How touching Gu Ningzi's words are, how deep is Chi Nuan's inner guilt. She understood what Gu Ningzi meant, but could she really let her make trouble with the family for herself
Before seeing Gu Miaoyan, maybe you can pretend not to know; after seeing her, you can never do such a thing against your conscience again.
Indeed, no one knows the value of family more than Chi Nuan.
There was no way to answer Gu Ningzi. Chi Nuan looked up at her, both eyes were wet.
Chi Nuan covered Gu Ningzi's eyes, tiptoed, and kissed her on the lips. —I don’t know if I want to comfort her, or I want to comfort myself.
…
There were inexhaustible exercises, inexhaustible points to memorize, and the homework for the third year of high school was so full that a week passed in a hurry.
In the past week, Chi Nuan went to Gu Ningzi's house twice, and Xu Dan complained after realizing it: "I'm really puzzled, when did your relationship become so good? Go to eat every three or five?"
No... Chi Nuan denied her in his heart. Instead of getting better, he had concerns in his heart and suffered a lot in getting along with Gu Ningzi.
Greed is constantly agitating to get close to her and have her, but reason always reminds you: can you do this
Infatuated and depressed, every kiss and hug made Chi Nuan feel like stepping on the tip of a knife. Gu Ningzi felt her hesitation and hesitation.
Just don't say.
Ba Zong's novel progresses to the point where the male protagonist's mother exposes the bad things he did to the female protagonist. In a fit of anger, he finally said the classic line to his son: "If you want to marry her, unless I die!"
Xu Dan and the others giggled happily: "This is really cruel!"
Chi Nuan stopped writing under the desk lamp and fell into thinking: If Gu Miaoyan, like the male protagonist's mother, is a villain with a clear position from the stage of appearance, then do you need to reduce a lot of psychological burden
There was a blue cat video from Gu Ningzi lying on the phone, Chi Nuan checked it, but didn't reply. It wasn't until he lay down to rest that he knocked "good night" to Gu Ningzi.
Gu Ningzi: "You've worked too hard... Take a break."
Chi Nuan looked at it, and the tip of her nose was sour.
The next day, Zhou Damao asked for sick leave. In the evening self-study, Chi Nuan took the initiative to sit in his seat and accompany Gu Ningzi to do homework.
The classroom was bright as day, Gu Ningzi wrote for a while, then stopped writing, lying on the table watching Chi Nuan. She couldn't help raising her fingers and sketching her facial features in the air.
Curved eyebrows, upturned nose, smiling lips...
Chi Nuan poked Zhao Jingjing's back and asked her to borrow an English book softly.
Zhao Jingjing gave it to her, and when Chi Nuan turned the pages, Gu Ningzi said, "I also have English books..."
A faint smile appeared in Chi Nuan's eyes and asked her, "Then do you have any notes in your English book?"
Gu Ningzi: "..."
Gu Ningzi pinched her neck: "Then have you been writing questions about a sore neck?"
He Liwen, who was on duty, cleared her throat on the podium, Chi Nuan took a careful look, grabbed Gu Ningzi's hand, and booed her again.
She picked up the pen and continued to do her homework. A few minutes later, Gu Ningzi handed over a note: "Let's go out for a walk after class?"
With the tip of the pen hanging over the note, Chi Nuan turned to look at Gu Ningzi.
Gu Ningzi stared at her without blinking.
Chi Nuan folded the note, put it in the pocket of her school skirt, and nodded slightly.
Many students came out for a walk between classes. Except for the hazy moonlight and the street lamps that were far away, most places on the campus were pitch-dark. Gu Ningzi held Chi Nuan, and the two stopped in front of the railing by the playground.
"Do you want to sit?" Gu Ningzi asked her.
Chi Nuan: "Okay."
Gu Ningzi helped Chi Nuan to sit on the railing, the forehead of the two collided with each other, Chi Nuan let out a groan, Gu Ningzi smiled, and took advantage of the situation to kiss Chi Nuan's lips.
Chi Nuan was startled by her kiss, she shrugged her shoulders and whispered, "...there will be someone."
Gu Ningzi: "Well."
She said "um", but came closer, and under the sparse moonlight, their lips touched each other lightly.
Chi Nuan's nose was full of Gu Ningzi's breath, she closed her eyes, while indulging, struggling in vain in her heart.
It shouldn't be like this anymore...
The ten minutes between classes ended quickly. Chi Nuan got off the railing, tripped on the shoelace when she landed, and threw herself into Gu Ningzi's arms. Gu Ningzi smiled and stabilized her.
The two hugged each other, Chi Nuan crossed Gu Ningzi's shoulder, and a familiar back appeared in the field of vision, leaving the playground.
—He Liwen!
Back to the classroom from the playground, Chi Nuan's heartbeat did not return to normal. Zhao Jingjing turned around and asked her to borrow her math homework, and she handed her the English book.
Zhao Jingjing: "..."
He Liwen hasn't come to the classroom yet, and the voices of Susuo's words come and go one after another. Zhao Jingjing took out Chi Nuan's math booklet from a pile of books, and said, "Thank you."
"..." Chi Nuan took a deep breath to calm herself, she sorted out the textbook assignments she brought, and said to Gu Ningzi, "I'll go back to my seat first."
Gu Ningzi grabbed the corner of her clothes.
"Mr. He may..." Chi Nuan said and then stopped. After all, she was not sure if He Liwen saw them kissing. She said it first, but it would make Gu Ningzi more troublesome.
"It's nothing. ... You have to do your homework. If you can't, circle it. I'll take a picture of the solution and send it to you in the next class."
Half a class passed before He Liwen came. She put the glass of water and a stack of test papers on the podium, and started the tour from the first group.
A classmate stopped her with a question, so she stopped to explain patiently.
Slowly, walking down the classroom, He Liwen stopped by Chi Nuan's desk, and tapped two fingers on her desk.
Chi Nuan's scalp went numb, and she heard He Liwen's voice saying, "Chi Nuan, you sent the papers on the podium."
He Liwen's performance was as usual, and she didn't stay Chi Nuan to talk after school that day. Chi Nuan wondered if she was thinking too much. When she went to hand in her Chinese homework during the break the next day, she dawdled at He Liwen's desk for a while.
He Liwen looked up from the courseware and asked her cheerfully, "Is there anything else?"
... It was so dark at that time that even if He Liwen saw a figure, she might not be able to recognize who it was. ... Maybe the back just looks like He Liwen
This episode was gradually forgotten, but on Saturday afternoon, Chi Nuan received a call from He Liwen and asked her to meet at the dessert shop outside the school.
Chi Nuan suddenly understood that things didn't end as she thought.
From the bedroom to the dessert shop, the road is not long, but Chi Nuan has walked for a long time. Pushing open the door of the dessert shop, He Liwen saw Chi Nuan coming, smiled and waved: "Here."
Chi Nuan sat down opposite her.
He Liwen pointed to the iced milk tea in front of her: "I don't know which one you like to drink. This is the signature here, you can try it."
Chi Nuan: "Mr. He..."
He Liwen said, "It's okay, I'll talk to you."
Not long ago, Gu Miaoyan also said, "I don't mean anything else, I just want to chat with you." Chi Nuan was a little nervous about this kind of remarks. She grabbed the edge of her skirt and nodded, "Well..."
He Liwen's warm eyes fell on Chi Nuan: "Chi Nuan, you are my favorite student. I have been conflicted in my heart these days, but after thinking about it, I still have to talk to you."
Chi Nuan twitched her eyelashes and responded to her: "Well..."
He Liwen: "That day, I saw you and Gu Ningzi on the playground...you..."
Chi Nuan raised her head, she had some dodging eyes, and He Liwen's heart softened: "Chi Nuan, I don't have any prejudice against this, whether you like boys or girls, based on love, it's all very beautiful. Under the premise of affecting the grades, the teacher will only secretly wish you a blessing... And the teacher has seen it, Gu Ningzi's recent learning attitude is indeed more correct than last semester, I believe it is all because of you. "
On the way here, Chi Nuan was ready to be criticized by He Liwen, but she didn't expect to hear such touching words. - But since this is the case, why did He Liwen ask her out
He Liwen said with a sigh: "Gu Ningzi's sister came to me that day and talked a lot. Before leaving, she asked half-jokingly if there were any girls in the school pestering Gu Ningzi. She said that she was making noise when she was in the north. It's too big, and their family is particularly disgusted by this, especially their father, who seems to be very unacceptable. - Does her sister know about you?"
Chi Nuan was sipping milk tea, and when she lowered her head, her eyes became hot again, and she said sullenly, "Maybe I can see it... It's just not broken."
He Liwen took out a tissue from her bag and took one for Chi Nuan: "Then what is her attitude?"
Chi Nuan's recent pressures, under He Liwen's care, turned into choked sobbing, and finally poured out: "She asked me to persuade Gu Ningzi not to conflict with her father again. She promised me that no matter what difficulties I encounter in the future, she will will help me out."
He Liwen couldn't help taking a breath.
Chi Nuan covered her eyelids with a tissue. After a while, she raised her head again and looked at He Liwen with red eyes. Her small and beautiful face was pale with blood loss.
He Liwen is very aware of Chi Nuan's family situation. She has no parents since she was a child. She has been admitted to the first high school with excellent grades all the way, and has a soft personality and is easy to get along with. She has been affectionate and loving towards her since the beginning. Seeing such a pitiful appearance of her favorite student at this time, He Liwen couldn't help but burst into tears: "Many times the beauty of love lies in making people look forward to a happy future... Chi Nuan, I really don't want to see it. You go to a love without a future, you don't know how much the teacher loves you, how much hope you can get a good future without going through hardships..."
Chi Nuan's tears, which had just stopped, rolled down because of He Liwen's words.
"Chi Nuan, the teacher said this, not to persuade you to separate from Gu Ningzi... The teacher wants to tell you that no matter what your choice is, you can come and talk to the teacher about the happy and unhappy emotions that arise from it. The teacher is on your side, understand?"
Chi Nuan covered half of her face with the back of her hand, sobbing. He Liwen also accompanied her to wipe away her tears.
Later, He Liwen left. She ran out while the child was taking a nap and couldn't stay for too long. When she left, she left the tissue on the table.
Chi Nuan's eyes were red, and she drank all the milk tea one by one.
Only then did I realize that the seat I sat with He Liwen today was the one I sat with Gu Ningzi that night.
… how long has it been
Their love, full of calculations, only lasted for a month.