He stood there dumbfounded as if he had been immobilized, and it took him a long time to find a voice, "Thinking...you got up?"
"Well, I remembered it all."
She felt that he seemed a little nervous. He subconsciously grabbed the mid-seam on the side of his trousers, tightened it, and then released it, but his eyes were still fixed on her face, and he asked in a hoarse, cautious tone, "I remember. ... Me and my child, do you want it?"
His nervous and cautious look made her feel distressed. She didn't even dare to look at him. She turned her head away, wiped her tears and said, "I heard from my sister that you wanted a divorce before."
"No!" He denied it almost instantly, "No divorce! I'm not divorced!"
Such a rational and calm man was so panicked and denied at the moment, she just thought it was too stinging, she hugged Obuchi and said, "It's getting late, I want to take Obuchi to sleep."
She carried Xiao Yuan into the room, and she lay beside him to coax him to sleep.
Xiao Yuan looked at her with wide eyes and kept staring.
"Go to sleep."
"Does mom really remember?"
"I remember." She kissed his cheek, "Mom won't leave Xiaobuchi, don't worry."
"Have you never left?"
"Never leave."
He finally calmed down and fell asleep in her arms.
Lin Qingqing got out of bed cautiously, and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Yi Zeyan standing at the door. When he saw her coming out, he opened his mouth, but said nothing.
Lin Qingqing walked into the room, and he followed him in. The room was very quiet, and no one spoke for a while.
"My child and I... do you want more?" he repeated.
A sour feeling came up, and Lin Qingqing was so sad that she wanted to cry. Lin Qingqing took a deep breath, she turned around and held his hand, squeezed a smile on her face and said to him, "Why are you so stupid, how could I not want you."
Staring at her holding his hand, he asked again, "I remember... Don't you think I'm disgusting?"
"You make me feel sick, Yi Zeyan."
"stay away from me."
She remembered the words she had said to him that hurt him, and tears finally came to her eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yi Zeyan." She picked up his hand and kissed the back of his hand deeply. She slowly calmed herself down and said to him, "You know what? Actually, I've liked you since a long time. , I had a crush on you when I was pregnant with Xiaoyuan for more than six months. Our first meeting was really bad, and I thought I would always care about it. Then, unknowingly, I found that I thought about the relationship I once had with you. That night, I no longer rejected him. Even after giving birth to Xiao Yuan, I shamelessly wanted to stay by your side and have a good life with you. But then something happened, my mother took Xiao Yuan away, and she told me that I was not worthy of it. On you, some things I have experienced before have caused my character and three views to change. In addition, my child was taken away and my mother's mean words made me even more inferior, and my inferiority reached the limit. I just want to escape, escape You are good, escape from your tenderness, escape from the world with you. I cast a cage in my heart, I thought I would be unable to get out for the rest of my life. But then there was a fool who ignored my resistance, regardless of my injury, and insisted Shengsheng broke in, but high walls and iron walls couldn't stop him. Not only that, but he also robbed me. Remember that time I traveled to the snow-capped mountains? I have been there for a long time, in fact, since then I have been I understand, I want to stay by your side, but then I didn't have time to tell you that God played a joke on me, I was injured, I lost my memory, and I forgot everything."
"I am really thankful now that you appeared in my room that night, thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for appearing suddenly when I was frustrated, and when I was devastated by life. "
Lin Qingqing hugged him tightly, "Thank you Zeyan, can you forgive me? I did something wrong, can you forgive me?"
She felt his arms up her back, she felt a little warm wetness on her shoulders, and she knew he was crying. This stern man, the man who often taught Xiaobuchi that men should not cry easily, was holding her in tears at this moment.
But he didn't cry, only tears fell on her shoulders.
Knowing that he was crying, she felt even more uncomfortable. She finally couldn't help crying and said over and over again: "I'm sorry Yi Zeyan, I'm so stupid, I'll never love you in the stupidest way again. already."
He didn't speak, just held her tighter, but she felt tender tears dripping down her body constantly.
"If you want to live a hundred years, you must live a hundred years, or I'm afraid I won't love you enough."
She heard him take a deep breath and said in a choked and hoarse voice, "I try."
He suddenly picked her up, he walked to the bed and sat down, let her sit on his lap, and his rough fingers helped her wipe away her tears. Only then did Lin Qingqing see the man's red eyes and face. Clear tears.
She wiped his tears and forced a smile at him, "Fool, what a fool."
"I did it."
"What?" Lin Qingqing didn't understand what he meant.
"I said I could make you better."
Lin Qingqing burst out laughing, but the tears kept rolling down, he hurriedly wiped it off for her, and said to her: "If you have anything in the future, you must tell me, and if you have any ideas, you must tell me as soon as possible."
"it is good."
"Don't say leave me."
"it is good."
"Don't say sorry to me again. If you really feel sorry, stay with me and the child."
"it is good."
Originally, Lin Qingqing was afraid to tell him what she remembered and worried that she would not face him, but now she feels a lot easier when she talks about it.
He was right in front of her, the man she loved so much, who had done so many men for her. His eyes were still red. This was the first time she had seen him cry since she had known each other for so long. He seemed to always be strong and unstoppable. You can imagine how difficult it has been for him over the years. She glanced at him.
She loves him so much that she finds it charming even when he is crying. Finally tearing apart the bitter regret in the past, and finally meeting him frankly, there is the smell of tears around, but there is also a kind of quiet warmth.
Immersed in such warmth, she wanted to kiss him very much. She held his face, leaned in and kissed his lips. When his lips touched him, he subconsciously closed his eyes, as if a little intoxicated.
He looked so beautiful. The deeper she kissed, the more intoxicated the man became when she kissed him, and the hands on her waist gradually tightened. Kissing and kissing the two of them, they rolled onto the bed.
The night is already deep...
After everything calmed down, the two didn't speak for a while. She turned around and hugged him and asked, "Do you remember when we just added friends? You were injured at the time. I went to find you, But you don't see me, why don't you see me?"
He combed her hair with his fingers, put her in his arms and kissed her, saying, "I was injured at the time, so it was inconvenient to see you." But he knew that she was looking for him, so he sent someone to watch her secretly, He felt that she was also bold, a little girl ran so far to meet a stranger.
The person who went to protect her at that time also took a video. In the video, the little girl walked aimlessly on the street by herself, looking at her phone from time to time, probably to see if he had replied to her messages.
That was the first time he saw her. Her long hair was tied into a high ponytail behind her head. On a small face, her brows were pinched, and she sometimes bit her lip.
She looks very good-looking, that was his first impression after seeing her, a little girl with such a nice voice, and she still looks so good, he stared at the video for a long time at that time.
It's a pity that he was injured and couldn't see him at the time, but later he also thought about whether everything would have been different if he had gone to see her by himself.
"And then, why didn't you come to see me after you were healed? Could it be because I wasn't an adult at the time? Why didn't I come to see me when I was an adult?"
Yi Zeyan's eyes gradually dimmed, but there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, "You were already with someone else when I went to find you."
"… "
At that time, he was studying in a university abroad. Although they didn't chat much, he still kept an eye on her movements. He would read every space update she posted, so he knew that she was going to do a graduation performance. At that time, he was still abroad, and he hadn't taken the power of the Yi family. He really shouldn't have looked for her at that time, but he suddenly had an urgent desire to see her. At that time, she was an adult. After graduation, they are not so busy, can they continue chatting, maybe there is something else besides chatting. Then he shoves everything down to the bar where she's closing out, he buys her favorite roses, and she sees him hugging a boy in a cheering crowd.
It turned out that she already had someone she liked. He watched it for a long time, and his heart seemed to be soaked in poison. Put the flower on a table far, far away, turn around and leave, and then he never appeared in front of her again, and her QQ avatar never lit up again, so they became that These are just thin and pale netizens who are led by the first-line network. Until later... later... that accident.
Lin Qingqing really didn't expect Yi Zeyan to come looking for her.
If Xiang Huayang hadn't been there, would she have been with him a long time ago? She likes this man so much now that she would have liked him if he appeared.
However, time cannot be repeated. In fact, if you think about it carefully, it is the best way for her and Yi Zeyan to meet in this way. She was there when he was at his lowest ebb, and he was there when she was at the lowest point in her life. Destiny is probably doomed long ago, and it is most unforgettable to know that two people appear in each other's lives in this way.
Now that Lin Qingqing can be with Mr. Yi, I really feel very satisfied, even if it was a missed miss in the past, she also thinks it is a beautiful miss.
In fact, she was struggling all the way back, whether to let him know that she had remembered, and if he did, would he blame her for the things she did in the past.
But after telling everything, she realized that her worries were unnecessary. Her Zeyan will always love her, no matter what.
Everything in the past is a lesson for her. After so many experiences, she is suddenly enlightened. She will do better in the future, and will be her wife and Obuchi's mother.
His embrace was really warm, and she couldn't help rubbing against him.
Very satisfied, Lin Qingqing raised his head and smiled at him, "Are you sleepy?"
She smiled and frowned. He couldn't help kissing her eyes with a doting smile, "Not sleepy, are you sleepy?"
"No."
"What did you say to me before?" he said suddenly.
"What?"
He coughed lightly, pretending to be calm, "What did you say you love me to?"
"In your bones?"
"Um."
"Of course."
"Really?" He tilted his head slightly and held back a smile, "Then let's hear it."
She leaned over and put a kiss on his lips, and said to him in a very sweet voice: "Yi Zeyan, I love you, I love you so much, I love you to the bottom of my heart."
It was as if a sweet and greasy wind blew into his heart, she was really numb, but he simply loved her numbness.
Seeing his happy expression, Lin Qingqing obviously liked this trick, so she turned to him: "Can I tell you every day from now on?"
"Um."
"But are you tired of hearing it?"
He immediately replied: "No, you can get tired of me."
Lin Qingqing couldn't help but burst out laughing, she thought he was so cute, so cute, she sucked on his lips, bit him lightly, and finally said with satisfaction: "Okay, it's getting late, go to bed. "
He hugged her tightly, rubbed his chin on her forehead, and replied after a while, "Okay, sleep."
When Yi Zeyan woke up, she was no longer in bed. He went downstairs and heard noises in the kitchen. When he walked to the kitchen door, he saw her inside.
She was standing in front of the stove, humming a ditty in her apron, making pancakes.
He has been worried that she will hate him when she thinks of the past, will hate him and reject him, so even if she has been loving and affectionate with her during this time, she can't find the south, east, north and northwest, but there is still this kind of worry in his heart.
But she didn't expect that soon after she regained her memory, she didn't dislike him and became closer to him. She said that she fell in love with him early in the morning, which was something he never expected.
Sunlight swept in from the window. The winter sun was not too strong, only a few narrow halos came in, but he felt that the warm sunlight seemed to fill the whole kitchen.
His heart seemed to be full. He looked at the woman, the woman who remembered everything, rejected him, said that she disgusted his woman, the woman he loved so much, thought she was just a woman who could not love her in this life, and she was making breakfast for him.
Yi Zeyan knew that he did a lot of ruthless things when he was young. He was not a good person, so when she treated him like that, he didn't feel sorry for him, but felt that he deserved it. Qualification to have such a beautiful thing, the more you ask for it, the less you get it.
But now, his beauty is in sight. He couldn't bear to approach, for fear that this beautiful everything was just a dream, and it would be destroyed as soon as he approached.
Lin Qingqing realized early on that he was standing at the door, but after waiting for a while, she didn't see any movement from him. She finally couldn't help looking at him and said, "Where are you standing stupid? Come and have a taste."
She took a small piece of pancake and handed it to him, but Yi Zeyan seemed to be immersed in an unreal and wonderful fantasy, just staring at her blankly.
"Why?"
He finally came back to his senses and stepped forward. He wanted to reach out to take it, but she handed it directly to his mouth, and he ate it with her hand. In fact, there was no taste at all. put on her.
"How is it delicious?"
"Um."
He grumbled in response.
After he finished eating, he also stood so stupidly, staring at her, although Mr. Yi's stupid appearance was quite cute, but Lin Qingqing felt uncomfortable by him.
She coughed lightly and said, "In the TV series, the male protagonist can't help hugging the female protagonist when he sees the female protagonist making breakfast in the kitchen. I think that's very romantic, what do you think?"
"fine."
"… "
what the hell? Sure enough, it is better to be direct with men. Lin Qingqing said to him, "I mean, you should hug me from behind at this time."
Yi Zeyan: "..."
Seeing that he was still standing there blankly, Lin Qingqing simply pulled his arm around his waist.
Her breath came out, and Yi Zeyan finally regained her senses, then wrapped her arms around her waist and wrapped her in her arms. She handed him another small piece of cake, "Open your mouth."
He obediently opened his mouth to eat.
He was so good, she was very satisfied, smiled at him, the two shallow pear eddies at the corners of his mouth were looming, it was simply intoxicating.
Even if she remembered everything, she was still so warm, so virtuous, so gentle, so well-behaved. To stick to his arms early in the morning, make him breakfast, smile at him.
Everything he was worried about would not exist in the future, and she also told him that she loved him and wanted him to live a long life, otherwise she was afraid that she would not love enough.
So sweet.
It's terribly sweet.
He subconsciously hugged her tightly, his body was about to melt because of her warm feeling, he couldn't do anything, he was fed by her like a fool, until a childish voice suddenly sounded.
"smell good."
The little guy ran in with his short legs, and the two of them hurriedly let go as if they were caught doing something bad, but the little guy still saw his father and mother hugging each other, but he didn't look ashamed, just wrinkled With a small brow, he said, "I want to hug you too."
It's really embarrassing to be caught by his son, but it's shameful to be shy in front of his son, so Lin Qingqing let himself be more natural and walked over to pick up his son. He was wearing a set of white floral pajamas and looked cute Cute, as cute as possible, Lin Qingqing couldn't help kissing his tender face: "Okay, let's hug."
She picked up a fried pancake and handed it to him, "Be careful of scalding."
The little guy took a few bites with his mouth closed, ate it, and then gave a thumbs up, "Mum's cooking is delicious."
The pancakes were almost done, so Lin Qingqing took the plate and put it in. Yi Zeyan saw that she was holding the child in one hand and holding the plate in the other, so he took the plate and said to her, "You guys go out first, I'll pack it up."
Lin Qingqing gave him the way, but she didn't go out and waited for him next to her holding her son. Mr. Yi had never been in the kitchen since he was a child, so his movements looked a bit clumsy. Thinking of this man's resolute behavior in the mall, see you now With his clumsy appearance, Lin Qingqing couldn't help thinking that he was extremely cute.
"I'd better go down, my mother will be tired holding me like this."
"Don't be tired. Mom will exercise more in the future, so that I can hug Xiao Yuan every day."
"Then I will also exercise in the future. When I grow up, I will hold my mother in my arms every day."
"OK."
Yi Zeyan said while holding the plate, "It's fine if your mother has me to hold you. Go and hold your wife."
The little guy pouted and said in a low voice, "Dad is really stingy." Just as he was afraid that his father would not let him hug his mother, his fleshy arms hurriedly hugged Lin Qingqing and said, "I want to hug my mother."
Everything in front of him was so warm, Yi Zeyan felt that his heart was full. After he finished loading the plate, he turned to look at the mother and son in front of him, all of them belonged to him.
He couldn't help but kiss each of them on the face.
The older one blushed and gave him an angry look, probably blaming him for kissing her in front of the child, while the younger one frowned and wiped the saliva from his face in disgust.
But the satisfied Mr. Yi smiled and went out with a plate.
After breakfast, Lin Qingqing helped the maid to clean the tableware, and returned to the room to see Yi Zeyan buttoning his shirt. It was a grey-blue shirt with white stripes, a pair of grey trousers, a belt around the waist, and the delicate belt buckle exuded a metallic luster.
The fitted design revealed every inch of his figure. He really wanted to be sexy in shirts and trousers. Lin Qingqing suddenly thought that he had been thinking about this man from a very early age. But he was too inferior in his heart, but he didn't dare to approach, and even avoided his approach.
However, she still secretly read the news about him, which company he acquired and which company he invested in. He is a young and excellent entrepreneur, and he is often visited by financial magazines.
Every time he appeared on the stage, he was full of high spirits and full of aura, and he fascinated many women, including her. Look how stupid she used to be, immersed in her own pessimistic world, and she didn't even want to take a second look at such a superb.
But it doesn't matter, he is her husband, she can watch as long as she wants in the future.
She went up to take his buttons, and then helped him to button them one by one.
She lowered her head, her movements were gentle, and she looked demure and beautiful. He really loved her so much that he couldn't help bending over and kissing her on the cheek.
"Go and change clothes, I'll wait for you."
They have always gone to work together.
Lin Qingqing hooked his neck, leaned his body on him, and enjoyed his charm and beauty.
Yi Zeyan: "..."
She remembered the past, and Yi Zeyan always thought it would be different, but he didn't expect that her coquettish temperament would not change at all. He was eating so much that Mr. Yi was a little excited.
She really can't stand her like this...