope she's happy.
Just such a simple request.
What has she done before
Lin Qingqing's nose was sore and uncomfortable, she rubbed his little face with pity and promised, "Okay, mother will not be unhappy in the future."
Mom won't be unhappy, won't ignore you, mom will try to be a good mom, won't let you hurt again, won't let you hide behind the railing and can only watch mom from a distance.
When Lin Qingqing woke up the next day, the baby was no longer on the bed. Thinking of his self-care ability, Lin Qingqing was not worried.
She came downstairs, but on the stairs she heard father and son sitting in the living room talking.
The location of the stairs was a blind spot for the living room. They couldn't see her, and she couldn't see them, but she could hear them clearly.
But I heard the little guy say: "Dad, do you know, my mother is very fragrant, soft and comfortable. I fell asleep after holding my mother for a while. If my father held my mother, my father would fall asleep in a while."
Hearing this, Lin Qingqing only felt a wave of enthusiasm rushed towards her face, and her face immediately turned red. This little guy said so innocently, he probably didn't know how connotative the adults sounded.
Lin Qingqing couldn't see Yi Zeyan, and naturally couldn't see his expression at the moment, only heard him cough heavily. The little guy seemed very excited, and said again: "Mom also talked to me a lot, she also told me stories to coax me to sleep, my mother has never done this before, I will sleep with my mother tomorrow, the one she told me The story isn't over yet, it's the story of the wolf coming, Dad, you know? There used to be... Barabara..."
Later, Yi Zeyan might not be able to take it anymore, so he interrupted: "Why are you so long-winded as your mother?"
At this time, Lin Qingqing Yi Beiyuan's mother, who was standing on the stairs: "????"
"Would you like me to tell your mother that you already have a puzzle for Forest Kid?"
After hearing this, Yi Beiyuan hurriedly said: "Dad don't say it." After he finished speaking, as if he was afraid of being heard by someone, he snorted: "Dad, don't tell mom, okay?"
Yi Zeyan didn't answer him, just snorted softly.
Lin Qingqing, who originally wanted to go downstairs, heard this, but didn't know whether to go down. It should be embarrassing to go down now, Yi Zeyan will be embarrassed, and the child will be embarrassed.
Forget it, she should wait a while before going down.
It turned out that the baby already had a puzzle for the forest boy, but she didn't know it, and he pretended to be very excited to play with her.
How could this little thing be so warm? The warmth made her feel uncomfortable and her nose was sore.
Lin Qingqing stayed in the room for a while, and when they went out again, the father and son had already left.
Lin Qingqing had nothing to do, and remembered that she had a workshop upstairs, so she wanted to take a look. The workshop is very wide, with a piano in the center, a drum set in the corner, and musical instruments such as recorders and cucurbits hanging on the wall.
There were a lot of drafts scattered on the ground. She picked them up and looked at them. They were all messy music drafts. They should have been written by her before. Lin Qingqing tried to play them. Feeling resentful again.
Anyway, she has nothing to do now, so she just calmed down and changed the chord.
The door to the workshop was not closed, and there were only her and the auntie at home. The auntie's activities were generally downstairs, so she didn't close the door. Naturally, I didn't see Yi Zeyan who appeared at the door at some point.
Yi Zeyan couldn't stay in the company. He wanted to go home after sitting down. In the end, he simply refused to go against himself, made a simple arrangement of the work, and then went back home. After he came back, he passed by her workshop and saw that she was busy in the studio, but this time she didn't make the musical instrument loud and crazy, but sat quietly in front of the piano, writing and drawing on the manuscript.
She frowned slightly, as if thinking, her eyebrows were very thin, and when they were twisted, they curved into a nice shape. Her skin was white, so white it was glowing. With a focused face, she closed her eyes, her fingertips slid across the keys, and good music came out from her fingertips. Her whole face was filled with a kind of vitality, as if the blue sky outside the window had become brighter, as if the air inside There's also a sweet smell of spring.
Lin Qingqing forgot the time when she was busy, and she lost herself as soon as she got in, so she didn't notice Yi Zeyan standing at the door until she felt a little pain in her neck, and when she twisted her neck to relax, she saw that she was standing at the door. Straightforward man.
Lin Qingqing was startled when he saw him suddenly.
"You... why did you come back?"
Yi Zeyan was silent for a while and said, "I came back with nothing important in the company. You are busy, I won't disturb you."
Lin Qingqing didn't spend much time after Yi Zeyan left. After she went downstairs, she saw Yi Zeyan standing by the living room window on the phone. On the coffee table in the living room is a box of meat floss baby shells. She likes to eat this kind of snacks, especially the ones with cream filling.
It didn't exist before, could it be that he bought it back
After he finished the phone call, as soon as he turned his head, he saw that she was staring at Xiaobei Floss, and Yi Zeyan said to her, "I bought it for you."
I really bought it for her.
Since it was specially bought for her, wouldn't it be too shameful not to eat it? Of course, she really wanted to eat it.
She walked over to open the package, took out a piece and took a bite. It was very sweet and soft, and the cream inside was rich and creamy. The sweet taste flows all the way to the stomach, which is really satisfying.
Yi Zeyan was stunned when she saw that she was really starting to eat.
But she saw her sitting there obediently holding the small cake with her fingertips, biting it bit by bit like a little squirrel, and soon her cheeks on both sides swelled up.
He stood by and looked at her, and before he left for a while, Lin Qingqing glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and his eating movements gradually became stiff.
Why didn't he leave? He kept staring at her to see what he was doing. It was embarrassing to see.
In the end, Lin Qingqing couldn't stand the baptism in his eyes. She carefully handed a piece of meat floss to him and asked tentatively, "Do you want to eat it?"
Yi Zeyan: "..."
Yi Zeyan sat down opposite her and said with a smile, "I don't eat it."
Why don't you eat and look at her like that? Weird.
"This is the first time you've eaten what I bought you."
She looked at him, and he still had a smile on his face, but she didn't know why she felt a sad and pitiful taste in his tone.
This is your first time eating what I bought you.
It seemed like it was such a great thing for her to eat what he bought for him.
Lin Qingqing was completely shocked.
Not just because of the tone of his voice.
Is their relationship so bad? She doesn't even eat what he buys
What kind of grievances do they have, and why is their relationship so bad
"I'll take the liberty to ask, have you ever done anything wrong to me before?" Otherwise, why would she hate him so much.
Although he smiled, she still asked cautiously.
After hearing this, his expression didn't change much, and he simply said, "If I've always been reluctant to get a divorce, that's fine."
"… "
He has always been reluctant to divorce and she hates him? And since she wanted a divorce so much, why did he still not want to? She didn't think that such a man with strategy, family background, success, handsome and rich money was a love brain.
"Why don't you want to get a divorce?" she asked tentatively.
He was silent for a while, "What if Xiao Yuan is divorced?"
Also! Her mother is not a good mother, but she has to be a responsible father, right
If he hated him just because he didn't want to get a divorce, then his previous self was indeed a bit too much. No matter what, he had to think about his children, right? It's not wrong for him to be unwilling to divorce because of his children.
Lin Qingqing felt that even if she had no relationship with Yi Zeyan, he was the father of the child and she was the mother of the child. For the sake of the child, they could be considered a cooperative relationship. There was no way to care about the past, and it would be fine to get along well in the future.
So, she tried to put a smile on his face and said sincerely, "Thank you, the cake you bought is delicious."
However, Yi Zeyan seemed to freeze, and the smile on his face solidified in an instant.
Looking at her smile, he was a little dazed. Her eyes are very bright, making her smile also reveal a kind of crystal beauty.
"Yi Zeyan, stay away from me!"
"Yi Zeyan, get out of here!"
Disgusted, angry, indifferent, this was her usual attitude towards him.
But now, when she eats what he bought her, she still smiles at him.
It was as if a soft paw was scratching at his heart.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, this feeling... just...